Disclaimer: I don't own anything blah. I decided against bringing Jacob into the story, yeah most reviewers said not to. Mwhaha we have more angst people, patience is virtue. Soon I promise there will be BxE.
Previously: So I turned away and started walking toward my car. I felt him grab my shoulders and spin me around he had a look of determination in his eyes. He gently grabbed my face. " Edwar-" I was cut off by his lips.
BPOV
His marble lips crashed onto mine with frustrated determination. I was too shocked to respond, He never kissed me before like this in forks. His lips were trying to get a response from mine. If I was the same Isabella that he met four years ago I would have jumped right into the kiss, but he was probably screwing with my mind. I roughly took his hands off my face.
"WHAT THE FUCK EDWARD! YOU THINK YOU CAN WALTZ BACK INTO MY LIFE AND DECIDED TO MACK ON ME AFTER YOU BROKE MY HEART?!" I screamed at him.
"Bella it's not like that, listen to me. I lo-"
"FUCK OFF, YOU BLOOD-SUCKING HEART-BREAKING BITCH." I stomped back to my car.
"Bella wait! Will you listen to me!" he yelled angry. I pulled out of my parking spot and got out of the parking lot as fast as I could. Jesus what the hell was that, I called the operator and asked for Alice's cell phone number. Her number started to ring; I went to my apartment and sat on the couch.
"Hello Bella" she chirped. Oh right physic.
"ALICE, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOUR BROTHER" I yelled.
"Shh, Bella I have perfect hearing you don't have to yell" she cooed.
"Alice this is no time for jokes, I'm serious" I said annoyed.
"Okay sorry. I don't think he handled that right. He is a little bit romantically challenged" she giggled.
"Alice you better stop giggling, he practically raped me with his lips" I said.
"And you loved every second of it" she mocked, I blushed bright red. HOLY MOTHER I just blushed I haven't done that in awhile.
"Yes Bella you just blushed, haha I caused it. Edward gonna be jealous" she snickered.
"I DID NOT BLUSH ALICE!" I screeched.
"Oh I think you did" she said in a sing-song voice.
"Why did he kiss me?" I asked.
"It's not my place to say" she said.
"Probably screwing with my head, stupid twisted scallywag" I mumbled. She erupted laughing hysterically.
"Did…you….call…him….a scallywag? She gasped while laughing.
"Yes I did" I said a matter-a-factly.
"But he isn't screwing with you head" she said seriously.
"Yeah I'm sure" I said sarcastically. I heard in the background 'Is that Bella, ooh give me the phone dwarf' It was Emmet.
"Hey Bells" said Emmet.
'Hey Em" I replied, I guess I only hate one Cullen now. Hating the Cullen's is harder then it looks.
"I heard Edward smooched you without permission" he stated sounding very amused.
"Yeah I was telling Alice, that he mouth-raped me" I said. I hear his booming laugh
"Oh that's classic" he said.
"Eddie-pus has a lot to learn, you can't just go around making out with people who don't like him" I said, again a heard his chuckle.
"Seriously I'm Eddie's mentor, this little incident makes us both look bad" he said, I laughed.
"Yeah Eddie-bear doesn't know the word no" I said.
"Yeah Ed needs a lesson in manners" Emmet laughed.
"Yeah Eddie-poo needs the definition of personal space" I said. 'ENOUGH WITH THE DAMN NICKNAMES' it was Edward.
"Is that Eddie-kins I hear in the background" I asked. Emmet started having a laughing fit.
"No I'm serious, I hear Eddie-pus" that comment made Emmet laugh even harder and a heard Alice's giggle. I hear a growl, probably Edward.
"Emmy, put Alice on the phone please"
"Okay hold on"
"Yes Bella?" Alice asked.
"Listen don't tell Eddie, but you never guess who called me" I knew Edward was listening, but I wanted to push his buttons.
"Who Bella?" asked on eager Alice, she knew already probably.
"Maxim, you know that magazine. They want me to be on the front cover!" I said (AN: Maxim is a guy's magazine with half-naked chicks on the front cover incase you don't know)
"Wow Bella, tha-" she was cut off.
"Isabella Marie Swan you are NOT I repeat not going to be in the filthy magazine" Edward said in a deathly voice.
"And why is that Eddie-pus?" I asked innocently.
"You know exactly why, it degrades women" He said in the same dangerous voice.
"But Eddie-bear, I dare say that YOU DON'T OWN ME JACKASS" I yelled the last part.
"I know, I don't own you Isabella but-"
"Goodbye Edward" I said irritated. I snapped my phone closed. Ugh he's worse then Charlie; I took a shower and ate dinner. I watched a couple of movies and went to bed, my ringing phone woke me up.
"What?" my voice was thick with sleep.
"You have an interview on Jimmy Kimmel Live tonight" Leah said (AN: it was the only show that I found is filmed in LA)
"Okay I'll be there" I snapped
"Your playing solo tonight" she stated, oh crap I forgot about that.
"Bye" I shut my phone, I was thinking of songs I could play. I lounged around the house for the rest of the day. I got ready the interview; I wore a bubble tube dress that was purple with wisps of sliver in fabric.
I painted my nails a bright purple and had white peep toe high heels. I did my makeup natural with peach blush, light pink lipstick, and light glittery tan eye shadow (AN: Dress and makeup on profile) I got in my car and drove to the studio. As I waited for my interview to start my phone rung, the caller ID said Alice.
"Hey" I said
"Hi, you're at Jimmy Kimmel live tonight" Alice asked.
"Yup" I said
"Good the rest of the family is watching" she said, great.
"Should I embarrass your brother on live television?" I asked
"No he feels bad enough, and I approve your outfit" she said, 'Iz your on in a minute' some lady with a headset said.
"I gonna go Alice" I said
"Okay break a leg" she giggled. I heard "Our next guest tonight is top artist, with an attitude. I introduce Izzy Swan" I walked out to main stage, the audience was cheering. I waved to the crowd and greeted Jimmy with a kiss on the cheek. I sat down on the couch next to his desk.
"Well it's nice to have you here Izzy" he said. "You're as beautiful in person, as in the pictures"
"Why thank you Jimmy, well it's nice being here tonight" I threw him a smile.
"So where are you originally from?" he asked.
"Well I grew up in Phoenix but moved to Forks Washington junior year of high school"
"Really I heard that you actually dropped out of high school senior year?"
"Yeah, I moved from Forks to LA" I responded.
"And why did you drop out of high school?" he asked
"Well I was having a tough time, so one day I decided to leave Forks" I said
"Did you have a tough time with grades or something else?" he asked
"No, tough time emotionally"
"Really why?"
"What is this the inquisition?" I asked jokily.
"Sorry I didn't realize it was such a tender topic, I also heard you were asked to be the front cover of maxim"
"Yup, but I'm not going to do it"
"Any reason why not"
"Not really, I'm just not one for stripping for other people entertainment" I shrugged
"Well that's very modest of you, so you new CD is coming out soon correct?"
"Yes, I'm very excited"
"Your new videos out too it's called Miracle, are you songs based on anyone in particular?"
"Yes actually my songs are all written about one person" I replied.
"And how might that person be, an ex-boyfriend I presume"
"Yes" I was getting uncomfortable.
"Would you like to tell us his name" I lean to whisper in his ear 'None of you fucking business' I said to lowly for anyone to hear. I lean back in my chair with a smirk, he look shocked. He recovered quickly and went on the next question.
"So there has been talk about a new man in your life" he asked, oh wonderful!
"Nope, have no idea who you're talking about"
"His name is Edward Cullen" he pressed
"Hmm not ringing any bells" I replied nonchalantly, examining my purple finger nails.
"Are you sure?" he asked, I nodded my head.
"Show the picture" a large picture appeared on the large screen behind us, it was Edward and I kissing from yesterday. I chocked on air, having a coughing attack.
"Does that look familiar?" he asked, eyebrows raised.
"Uh he's an old friend, Eddie and me go way back" I replied casually, I have gotten better at lying.
"Well you too must be good friends for that kind of greeting" he had a wicked grin on, I bit my lip.
"Um, the kiss was the kind you give to your grandma, you know a peck" I cleared my throat.
"Oh well you must really like your grandma" he laughed and so did the crowd, I put my hands over my face embarrassed.
"People are also speculating that your band-mate Alex and you have a secret romance" I started laughing hysterically.
"Oh you were serious? Sorry to break hearts, but me and Alex defiantly do not have a romance going on. He's my best friend" I said, Jimmy nodded.
"Well how about you play us a few songs?" he asked.
"Sure I'm playing without the band tonight" I said, I walked over the piano that was set up for my performance. I sat down, "This song is called Be Be Your Love" (Song in profile) my hands danced on the keys and I started to sing:
If I could take you away
Pretend I was queen
What would you say
Would you think I'm unreal
'Cause everybody's got their way I should feel
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
Want to be your everything
Everything...
Everything's falling, and I am included in that
Oh, how I try to be just okay
Yeah, but all I ever really wanted
Was a little piece of you
And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
Everything will be alright
If you just stay the night
Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away
Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away
And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
I want to be your love, love, love
I had my eyes closed the entire song, just pretending I was at my house with no one listening. I sang from my soul, and I wrote my songs were from my heart. The crowd applauded, and whistled. "Thank you, this last song is called 'If I Aint got you" (AN: It's okay song not my favorite, but I thought it fit the story. Song in the profile)
My fingers played the notes and I belted out the lyrics.
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby.
I didn't realize I was crying until a tear fall on one of the piano keys, I wiped away my tears angrily. The audience stood up and clapped, hm standing ovation. Pleasant surprise, I grinned and took a bow. I gave Jimmy a kiss on the cheek and waved goodbye to the audience. I got backstage and my phone rung.
"Hello?" I said.
"Aw Bella you were breathtaking" Alice said.
"Thanks" I said.
"I didn't know you could play piano" Alice questioned.
"Yeah,I learned pretty quickly" I said.
"AND YOU DROPPED OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL?" she sounded like my mother.
"Yup" I said causally.
"DO NOT 'YUP' ME YOUNG LADY!" she screeched jeeze I think my eardrums popped.
"Sorry mom, I'll clean my room when I get home" I said sarcastically.
"DO I SENSE A TONE IN YOUR VOICE" Alice asked.
"Alice can you shut up?! I dropped out three years ago, its old news" I said trying to calm her down.
"Just wait until Edward talks to you, your in big trouble" she said.
"WHY DOES IT EVEN MATTER TO HIM?! JESUS I'M SICK OF HIS BI-POLAR ASS-HOLE ANTICS!" I shouted into the phone and snapped it closed.
Woot sorry about Bella's obliviousness, but I'm milking this story. ;) you know the drill, review!
