A/N: Sorry, sorry, sorry. I'm a horrible person. I can't believe it took me this long to put up a new chapter. I promise I'll be more timely for the next chapters. Seriously, what was it, May? I'm such a slacker. A slacker with senioritis, the worst kind. (lol)

I went to the ravine again tonight, and found Jay on the same picnic table, alone, with another can of beer. He didn't look happy to see me.

"You already had the tour, Greenpeace" Jay said aggravated.

"Show me again." I leaned in closer to him. "Show me again for real."

Jay got up and followed me to the van. We got inside, and I was a little nervous. But I needed to do this, I needed to get over my stupid Jordon fear, I needed to know I could overcome it. So I'm here, in a van, with Jay Hogart. Stupid girl.

"Not gonna run away this time, are ya Greenpeace?" Jay laughed it off like it was no big deal. I guess it wasn't for him.

"Nope." I smirked and shook my head. Cool and confident on the outside, scared shitless on the inside.

Jay kissed me, and we began to make out, it felt kinda right. I ran my fingers through his hair, and his hands were on my back. I guess he didn't want to scare me away again? Odd gesture, coming from Jay. I took a deep breath inside my mind as I had one hand on his cheek, and let the other trail down his chest to his belt. I had images of Jordon and that night flashing through my head, but I knew I had to do this, for me.

*~*~*~*

I received another bracelet once we were done, and he buckled his pants back up.

I began coming to the ravine every night to meet up with Jay; but each night we spent more and more time talking and hanging out, so I ended up coming home later and later. Soon we started hanging out outside of the ravine. It was like becoming his secret other girlfriend. I felt a little bad for Alex, but being with Jay felt right, even if when we did hook-up I still got flashes of Jordon. I think I might really be falling for him.

One weekend, Jay brought me to his car, and handed me a blindfold.

"Jay." I smiled. "What's this?"

"Come on Emma," Yeah, he started calling me Emma "I wanna surprise you."

"Alright," He started to tie the blindfold around me. "But you have to hold my hand the whole way, okay?"

He smiled at me, and gave me a peck on the lips. "Alright."

He finished tying the blindfold, and led me to the car.

We were in the car for a while, singing along to the radio, and as Jay promised, he held my hand the entire way.

"Are we almost there?" I questioned.

"Uh-uh-uh, I'm not telling you anything." I smiled; he could be so adorable sometimes.

Finally, the car stopped.

"Okay Emma," my heart fluttered a little bit at the sound of his voice saying my name. "Now we're gonna walk for a while."

"Are you still gonna hold my hand?"

"Of course."

I smiled. "Then I'm okay."

"Good."

Jay carefully led me through some kind of wooded area, making sure I didn't trip. When he took my blindfold off, I was breathless. What I saw was amazing. We were in a clearing that was on a cliff. There was a giant boulder, and across the valley was a waterfall. Sunset was just beginning, and Jay came from behind me with a basket.

"Jay this is beautiful." I awed, still in shock.

"Like you." I wasn't sure if I was meant to hear that, he said it so low, but I stood on my tippy-toes, and gave him a kiss.

"You can be so sweet."

Jay laughed. "Don't let it get around."

"Never." I said, while shaking my head laughing with him.

"Shall we?"

Jay took my hand and we sat down on the boulder. He took out two sandwiches, and a bottle of vodka. I smiled at him, and he smiled back, then I shivered.

"You cold?"

"A little."

He smiled at me, and brought me closer, putting one arm around me. I laid my hand on his chest, and we watched the sunset in a comfortable silence.