2 1/2 YEARS LATER
i have to run, i cant stay here any longer, itll destroy me more than it already has, but can i escape my masters, or my custormers, im so weak, so pitiful they say, ill show them, ill get home, somehow, even if it kills me! i refuse to stay here any longer and be someone elses toy, they can just try and stop me for getting out! bring it!
i landed outside my school, my proper school, i was gasping for air, never wise to teleport when your this weak but i needed to get away, i was 6 months late coming home, i leaned carfully against the wall of the school, looking into the black forest, a thing i had missed doing, missed doing alot of things really, i sighed happily as i caught all my breath, wonder how everyones been? and if everythings sorted? only 1 way to find out, i took another deep breath before teleporting to my old room, i landed and became dizzy again, i needed to rest or i could black out...or worse
"what the-!" someone said in shock, i stopped still, fear locking me in place as it always did when someone shocked me "sora?" the voice said in shock, i turned to the voice and saw riku, sat on his bed, a book in his lap, his eyes wide with shock, he had changed slightly, his hair was slightly longer, his eyes wiser but duller, other than that he was the exact same really
"riku?" i whispered happily, he jumped up and hugged me tightly to him, i hugged him with all my strength, i noticed i was slightly taller now, my head now rested on his shoulder, before it was his chest, i was so happy, i was home finally, my eyes welled up "i missed you so much" i whispered, he kissed the top of my head
"i missed you too, your late though" he whispered
"sorry" i sighed, he just held me close, i was home, it just kept hitting home deeper every time i thought it, he tilted my face up and he looked it over, i dont know if i changed, i see this face everyday, he ran his hand along my cheek, causing a blush to form on my face, the first one in ages, since i left to be correct
"didnt think it was possible" riku muttered, his green eyes were dancing
"what?" i asked, he rested his forhead against mine
"your even more beautiful" he whispered, truth in every word, i blushed deeper and my heart fluttered madly inside my chest, he gently pressed his lips to mine, my eyes slid closed, my arms wrapping around his neck and pulling him closer to me, i had missed this, he pulled back and smiled brightly at me, i returned it
"thankyou" i said shyly, riku smiled brightly
"your welcome" he smiled
"what have i missed?" i asked, riku smiled and pulled me over to the bed, he sat down, making me sit between his legs, his arms wrapping around my waist, his head on my shoulder, i linked my hands with his and leaned against him
"quite alot actually" riku chuckled "for starters the deadly 4 is now the deadly 2" riku chuckled
"you mean?" i gasped
"yep vexen and sephiroth went forward with both the cures, and because they work, both werewolfism and pyroism have been taken of" riku said happily "hmmm oh yes after you left about a week later axel formed a group to get you back, pretty much the whole school joined it, they did searches and everything" riku explained
"axel did that?" i asked in shock, riku nodded
"yeah i read his mind, he feels terrible about what he did, and suprisingly hes fallen head over heels for someone else and pretty much worships the ground they walk on" riku explained, i knew who it was straight away
"its roxas isnt it?" i asked
"how did you know?" riku asked curiously
"a very good guess" i smiled "i guess then i dont mind, and i do miss his cocky ass attitude and very bad humour" i chuckled, riku echoed it
"aye he really feels bad sora, that why he made the group so he could say sorry once you got back" riku explained
"well when i decided to show up he can" i smiled, riku chuckled and kissed my throat, now the question i was dreading "how are roxas and namine?" i asked, riku sighed
"not great, there paler, weaker, less emotinal and they get ill alot easier" riku explained
"ok" i sighed, i should of guessed that would happen, ive been the same, seperation isnt good for us
"you got the same things huh?" riku asked
"yeah, im not usually this thin" i chuckled dryly, blocking out memories that i didnt want to relive yet
"i know but itll get better now your back right?" riku asked
"yeah, once im near my siblings the connection will strengthen and will get better" i smiled, riku nodded
KNOCK KNOCK
i jumped and my frame locked from fear, riku kissed my throat soothingly
"its ok its just namine and roxas" riku whispered "it ok if they come in?" he asked quietly, i glanced at the door nervously and nodded
"ok" i whispered, riku nodded and climbed of me, i climbed of the bed and stood in the middle of the room, riku opened the door and stuck his head out
"hey guys you ok?" riku asked
"yeah just the usual" came roxass voice, it sound like he had a cold
"can we come in?" namine asked, riku shot me a quick glance and i nodded, he smiled
"sure but keep it down" riku smiled
"sure sure" roxas sighed, they walked in, roxas and namine were both thinner, namine had grown now, she was about roxass height, her blonde hair didnt have its usual shine to it, roxass face had matured and lost some of its childlike-ness, there eyes widened when they saw me
"sora?" namine whispered, i nodded happily, my eyes welling up, riku just stood by and watched, a happy smile on his face, namine and roxas charged at me and hugged me tightly, i hugged them both tightly, i had missed them, i felt better already by conecting with them again, i already felt stronger and more like myself
"we missed you" roxas whispered
"and your late" namine whispered
"i know guys but i home, and i aint going anywere" i said happily, promising it to, they pulled back slightly and had already gained some of there colour back, namine and roxass hair now had a shine to it again, so would mine then
"everyones been going mad trying to find you, even mom and dad came to help" namine smiled, i felt my body lock and my anger bubble
"mom and dad were looking for me?" i asked, disbelif in my voice, riku was looking at me curiously
"yeah there really worried sora" roxas smiled, there looking for me? now that im not a danger? how fucking typical! all the memories flooded into my head, i tried to ignore them but it was like a tidal wave, unstoppable and distructive as i knew riku was listening
"thats just not right" riku sighed angerly, namine and roxas shared a confused look, riku was looking at me sadly and my anger was boiling, i had learnt over my past 18 months away that i have a very nasty temper to me, very nasty!
"whats not right?" namine asked, i held my hand out
"go on have a look roxas, the memories are fresh in my head so youll see them" i explained, trying to keep my seething anger out of my voice, roxas nodded and took of both his gloves, he grabbed namines hand and then mine, i watched carfully as roxas and namine saw why i was so bloody pissed that my parents had been looking for me, they both looked at me in shock when roxas pulled his hand back
"why didnt you tell us?" namine asked
"i didnt want you to lose them without a good reason" i explained
"was that why you..." roxas trailed of
"yes thats why i never went anywere and yes thats why i tried to kill myself when i was 10" i explained, rikus eyes widened
"then thats a good enough reason sora" namine insisted, i sighed
"sorry guys but you know i dont like to moan about my own problems" i sighed
"we know" roxas sighed, riku walked up to me and linked his hand with mine, i smiled sadly at him
"well i believe we have some parents to visit" roxas growled
"fine by me" i smiled
"im coming im going to be having some words with them over this" riku growled, literally "some of my wolf side shines through alot more now" riku chuckled sheepishly when i threw him a curious glance, i nodded
"lets go then" i smiled, namine and roxas nooded, the held onto me and we teleported to our house, our house was really rather small and plain, this place made me feel sick, namine and roxas noticed
"lets get this over and done with, i dont like the way this place makes us feel" roxas muttered, we all nodded and headed to the door, roxas knocked a few times and we waited, i was breathing deeply, i heard the door unlock, riku gave my hand a comforting squeeze just as the door opened, revealing my mother to us, she had long blonde hair and striking blue eyes, her face was smooth and well kept for a 45 year old, she beamed when she saw us, it made me sick
"oh sora they found you" she said gleefully, i just nodded slightly "oh come in dears" she beamed, we walked in and headed to the lounge, that to was plain, 2 sofas, a tv and a coffee table, us lot took up one of the sofas
"honey come see whos here" my mom yelled happily, i felt sick, riku wrapped his arm around my shoulder and gently rubbed my arm, my mom walked infront of us and beamed happily as my father walked into the room, he had short, spiky blonde hair and blue/green eyes, he beamed to when he saw us
"so you found him then? thats great news" he said happily, i so badly wanted to leave but this needed to be done
"so how have you been dearie?" my mom asked me, i snapped slightly
"stop calling me that!" i snapped, my mom looked taken back "and drop the act, your not fooling anyone anymore" i added, annoyed, mom and dads eyes widened
"what act?" my mom asked, i felt riku growl slightly beside me
"dont lie to us mom, we saw soras memories, you disowned your own son and treat him like crap when noone was looking, how can you be so heartless?" roxas spat, there eyes darkened as they tried to conceal there anger
"we didnt want you getting hurt is all" my dad said, i snapped furiously this time, it would all come out, wether i wanted it to...or not
"thats still no excuse for the way you treated me" i snapped, i had stood up now "because of you when i was found i had to run to the human realm and live the worst 18 months of my life so far!" i hissed furiously, the memories began to flood my head, i heard a gasp behind me, i knew it was riku "because of you i had nowere to shelter" i hissed, here it comes, i felt my eyes well up and some trail down my cheeks as the memories hit me more strongly "because of you, i had to be someones toy, i had please people or id get hurt, badly" i sobbed, my parents eyes were worried and nervous "cos of you i had to be...had to be..."i trailed of, my tounge refusing to say it, my body became weak again, instantly i wanted to run, my tears grew quicker and i felt sobs rising in my throat, my frame vibrating
"spit it out" my dad hissed, i glared at him through my water eyes
"fine then i will!" i spat "i had to be a fucking sex slave! you happy now!" i sobbed angerly, there eyes widened, and i heard 2 other gasps, i didnt stay to hear what they had to say, i teleported away, anywere, i ended up in the black forest, i collapsed to my knees, sobs racking my body, my hands cradling my stomach, the injuries on my back throbbing violently as i remembered everything, i could feel myself slipping, i was too weak to be like this
"sora!" some gasped in shock, i looked up and saw cloud looking at me in shock and concern, i couldnt really see him through my tears
"help me" i sobbed, i wanted to get away from my memories, i felt the grass crunched beside me
"what happened to you sora?" cloud asked worriedly and concerned, i shook my head, this caused me to become more dizzy and that made me black out
