Beautiful Disaster
A/N: Sorry, I haven't update in a while I just have been dealing with some things. Thanks for all the support and the amazing super awesome reviews, you're made of win. Anyway I promise the next chapter will be in Edward's POV and it will be SUPER long but I have to write this one in Rosalie's. Anyway hope you enjoy. Reviews are pure true love always!
RPOV
When you wake up in the morning, there's a list of things you know you have to do. Get dressed, brush your teeth, brush your hair. Things you do every single day, of course there can be some inconvenient like you ran out of tooth paste or you don't have clean clothes. I wish that was the inconvenient I'm talking about. I won't tell anyone because we don't have any family here, and I don't want people to give me their pity face and look at me like I'm a fucking stupid. I don't need Emmet to ran in here and hug me and tell me that's it's going to be all right. Because it's not.
I fix things. I fix cars and I enjoy solving the mystery, it's like a puzzle. But I can't fix this, there's no way I can't fix this situation. And that's why I won't tell anyone.
The Day Before
"Rosalie we need to go to the supermarket, there's nothing here." My small cousin said pointing at the fridge
"Blame Edward, he ate it when we were watching the movie."
"Why do you hate Edward so much?" God wasn't it obvious?
"I know what Edward does Bella, and I don't want you to get involved with him because he'd hurt you."
"Well it's a little late for that."
"Oh my God. Isabella Marie Swan did you sleep with him?"
"No. no of course not! It's just, I really like him Rose. And I would appreciate that you would support me in this. I don't know what I'm doing and I could really use a friend." She smiled
"Aw, Bells." I hugged her. Ugh I was so killing Edward "We'll go to the supermarket, okay? I'm just going to ask Alice to give me some money she owns me."
"Okay, I'll watch some tv."
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"EDWARD OPEN THE FREAKING DOOR! ESME TOLD ME YOU WERE IN THERE."
"Geez, Rosalie, chill and I'll open."
"Okay, but I'm going to kick your sorry ass."
"That's not 'chilling', what do you want?"
"Open the door! I don't want to talk to a piece of wood!"
"Okay…" he opened it slowly and backed away "Come in, don't hit me."
"I'm not hitting you, God you're obsessed. Okay sit on the bed."
"What? Sorry Rosalie but you're chance has come and gone." He chuckled
"What? Ew. Just sit I want to talk to you." I said as I closed the door. "Look…Edward, Bella really really likes you, okay?"
"Aren't you breaking the girl-code?"
"What, girl-code? Where you watching Mean Girls?"
"No. Maybe."
"You're so gay. Anyway I was saying, I don't want you to hurt her, I won't tell you to stay away from her but if she's just another game for you just back off, because she's awesome and sensitive and she could have any guy in this town, but for some reason she choose you."
"Meaning?"
"She likes you a LOT Edward, and well I think you should treat her right. And good. And…okay."
"Rosalie you can leave now, okay?"
"You promise you won't hurt her?"
"Scouts honor."
"You're not a scout."
"Okay, leave."
"Going."
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"So Bells, macaroni and cheese?"
"Is food of the gods dude."
"Whatever you say, so anyway…"
"Could you please look at the road?"
"Okay. Only if you promise one thing."
"What? And if it's about Edward don't even think about it."
"I ugh…why is so completely irresistible about him?"
"His… crooked smile and his eyes and his just…ugh, he's Edward Cullen."
"Like that was something good."
"Whatever Rosalie just mind your own business."
"HEY, I'm your cousin and your best friend."
"Yes but you can't just accept that I grew up! I did! You don't have to watch out for me anymore."
"Whatever Bella."
"And you're the same age as me."
"But I'm not dating Forks biggest player! Okay Bella? Edward's a freaking heartbreaker and believe me, he will break yours."
"You're just upset because for the first time I have something really good and you have to settle with number two."
"Are you calling Emmet number two?"
"Yes."
"Take it back, Bella." I felt my blood rushing everywhere and I turn my eyes to Bella. "Take that shit back now." She didn't answer.
"ROSALIE! WATCH OUT!"
The last thing I saw was a flashing light.
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So two hours later when I woke up on the road, covered in my cousins head blood, and even after I called the hospital I couldn't call anyone else. Even after they told me Bella was in a coma. Even after they told me she may not wake up. Never.
I just can't take the guilt. The pity. I can't have anyone else judging me.
I just can't.
