I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT!
Love of my Life
(Edward's POV)
Today was just a normal date night for Bella and I, and I couldn't wait. I just wanted to spend some time with the women I love and think of other things besides my crazy father or work. Just some time to kick back and relax with the women I love.
Ever since my dad called Ness I have been watching out for him, making sure he doesn't try to come and harass us. Thing is, I don't really even know if my dad looks the same. Basically twenty years has gone by since I've seen him. I remember he used to have dark brown thick hair and brow eyes. Somehow his eyes were not like my sister's brown (even if she got them from him) or Bella's brown. His brown eyes were filled with cruelty and hatred. When I look into Bella's chocolate brown eyes I just see warmth and love or Nessie's which are filled with kindness and happiness. Nothing like my father's.
I don't know what would happen if my father got his hands on Bella or my sisters, or even someone else. I just wanted him out of my life and I swear next time I'll ever see that man I will beat the crap out of him.
I sigh shaking my head of the thought of my so called father and look at a photo of Bella and I hanging on the hallway wall. I was waiting in the kitchen for Bella. Alice decided to play some Bella Barbie with her and dress her up for the night. My pixie sister can be absolutely insane sometimes.
I was just leaning against the counter in my black slacks and blue button up shirt, waiting for my love to come down the hall after her time with my crazed pix of a sister.
"Are you ready Edward?" I hear Bella call out to me. I smile hearing the beautiful sound of her voice. I walk over to the hallway to see her in a short black skirt, white sweater, black leather boots going up her legs and stopping at her knees. Her hair was curled out and in waves down her back. She was just stunning and absolutely sexy.
"I see someone likes" Alice winks and I roll my eyes at the little pixie.
"I know, I'm disturbing the romance. I'll leave now" she sung as she left the apartment.
"You look beautiful tonight" I tell Bella and she blushes the wonderful blush that I love.
"Thanks..you don't look too bad yourself" she winked and I smile. I felt myself melt just looking at this women.
"Shall we Miss Swan?" I ask holding my arm out for her.
"Of course Mr. Cullen" she teased as she takes my arm and we begin to walk our way out into the dark Seattle night.
We end up going on a date to an Italian restaurant on the corner. We get a table right by the window, my hand is across the table holding Bella's while we both look at our menus. How I wish to place a ring upon her finger, if only she wanted to get married. I know how she is scared of it but I just want to call her Mrs. Cullen. I want to spend the rest of my life knowing she'll be mine forever and I'll be hers. I want to be there for her, I want to raise a family with her and grow old together. I still haven't figured out how I was going to convince her, maybe today could be a good night to bring it up.
"I think I'll have the Chicken Parmesan, you?" She asked.
"I'll get the same" I say agreeing with her "Um Bella?"
"Hmmm"
"Love I know you don't exactly like the idea of marriage-"
"Edward I am not in the mood to talk about marriage tonight. I'm sorry- but you know how I feel" she said rubbing her arm with a bit of embarrassment "I am really sorry though, I know how much getting married is important to you and I'm being selfish on my part"
"Bella you're not selfish" I tell her "Look, you and I, we're inseparable. Nothing could break us up"
"That's what my parents thought, look what happened to them" She said and I sigh.
"I know, but we aren't your parents. We have a stronger bond than they did" I try to convince her and she bites her lip while I sigh "Is there anything I could do that maybe will change your mind" I ask and her eyebrows raise.
"Really Then how about sex?" she asked blushing a bright scarlet.
"What about it? We aren't virgins, we both have sex..um when we can"
"I know but Edward I feel like we don't have that much, I look at other couples and sometimes I get jealous. As weird as this is, my brother and Rosalie have sex practically sex every night. I just want some more special time with you" she flushed.
"I do to Bella, trust me Bella I want to" especially when your in that outfit "but you know how I wanted to save it for marriage originally. I just felt like it was the right and noble thing to do at first but then things happened and we changed that plan. I guess I was holding onto the idea of maybe trying to hold it off until our marriage night, even if the plan failed a long time ago" I say.
"I know how you feel, but can we please just try and have more sex. I know how much marriage is important to you but this is to me. I just want to spend more time with you" she winked and I chuckle.
"Alright, if we have sex will you consider getting married?" I ask.
"It's a fair compromise, I will. I just want you to know how much I love you" she purred and I smile.
"I love you too Bella, more than anything in the world. Always remember that" I tell her and she nods.
"I know, I love you Edward. You're my life, my whole world. I don't know where I would be without you" she said.
"You're my everything" I tell her. She then comes over to my side and I pull her on my lap.
Okay, maybe she was right. I like this idea, sex and marriage. Couldn't get any better can it? My future was seeming bright and the night was still young.
"So you want to go now?" I ask out of the blu and she raised her eyebrows.
"Someone is excited, looks like someone wanted some too" she said and I felt my cheeks go a bit hot.
"Possibly" she laughs. We both eat our dinner trying to enjoy it but we had one thing on our mind. We both end up rushing to the apartment and when we get there we didn't waste time to get to the bed. She starts to take my shirt off as I go to unbutton the back of her sweater.
"I love you, so much" she whispers to me.
"I know, I love you too beautiful" with that began our wonderful night.
A/N I want to make a shout out to my wonderful beta for Sunrise, twilightfanjm. You guys need to check out her new story, Revenge! It's amazing! Please Review, you guys are amazing :)
