Note: Before you ask, yes I did post the 'Shorts and Shots: Clamp's Collection' on . Though the thought itself is nagging me to death of posting some of it on . So, here are some of the plots I've created, going to be posted here and arranged them in order:

1. (Seishiro x Mature!Kamui x kid!Subaru, hints of Seishiro x Subaru and Subaru x Kamui) [Tokyo Babylon x X/1999, Time Travel Slash, Anime and Manga] [SXMKXKSSXSSXKTBXX139AM]

2. (TimeTravel!Kamui x TB!Subaru, slight TimeTravel!Kamui x TB!Seishiro) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon] [TTKXTBSTTKTBSXX139TB]

3. (TB!Subaru x Angel!Kamui, and somewhere in the future, X!Subaru x X!Kamui) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon, sort of AU but Kamui interferes as an angel, AU] [TBSXAKXSXXKX139XTBAU]

4. (Older!Kamui x TB!Subaru, slight Seishiro x Older!Kamui and Subaru x Kotori) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon, Reverse Role AU!] [OKXTBSSXOKSXKX139XTBRRAU]

5. (TRC!Kamui x X!Subaru, slight TRC!Subaru x TRC! Seishiro, slight X!Subaru x X!Kamui, TRC!Subaru x TRC!Kamui) [X/1999 x Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles, AU anime] [TRCKXXSTRCSTRCSXSXXKTRCSXTRCK] [X139XTRCAUA]

6. (TRC!Subaru x X!Kamui, slight TRC!Subaru x TRC!Kamui and slight X!Subaru x X!Kamui) [X/1999 x Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles] [TRCSXXKTRCSTRCKXSXKX139TRC]

7. (Kamui x Sebastian) [X/1999 x Kuroshitsuji] [KXSX139XK]

8. (Subaru x cat!Kamui, Shinichi x Rabbit!Kaito) [X/1999 x Detective Conan/Magic Kaitou] [SXCKSXRKX139XDCMK]

9. (Subaru x Fem!Kamui!, hints of Seishiro x Subaru and Fuma x Fem!Kamui) [X/1999 AU!] [SXFKSXSFXFKX139AU]

10. (Vamp!Subaru x Human!Kamui, a slight of Vamp!Seishiro x Vamp!Subaru and Vamp!Seishiro x Human! Kamui) [X/1999, AU!] [VSXHKVSXVSVSXHKX139AU]

11. (Dark!Sadistic!Kamui x Soulless!Kamui and Subaru x Kamui, slight Seishiro x Subaru and Fuma x Kamui) [X/1999, AU!] [DSKXSKSXKSXSFKX139AU]

12. (X!Seishiro x X!Kamui x Chibfied!Subaru) [X/1999, AU] [XSXKCSX139AU]

The code beside the one-shot or short I've created, are going to be the chapters.

Disclaimer: Honestly I don't want to do the disclaimer, but since I wrote various of crossover pairings and half of them I have no idea where they come from, so I guess, I'll have to do it anyway. I have lots more disclaimer in Livejournal, but you know, I'm too lazy. Meh.

Let's see:

- Tokyo Bablyon, X/1999, and Tsubasa Reservior Chronicles belongs to CLAMP

- Kuroshitsuji belongs to Yana Toboso

- Detective Conan/Magic Kaitou belongs to Gosho Aoyama

- 'Why' belongs to Ayaka

- Pandora Hearts belongs to Jun Mochizuki (Slight reference)


Title: In which in an alternate universe, Kamui is a girl. Wings. AU

Pairings: Subaru x Fem!Kamui!, hints of Seishiro x Subaru and Fuma x Fem!Kamui - Hey I know that Subaru loves Seishiro, but bear with me cause this is one of them I cannot resist adding.

Category: X/1999, Manga. Pandora Hearts - Reference

Rating: M - Character Death, in slight details and for Fem!Kamui being traumatized a bit.

Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance, Tragedy, and slightly bit of Humor - For tragedy, I've made Fem!Kamui killed her first crush, which is slightly similar to what happened to Subaru and Seishiro on Rainbow Bridge, but not really for the true ending on X-Movie or X/1999 last anime episode. As for humor, if anyone who watches or reads Pandora Hearts, you might know one of the main characters called Xerxes Break, then you probably understand.

Warming: I'm sorry if the characters are a bit OOCiness, but that's what made this shot more fun to write about. This one also, I have reasons for this one as well. Language is in this one.

Note: I've just realized that Break is like a mix of Seishiro and Subaru, except no sakura petals, a big chain called the Mad Hatter that can permanently erase other chains or items.


((A/N: Me: This, I could not resist. *Grins and laughs evilly in the background* Kamui: *shivers* I have a bad feeling of this. The good thing is that it's her designing what I should wear. Me: Are you saying that I'm that bad, Kamui-kun?*evil grin* Kamui:*swallows silently* No. Me: *Smiles happy* Good. Kamui and everyone: *sweat drips*)

Subaru watches the young Seal and Leader of Dragon of Heaven. Shiro Kazumi as she watches the sky with both of his green eyes on her. Her messy brown hair went to the mid-way of her back, she lean against the wall, her violet eyes look at the sky through the window. White wool bell-sleeve sweater, black leather pants compromised with some belts, Kazumi pulled her knees close. Kazumi didn't cry anymore, it wasn't that she couldn't, it was that she had shed her tears too long ago, cried too many for other people's pain, she was crying over him when he was injured, and after that, she learned to cope.

The reason he still have both eyes intact was because of Kazumi, she pull free from the wires fast enough and use her body to push him away. Only getting injured on her left shoulder, she cried over him when he drifted into unconscious state of mind. Waking up, he saw her sad amethysts eyes somehow, it made him sad and his heart twisted a bit. But he is surprised when she smiled with relief while crying, continues to hold his hand gently and tightly in hers. That he is ok and it isn't a dream made her happy, she collapsed on top of him out of lack of sleep and relief. He caught her out of worry. Even though he loved Seishiro, the question left was that did he still love him? He knew he is gay, but after currently experiencing some sort of feelings for the violet-eyed teenage girl, it made him confused.

Kazumi couldn't sleep when it comes to someone she knew, is in pain. She already felt enough pain when she couldn't save Kotori, she already is heart
broken when Fuma declares the next time they'll meet, and she will be killed by his hands. Whenever someone else mentions Fuma, she gets all quiet and doesn't say anything. Subaru shakes himself out of his thoughts when he hears singing, and look at her in surprise and wonder.

For someone to be able to sing even after seeing so many things that hurt her, normally that person would be broken. That is until they'll are able to get out of their shells by themselves or by other people. For Kazumi, she continues to hope, continues to look for a better future, an alternative, to let everyone live on Earth as it continued to live, and that includes Fuma too. Even after what he had done to her, he nearly raped her, she still hopes that he'll come back and be friends with her. At that time, Subaru's blood boiled and he quickly control his anger before it get out of hand for what the Dragon of Earth nearly did to her, but it frightened her when he came to rescue her first. She is scared that he'll die in the process of rescuing her.

Currently, Subaru analyzed her when she hadn't realized he is there, and felt his heart stop beating for a second, her eyes; they're glazed and empty, like someone had ripped her soul out before going after her heart and crush it into pieces. Those eyes, they look so familiar, they reminded him looking like that when Seishiro betrayed him and killed his sister. However, her voice carries the gentleness of the song fondly, caressing as it as if it was the only comfort, only for her, and Subaru listens quietly. ((A/N: This song is called 'Why' from Ayaka, and it's one of my favorite songs from Square-Enix))

"Hitomi no oku ga boyake te mie nai
kokoro no soko no kimochi wa aru no ?

sekai no subete wo te ni shi ta toshite mo
sore ga anata no shiawase na no ?

Why? kodoku na sora wo miageru no ?
Why? waratte mise te yo

kotoba ni suru no ga heta na
anata no seikaku wakaru kara

tooi mukashi ni nani ga atta no ?
shisen wo sorasu anata no hitomi ni

hitori de samishii yoru ni dakishime rareru
sonna atataka sa shitteru ?

Why? doushite katachi ni kodawaru no ?
Why? kokoro wo hirai te
ookina nimotsu wo seotta
anata wo ukeire rareru chikara
aru wa shinji te mi te ?
Ohh..Yeaahh

jiyuu na hito wa bukiyou de ?
jiyuu na hito wa fuan de ?

Why? kodoku na sora wo miageru no ?
Why? waratte mise te yo
kotoba ni suru no ga heta na
anata no seikaku wakaru kara
shinji te mi te."

Her voice cracked and she broke, her eyes in tears but she still smiles. Subaru realized that Kazumi is just a broken doll, but not beyond repair. She can still walk, can still put on her masks and hide the pain easily, but when alone she allowed herself to break slowly before pulling the pieces up back together. Having enough and deciding to make him known to her that he is watching; Subaru walked over to her, wide amethyst eyes at seeing his reflection on the glass window, she tried to use her sleeves to wipe away her tears when Subaru stops her. She looks at him with curious teary eyes, the smile is replaced with a frown, and he smile sadly. He cupped her face into both of his hands, and wipes her tears with his thumbs and she watch with wide eyes.

"Subaru-san?" Subaru smiles gently, this girl, may be a broken doll, but being able to sing after all the glass shards impaled her heart making it bleed and still beating. There is still hope for Kazumi, she may be broken but she can be repaired easily. This innocent face, a bit slightly tainted from what she experienced, Subaru wants to help. It was in his character after all.

"Would you sing for me?" Surprised and blushing red, Kazumi nodded hesitantly and begins to open her mouth to sing the previous song she sang before when Subaru silenced her with a finger. Slightly blushing, she looks at him with a questioning and curious gaze, Subaru looks at her gently with a small smile.

"Any song that you like, Kazuimi, just not the one before." Kazumi blushes at the familiarity of her name ranged from his lips, and nodded before looking at him with curiosity and hesitation.

"Would it be alright if I called you, Subaru? I mean you don't have to…"He laughs softly as she tumbles over words, before he hugs her close. Wide eyes she looked up at him in surprise, and she couldn't make out of the situation she is currently in. Subaru pulls her chin up with his fingers slightly close to his face. The image of being happy with Seishiro when he is a teen, faded in his mind, he is being healed slowly by this angel, an angel with crippled wings. Kazumi still looks up at him with curiosity, this time, it's his turn to heal her, helping her pick up the pieces along the way, trying to protect her, and hoping to see a true smile that's been missing on her face for a while.

"I don't mind, as long as you don't." That answer made her blush so red, Kazumi hid her face in his shirt, earning another soft chuckle from the onmyoji.


Omake 1: Broken Christmas

Kazumi looks at the party with a soft smile, everyone had gathered to enjoy, to forget anything that had to do with war and the Promised Day. Then she sighs sadly, it's just wasn't the same without Subaru around. Hearing the news of him becoming a Dragon of Earth and Sakurazukamori after killing Seishiro with his own hands, made her heart stop beating for awhile, her nails dug into her palms. She wanted to cry so much out of anguish and she would've cursed his name to god knows where. But she couldn't hate him, she couldn't be angry at him, and she continued to cry, and hoping it's just a nightmare that'll fade away and waking up to find Subaru is still around with them. That hope fades and she accepted it, accepted the fact that he is no longer around to help her get back up and giving her a hand to walk. She swallowed her acceptance in reluctance, and hid most of her affection for the onmyoji away, picking herself up alone like she did so many times. It felt alien to her, something she used to do that is so familiar and yet after feeling emotions for someone other than Fuma, it just doesn't feel right and empty.

Wearing a violet dress with thin straps, a thin veiled white scarf, and medium black heels, the dress itself is up to her knees. She ignored the stares given to her by her fellow male classmates, ignored the kind gestures given to her by them, and went out into the balcony of the Imonoyama Mansion. The view is beautiful from here as she admired the lights from the city contrasting the starless night sky with a soft smile. She shivered from the cold, and hugged her thin clear white scarf closer around her.

"You're going to get cold if you are going to stay like that." Eyes wide, she turned around and her heart skip a beat, her breath hitched in her throat. Subaru, dressed in black blazer with a green turtle neck sweater, black slacks, hope rose in her before she brutally squashed it down and look around. The guests and the other Seals didn't look at them and they hadn't witness him being here, defenses raised in her heart as she looks at the onmyoji with cold determination.

"Why do you care?"

"How can I not?" Subaru said it so easily and slightly annoyed, that she looked away, refusing to meet his face.

"Who knows?" She whispered, tense silence fill the air between them.

"Are you here to kill me?" Kazumi asked, still not looking at him, Subaru's jaded green eyes narrowed at this, the thought of hurting Kazumi left him a bitter taste on his tongue, if he can help, he won't hurt her, but protect her on the other side on the Promised Day.

"No." She froze, eyes wide, the defense around her heart nearly gave away at hearing this.

"Why are you here? You do realize you will make the others angry at you for leaving them, and some of them are disappointed after having so much respect for you." She would not ask about herself, he would already knew that if he had left, he'll make her cry, heartbroken again, and become the living broken doll once again.

"I wanted to see you." Subaru said, as he continued to look at her sadly. He already knew the consequences of leaving Dragons of Heaven for Earth, he already knew that from that decision, he would make her cry, make her heartbroken again, and will most likely resume to become the living broken doll he fear to see. His own heart, broken once, repaired again, is tearing up into pieces once again, only this time in guilt for making her sad, for making her cry because he left her alone. Her shoulders, they've trembled, her hearts defenses slowly drift away as she wraps her arms around herself. The only comfort she is able to feel, her heart continues to ache and she slowly breaks in front of him.

"Why? Why did you leave me alone?" She look at him with such an anguish and sad face, that it made him winced, now he knows the feeling of making a girl cry, especially by a girl who cares for him very much. He reaches for her, pulling her arms away from her body and holds her close just like the day she was unaware that he was listening to her singing brokenly against the window.

"I'm so sorry, I had no choice." Kazumi laughs bitterly, tears continued to roll down her face.

"Choice? Choice? Does it look like I have a choice either?" Her words, though they aren't raised and they aren't in a loud of voice, they were clearly upset, angry at him, and they shot bullets at him through his heart.

"Does it look like I have a goddamned choice to kill my best friend to save this twisted world? Does it look like I have a choice when my best friend tied me up, kill his own flesh and blood right in front of me and nearly raped me?" Kazumi sobs harder into his green sweater, her face and her voice, they are in pain, and anguished at the thoughts of hurting someone she loved the most as she looks up at him with a bitter smile.

"Does it look like I have a choice on whether I should tell someone you are here or ignored it all together? Does it look like I have a choice on whether or not to harm you so much? It makes me want to kill myself over and over again because I am so damned in love you. Does it look like I have a choice on whether I should kill you or fatally injure you before you hurt someone or someone else close to me?" Kazumi couldn't stop crying, and he pulled her face close to his, lips connected into a desperate kiss, tongues dances feverishly and desperately to convey one and another of their feelings for each other. They broke for air, Kazumi's tears are whipped away gently by Subaru, her eyes are rimmed red from crying silently and her beautiful voice is hoarse now from all that crying. Subaru would've gladly told her why, why he left them and her for the enemy and how he wished to hold her in his arms to not see her cry again because of him doing something he is going to regret later on. Hearing Sorta's voice along with Keiichi's, the pair turn to look at the direction of the sound coming from the party, they are looking for her. Subaru look at Kazumi, reading his eyes, she looked down defeated.

"Go, go before they will become more upset and angry, before they'll see you here." With me. The last part, Subaru was able to tell and he gave her a kiss on her forehead, cheeks, kissing away her remaining tears, and a chaste kiss on the lips. The kiss on her lips lasted for a few seconds, he is hesitant to leave her before he jumps to the roofs of the buildings near by and is gone later on. Kazumi didn't look behind her, she knows she is going to break, she knows she is going regret letting him go and not facing the wrath of her friends, but what choice did she have? Tear drops platter against the snow, before she dried them up, cleaning away any evidence of her tears and puts up the same mask she wore at the party, a soft smile and clear amethysts eyes.


Omake 2: Valentine's Day

Kazumi never liked Valentine's Day, but it also doesn't mean she can't hope and kept on checking her mail towards the coming day of St. Valentine, to check and see if he given her something. Of course, that's not what most of the males at her school thought. The males kept on giving her an expecting glance, hoping beyond hope that she will give them chocolates or accept their gifts to her. But she ignores them; she doesn't want to accept their gifts knowing that she loves him. Kazumi allows herself to sigh in relief that the Promised Day is over, but it also traumatized her.

The feeling of the blade in her hands pierce her best friend's heart. She stares in shock and horror at the feeling of his blood running down from her blade and on to her hands, frozen in shock, Fuma smiled at her in relief and regret.

"I'm so sorry, for causing you so much pain, so much sorrow. I was watching, and I couldn't stop myself from doing all those hurtful things to you and other people." Her hands trembles, eyes continued to look at him in shock with tears running down her face. He wiped them away with his bloodied hands.

"I do not deserve those tears, for causing you so much pain, so much grief. You truly are an angel, a forgiving child; I want you to live on. Find someone who loves you," She shook her head, she wants her friend back, but to pay at this price? "Someone who loves you so much, they'll do anything to protect you." Fuma smiled sadly, Kazumi continued to shake her head.

"Please don't die, I'm so sorry Fuma." Fuma smile sadly at her, knowing he is going to die soon. "No, you're going to be fine. We're going to take you to hospital and they'll patch you up, right?" Fuma looks at her, and hugs her close to his chest, Kazumi didn't protest and continued to cry.

"Please don't leave me, please! I beg you don't leave me!" Fuma's heart wrenched at this, he cannot grant her wish, and the life slowly faded from his eyes. Eyes wide opened, Kazumi look at him, hands trembling and reach his face to caress it.

"Please tell me this is a joke, Fuma? Tell me this is all a dream, Fuma?" But Fuma didn't answer, realizing that she killed her best friend she has been trying to save because it is her own wish; she let out an anguished cry, and clutched his corpse to her chest heavily crying over him. She is about to reach for her sword, when arms wrapped around her and pulled her away from Fuma's corpse. Hysterical and depressed, she tried to fight back and break away from the embrace, but the arms held her in place, made her turned around and pulled her to the person's chest. The scent of cigarettes, vanilla and cherry blossoms calmed her down a bit and she continued to cry into the person's chest.

"Let me go, Subaru! Please! Let me die!...Fuma…he…knew…and…I….why did this happen? Why did have to be him of all people to be my twin star?" She couldn't get any answers, because both for them knew she is being hysterical and depressed over what she had done. It made her wanting to find answers, to find why this happened, but both of them knew how cruel Fate can be. Rubbing circles on her lower back, he thread his fingers through her long hair and let her cry until her eyes turned red, cheeks puffy, and voice hoarse once again like the time on Christmas. This is over, and it's finally done, but to Kazumi, it gave her a lot of pain, the wings she continues to carry, wilted, feathers falling down one by one. Subaru whisper soothing words into her ears and she fell asleep, exhausted of what she had been through. Hysterical as she was, she knew Subaru wouldn't let her kill herself and even though he is a Sakurazukamori and she pleaded him to kill her, he wouldn't because he loves her, and from there, he continues to watch her through the shadows, giving her silent support, both physically and mentally, to help her pick up the broken pieces back again. He is really back on square one, but he is going to stay with her so he could help her heal once again.

Sighing in disappointment at nothing in the mail, Kazumi went back to her dorm dejectedly. Opening the door and closing it behind her, the room itself felt empty and cold compared how two years went by, the place itself used to be filled with laughter, people, noise and warm. She sighed, she would've given anything to go back to those days, but she knew she can't and hearing the echoes of the laughing and sounds is enough to make her content and lonely, but not happy. The rest of the seals come and go as they visit her, Subaru mostly comes by, but…selfishly, she wants Subaru to stay with her.

Hearing a knock on the door, some voices outside, she made sure she look through the eyeglass before she opened the door. Two weeks ago, she opened the door out of habit and a group of her fellow male students came down to the ground, turns out they were about to make a deal with her about giving them chocolates. If she doesn't, she'll be expelled because of the rumors they'll spread. The only action she was able to give is a raise eyebrow when Subaru, who arrived earlier, appeared behind her. He wrapped one arm around her shoulders, the other around her stomach and pulled her close. He looked at the boys lazily with a twisted smirk. Kazumi shuddered at the feeling of seeing that grin on his face, but being in the older man's arms made her heart flutter at this.

Needlessly to say, the guys are scared, shitted themselves in their pants before leaving very quickly, she might add, causing her to giggle at this. Subaru had acquired a nature from his previous unrequited love, the feeling of possessiveness made her feel a bit warm and she swallowed down more of her laughs before Subaru looks down at her with amusement and attacks her mouth with his lips. She blushed at the memory; she wasn't sure what she would've done if Subaru wasn't there. She rather not know, and shook her head as she look through the glass and smile before she opened the door.

"Hello Yuzu-chan, Karen-chan, Kusanagi-san, Yuuto-san. What are you guys doing here?"

"We were just wondering if you have anyone to spend with on Valentine's Day?" Kazumi winced and looked down. The group looks at each other before panicking to try and cheer up. She laughs, the feeling of their worries even though they have they have their own lives filled her own heart a bit but it wasn't enough.

"No, I'm afraid not. I have two tests coming up in two days, sorry." Yuzuriha is saddened, but brightened up and grab Kazumi's hands as she blinked.

"Then can we hang out after the tests?" Kazumi thought it over and grins.

"Ok." Karen and Yuuto gave Kusanagi a look; Kusanagi noticed and dragged Yuzuriha away,

"Kazumi-chan, is everything alright?" Karen asked, she loved the girl like a little sister. Kazumi gave her a tired smile.

"If you mean being alright, then yes, I'm healing." Karen raised an eyebrow, Yuuto look at the petite girl and nodded.

"Alright, but if you need something from us, you know what to do. Ok?" Kazumi nodded happily before waving a goodbye at them, and then closing the
door leaning against it and smiles, she knows that her friends are constantly worried about her, and that's ok, even though sometimes it's a bit annoying. Like the time Sorta popped out of nowhere from her cupboards under the sink ((A/N: I copied that move from Xerxes Break from Pandora Hearts, added with a bit of Sorta)), demands to know if she was ok, she screamed in surprise and Arashi who is with her at that time, blushes, apologizes for her boyfriend's actions and dragged him out of the door with her. Or the time when Keiichi tried to help her with the books, constantly worried about her, she snapped at him telling him that she is not fragile. To see him so cowed and scared made her chuckle at the expression he wore.

"What's gotten you so happy? I thought I was the only one who is supposed to do that?" She perked up at hearing his joking voice, although he is a Sakurazukamori Subaru, he is still Sumeragi Subaru to her. Standing near the balcony, he wore a gray trench coat, green sweater, and black pants; he smirks softly at her in amusement. She blushes before she giggles, and squeals in laughter when Subaru picks her up from her waist, dance around in circles with her, before falling down onto the couch. She giggled at this out of pure excitement before looking down at him with content. She's smiles softly and gives him kiss, he pulls her closer, the taste of faint cigarette smoke with something else, gives her the shivers as she moans in to his lips. They pulled away, her hair hanging around her face like a curtain.

"You're not going ask for chocolates?" He asked amused, she mockingly rolls her eyes and pouted at feeling being assumed to want chocolates. He chuckles before pulling her close to a kiss and Kazumi let herself enjoy the feeling. Kazumi would rather have something simple. If you give her a bouquet full of flowers, she'll throw it at you indignant. If you give her a single flower, she'll smile. If you give her chocolates and then leaves, she wouldn't touch them and throws them away when they go bad. If you spent time with her, then that enough alone, makes her happy and feel that she is wanted, even after all the chaos and pain in both of their lives, this is enough. They are anchors for each other, keeping one another grounded and giving each other comfort when needed the most. Leaving their most painful memories to sleep; they make new ones to lift their spirits, finally free from the overwhelming destinies. They spread their wings apart and continued to be there for one another, until death drives them apart.


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