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I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR ITS CHARACTERS.
I apologize for abandoning you guys I just needed a mini break I hope y'all still love me after this amazing chapter!
There was a sadness that lingered over me as I came to. I knew that once I opened my eyes nothing would ever be the same. I could pretend that it was all a dream but I knew the truth I knew that the days with my husband were numbered life as I knew it would never be the same.
I remember being a child, how I used to beg him to phase and give me rides, how my little arms wrapped around his neck, his thick fur tickling my nose, all those nights we spent at the beach listening to the stories of his ancestors by the camp fire, the first time we went cliff diving in the moon light, the exact moment when I saw him as much more than my friend and protector but as an extremely gorgeous man whom I was not only very attracted to but very much in love with. I remember our first kiss and how he tasted like the chocolate cake that I had baked for him from scratch. The first time I felt him inside of me the way my body stretched to accommodate his girth his eyes never leaving mine the entire time, even the kisses he placed down low when we'd finished his cool tongue lapping up the stream of warm cum flowing out of me. I had a million more memories and that wasn't enough for me, I listened for the delicate beats of my child's heart as it softly mimicked ours. I am so sorry my sweet little baby, so sorry that I have carelessly brought you into this world only to grow up without a father, robbing you of a love so strong, so powerful, and so pure. By now the tears fell freely from my eyes as they peaked open, the room was dimly lit with candles as Jake sat by my side his eyes red and his cheeks stained with tears. "Hey there beautiful, you scared us all." His voice was tired and raspy. I tried smiling back at him but couldn't even manage that, there was too much pain in his face, and it was heartbreaking. I sat up in our bed and crawled over to him wrapping my arms and legs around his body my head resting against his back. "H.. How long have I been out?" I asked.
"For a few hours, I've been sitting here listening to my little guys heart beat."
"Little guy? Oh no It's a girl!" I teased back at him. He laughed and leaned his head back onto mine. "A little girl wouldn't be so bad I guess, as long as she inherits your beautiful smile, your curly hair…"
"Your beautiful skin color… it's no fun being this pasty pale color all the time" I added cutting him off! I felt his body pry away from mine the warmth between us was gone as he kneeled down at the edge of our bed, his face looked aged, it wasn't my Jacobs face, it was the face of a man who'd run out of options, a man who was wise beyond his years. He looked up at me, his eyes filled with tears. "Jake no, don't do it, please don't..." I pleaded as he lifted his warm hand and ran his fingers through my hair, then back up to my lips shushing me. I'm supposed to be the fragile one, the one who needs the comforting, the protecting… "Nessie," how dare he use my child hood nick name, the name that he gave me, his fingers moved from my mouth his large hand wrapped around the back of my neck, his nose only centimeters away "Listen to me baby…" tears were streaking down his face now. "…If there was any other way to do this, anyway to keep you and I together, I'll do it, but there isn't they want me, dead out of the picture and if I can turn myself in and keep them from ever knowing about your pregnancy, my child. To keep them from hunting the both of you down then I will do it, your family and I will do whatever it takes to keep you both safe…" He pulled me in pressing his lips to mine kissing me ever so gently, causing all the hairs on my skin to stand "… be strong, and brave, you are anything but a weak woman Renesmee Carlie Cullen-Black. Remember who your parents are remember the obstacles we faced just to keep you safe remember that you are our number one priority, always has been, always will be." Even though our lips still pressed together as he spoke in a mere whisper I found the strength I needed the power to survive not only for me but for our baby. He was right I am not weak and I would do what was necessary to survive, to live. I sat there and breathed in his scent. I promise you Jacob Black your sacrifice will not be in vain.
He kissed my forehead leading a string of kisses to my cheek and down to my neck nibbling on me, a low moan managing to escape reminding me to breathe. He brought his mouth back to mine, our tongues swirled one another's, my teeth braised his lips, goodness he tasted so sweet. I let out another soft moan that he mimicked. He pushed up the t-shirt I was wearing exposing my breast, my nipples hardened under his warm breath as his tongue traced the pink edges of my nipple, goose bumps spread throughout my skin as he pushed my large tits together sucking on both nipples at the same time nibbling on them churning his tongue back and forth, his dick growing hard against my thigh. I ran my fingers through his hair tugging on him every time he bit me. He let go of my boobs keeping only one nipple in his mouth, I felt as his free hand paused for a brief second on my belly then with one swift move he ripped my leggings off, pushing my legs apart exposing my vagina the feel of the cool air against my warm pussy sent chills throughout my body. I couldn't think of anything at all except for this moment right here, right now. My head tilted back as I took him into me He parted my pussy with two fingers, rubbing my clit ever so gentle with the third finger. I arched my back thrusting my hips into him begging for more, I wanted him to be rough I wanted him to pinch it. I needed him to flip me over, pull my hair and fuck the shit out of me I wanted pain; I wanted to forget everything that happened today. As he slid his finger out I looked down at him as he brought them to his mouth tasting me, I gnawed on my bottom lip as he fumbled with his sweat pants removing them; I took the time to pull the shirt that was still bunched together around my neck over my head. We were both free of our clothing as he stood over my body, studying me like he'd done every time we've made love, making me feel like a goddess. I placed a finger on my lips twirling my tongue around the tip then slowly traced the soft pink borders of my nipples pinching and twisting them while my other hand made its way down past my belly as I spread my legs dipping my fingers in and out of me at a hasty pace. His eyes grew dark with lust, I knew he enjoyed watching me masturbate the sight of me pleasuring myself was his favorite kind of foreplay. My teeth scraped my bottom lip as I shut my eyes giving into the desire, I could feel a steady stream of warm liquid rolling down my fingers, I let out a quiet growl of pure contentment as I came. I peeked through my long eye lashes at Jake still standing over me stroking his penis, I flashed a wicked grin as I brought my index finger to my mouth tasting my own sweetness. That move right there pushed him over the edge. He crawled between my legs his dick stabbing my thigh. "That's my dirty girl" he grunted as picked me up onto his dick wrapping one arm around my waist the other intertwined in my hair yanking my head back he buried himself deep inside of me making sure I felt every fucking inch of that dick, he tightened his grip on my waist so that only he had control as he moved my body ever so slowly up and down. His penis grew longer inside as he moved in and out of me, I watched as his jaw clenched when I tightened my pussy around his dick, the way the muscles in his neck, shoulders and back moved under his skin, oh fuck. He laid me down on my back holding down my thighs still keeping in control I screamed out as he pumped in and out still working at a slow steady pace. I could feel my legs shiver fighting the urge to come. He released my thighs which tingled as the blood rushed back into my veins. I quickly wrapped my legs around his waist I was trying to crawl out from under him to flip him over and have my way with him, but he beat me to it pinning my arms down over my head, he stared into my eyes, the tips of our noses touching as I chewed on my bottom lip again, it really was a horrible habit. "It drives me fucking crazy when you do that" he groaned. "What drives you crazy baby? When I bite my lip or tighten myself around your dick?" I asked with my best innocent voice, teasing him even more as I ran my tongue over my lips "Both" he gasped stretching the 'O' in pleasure. He pressed his lips into mine as I managed to free myself of his grasp, throwing my arms around his neck I pulled myself up to him, forcing him to sit back on his knees, his hands tightened around my hips as I pushed myself further onto his hard penis. My hips pressed against his my thighs wrapped tight around his waist. I was grinding against his dick, tightening my pussy around him just the way he liked. "Fuck baby you're gonna make me go" he mumbled into my ear as I sunk my teeth into his shoulder making his scream out, my nails breaking through the skin on his back, he took my ass in his hands and slammed me down harder onto him, a smile filled my face. He smacked my butt and bit my nipple. Between my moans and his groans it was only a matter of time before I exploded onto him I felt my pussy go into spasms around him as we climaxed together. His warm cum pumping into me as I soaked up every drop of it, I released me grip from his body and fell back onto the bed seconds later Jake collapsed on top of me his dick still submerged deep within, he was panting very heavily, it was a wolf thing, when he caught his breath he kissed my collar bone then my neck up to my cheek, scooping up my head bringing my lips to his, he tasted so sweet. "I love you Mrs. Black." He whispered bringing me back to reality
"And I you Mr. Black"
"I loved you the moment I laid my eyes on you." He said as he looked over my naked body. He pulled out of me his wet dick flopped against my thigh. He pulled my legs up and buried his head between my thighs using his tongue to clean me, tugging on my clit with his teeth and within a few minutes the muscles in my legs grew tight as he made me cum over and over again. When he was done he stood up and held out his hand to me, it wasn't fair I wanted to be naughty to so I declined his invitation and instead pulled him back onto the bed I wanted to return the favor, it only seemed fair. I climbed onto his chest, facing his towards his knees. His large hands tightened around my legs scooting me closer, sitting my ass on his face sinking his teeth into me, sliding his tongue from the front of my pussy lips across my taint and through my ass cheeks. Sending chill bumps throughout my body. He'd never touched me there before so this was all new to me I took a long deep breath and gave into him, his tongue continued to work its way back and forth over this uncharted territory. I widened my hips and stretched my body over his. Jake's penis was still standing tall and covered in our juices just inches from my face, my legs quivered as he tugged on my clit with his teeth, fuck this felt so good. I licked my lips before I took all of him into my mouth relaxing my throat to make room for him. My tongue circled around him as the taste of our sweet and salty cum filled every one of my taste buds. His dick stretched and jerked while I sucked on him, his soft tip jamming deeper and deeper into my throat. Whatever Jake was doing down there had every nerve ending standing on edge in my body, slowly we worked out a rhythm, the room was silent with the exception of moans and our tongues working hard to please one another, somewhere in the house the low vibrating buzz of my cell was going off, distracting me for a second before his tongue began dancing back and forth dipping into my pussy then into my ass, gently introducing his fingers tracing the border of this once prohibited land while his tongue stayed busy flicking my clit. My teeth brushed against his length making him twitch even more, he was closer to climaxing than I was.
God this felt amazing.
It wasn't long before he jammed his dick deeper into my throat, I knew he was ready to come and so was I. He removed his finger from my soaking pussy as I felt it slowly make its way up into my ass making my eyes role to the back of my head as he began to slowly pump it in and out of me. "OH FUCK BABY FASTER, HARDER, MORE PLEASE BABY." I screamed out to him begging for more. He did as I wished, his tongue assaulting my clit and his fingers moved just as fast. I pushed his dick to the back of my throat my head bobbed up and down shoving his deeper into my mouth as a stream of his delicious warm cum slid down my esophagus waiting until I was certain he was finished before I swallowed. I relaxed my body over his slightly popping my hips up while he bounced my ass up and down on his face, my I held my breath as my pussy began to tremble, his tongue greedily lapping up my cum as it poured into his mouth. When I was all empty he released me from his grasp as I fell over into the bed beside him. We stared into each other's eyes, we didn't talk, we didn't move, we just laid there soaking up the moment..
I could hear a low buzz coming from somewhere deep within the fog, I searched around looking for something I could recognize a sound, a scent, a landmark… nothing. I propped myself up on my elbows for the first time becoming completely aware of the horrifying scene that surrounded me. My whole body was covered in blood so was everything else within a 5 foot radius of myself. I was still disoriented but slowly beginning to regain access to some of my basic senses, my eyes flashed back and forth between the dull buzz streaming from the woods, the blood soaked surroundings, my eyes drifted down towards my once swollen belly now laid flat, the buzzing sound grew louder my eyes darted back to the woods searching for its point of origin when a tiny little infant skin as pure as snow eyes glowing red, she had long bronze hair that laid sprawled besides on the floor where she sat caught my attention. She began to rise gracefully to her feet almost as if she were floating; I watched as she tilted her head in curiosity, her wide chocolate eyes mirrored mine. She was fascinated with me and I with her, a set of dazzling white teeth sparkled as she smiled, reaching her tiny little hand out to me. She was my baby, she had to be. I tried to move I wanted to scoop her up into my arms, squeeze her cherry red cheeks, run my fingers through her long beautiful locks but instead I laid there frozen, my blood soaked legs refused to do as they were instructed. I began to panic rolling over on my belly trying to drag myself towards her. The buzzing noise grew louder distracting her attention, she focused her attention on the noise jumping back startled. I heard it too someone was coming; and fast. I dug my fingers into the hard earth trying to move faster, trying to save her from whatever it was she feared. She took a step towards me reaching her little hand out further. 'I'm coming' I tried screaming out but my voice was gone 'Don't worry little one mommy is right here.' still nothing would came out of my opened mouth not even a whisper 'I will protect you'. The faster I pulled my body the further away she grew. It felt like I was moving through quick sand. I panicked as I watched her eyes widened with terror as the intruder entered the clearing. Tears welled up in my eyes as the fear became real, I felt hopeless as I stretched out my hand to her. A hollow silvery face with a pair of ruby red eyes submerged from the greenery. His thin frail body was covered under a thick black cloak I watched as his lips curled into a malicious grin, his body hovered over my child scooping her up, she screamed out to me her little arms begging for me. He ran his long crooked nose down the side of her tiny little neck as inhaling deeply, getting intoxicated off her smell. Aro.
I opened my mouth to scream to beg him to let her go, his lip curled in anger his eyes darkened with thirst, he lifted a long white finger from under his cloak shaking it back and forth in dissatisfaction, the same way a parent would if they caught their child writing on the walls with crayons. I watched as he pulled my child into his chest then turned back towards the woods where they both disappeared. My body began to convulse as I laid there silently screaming out for my child the buzzing bounced off the walls in my brain driving to the brink of insanity when I felt a pair of warm hands scooping up my empty, bloody, lifeless body. I could make out Jacobs blurry face through my tear soaked eyes. He was talking to me but the damn buzzing sound was blocking him out too I tried to tell him that, that son of a bitch Aro took our baby and we needed to go after him. Between sobs I noticed a large fire on the other side of the clearing. The putrid smell made my hollow stomach churn I strained my eyes searching for the source, the mangled arms of my mother and father lay thrown off to the side their fingers still intertwined. I could make out a few other body parts that were also strewed around the fire. My family all eight of them had been ripped apart and set on fire. Jake pulled me into his body trying to shield me from carnage. How could of this happened? His arms squeezed me tight so tight I couldn't breathe the world around me went black, and then there was nothing but dead silence silence.
"Baby, Nes, Honey wake up. It was only a nightmare baby wake up, everything is all ok, you're safe, our baby is safe I'm safe, please baby wake up." He voice still seemed so far away. Through the silence I heard the light vibrating buzz again. My eyes shot open fearing that my nightmare had become reality. "I guess it's time to get up and start getting ready Carlisle has sent us over eight texts" He whispered to me pushing a stray curl back behind my ear. It was a nightmare a definite possibility of our near future at that. Jakes eyes were wide and full of concern I couldn't tell him about it. It would only make things worse so I put on a weak smile "I guess it is." I said fighting back the tears. I rolled out of bed when I was caught off guard by the tiniest of flutters coming from within my belly "Whoa" I wrapped my arms around my belly and looked over at Jake, "She, she just moved!" I whispered.
