Title: When It All Comes Out
Rating: T
Pairings: Dean/Castiel Sam/Jessica
Disclaimer: Eric Kripke owns all, I'm just playing with his toys.
Chapter Eight: Threats
Dean being nervous would be an understatement. Everything was clicking into place for him, and despite being nervous he was the happiest he had been in a long time.
His hands wandered down the smooth expanse of skin that was exposed for him to explore as his lips moved in time with that of Castiel's. A moan escaped him as he felt Cas' tongue push pass his slightly parted lips and into the hot cavern of his mouth.
"Dean." Cas said breathlessly against Dean's lips. And the sound that escaped from the green eyed man when Cas' tongue flicked the roof his mouth sent shivers down Castiel's spine. The two men broke apart but Cas wanted more and moved his mouth down Dean throat, leaving a trail of burning kisses until he reached Dean's collarbone, having easy access since his shirt was ripped off some time ago, and sucked a dark bruise onto the skin. Sitting back on Dean's legs he admired his handy work.
Dean's hips bucked up involuntarily against the man on top of him, his erection straining in the confines of his jeans.
"Cas." He whimpered, the sound going straight to Cas' groin and he groaned before leaning down so his mouth was next to Dean's ear. Tongue flicking out to lick the shell and then whispering.
"Dean, wake up."
Dean blinked, taking in his surroundings on the unknown area until things clicked into place and he realized that he was on Cas' couch, in Cas' living room. With Cas leaning over him.
He felt his face heat up at their close proximity and with the fact he could feel a problem in his lower region.
"You fell asleep." Cas stated bluntly, looking intently at Dean.
"No shit Sherlock." He replied, sitting up when Cas let him and rubbing the sleep from his eyes, trying to remember when he fell asleep last night. He remembered going out to the bar to have a few drinks with Cas and then coming back to the house and watching a movie. He didn't remember the ending so it must've been some time before then.
"I apologize for waking you." Cas said sincerely. Dean shrugged it off.
"What time is it?"
"Almost eight." Dean gave Cas an incredulous look. What sane person wakes up this early?
Reading the expression on Dean's face he told him that Addie had called and was ready to go home.
"You could come with me if you'd like." He offered. Dean's mouth hung open in the yawn that he was in the middle of at Cas' words. Could he do it? See Cas' daughter, a reminder of so much he has lost, and a reminder of her. The reason that caused Cas so much pain?
However that thought was just as quickly dismissed almost the second he thought it. And he decided that yeah, he could totally do this.
I can't do this.Dean thought as Cas pulled up in an unfamiliar driveway about an hour later. After Cas asked him if he wanted to come with him he had made some Cas go make him coffee so that he could rush to the bathroom to take care of his morning problem that Cas unknowingly caused him. He just hoped that he could keep control and not have another occur.
"You'll be fine." Cas reassures him once he shuts the car off. And Dean still can't get over how well the other man can still read him all these years.
Dean gives a nervous little chuckle before nodding his head.
They both get out of the car and Cas leads them up to the front door and knocks. A few seconds later the door is pulled open and an excited shout of "Daddy!" was heard.
Dean couldn't see much as he was directly behind Cas, but he saw the arms of the small child as they wrapped around the man's leg.
Cas bent down and swiftly picked her up, pressing a small kiss to her cheek. "How's daddy's little girl?" He asked, smiling fondly.
"She missed her daddy." Said a new voice in the entryway. "Dean." Jimmy said and nodded at him in acknowledgment.
"Long time no see." Dean replied looking at Cas' brother.
"Daddy, who's that?" Addison asked her father staring at the man behind her.
"That's daddy's friend Dean. Can you say hello?" Addie looked up at Dean shyly before mumbling her response and then burying her face into Castiel's neck.
Dean smiled, feeling a bit more comfortable in the current situation. And really the little girl was adorable, she had dark hair and blue eyes, the same as her fathers, he could also see some of Sally's features, like her nose and face shape, but was glad to see that she looked more like Cas.
"Hi Addison." Dean said softly and smiled when she peeked up at him.
"Thank you for watching her. I really appreciate it." Cas told his brother, to which he responded by laughing.
"Don't worry about it, you rarely ever ask and I love spending time with my favorite niece." That was true, Castiel feels guilty enough about everything Jimmy does for him that he doesn't like to ask for anything else, even if Jimmy doesn't mind.
"Besides she was a perfect little angel."
"Only for you." Cas joked, causing the twins to laugh. "Anyway we better get going, thank you again." Jimmy shrugged him off before smiling at Addie.
"Bye Addie."
"Bye." She replied.
"Uh, actually, can I have a word with you for a minute Dean." Jimmy called as Dean turned around.
Dean looked at Cas to make sure it was okay and that he would wait. "Go ahead, I'll be right here." He nodded before following Jimmy inside. He took two steps in before the shorter man whirled on him, blue eyes flashing.
Dean took a step back, caught slightly off guard by the other man's intense stare. Jimmy held the look for what felt like forever before he spoke in a low voice that almost matched his brother.
"Look I'm gonna be completely honest and say that I'm not exactly thrilled about you being here and just walking back into Cas' life like you were never gone. You hurt him Dean. When you left it was like you took half of him with you. And yes I'm aware of how stupidly cliché that sounds, but that's the truth.
"Now I don't know what your plans are but I suggest they don't involve my brother being hurt like that again. And I know you might not care but you weren't here. You weren't the one who had to tell him that his best friend left without so much as a word. You weren't the one who had to see the look of complete disbelief on his face when he thought I was lying and then the completely broken one when Sam confirmed what I said was true. Youweren't the one that was there."
He got closer to Dean with every word spoken and Dean was locked in place so by the end they were just about nose to nose. Each word Jimmy said slammed into him worse than any physical blow could.
They stayed in that stance for another thirty seconds before Jimmy back off and his face softened. He took a deep breath before continuing in his normal tone.
"I'm not trying to be a jerk I'm just telling you how it is because by some miracle Cas still cares about you and wants you in his life, regardless of how bad you hurt him. I know he'll never tell you, but just think before you take off again, because believe it or not your actions have consequences, and I don't want to have to hunt you down, but I will."
Jimmy turned on his heel and walked away without another word, leaving Dean standing in his living room, motionless, letting the words sink into him.
He stayed like that until the sound of a horn honking snapped him out of his daze. Taking a deep breath he collected himself before going outside to Cas' car, hopping in the passenger seat.
"What did Jimmy want to talk to you about?" Cas asked a few moments later.
"Oh nothing really just wanted to know how I've been." He lied smoothly with a smile. Cas just shrugged and didn't say anything else for the rest of the way and Dean just leaned his head on the window, watching the trees go by without actually seeing them, his mind was too preoccupied with everything Jimmy had said to him and he had a bad feeling in the pit of his stomach that just wouldn't go away. All he knew for sure was that he was going to try and find a way to make it up to Cas no matter how long it took he was gonna make sure that Cas knew how sorry Dean truly was and just hope that he doesn't mess it up in the process.
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