It had been weeks, months even.
Feeling alone is something a lot of people feel, if not everyone. Walking beside her boyfriend Arielle felt a feeling similar to loneliness. She felt misunderstood, like she was something no one else were. That wasn't true, Naruto was with her. Ira was with her. Shikamaru was with her. Yet loneliness filled her heart. Stares willed her eyesight. Bad, very bad thoughts clouded her senses. Feeling like you are about to cry for no reason, Arielle choked up, air supply becoming small. Loneliness turned to anxiety.
"I need to went" She said and ran away from her one true love, she ran and ran. Letting people stare all they liked, she needed to smash something. She ended up in a training area, one Naruto and Sakura smashed to win over their mentor, her father. She stood there, amongst the trees. Feeling the cooling wind speak to her, fill her soul with a want for total destruction.
"Ice release!" She screamed and smashed the ground, as her tears turned to ice, the ground turned cold, it grew into her natural habitat. She used jutsu after jutsu. Every move she knew. She wanted to place gone. The eyes away from her.
"Arielle!" A voice screamed in her head, but she ignored it, she didn't want to hear reason. Her father had ratted her out to the world. Now the world was staring at her, she despised it. People looked at her like a bomb, since she wasn't in control like Naruto was, she wasn't like the others. She wanted someone to tell her she was normal. No one could do that. Ira was furious, her cub didn't listen anymore.
"Stop crying, you will look like a mess" A male voice said in front of her.
"I AM A MESS" She growled.
"No"
"Yes I am! Look at me! I am a freak!"
"No"
"Are you stupid? Or delusional?"
"Both, I am in love"
"Lucky you"
"I am" He said and hugged her, the contact broke her furious trans. Shikamaru hugged her tighter.
"Stop it"
"Stop what?"
"Stop loving me"
"Can't"
"Why?"
"Love you too much"
"You make it sound so fucking simple"
"It is"
"No"
"Yes, you have a wolf named Ira inside of you, just like Naruto have Kurama, you are not alone"
"Why does everyone stare at me then?"
"You are just too sad, everyone wants to see your smile again, that's all"
"Lier"
"Wanna bet?"
It took a while, minutes, hours, Arielle didn't know. She didn't care, she was in the arms of her love.
"NO" She breathed after a while. Making Shikamaru relax, but not loose his grip around her.
"I love you" He kissed her temple, he would tell her that, over and over again. Until she got exactly how much he cared for her.
"I love you too"
