I stayed awake that night wondering what I should do now. It had to be about one o'clock now. Ling was still holding me the same way he had been holding me as I sobbed after our love making. His chin rested just above my head as his arms held me close against him. I felt safe as I could ever be in this world at the moment, but it could never last with Father out there. I need to see how Ed was doing with her alchemy and to explain about the little bundle of joy growing in my womb. My thoughts moved on to what if Father found out about the child. Shit… what was he going to do if it was half homunculus? This child was in more danger than if it was just Solf's. …Wait, oh dear god, my child could be half monster!

I stiffened as Ling shifted a little behind me. I am so glad he is not a mind reader or I would be so screw. Man, I had to get the hell out of here and try to fucking kick Father's fucking ass for making me fall in love with a god damn mother fucking artificial human! "I am going to kill that freaking bastard," I hissed lowly, then quieted when Ling mumbled something in his sleep. Sighing, I started to move out of his soft grasp on me. Thankfully, I didn't wake up the young prince. I stood and looked back down at him. I was going to piss him off so much now. Maybe it was for the better that he should hate me.

Slipping into my clothes quietly, I decided that leaving him was for the best. I grabbed my bag and suit case, then sunk out the door like a ghost. When I passed by the kitchen, I heard Edward call out to me. I turned to look at him as he questioned me, "So, that's it?"

"Hmm," I answered. "I think this is for the best. I've made my decision, and this is it."

"And you are sure?" one of the older men asked.

"Yes," I answered with a smile. "I am in love with them dearly, but there are things still to do for me. One of them includes facing my 'teacher'."

"You're an idiot," Edward mocked with his nose up in the air. "Passing up living like royalty and all that good shit."

I giggled softly and replied, "It's true it's ever girls dream, but I'm happy living a normal… slightly normal life. Even if this baby is a half homunculus and is different… It's my kin. I must care for it and that means trying to stop Father. Plus, I know even if I fail, someone will stop him." I looked at the boy and he held such determination in his golden eyes. "No one is immortal, Edward, no one."

"That baby will live a peaceful life," he murmured, looking away from me.

"I'm counting on it," I smiled angelically.

"Tsk!"

I giggled again, then made my way to the door. "When a woman glows like that," I heard someone said, "the heaven's smile."

"Yeah right!" Ed sneered.

It took awhile, but I made it back to the train station by dawn. The morning was crisp and mixed with the smell of oil and rust for the train. I bought my ticket, then sat down on the bench and rubbed my stomach. It would be about another hour before the train would be ready to leave on it's trail up to Central. I almost laughed when the thought of both food and puking crossed my mind. Shit, I was really messed up now. Another thing I can thank those men for.

"Aren't you a little young to be traveling alone, young lady?" a woman questioned me. Her brown hair was up in a half bun and make-up covered up crows feet in the corners of her eyes. I stiffened when she sat down next to me, a little too close for my taste. Her green dress seemed to big for her and smelling of whisky.

"No," I stated slightly cold to her. "Why should it matter to you?"

"Well, you got to take care of yourself right now, don't you?"

"Huh?"

"It would have been my first child with my husband," she sighed with heavy breath. "I lost it and then… I lost him to some younger little tramp."

"That isn't right," I said. Damn, could people smell that a woman is pregnant or something? "So, why did he do it?"

"I can't have kids," she answered. "Turns out that the doc didn't tell me that before. It only live for a month in my womb, then…"

"Miscarried?" I frowned and she nodded.

"So, what you doing all alone, sunshine?"

"I… left him," I mumbled and she turned to look at me in surprise.

"No joking?"

"No… no joking," I answered and she whistled. "I think it was for the best… Hey, how did you know-?"

"You're glowing," she smiled, cutting me off. Again with the glowing…

"If you say so," I sneered, hearing the train whistle go off. I stood as I grabbed my bags. "Um, who are you, by the way?"

"Ms. Terra Willow Heartfield," she grinned proud of herself. "I own a flower shop in west city."

"But why are you by East-" I looked at the train. "Sorry, I got to go, Ms. Heartfield."

"If you ever looking for a job, come look me up, little girl," she laughed as I dash toward the train.

"Red," I shouted, "call me Red!"

"Red it is then!" she insanely laughed.

As the train slowly made it's way threw the land, I felt my eyes start to fall as I nodded off. When was the last time I had slept while on the move. Still it was almost priceless at this time. Sighing, I let a soft dream take me away.

Humming, I was washing dishes in a kitchen of pure white with flowers on the table. Water ran softly down the china and onto my hands. The dishes clacked as I sat it into the dryer and turned off the water. My hands wiped the liquid off onto the towel next to me. I looked down and touched my stomach. A kicked came from in side, signaling the come child.

"I can't wait for our second," my husband whispered sweetly next to my ear as his hand joined mine. Our wedding rings shined in the afternoon sun light.

"I hope it's a girl," I replied with a smile.

"I know it with be," he said, kissing my head. I purred as his lips moved and swept me neck as he turned to capture my lips as my eyes closed. "I can only hope she won't have her mother's spite fire attitude." My eyes opened sharply to find Kimblee looking down at me with a smile.

"Oh god!" I yelled waking up from my dream. Panting, I looked around finding myself still on the train. "Please don't let that a before shadow," I whispered. Sighing, I laid my head back against the seat. I was so glad that Ling and Greed was not a mind reader or I would get so much shit for that. I hope to hell that I never ever have that bloody god damn dream again. I wonder if he was awake yet… Oh man, Greed is going to yell at me again. Then again even I deserve it for leaving him while he was asleep. Sighing once more, I looked out the window finding Central coming into sight.

Father, I know you can feel me and I know you can feel what I am going to do…