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Tobias POV
Peter helped me devise a plan to get rid of that son of a gun Kai. He ruined everything. And yeah. I am jealous, but it's not like I can help it! Tris is gorgeous, and I want her. I know I shouldn't have done this to her, but I honestly, truly like her.

When I get to the mountain, Tris and Kai are making out. Every muscle in my body tenses up and I clench my fist, making my knuckles white. Peter pops out of the bush and slams a bag over Kai's head and Drew slams one over Tris'. They drag them off.

I see a small object on the floor. Tris' phone is sitting on the ground. I unlock it and go immediately to the notes. A set of song lyrics are pasted on a page.

You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded
You picking on the weaker man

You can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don't already see them
I walk with my head down
Trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
'Cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion
But nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean

All you are is mean
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so?..

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city (Why you gotta be so?..)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean (Why you gotta be so?..)
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me (Why you gotta be so?..)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

Tears begin to flow down my cheeks. I can help but think this song is about me.

After a while of contemplating, they show back up. Tris is bruised and looks beaten, and Kai has red marks all across his face. Kai jumps out and charges at me, but I push him to the side. His body hurtles off of the cliff and lands in a thud. My mouth gapes open. I just killed Kai.

Peter puts Tris on the blanket and the three of us run into the trees. We sit in the hole where we came up with this plan.

"What did you do to her?" I ask.

"I... I uh..." he begins to speak, but I punch. him and run to Tris. She looks as if she's about to jump, but I run and grab her. She turns and cries into my shirt, but quickly realizes it's me.

"You. You did this!" she screams at me, slamming her fists into my chest and bawling. I want to hold her. I want to comfort her, but I messed up my chance. I slowest walk over to the ledge, bend my knees, and jump.

Another cliffhanger! I love you guys!
This chapter's song was Mean by Taylor Swift!
I hope you all enjoyed!
Keep guessing which state!
-Kay