it had been a whole night and still nothing. i left a sleping skeeter and went to heck on mox. i opened the door and saw her fingers twitch. then she started screaming. like bloody fricken murder. i ran to her. "alic!" i yelled. her eyes were closed now. "alice wake up!" i yelled. her cuts were healed. logan was awake now claws out. he saw her and went to her side. "whats wrong!" he yelled. "i dont know!" i yelled back. she started having like a sesure thing. i held her down then her eyes snaped open. they were still pitch black. she was sitting now and looking around. "alice! alice! your okay!" i yelled forcing her to look at me. she stopped screaming and was hypervenalating. i pulled her into a hug. "he tried to kill m rouge" she said between breathes. logans eyes looked like they were broken. i looked away and hugged her close. "your okay. i promise." i said in her ear. skeeter burst in the room along with gambit. they saw her. skeeter was first to pull her into a hug. he was crying like a baby. "oh my god mox!" he said into her neck. she clung to him. "ive never seen her like this" he mouthed to me. i nodded. "i thought youwere dead" he cried into her hair. she calmed down and wiped her eyes and cleared her throat. "you alright der cher?" he asked nervously. "your eyes. dere black" he said. "sorry" she mutterd. she took a deep breathe and closed her eyes. the tension in the room literaly evaperated. when she opened them again. they were the usual amber. she pulled him into a hug wich he returnd. "dont eva do that again" he whisperd for her to hear but i smiled at his mushy side. the sniffed and pulled away. she pulled up her shirt and took off the bandages. six scars remained. "scars?" she said cunfused. i shrugged. she put her shirt down and her eyes travled to wolverine. he opened his mouth. "dont say it. i dont wanna hear it" she said. but she wasnt being mean. "i chose to fight to. and i didnt die" she said. "mox. yes you did. for almost a day" her eyes widned. she hid her shock. "well im fine now. just mean i need to pick my fights better" she chuckled making it into a joke. "come on. you need a shower" i said holding up a mirror. she blew out a whiny breath. "the least you couldve done was brush my hair rouge" she teased. she looked like shit. blood caked to her face and arms. frizzy hair. i escorted her out. ::; she played it off as a joke but i could smell her fear. i had to find sabertooth. i walked out and got on my motercycle in search of him. i found him sitting on a rooftop. "do you want to die?" he snarled. "shes alive. just woke up. and she seemed pretty pissed that you werent there" i said. she didnt say so but i saw her eyes ondering for him. "well this wouldnt have happened if you wouldnt have killed her" he said getting up. "i didnt mean for it to got hat far" i barked. "but it did! hat happened when you fight next time. gonna get her brain so she will really die?" he asked. "it wont happen. im leaving" i said. "what? runt i knew your were a sorry excuse for a feral but leaving your mate." he said. i interupted him. "mox? shes not my mate" i snarled. "dont lie to yourself logan. i can smell it. you just wont admitt to it." he said poking me. "dont touch me creed" i barked. "so your just gonna leave her. without even telling her" he yelled. "we are not mates!" i yelled back letting my claws out. "really. you dont feel hate and love for hher at the same time. you dont want to take her and mark her as your every time you see her. you telling me that when she smiled at that runt skeeter you dont wanna rip his head off" he asked. "your full of shit you know that" i answerd. "do what you gotta do. but you know that shes your mate. youve known since the first time you met her at her house. you just dont want to admitt it" he said climbing down from the roof. ::; i washed off all the blood and got out. i put on my jeans and a bra and stopped. my reflection stared at me. i ran my fingertips over the small scars. ive never had scars before. it was weird. i put on a shirt and went to go get something to eat. dieing mademe hungry. i made a sandwich with extra meat and chowed down. it was gone in less then two minutes. i put my plate away and turned around surprised to see logan standing there staring at the floor. "mox, im " i closed my eyes. "logan. you dont have to. it doesnt matter. it was an accident" i said hoping hed leave it alone. "no!" he said feircly. "it wasnt. i ment to do that. but that wasnt really me. that was wolverine. the man that the weapon x program made. they tortued me and sent me through the animantuim project to give me the claws." i looked awy form him. "logan stop" i demanded. he ignored me. "im so sorry. i didt mean to kill you. i just wanted you to forgive me for saying those things. when you died i thought my life ended mox. i thought that if creed killed me id deserve it." i shook my head. he was looking at me now. "i sorry for what i said" he said stepping closer. "you are the most talented, smart beautiful woman i have ever met" he said looking at me with those eyes. "stop!" i demanded stepping back. "no! im not letting you run are my mate alice. nothing is ever going to change that. you can run away all you want but nothing is ever going to change it" he said close to me now. "logan. im dead serious. you better back off" i said baring my teeh at him. "you dont scare me anymore alice." he whisperd. then his lips were on mine. id never felt anything like it. it wasnt like kissing any other boy. i was so wet for him. i felt my knees go weak. he wrapped a hand around my waist. his touge flicked out and licked my lower lip. i groaned and ran my fingers through his hair. his knee came up and seperated my legs. he broke away and kissed my neck. i opend my eyes wich were purple. 'no no no' i panicked. he was to close. i wanted him to bad. i pushed him away. he grabbed my wrist and pulled m bck into him his hands groping my ass. "logan" i gasped. god dam he felt so good. i could feel his erection against my jeans. i ran my hand uner his shirt feeling his abbs. then back up to his neck pulling him closer. i but his lip then licked it makng him groan and run his hands under my shirt. he held onto my waist and ran one hand over my stomache making me shover. his lips were so soft. then i pulled away and looked at him. his eyes were so full of... love. "no!" i panicked and shoved him away. "alice" he yelled. i heard him running after me. 'i have to get out of here' i thought franticly. i ran out of the mansion with speed that could only be described as feline. i opned the gate and ran into the trail that led to the city. as soon as my feet touched the gravel something shot into my neck. i yelled in furry and yanked it out. it was a dart. i looked around. another one shot into my thigh. it burned. "alice!" wolverine yelled. he was comming up fast. i yanked it out and threw it on the ground and ran. i shook my head but everything was fuzzy. three more hit me in the back. i snarled and whirrled around to see men in head to toe green suits. they had helmest on that said prd. i snarled but fell short as i fell. i got back up and shook my head. wolverine yelled for me. i was behind a bend. he wouldnt be able to see me. the soldires surrounded me. they grabbed me and kciked me and told me to get down. "logan!" i screamed.a helocopter could be heard over head. i fought to stay awake as two more were shot into my neck. "get off me!" i yelled clawing at there suits. i kicked one in the head. his head snapped and a crakcing noise could be heard. he fell the the ground. i grabed his gun and slammed it though another guys chest. blood squrted everywhere. he screamed and fell. my eyes kept closing as my fighting got slower. i saw wolveirne running towards us. a ladder was next to me then and i was being held. they climbed the ladder. "logan" i whisperd. my eyes closed as harsh wind whipped around me. i felt a thud and then decided it was all over. ::; i was stupid. i moved to fast. she was terrified of anything other then hate. she ran out the gate. i ran to follow her. but i didnt see her. dam she was fast. her scream perced my ears. then a chopper flew over me with the yellow words. 'PRD" "alice!" i yelled running. i ran as fast as i could. i saw her fighting them. two were on the ground. i snarled and tackled one that was holding her. when i looked around she was gone. i looked up to see them throing hr into the chopper. "alice!" i screamed. the chopper took off. i kicked the guard over and over. "dammit!" i yelled. (back at the mansion) i burst into charles office. "logan?" he asked. "they got her. the prd. they have her" i yelled. gambit stood up quickly. "its my fault" i croked. sabertooth snarled. "how many times are you gonna kill her logan!" he yelled kicking a chair. "well find her" the professer said looking at me.