Hello everyone.
I have a new chapter for you!
Stuff has been happening, so I hope you don't mind this being a little late.
But anyways, onwards my dears!
Matsuri screamed and kicked as the medics tried to give her a pill. She was being a pain for the hell of it. If she wasn't happy then no one deserved to be happy. Since being in solitary confinement, she had slowly started to lose her sanity to a point where she was just over the edge. She had tried to forget everything, but that proved to be too hard. She just couldn't let go of Gaara.
Sometimes she would chant his name over and over. Pretending that his arms were around her, whispering soothing words. It was all an illusion, one that Matsuri loved to get lost in. Sometimes she thought that she could see him; or hear his voice. A sure sign that madness was taking a hold on her.
The medical specialists finally managed to shove it down her throat, but one of them in the process got bitten by her and now needed stitches. Matsuri figured that everyone of them deserved it. After all they were responsible for putting her in hell.
None of this would've happen had the Hyuga never showed up. The Kazekage should rightfully belong to her. Matsuri was the one who always made sure to be by his side, she was the one that assisted him all those times. She tended to his paperwork, helped him decide what was best for the village. She gave everything she had to him, only to be tossed aside.
The very least Gaara could've done was love her in return. She had planned out their whole future. She had wanted him as her spouse, they would've started a family, lived their lives out alongside each other. But all of that was gone; everything she had ever wanted was stolen by the Hyuga girl.
It wasn't fair! What did that white-eyed bitch have that she didn't?! What could the Kazekage possibly see in her?!
Matsuri screamed again in anger. She continued to scream until her throat became raw. She wanted nothing more than to strangle that so called wife of Gaara's until her neck snapped in two.
"Gaara-kun I love you". She told herself, this was her only source of comfort. Talking to herself, pretending that Gaara was there was the only way she could find peace in the monstrosity that she resided in.
"Gaara baby, please hold me".
Matsuri hugged her knees as she rocked herself.
"Why didn't you chose me, I know you love me like how I love you. We are so happy together aren't we?"
She smiled to herself before laughing hysterically.
"You love me right? Yeah, I thought you did. You want to kiss me, and hold me and cuddle me. Oh, so many things we could do. You want to make love to me. We could try it, we can try anything. Please let me love you. I miss my Gaara, oh yes I do".
She laughed hysterically once again.
"Mmmm I love you, I love you so much. But what's this?! I see a woman and...and it's not me! Who is that?! Who is that woman Gaara! Why do you love her and not me!"
Matsuri suddenly scowled "Dammit! I knew she was up to something, that fucking bitch! Trying to steal my Gaara away from me! Well I show her, I'll show them all!".
A smile broke out over her face "I'll kill her that's what I'll do. I kill the bitch, and when she all bye-bye Gaara will love me like he always has. I'll kill her and everything will be alright".
"Soon my Gaara will me all mine, and then I'll have what I've always wanted". Her cackling laughter echoed off the walls as she drowned in her insanity.
Hinata sat on her bed with a deep expression on her face. It had been six months since she married Gaara, and no children had been conceived. Once the heir to the Hyuga she was expected to produce young for the greater good of the two villages. Any child she had with Gaara, would be the next ruler of Suna. She was aware of Suna's royal bloodline for the title of Kazekage but she was very nervous.
She loved her husband, she had no doubts about that. But the problem now was being intimate with him. She had no idea what kind of lover Gaara was to begin with.
Having no experience in this sort of predicament, Hinata could only wonder about the possibilities. They had never taking that final step for becoming intimate. The farthest they had ever gone was when Gaara was feeling a bit playful and she'd satisfy him with kisses. She had straddled him several times before but that was about as far as they'd go.
She knew that her clan would be expecting results by now. The Hyuga were growing impatient of their former heir; surly she could do something as simple as bearing a child.
Hinata loved children and she did want to become a mother. But this was something she had never done before. It wasn't that Gaara was desirable. He was very handsome, and she loved how well built his body was. But she hadn't the courage to make the move.
So when he eventually appeared, Hinata looked at him with slight fear. Gaara was fully aware that sooner or later they'd have to produce at least one child. The council had been on his back for weeks, telling him that needed to get things moving. His wife was beautiful and at times he found it difficult to control his desire for her. So much that he had started to 'take care of it' to try and ease the urges.
"Hinata?" she didn't respond, so he tried again "Hinata?" still nothing. Gaara moved closer to her putting a comforting hand on her cheek so that she was looking at him.
"Gaara-dana?"
As if knowing what she was thinking he gingerly pinned her down. The bluenette blushed as her husband hovered over her with a look of passion in his eyes. Her heart started to beat wildly; the moonlight reflecting from the window made him look...wow.
He has the most beautiful eyes.
"Hinata I do want you, I want to ever so much...but I do not want to force myself upon you". He didn't move, leaving her confused it was then she realized that he was waiting for her to make a move. Her face was now so red it was a wonder blood hadn't come out of her ears.
She gently put her hands on his chest taking a deep breath "G-Gaara I...I want you, but I d-don't think..." she couldn't finish her sentence.
The red-head leaned down and captured her lips in a gentle kiss. "It's alright, we will wait...we can wait for as long as you want".
Hinata felt a great sense of relief run through her. It made her happy to know that he wasn't angry. He was so understand of her feelings. "P-please lay with me".
Gaara settled himself at her side, his hand resting above her heart. It was beating steadily, but he could only imagine how fast it would be in the throes of passion. He shuddered at the thought, it wouldn't be too much longer now when he'd have to claim his wife.
"Beautiful" he mumbled, causing Hinata's cheeks to turn a gentle shade of pink.
"I think your beautiful also" she said softly. It was his turn to blush now.
The two stared at each other for some time before Gaara once again moved his body on top of hers. After gaining entrance to explore her mouth, he planted kisses on her jaw and steadily moved to her neck. Soft moans danced in his ears as his wife responded.
Hinata cried out softly in pleasure when he bit her neck, his tongue then replacing the sting.
She had to admit she loved the feeling it brought when he did that. It made her feel so alive with emotions she never even knew she had.
Gaara kissed as much skin as he could reach before he forced himself to stop. He had promised her they'd wait. And he was going to be true to his word.
"Shit!" he growled as he kissed her once more. Controlling his desire was becoming harder and harder. If this kept up something would happen he was sure of it.
He got up suddenly and sat at the edge of their bed. Hinata slowly made her way over and hugged him from behind, she felt rather bad but she knew that she wasn't ready yet. It was something she wanted to be prepared for even if it would feel amazing when they actually became intimate.
"I love you" she whispered as she hugged him tighter.
Gaara closed his eyes savoring the sound of those words meant for him. It was all that he could've ever asked for and that was something he was never letting go of.
"I love you too".
Hanabi rummaged through Hiashi's desk with one goal in mind. She knew that he was hiding the letters Hinata wrote to her. She wasn't stupid, she had suspected that this was all her father's doing; and she knew at once it was true when she overheard her clan members talking about their leader kept a pile of letters away from her and Neji.
She didn't care for modesty as she purposely made a mess of things. She knew she'd get beaten for it later, but she didn't care. She wanted him dead after all.
After much searching Hanabi finally found what she was looking for. A huge pile of letters hidden in the far back. Hinata must've written to her at least once every week. Just seeing them made her feel more happy then she had been in months. Quickly gathering them she made a dash for her room being careful not to get caught.
At long last she had what she wanted to see. Hinata was doing fine, she loved her husband dearly and she wished that she was there to see Hanabi. There was still talk about a child, but for the moment that would have to wait. She hoped that all was well and had promised to visit as soon as she could.
Hanabi read all her sister's letters several times basking in the glory of Hinata's kindness in those letters.
It had made her so happy to know her beloved older sister was well in Suna, Hanabi had been worried that Gaara would treat her like a slave, but she was mistaken and now accepted that Hinata was happy in Suna.
That still didn't mean she was angry. Not at Hinata, but for Hiashi for keeping such important letters away from her. He knew that she was depending on those letters and he kept them away from her. That was unacceptable! Did the man really not care for his daughters?!
Hanabi carefully tucked her sister's letters away. She was determined to put an end to Hiashi's life no matter what. Whatever the cost she'd do it. It was high time that she was free from the ungrateful burden that was suddenly dumped on her.
She wished that Hinata would come back. How she missed her so; it had been so long since she had last seen her. Too much time had gone by. Did she change her appearance? What did she have to say? And why wasn't she pregnant yet?
So many questions that Hanabi wanted answers too. Well she'd get them soon enough, she would have to be patient though. Hinata was still in Suna; so for the time being Hanabi would have to wait for her sister to return while she continued to suffer the wrath of her entire clan.
I know once again this chapter is a little short, but I'll try to make the next one longer.
I still haven't decide if I want to change the rating or not.
I'm tempted too but I'm not sure yet.
The next chapter will come in a few days.
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Until next time!
