HELLO ALL!
As you can tell im in one of my wacky moods. AND THERES GOOD REASON TOO! Not because i'm insane, actually i've been taking my medication for once. but its because my birthday is in three weeks. YAY BIRTHDAYS. not only that i'm having this big ass super stupid huge party. theres actually a story behind it. if no one cares simply skip down till you see the giant chapter 8 lol. anywho...When i was a 14 year old, my jack ass father decided hey lets take my daughter from her mother and keep her hidden and beat her into supmission until shes on no more use. needless to say i was kidnapped by my father go figure, until i was 21. it took a year for me to get into contact with dear old mom who was more than excited to hear from me. As part of the hispanic culture (i am hispanic for those who didn't figure it out) at age 15 we have a huge party called a Quiencenera. This party is what ever girl looks up to. back in the old days this is when a girl was now considered a woman. now days it's kinda the same, like a right of passage i guess. Anywho, my mom promised me one, but couldn't give me one because of papa dearest (note the sarcasum). so, after missing 9 birthdays, she had an idea to give me a quience style welcome home/happy 23rd birthday party.
In other news, I have recently become obsessed with the anima Soul Eater. it's just so perfect. unfortantly rather than watch it weekly on saturday, i googled the hell out of it till i found a copy online for sale, bought it, then watched it about 8 times from start to finish. I've become so obsessed that i wrote like 4 one shots cuz i never really finish anything, but i'm too chicken shit to post them -.-
but i am juggiling two stories already and i'm working on a 3 cuz the fact that soul eater ended the way it did, i could make that work for a huge story and it gives me something to do when i go into my fits. I have also started taking my medication again cuz lets face it no one wants to have a psychotic break down on their birthday. but being on ablifiy (yucky stuff really) makes me have some weird mood swings, which will most likely affect my writing style. but I tried to make this chapter as long as i could.
Anywho, enjoy
Chapter 8
Relena laid in bed. After the battle, the crew were sent to their rooms. She went straight to hers, not willing to deal with the consequences of revealing her real self. She showered and redid the red dye once again. Her original plan had been to reveal who she really was at dinner. That had been the plan. But plans had to be tossed aside and in a moment of rage and hatred for arrogance she reveled herself. What would follow, would be pure hatred for herself. She could smell the headlines already.
After a fresh wave of red hair was dried she changed and crawled in bed classed in her black nightgown. The once meek and timid Relena was now much more sensual. Her usual night ware would be long, it would cover everything. But this new character of hers was diffrenet. Her nightgown was more rancy. Low cut showing her development, lots of lace and sheer material coming to a halt at her mid thigh.
For the past four hours she tossed and turned. Unable to sleep she slid on her black boots and exited her room. She aimlessly wondered the ship, lost in her thoughts. The month had been horrible to her. A mission had gone wrong and she had lost a good man. Two passengers of her ship had died. She had been attacked several times. Worst of all, her beloved butler had died. Somehow, she ended up in the ball room of the ship. Once a month, she would allow the crew of the ship, her loyal followers, to have a ball. This gave everyone the joy of life. Something those in war often forgot about. The simple things she hoped kept them going. She wondered over to a small radio and felt her hand hover over the play button.
Feeling a preasens next to her, her free hand grasped the knife on her outer thigh before her body spun around and held the knife against the throat of none other then Heero. She felt his hand over hers, keeping the knife from injuring him.
"You've become more...fluid" he said.
"I've become a lot more then fluid" she repeated.
"You've become the enemy"
"And you've become my enemy"
"Relena"
"Relena is dead"
"she's not dead, she's simply sick. She needs her family"
"she needs no one!"
"but I need her" Heero said. A hand on still on her wrist, she brought the other up to strike him, only to have that one caught as well.
"Please," Heero said.
"No let go of me." she tried to get out if his grip but he wouldn't budge. Years of learning self defense. Years of being able to take down men twice her size, she was unable to get out of his group. He stood still, unmoving, not willing to let her go.
"Relena, we don't care what you've done. We could care less. We all just want you back" he finally said.
"NO!" she yelled.
Heero finally lost it. Pushing her back against the wall, she felt the cold wall hit her back. She knew Heero would never hurt Relena. But Masqurade, well he want to take her out.
"And why the hell not? Why won't you come back to us? We've given countless hours to finding you. Finding who did this to you. This didn't happen over night. You did not become a killer. This is not my Relena" Heero said.
"you're right Heero Yuy. You're Relena died the day you called me weak. That's the day that changed the world."
A cruel smile appeared on her face as Heero's eyes went wide.
"What's wrong Heero? Did realization finally hit you? This was all your fault. You are the reason this all happened. The reason I left." she said.
What happened next, was completely unpredictable. Heero did what no one would expect, especially, Relena. His eyes stared into hers before he smashed his lips against hers. His body moved closer to hers, fitting perfectly. As if they were meant to be together.
Relenas eyes were her only outlit of emotion. First, it was rage. How dare he try to take over? Than shock. He, Heero Yuy was kissing her. And as far as she could tell it wasn't an act. It was not for any show. It wasn't part of an undercover mission. No logical reason could be found for him to try and kiss her like this.
But then, her real emotions came back. This wasn't one of the many dreams she had that she begged to come true. This wasn't any figment of her imagination. This was as real as real could get. This was her Heero. The man who could change her in a blink of an eye. This was the man she had fallen in love with when she was simply a teenager in high school. She was up against a wall, wearing nothing more than a skimpy nightgown and a pair of boots with Heero pushed against her as close as he could get in nothing more then a loose fitting pair if black pajama pants.
Finally when they couldn't take it anymore, he released her lips. Oxygen found it's way back into their deprived lungs. Relena didn't think as she shoved him backwards and took off. Running as far away from him as she could. She ran back to her room, locking the door.
"I have to get away. I need to escape" she said out loud to no one.
She grabbed a bag stuffing it with clothing and rations. Throwing on a pair of pants and a long sleeve shirt, she grabbed her guns strapping them to her waist.
Heero stood still, shocked for more than one reason. Not only was he still in shock that Masquerade was actually Relena, but that he had kissed her. He unconsciously made his way back to his room where he sat on the bed. His hands found his lips, where hers had been not too long ago. After she pushed him away he felt hurt. He had wasted too much time not living life. He had devoted himself to protecting her, not realizing that he was the one hurting her. He laid down in his bed, falling asleep almost on impact.
His final thought was her. The old her, not this one who had replaced her.
The next day Heero woke up, as usual he woke and did his morning ritual of shower and shave. Dressed in black pants and a green tank he made his way to his gundam. Making contact with Lady Une and Zechs.
"Heero" Lady Une greeted.
"we need damage control done. Immeatly. Masquerade is really Relena. Dorothy is here as well. They've been behind it all" he reported.
"you have got to be kidding me." she replied.
"HEERO YUY!" a yell claimed his attention from below.
He glanced down to see Dorothy with a rage like he's never seen.
"what"
"Where is she" she yelled.
"who?"
"Where is Relena?"
"What do you mean?"
"She and the frankinstin are gone!"
Gone. That word, her sentence echoed in his head. She was gone. Again.
so...what'd you think? You know the deal, leave a review for me cuz you love me. Also, check out my other story. I do feel the need to inform you all that this story doesn't have many chapters left. I have the ending in my brain...i should probably write that out before i have another moment and forget it. In other news, it's going to be another month before I post a new chapter. This gives me time to go through the chapter cuz occasionally i don't like how it's written. Also, I feel the need to appolygize for any misspelled words as I suck horribly at spelling and most of this was written on an Ipod touch cuz my laptop is broken and the one I am using has no spell check. I do plan on going back in and correcting my mess ups but for now this will have to do.
much love
Scarlett (yes that is my real name)
