Alright, it's five in the morning, the only thing I've had to eat in the last 24 hours was a lunchable around nine o clock, I'm not tired or hungry and I'm ready to type! I'd like to thank Kairichin for asking a question about this fic. Ahem *copy and pastes part of the review*
How is Izaya going to fall in love with Shizuo if Shizuo is currently Nai, a.k.a. a different person than he really is? I couldn't stop thinking about this all day. I mean, technically wouldn't he be falling in love with a different person? Well, to tell the rest of you the answer of the question.
Technically, he is a different person, whoever, at the same time; he technically isn't a different person. I honestly don't know about what Izaya is thinking when he thinks about Nai. [Okay, yes I do, I'm the Author.]
THIS WHOLE LINE IS A SPOILER TO THIS FIC! READ IF YOU DARE! I have decided that at some point, somehow, Shizuo will regain his former self.
Fanfiction spoiler=over. Now, to type.
Summery and disclaimer are in chapter one.
Warning(s): Well, Izaya makes Shizuo unable to feel his soul-wounds. [That's more like info, not a warning.] Celty gives both Shinra and Izaya a small soul-wound. And I made Izaya oblivious to the fact the blonde couldn't possibly be Shizuo's hair color. It's just, every time Izaya sees him, he has blonde hair, so don't criticize me.
The second part of this will be in Everyone's POV. Oooh, curious, aren't we?
I looked down at Shizuo as he slept. His face was peaceful, as if he was at ease. Why was Shizuo acting so out of character? Well, I guess it could be partially because his personality was changed to be shyer. I was used to Shizu-chan screaming at me and throwing random objects at me. Never in a million years would I imagine that he would like, no, love me. Shinra had told me a while ago, Shizuo tried to avoid the things that pissed him off, so he could live peacefully. He also said that when Shizu-chan wasn't busy, being angry, he was calm and actually a bit shy. So, why would he fall for me, the man who purposely ticked him off? It doesn't make sense. I put Shizuo in a more conformable position on the bed, before I got up and walked into the other room. I was completely unaware of Shizuo's pained face.
Once I walked into the other room, I encountered Celty, with Shinra unconscious behind her. I raised an eyebrow. "What happened?"
~ I showed him what Shizuo was experiencing, a wound to the soul. He couldn't take it and fainted. ~
"What do you mean, wound to the soul?" I was curious. And by the look of Shinra, and how Shizuo was acting before, I assume it hurts.
~ Fate and Destiny have their own realm, much how we live here and Everyone lives in some other place. From what I heard from Shinra, Fate and Destiny must have paid Shizuo a visit. They would have brought him to their realm. There, he would have been Shizuo, not Nai, because his soul is Shizuo. However, Fate has a power of making anyone completely immobile. She must have used it while her brother cut up Shizuo's soul, trying to put him in so much pain that he just wanted to end it. ~
I nodded at Celty's explanation. "Hey, Celty, two things. One, I kind of want to see what Shizu-chan is going through. Two, how do you know all this stuff?"
~ I don't know. And, I'll cut you so that it hurts, but in a spot where no matter what, it heals. ~ Using her shadows, Celty created a knife that was eerily similar to my flickblade. She walked up, inspecting me from all sides, until she settled on a spot. Using the knife, she made just a small knick on my face. Instantly, I hisses. It fucking burned! Holy Shit! Upon inspecting my still burning face, I saw that there were no marks.
~ I'm so sorry for hurting you! However, that was just a small cut. The ones Shizuo should have will be a whole lot longer and deeper. ~
I brushed off Celty's apology. I had asked to see how it felt. I rubbed my face continuously as I thought. 'This hurts so fucking much, but, I can't even imagine what Shizuo is going through. Celty just said that he had a whole lot more cuts, and that they were longer and deeper cuts.'
I walked back into the room Shizuo was currently staying in, only to immediately notice the look of pain on his sleeping face. Damn it! I somehow keep forgetting that it may be Shizuo, but it's also Nai! He doesn't have his pain tolerance. It stung for me, so, it must burn everywhere to him. I sat down next to him, and again, hesitantly ran my hand through his brown locks.
I paused. Why was his hair brown? Wasn't so deep a blue that we all first though it to be black? "CELTY! WAKE SHINRA UP AND TELL HIM TO GET HIS ASS IN HERE!" Strangely enough, my yelling did not wake up Shizuo. Strange, I thought he was the type to be a light sleeper. Soon, Shinra came in, rubbing his cheek as if he were in pain.
"What is it?"
"Didn't Shizu-chan have hair so dark blue we thought it to be black when he became Nai?"
"Hmmm? Yeah." Shinra walked closer to me and Shizuo, only to have his eyes widen in surprise. "His hair is his natural hair color!" I just looked at him, wanting an explanation. Wasn't Shizuo's hair blonde? Shinra sighed. "Shizuo's hair was this color before he bleached it blond." Oh. I felt like an idiot for actually thinking that blond was Shizuo's natural hair color. It was the only hair color I've ever seen him with though.
At that moment, Shizuo opened his eyes, having woken up, and immediately started shaking, as if he were in pain. I ran my hand through his hair; absent-mindedly noticing that is was that blue-almost-black color again. So, he was more himself when he was sleeping. I wonder why.
…/…LB
"Why must you two insist o trying to ruin my fun?" I hiss at my siblings.
"Because, you know there's supposed to be two, not three. It's really disgusting. Though I have to say, Shizu-Shizu surprised me when he went against Destiny, and let Izaya live." I narrowed my eyes as I noticed the bored tone in her voice. "Hey, Destiny! What's got you looking so happy yet disturbed and disgusted?"
"He's subconsciously figuring out the loophole. Already, when he sleeps, his hair turns its natural color. Also, he doesn't seem to feel any pain when around Orihara Izaya."
I let a smirk rise on my face. I would still have my fun. "You mean Nai really feels at ease with me?" I asked, adopting Izaya's voice and form.
"Quit playing around. You and your fun always result in something bad happening. We didn't even mess with you when Atlantis was destroyed."
I let my smirk drop. "But playing with our toys is why we attached ourselves to them, isn't it? We got bored, just watching, so we made paths, and started to control their lives. It's all for out amusement. Isn't that why you created those fate strings?"
"There's a difference," Destiny intervened. "We aren't messing with the natural order of things by creating an extra. If you want to do that, make everyone forget Heiwajima Shizuo. Then, there'd be Nai, and you. Two, like there's supposed to be."
I just laughed. "What's the fun in that?" I had abandoned the appearance of Izaya, loving my own form the best of all.
And, it's an update, the crowd goes wild! It is currently 6:17 AM in the morning, and I still have to type up the next chapter of Coma before I decided to go to bed. Everyone seems like a jerk now, doesn't it? Fate and Destiny now seem nicer, but they still hurt Shizuo, so they must pay. *Will most likely not have them pay* So, please review.
