Hi guys the person who reviewed with the anonymous name: I know who this is: I actually do know her so do not be afraid lol. And yes she does know where I live. She isn't a scary stalker XD.
I am on the phone to her right now and she wants me to put: She watched me sleep last night: She didn't well I hope she didn't ahhhhh OMG what if she did AHHH. XD anyway back to the story.
Friends...how they scare you.
Previously...
I then put not on table and ran out side with Edward right behind. He followed me and never took his eyes of me again, so much for making it not obvious. I stopped running and Edward stopped as well and I sat on an old tree stump. This is where I talked to Rosalie and now Edward. Sigh. Edward sat on the stump closest to me and we talked for a bit about casual stuff then I was about to get up to watch the sunrise when Edward grabbed me.
'Don't go' he pleaded. Oh he looked so heart broken again. Fine I said sitting back down.
Now
Edwards's Point Of View.
She said fine, Bella actually said fine and is sitting back down with me. Maybe I do have another chance with her. Maybe just maybe she still loves me somewhere inside her. Every time she rejects me I die and I can't loose her and I am fighting for her. Why was I so stupid to leave her 100 years ago? And to think those 100 years could have been spent with me. If it wasn't for me she could still love me right now. I just wish I she would tell me she loves me and I would tell her I loved her more like we used to do.
'Bella' I whispered her name only just loud enough for her to hear. She looked up and gazed at me with bored eyes.
'Yes' she said her voice dripping with the boredom that was evident in her eyes. He golden eyes that used to be a pool of brown filled with love.
'Don't worry' I muttered before I had the chance to ruin this time with her that I had. I wanted to say please forgive me but that just made her walk away and hate me even more. I would not ruin this moment. We watched the sky as it became lighter and lighter and shades of yellow began to show through some of the thick trees ahead of us.
'Well now I have to really go' Bella said as she stood up. NO she couldn't go; I couldn't be with out her. It hurt to be away from her.
'Good bye Bella' I whispered, it sounded so upset and hurt and it was just heat breaking to hear even in my own ears.
'Edward why do you sound like that all the time' she asked me. I had told her many times but she didn't believe me.
'Because I need you in my life, every time you go or every time you reject me I die inside.' I said, oh god I didn't mean to say all of that aloud.
'Edward, I don't like you, its just you left and stuff, but don't like is better than hate. And it used to be hate. But I do hate to see you like this. I hate to see you sobbing and I hate to hear you sound so sad and stuff.' She said 'So just' she sighed I guess just lost for words. 'Come on' She said handing me her hand. What was she doing, she gave me her hand to take. I took it and she hauled me to my feet. I felt myself staring at her in wonder.
'W-w-why' I stuttered out of my trembling lips.
'Because I don't like seeing people upset I'm not that evil. I may be evil but I'm not that evil.' She said staring of into the distant trees with a smile tugging at her lips. 'Come on' she added and we began walking off. Bella no longer held onto my hand but i could still feel it, i could feel where she touched my hand.
'Where are we going?' i asked as we continued to walk through the thick trees.
'No idea' she said smiling. 'Just explore' she said staring at the distant leaves.
'Right' i said staring at her. We walked in total silence for a bit. And i used that time to stare and remember the good old times. Where love was the island we were on. Dont ask where i got that saying i got it from a old book of Carlisle's that i tried to read after i left Bella. I didn't get past the first page.
'Ok' she interrupted the scattered silence. 'Ok lets run, walking is to slow so just run and find a awesome place' she told me.
'You wont leave me' my voice barely escaping breaking.
'No' she answered and to prove that she grabbed my arm. Obviously not wanting to grab my hand again. We ran and the whole time i was paying attention to the feel of Bella's grip on my arm. How it felt to me. How it made me shiver with pleasure at her slightest contact with me.
'Right' i said and i don't know why i said it but i needed to hear he voice again.
'Yes' she said with slight interest.
Ok guys what did you think, lots of you have said you want them together so it's slowly coming together but I might change it to them not being together. You never know He he. So please REVIEW BECAUSE IT LETS ME KNOW THAT PEOPLE ARE STILL WITH MY STORY. I did that bit in capitals to get your attention lol. But if no one likes where it's going at the moment I could change it. And get it going in the right direction lol.
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