Hi I am sorry I haven't updated sooner. Please read the A/N at the end (unless you read it on Friends Forever or Middle School is Torture it's the same a/n) ok enjoy!

I do NOT own Victorious I'm not Dan

Beck's Pov

I stirred up. Still dazed I looked around the hospital bed. My arm was all bandaged up. I had a massive head ach. I sighed enjoying the silence. Then all of a sudden a bunch of nurses and doctors came in around a gurney. Then a nurse came in bringing me food. "Beck I see you're up. I hope you don't mind the company" she said. "I don't mind" I said. "Ok we we'll let her rest and if she is not up in 3 hours we will keep her on watch" one doctor said. The nurses nodded and stepped back revealing the girl. I looked at the girl. OH MY GOD THAT'S JADE! She was paler than normal and her arms were covered in bandages and she was hooked up to an IV needle. I hoped out of the bed spilling the food on the ground and ran to her side. "Her cuts were much worse than yours" said a doctor as he entered. I took her hand and tears fell down my face. "You should rest" the doctor told me. "No not till I know if Jade is ok" I said. "She will be fine with our treatment now lay down" I did what I was told.

A DAY LATER

Jade still isn't awake. The doctors said I could go but I didn't. I stayed at the hospital and I was going to until Jade woke up. Sam walked in "Hey" he said. "Hi" I said not taking my eyes off of Jade. "She's still not up?" Sam asked. "No and I'm getting really worried." I told him. "My dad's here to pick me up but I think you should talk to him because he's a physiologist" he said. I nodded and Sams dad came in. "hi Beck" Mr. Smith (sams dad) said. "Hi" I said. "So Beck I'm pretty sure you are aware of what your mom did to Sam" he asked. I nodded. "I also hear that you have been cutting yourself is that true" he asked. "Yes" I mumbled. "Why" he asked. I sighed I took Jade's hand. "This is my girlfriend Jade. She is or was or I don't know she cuts and then she stopped. After she stopped it was fine but then I went to visit my mom and she…beat me so I started to cut which got her cutting again out of worry. Then what happened between Sam and my mom happened and things got out of hand" I explained. "Do you love Jade" he said. "More than anything" I said. "And her being here how does that make you feel" Mr. Smith asked me. "Horrible I hate seeing her like this and I feel like it's my fault if I never started cutting then she wouldn't have" I said. "You don't know that. Look Beck I need to go but anytime you or Jade needs to talk you know where I am" he said then left. Time went on and I stayed by Jade's side. Then I checked my phone 4 new messages

To: Beck

From: Cat

Where r u and Jadey I tried calling her but she didn't answer I'm scared

To: Beck

From: Tori

Where r u wats going on

To: Beck

From: Andre

Dude r u ok we are all worried

To: Beck

From: Robbie (and Rex!)

Where r u

I sighed and opened a new mass text to all Cat, Tori, Andre, and Robbie

To: Cat, Andre, Robbie, Tori

From: Beck

Jade cut. She is unconscious and we r at a hospital in Canada

I got a call

Tori: BECK! You're on speaker with Robbie, Cat, and Andre

Rex: AND ME
Tori: …and Rex

Me: hey

Cat: how's Jadey

Andre: Beck why did Jade cut

Me: well ok so it's not just Jade…I uh I cut too

All of them: YOU WHAT!

Me: ok so I went to Canada and my mom who is an alcoholic beat me so I started cutting. Then that scared jade so she started cutting. Then my mom raped my best friend from Canada so I cut more so Jade cut more and we are in Canada cause Jade wanted to talk to my mom, but I got nervous and cut really deep and went to the hospital so Jade cut really deep even deeper than me! So I'm up and Jade's not

I heard Cat crying in the background.

Robbie: oh wow we didn't know you cut too

Me: yeah

Tori: please come home after Jade wakes up then please stop cutting

Me: ok bye

All: bye

I hung up. I was getting hungry. I waited 20 more minutes before realizing Jade wont probably be awake when I get back. I stood up and started to exit the room when I heard "Beck?"

I really hate to end it there with what I'm about to tell you but I wanted to end there. Ok so I'm leaving on Sunday for camp. I'm going for 6 weeks so I won't be able to update. I'm really sorry about that! But I will keep writing on paper then I will type and upload when I get back. But…if you're a 13 fan I have great news for you! It's a theatre camp and they might do 13 so when I get back I will write a 13 fic! Also I signed up for bade prompts with should be up by Saturday at the latest. And thank you and sorry for the people who have read this 3 times on my other stories. Please review

-Lucy