We stood outside and waved goodbye to his parents like two good little boys. I was beyond happy that they trusted me with their house and their son. I really thought that Mr. Stotch would make me go home while they were away after the fight at school and all.
"You ready?" Butters cooed in my ear the moment his parents were out of site.
"If that all you ever think about, Butters?. Is that the only reason you like me?" I joked. I couldn't believe that I, of all people, was nervous. And even worse, Butters wasn't nervous at all. I had been with so many girls before that I couldn't go hardly anywhere without seeing at least one slut I'd banged at some time or another, and yet I was about to piss myself because Butters wanted me to do it with him. The boy took my hands and dragged me back into the house. He was ready. I could tell. The look on his face was so lustful that I could almost smell it in the air. I shivered and my heart fluttered like it had last night. I exhaled. It was just sex. I had to tell myself that over and over again. But it wasn't 'just sex' at all. This was something more.
I soon found myself in Butters' bedroom. He let go of my hands and walked over to the bed. I turned around and locked the door.
"You don't have to do that ya know." He said. "There's no one here but us."
"Yea, right now. But what if they forgot something and come back?"
Butters cocked his head. "Jee, I guess you're right."
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Maybe if I talked he wouldn't be in the mood anymore. Maybe we wouldn't have to do it after all.
"So how was your... Day?" That was a stupid question. I had been with him all day.
"Kenny!" He demanded. "Please don't. I've been waiting a long time for this... For you..."
God he knew what he was doing. He had to. I walked over to him and wrapped my arm around his waist. I rubbed my hands up and down and began to kiss him. He sighed quietly after a few moments. I slid my hands up his sides and under his shirt. His skin was so soft and warm. I ran my thumbs over his nipples and he cried out quietly, his voice muffled by my kiss. The more I rubbed the little nubs, the louder he got. I stopped kissing him so that I could hear him better. I looked down at his face and my heart stopped. His cheeks were red, his mouth hung open as he panted, and he could hardly keep his eyes open.
"Does it feel good?" I asked him softly as I slid his shirt up over his head.
He nodded and tugged at my shirt. I took it off too.
Last night I had been ready for this. A while ago I had been more afraid of this then a little boy is afraid of the monsters under his bed. And now... It was a mixture of both.
I pushed Butters gently so that he would sit on the bed. I helped him lose his pants before I crawled on top of him, pinning the boy down wit one arm as I loosened my own pants.
"Are you sure you still wanna do this?" I asked letting go of the small wrists I held over my soon-to-be-lover's head.
My answer was Butters pulling me into a kiss by my hair. I gladly kissed him back, beginning to rub his sides again. Up and down, up and down, up and down. With each time, I rubbed a little harder and he moaned a little louder. I could hardly stand it anymore. I was so hard. I grabbed him even though his underwear was still on. Butters nearly screamed. He was hard too. Maybe harder then me. I grinned and pulled his Hello Kitty panties down slowly. Once they were on the ground with the rest of our clothes, I took his member gently in my hand.
"Try to hold on until I'm ready too, alright?" I pleaded gently, using the softness of my voice to make up for grabbing him. I didn't want this to be rough sex, I wanted this to be... Like... Love making, for lack of a less retarded term. "That way we can do it together."
I pumped up and down a few times and then I paused. I sat down, my lover's legs wrapped around my waist. I bent over slowly and sighed bravely before I ran my tongue from the bottom to the top of his shaft and then over the tip. He shivered and took in a deep breath.
"Kenny..." He cooed. "Kenny, I can't take it anymore... Please..."
I was nervous again. I didn't want to be inside him. What if he didn't like it? What would I do? I closed my eyes and just sat there. A few moments passed by. I don't know what I though was going to happen, but what ever it was that was supposed to save me never did. Butters sat up and grabbed my shoulders. I opened my eyes.
"You can't do all that to me and then not have sex with me." He teased, panting still. He ran his fingers through my hair and then pulled me close, my chin ending up on his shoulder.
"Feel my heart, Kenny..." He cooed. He took my hand and placed it on his chest. I did feel his heart. And under that soft, virgin skin it was racing. I felt my own heart leave my chest. It seemed to just float away. My mind, body and my very being was filled with that strange, airy feeling from last night. It was almost like being high.
"I need you..." Butters pleaded.
I gently caressed his face and pressed my lips against his. "I need you too..."
He laid down again, grinning and looking a mess. A perfect little mess. I smiled back. I was ready. We were ready.
Butters went through his nightstand drawer and found a bottle of lube he'd gotten last week. I wondered who he'd went with to buy it. I coated my fingers with the liquid. I didn't put my fingers inside him yet, but in stead rubbed his entrance gently. Butters threw back his head and let out a sigh of pleasure. I felt myself get harder. At this rate, Butters was going to make me explode before we even had sex! I pushed one finger in. He seemed to take it just fine, so I put in two. He groaned in pain. Shit.
"You want me to stop?" I offered.
"N-No." He replied, teeth gritted. "I'm fine."
I moved my fingers in and out and in and out and soon enough Butters was enjoying himself again. So I put in one more finger. He screamed this time. I took them all out.
"I'm sorry!" I exclaimed, bending over to kiss him.
He shook his head. "No, no! Put them back in!"
I opened my mouth to protest, but I decided it would be better to just do what he wanted. I put all three fingers back in at once. However, this time I kissed him to distract him from the pain. It was alot more quiet this way. A few moments passed and I was still fingering him. Actually, I had found that special spot inside of him that made him moan like an animal. I could hardly keep myself from taking him right then.
"Butters..." I cooed gingerly, my lips grazing his collar bone. "Are you ready for me to be inside you?"
He nodded, not being able to say a word through all the panting.
I pulled my fingers out of him and doused my member with lubricant. I knew this was going to hurt worse then then my fingers ever would, but he wanted this. I wanted this. He would be moaning in pleasure instead of pain not long after anyways. I had to believe that.
"The big moment..." I muttered to myself. I took a deep breath and pushed my way in.
Once the tip had popped in, I held still for a moment. Butters let out a moan that sent shivers down my spine. I wanted to make him do it again.
"So it doesn't hurt so bad?" I asked, caressing his burning cheek in my hand. I wanted to make sure he was okay.
He shook his head. "I'm fine..." He breathed. "It felt... Good..."
I grinned. All the nervousness left my sweat covered body and only the good kind of butterflies were left. I began to move little by little and it wasn't long before we were doing it. We were actually having sex. Butters called out my name as I went deeper and deeper into him. I kissed every inch of him the I could reach. I breathed at the same time he did. It was like we were one person. One beautiful, beautiful person. I'd never felt like this when having sex before. It was like I was pure for once in my life. It was like I wasn't even on earth anymore. It was just me and Butters in our own perfect world.
"Kenny~" He cried. "I don't think I can take it much longer!"
"I'm almost there, baby..." I replied, huffing like crazy. He felt so good. I was so close... So close... "Are you ready, Buttercup?" I asked as I took hold of his member again.
Butters began to cry out so loudly. It was beautiful. "Kenny~!" He sighed deeply. And then everything went pure white. No, it wasn't even white. It was like... I could see nothing and everything all at once. There was nothing in my vision but this blinding light, and somehow I could look straight at it. I released inside of him and felt the same warm substance splatter all over my chest. I heard Butter's orgasmic cries. they were the most beautiful sound I had ever heard. This moment was something I would never forget as long as I lived.
I don't know exactly what happened after that. I found myself suddenly back in the real world; Butters panting wildly and his eyes fluttering closed. It seemed like I'd worn him out. I grinned.
"I'm sorry, Buttercup." I joked, collapsing beside the boy.
"I love you, Kenny." Was all he managed to say.
"I... I l-love you too..." I breathed. I looked over at my lover. I looked right into his perfect, blue eyes. He was smiling ear to ear and trying to stay awake. I laughed softly. Its okay if you pass out. I offered. Just this once. But the boy shook his head.
"I-I'll be f... f-fine." He panted.
I pulled him over closer to me so that his head could rest on my shoulder. There was really nothing either of us could do but lay there and the sun was just starting to set. The only way this moment could have been more beautiful would have been if Butters gave himself to me somewhere more romantic; like a field, or a beach, or... No. Ya know what? It was beautiful just the way it had happened and more then perfect. I wouldn't change a thing. I ran the back of my hand down my lover's cheek gently.
"Ya know... I was really scared at first..." I said, catching my breath.
He didn't reply.
"Butters~?" I cooed looking over at him. He was asleep. I smiled and watched the last bit of sunlight leave his face. There was no denying it now; he was my everything.
