Before they left I made sure that each of them had their lucky item and had an item that was their lucky color for that day. I hope they find them, I do not know where he got the audacity to just vanish out of our lives like we would not be worried or in panic looking for him. You have been gone for almost a year and in a couple of months your friend Aomine Daiki is going to get married to Sakurai Ryou. Do you even know that all of us are worried that something terrible happen to you and you did not even take the time to leave a note, an email or even a single text message that could just say hello. Do you even care about us to make us worry like this? I know we kind of fell out but I thought we all came together as friends again or was that just a figment of my imagination. I am aware that Aomine emails you every day, do you even read them or do you just let his emails sit in your email box unread. Are you that much of an ass that you read them and not even respond or do you want to respond but you can't. Where the hell are you, Kuroko Tetsuya. Did something happen to you that you could not confine to us? We are your friends and we will always be there for you, Kuroko.

The door opens and Kazunari walks through, "I thought we agreed you would stay here and sleep, Shin-chan," he stated as he took off his coat.

"I did sleep," I moved up my glasses up the bridge of my nose, "I woke up an hour ago and I thought that I would wait up for you."

"I'm home," he gave me a soft smile as he slide into his slippers.

"Welcome back," I responded softly, "how did it go?"

"Same loose ends," he laughed, "the shadow of Seirin has disappeared from this world. Akashi is not even sure if he is even in Japan anymore."

"Even that lead of the new writer Yuki Tetsuya?" I asked feeling my eyebrows slightly scrunched up.

"Yeah, Akashi read one of that person's books and new immediately from the first chapter that it was not Kuroko Tetsuya," he sat down next to me, "Do you plan to make the trip for Aomine Daiki and Sakurai Ryou's wedding?"

"I probably would not be able to go because of clinical hours," I sighed as I leaned into his arm, "but you can go if you wish."

"I might, I will think about it," he looked at the envelope on the table, "speaking of weddings… Are any of them cute?"

"You idiot, how can I possibly think about marriage right now-"

"Yeah with being an intern at the hospital you do not really have anytime for marriage right," Kazunari interrupted me.

"I was not going to say that," I looked at him sharply, "I can not possibly think about myself marrying anyone else but you."

He chuckled as he ran his hand through his hair, "is that your way of proposing to me? Or do you want me to propose to you?"

I crossed my arms across my chest and glared the opposite direction. I heard him sigh, "besides your parents did say that this," I saw him motion between us, "is just a phase."

I quickly glared at him, "do you think that what we have had since our third year has been just a phase?"

"No," he responded and I watched as his mouth moved but words did not come out, "I think what we have is a lot more than just a phase because you outgrow phases. To me a phase is when your voice cracks during puberty; eventually your voice does not crack any more. I think since the moment you confessed your feelings to me I believe it was more like going to a brand new world."

"I don't recall confessing my feelings to you," I mumbled as I interrupted him.

I sat there and watched as he chuckled, "Is that so?" He leaned over and wrapped me in his arms, "I have no intention to ever let you go nor to ever leave this amazing new world."

"I will talk to my parents the next time I visit," I responded as my fingertips traced his forearms.

"I know how much your parents mean to you," he said softly while pulling me closer to him, "I won't be upset if you break it all off."

"This entire time I thought I was the tsundere," I teased as I wrapped my hands over his forearms tightly.

Kazunari laughed right next to my ear, his warm laugh sends heat throughout my entire body, "Oh, you still are but since your friend is still missing you let your guard down because we both know you never let me hold you like this."

"Shut up."

"Make me," he respond and even though I can not see his face I know from the sound of voice he is smiling.

I turned my head and glared at him while feeling my face warm up, "I have no intention of ever leaving you," I placed my lips on top of his, kissing him gently.

He removed his arms away from my stomach and one hand trailed its way up my back and into my short, green hair. He slowly pulled away and breaking off the kiss, "I love you so much Shin-chan," he whispered, our lips barely touching, "let's go to sleep. You have to wake up early tomorrow."

"You idiot," I stated as I stood up from the couch, "make sure to take a bath before you get in the bed. Do not forget to dry your hair properly," I walked into our bedroom before hearing his response.

I crawled back into the bed, pulling the sheets up my body. I touched my lips softly, remembering all of our pasts kisses and even our very embarrassing first kiss. Kazunari and I started dating in the middle of our third year, which began after I apparently 'confessed my feelings' to him. I remember that day clearly and I did not confess my feelings to him, not really. It was after practice and we stopped to eat some ramen at a shop that Kazunari heard was supposed to be very good and pretty cheap and not a lot of people travel there. While we were eating our meal and discussing the Winter Cup I stated, "I like our teammates. I like you Takao and I want to win the Winter Cup with you." That was the first time he looked like he did not have anything to say, his eyes didn't even blink and that smile, which is his smiles that says 'I know everything' and said softly "I like you too, Shin-chan." As soon as we made it to my house, he said his goodbyes and kissed me softly on the cheek. I stood there looking flabbergasted at his actions and I stood out there in the dark as I watched him walk away.

"I thought you were supposed to be sleeping, Shin-chan," Kazunari stated as he walked in the room with nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist, "or did that kiss make you horny as well? I was going to give you the night to rest so you would not be walking funny tomorrow."

"IDIOT," I said loudly as I covered my faced with the comforter, "I was just thinking so I did not go straight to sleep."

"Thinking about my hands all over you, Shin-chan?" He whispered seductively next to my ear over the comforter.

"No, I was thinking about how we started."

"Ah, I remember," he chuckled as I heard him walk back over to the dresser, "after the fourth time I kissed you on the cheek you told me you wished that I stopped and I said why you are my boyfriend. I remember how your face deeply flushed and you said 'how can you call someone yours if you haven't even taken them on a date yet' I immediately thought how cute you are," he chuckled, "then at the end of our first date you whispered now I'm yours and kissed me on the cheek before you stormed off inside your house. Shin-chan is sooo cute."

"You idiot," I stated as I brought the comforter off my face at the same time he removed the towel from his waist and I could feel my face starting to flush, "Do not speak of me as if I'm not here."

"Shin-chan, you are so cute, so adorable and very beautiful," he stated as he looked at me through the reflection of the mirror.

"You are an idiot," I stated as I watched him pulling up his briefs, "I am going to sleep."

"Oh? You don't want to use my arm as pillow," he teased as he raised one of his eyebrows, with that smirk on his face.

"Do you ever shut up," I threw my pillow at him and it hit him on his back.

"Such an aggressive way to say you want to use my arm as a pillow," he picked up the pillow that I threw at him, "you didn't have to throw it, Shin-chan." He placed the pillow on top of the dresser and I watched as he crawled into the bed, his arm extended, "Shin-chan," I moved over until the top of my head was on his arm, and we wrapped our arms around each other at the same time, "I love you and sweet dreams," he placed his lips gently on my forehead.

"Idiot," I mumbled as my eyes started to close. I love you too, Kazunari.

Since the first time we slept in the same bed and he held me in his arms exactly like that I became addicted to this feeling and warmth that washes me over when I sleep. If we are both are in the same bed and not cuddling it is very hard for me to go to sleep but Kazunari can go to sleep just fine. The first time he noticed, which was after the fifth time, he thought it was the cutest thing ever regardless the fact that I overslept and almost missed a very important exam.

My parents found out about our relationship by accident, which I did planned to tell them just when I was ready. My mother walked into my room, which she did all the time without knocking, but that time she witnessed Kazunari kissing me on the nose while our hands were laced together. We had a very petty argument and he always does that at the end to calm me down. I could feel like someone's eyes were on us and that is when I saw her standing in between our doorway with a look of horror on her face. At that time I knew it was unavoidable and I went to tell both of my parents about our relationship and they were very upset and their word were like a dagger piercing my heart.

"It is just a phase," my mother stated.

"You will outgrow it," my father added on.

I had a problem with that entire statement and the fact that Kazunari's smile on his face did not waver at all made my blood boil. It is just a phase. Is our relationship an 'it', is me being gay a phase and will only last for a certain duration of time. I know back, panting, and a saying in jail, which is gay for the stay but it is not like that at all. I want to be with him because of who he is and Takao Kazunari happens to be a male whom I happen to be dating. You will outgrow it. It felt like that they were calling Kazunari an it we are both gay and he is still a man and does not make him an it. If they were talking about my feelings for him that would be impossible because every second I spend with him I find myself falling deep and it is suffocating.

We came out to his parents way before my parents even found it and they were very happy. His father even joked about me taking it easy on him and not put a lot of strain on Kazunari's hips. I was going to state that is my hips and butt that are constantly sore but he interrupted me and saying that I have him working his hips non-stop like a factory. I gave Kazunari a death glare which was the same his father received from his mother but they ignored it and continue to laugh. While they continue to laugh, Takao-san and I left them and went out to eat dessert without them and had a heart-to-heart, which was slightly uncomfortable for me.

Throughout college, my parents continue to reject Kazunari, to reject us. They didn't know that by rejecting Kazunari they were also rejecting me because at that time I was so far gone and Kazunari was a piece of me like I was a piece of him. I have no idea what type of person I would be if it was not for him nor do I ever want to find out what my life could have been like or where I could be now. I would still be during my intern years as a medical student, no man will ever keep me from achieving my dreams.

Kuroko Tetsuya. It has been a year now. Aomine Daiki and Sakurai Ryou are married I even heard he is pregnant and his due date is in October. I could not go to the wedding but I heard from Kazunari that it was a very nice reception. I hope you are healthy, safe, and most importantly I hope that you are happy.

While standing outside my apartment, I held the key to in my hand as I heard my father's voice on the other side of the door. The words they aimed towards him broke my heart. I threw the door open I quickly walked over to Kazunari and kissed him deeply in front of both of them.

"Shin-chan," he stated as he looked at me slightly shocked.

"Midorima Shintarou," my parents said in unison.

"You have no right to say the words you did," I mumbled as I looked down at my shoes, "do you have any idea how much it hurts me to hear the words you say to him. It is just a phase. You will outgrow it. He is not an it. He has a name and it is Takao Kazunari. What we have is not just a phase," I grabbed his hands as I looked up at my parents, glaring at them, "do you have any idea that by rejecting him you are also rejecting me. No matter how many pictures of women you want me to go meet on a marriage interview. No matter what you say about us I will never leave him. I love this man. I love him more than anything."

"Shin-chan," he said softly while looking at him but I can not look at him. I need to say strong.

"How dare you try to bribe him by paying off his student loans and even more money if he leaves me," I can feel the blood in my veins in me boiling, "How could you possibly say that any man will do for Kazunari and it does not matter who has him on his back like a whore. For the record, I am the one who is lying on their back panting and moaning like an insatiable sex fiend whore. Will any man do for me? If it is not Kazunari no one will ever do. No one compares to him. I want to marry him and I would still marry him regardless if you give us your blessing. I want to carry this man childrens, in my stomach, and in a womb created by parasite," I glared at them, "I am your son. Your own flesh and blood. Mom, dad why do you not want me to be happy?"

I felt his hand grab onto mine even tighter. Letting me know that it is okay and that he is right next to me and we will get through this.

"Shintarou, this is ridiculous," my father said sternly, "there is no real love between men. This relationship will end and you will marry a bride out of the women your mother and I picked out for you. If you continue to stay with this man, I will disown you and you will pay me back every single yen that I spent on you. The hospital bill when you were born, your extra classes, every single gift, every single lucky item that you needed, your club fees, your school entrance fees, your school uniforms and your college fees. Do I make myself clear?"

"Can I pay you in installments?" I responded as I felt Kazunari's hand slip away from mine, "Kazunari?"

"I know how much your family means to you," he stated as he looked at me but immediately looked at my parents, "that wouldn't be necessary, Midorima-san," he walk away into our room and came back with his duffel bag and wearing his leather jacket, "I will leave him," he stated as he stood between me and my parents.

"What," I stood there flabbergasted, "Kazunari."

"Do not forget your money," my father said coldly.

"I do not want your filthy money," Kazunari spat back, "I am not doing this because you bribed me. I love your son more than anything. I am doing this because of your importance to him and by disowning him it would hurt your son greatly and I never want to see him like that."

"Kazunari," I stepped towards him but he didn't even look back at me.

"Very well then," my father responded, "stay away from our son. Never talk to him again."

"I understand," he is starting to walk away from me and towards the door. The door that takes him out of my life.

"Kazunari, I love you please do not go. I love you so much you idiot," my vision started began to get blurry as he continue to walk without stopping without listening to my pleads. He is within reach of my fingertips but not matter how much I lean it is not enough. He opens the apartment door, "Kazunari please!" I shouted at him and I watched as he continue to walk through the door like it was nothing.

I collapsed and landing on both of my knees. My mother's hand rested on my shoulder, "he did the right thing, Shintarou."

"Do not touch me," I responded harshly, shaking off her hand, "are you both happy now? Do you like seeing me like this? Leave, just leave," I stated through my tears; my cries and my breaking heart. It hurts so much.

I have not washed the bed sheets ever since you left and I know that is not good to be sleeping on dead skin cells but if I washed it your scent will be gone. A week after you left, it was predicted I would have the worst luck which i did but my luck item was a body pillow. I bought ten of them and I sprayed them in the cologne you used to wear on special occasions so it help and it made it easier to sleep at night. However, my dreams constantly haunted me of and it was like I was watching a silent movie. Your lips would move but words would never come out and I know you are aware how much I have called you but each time you would sent me immediately to your voicemail and just hearing, 'Hello you have reached Takao Kazunari and sorry I can not reach the phone right now. Please leave your name, your number and your message and I will get to you as soon as possible," made me so happy to hear your voice but it also made my heart quake even more. It was my own guilty pleasure but then instead of hearing your voicemail I heard that your number was no longer in service.

My mother drags me to weddings interview and I sit there thinking of you and how much I rather be disowned if that means I can still be with you. I was ready to be forever rejected my parents even though it would have hurt, you would have took my tears and cheered me up while my parents only still make me cry. I do not know how many women I have sit across from them, I do not recall their names, what they even look like or what the words they said to me. They are just blurs sitting across from me in a seat that should have your dumb self.

There is a soft knock on my bedroom door, it opened and I laid there in the sheets as I watched Kise look through, "Midorimacchi? Are you awake?"

"Why are here?" I groaned as he flickered the lights on, "shouldn't you be with your new bride?"

"I came to check up on you," he gave me smile as he saw me lying among the body pillows, "I can't even see you Midorimacchi," he stated as I felt him sit down on the bed.

"Get off the bed, Kise," I responded coldly, "how is he?"

"He asked the same thing, he constantly asks how you are doing," he sighed as he slowly stood up, "I'm tired of being the messenger. Do you guys think I am the Greek god Hermes."

I leaned up from the sheets and I looked at him, "Die."

"Midorimacchi," he said loudly, "you look terrible."

"I had a late night with clinicals," I responded as I moved my way through the mountain of body pillows.

"Do you have to go to clinicals tonight?"

"No, I'm off for the next few days since we have an exam coming," my feet touched the cold floor, an envelope in my face, "what is this?"

"It is nothing, just something that I happened to drop in your apartment and totally forgot about it. It is not a hotel key where Takaocchi is staying. Takaocchi did not ask for me to give this to you. Takaocchi will not be there waiting for you tonight," I looked at the card and I slowly slide it out between his fingers.

I open the envelope, inside was a hotel room key and a note, I flipped the note around and on the other side was simply written 1913, "thank you, Kise."

"Thank me for what?" He shrugged his shoulders as he walked out the bedroom, "I'm just very clumsy and it fell out of my pocket."

I sat there and listen to his footsteps make its way through our apartment and him and he closed the front door of the apartment. My heart is beating faster than usual and it is so loud that it feels like the sound is bouncing off the walls of the apartment. I place the envelope inside of my pillowcase just in case if my parents decide to make a surprise visit. I have to take a bath, should I use that new bath bomb that I recently purchased. What should I wear? I haven't been shopping much but I do have some new outfits that I think Kazunari would love on me. What am I thinking. What am I doing acting like a little school girl experiencing her first crush but I am happy right now, so uncontrollably happy.

My lucky color for the day is black but tomorrow my luck color will be grey and right now it is 23:00. I am wearing a new grey shirt I bought the other day, a tight pair of black jeans, which I think I looks amazing on me, a pair black shoes and no underwear. I take out the envelope and I removed the hotel card from it while I walked down floor 19. 1913, there it is. I put the card on the sensor, the light turn green and I felt like my heart stopped. My heart is pounding, while I'm pressing the knob and I want to call out to him but my throat feels dry it feels like I do not even know how to talk. My palms became sweaty, I want to run to him but my legs feels so heavy like they can not move. The door closed right behind me and I clenched my chest, clawing at my heart.

"Shin-chan?" I heard his voice and I stood there and watched as he made his way to the door, he stood there and looking handsome as hell, with a bright smile on his face and tears in his eyes, "Shintarou."

My heart immediately calmed down, my throat was no longer dry, my legs no longer felt heavy and my palms stopped sweating instantly. Peace washed over me and tears started to flood my vision. I ran to him instantly, "you idiot," I stated loudly as I wrapped my arms around him, "you are such an idiot. The biggest idiot in this prefecture. The biggest idiot in this country. The biggest idiot in Asia. The biggest idiot in the world. The biggest idiot in the entire galaxy."

"I know, I know," he said softly as his hand stroked my hair.

I leaned away from my hold, I pressed him against the wall and I kissed him deeply. He tries to pull away but I will not let him pull away again. His hands roam my body, they start by grabbing my butt then they travel to my hips, holding on to them tightly. His fingers finally makes way to my hair and he tightly yanks my head back causing me to gasp as our lips finally part. He kisses up my neck as he other hand continues to move across my body.

"Shintarou," he whispered against my neck, he lets go of my hair and slightly pushes me away, "let's talk first, okay?"

"Okay," I stated while standing there looking confused, he held onto my hand as he lead me to the bed and he let go as he sat down in the chair.

"Take a seat, Shin-chan," he said while giving me a soft smile.

I sat down on the bed, across from him and he handed me an envelope, "what is this?"

"These past few months I have been working a lot. I payed off my student loans and that is all the money you will have to pay your father back if he plans to disown you," he adjusted in his seat, "but do not accept it yet and do not accept me yet. To get that money I asked if I could be a host at the bar and in two weeks I had my student loans pay off but that isn't the only new job I picked up. I worked in gay AV's to earn a majority and more, but do not worry I do not have any diseases nor does my face appear in the videos. I love you and I want to be with you."

"You love me?" I asked.

"Yes, I am deeply in love with you and leaving you that day was very hard for me," he stated as he ran his hands in his hair.

"That is, all that matters," I stated as I felt a blush spread across my face.

"You are so cute," he moaned lowly, "look under the pillow."

I moved the pillow and there was a ring case, "Kazunari," I said barely above a whisper.

"Will you marry me, Shintarou?" He asked as he watched me take the ring case in my hand and I open the case it revealing a beautiful silver band with well cut diamonds embedded.

"Yes," I stated as my voice began to shake.

As I looked at the ring in the case, Kazunari walked across to me and holds my hand with his as he put the ring on my finger and he kissed me softly on his lips, "you like it?"

"Yes, you idiot," while wrapping my arms around his necks I pulled him down on top of me as I laid on the bed.

"Shin-chan," he groaned he while readjusting himself on top of me, "you are such a tease and you look really good in this outfit."

"It would look better on the floor," I responded recalling one of the lines he said to me once, my cheeks have to be cherry red.

He chuckled his breath tickling my neck, "so cute," he said cheerfully as he ripped up my shirt, "I'll buy you a new one."

"You idiot," as I looked down at my appearance. He leaned up as he unbuttoned his slowly began to pop open the buttons. I leaned up and took his lips, kissing him passionately as I quickly popped open the rest of the shirts buttons. I wrapped my arms around his chest as I flipped us on the bed so I would be on top. I kissed down his neck, sucking near where the shoulder met to leave a kiss mark. I kissed down his body until his jeans blocked my way. My hands massaged his bulge through the jeans as I kissed him around his navel, "you have been working out."

He chuckled, "yeah I have it was the best option to vent my frustration," his hands stroke through my hair, "I want to kiss you, Shin-chan."

"Idiot," I undid the button on his jeans and slowly slid down the zipper. I pulled down his briefs with his jeans freeing his aching member. I took the base of shaft into my hand, I remember this warmth. I slowly started to stroke him, squeezing slightly underneath the head and adding a little twist while my thumb lightly touch the head. I leaned down and licked one of his balls before I took in into my mouth, sucking on it gently as I twisted in the same spot quickly. Kazunari breathe hitched while my thumb stroked across his slit. I removed my hand from his shaft and I took him in my mouth. It taste just like I remember. As I went down on him, his hand stroked through my hair and his grip tightens when I lick his slit or moaned around his cock. His grip tightens as I take him down my entire throat and he pulls my mouth off his member.

"Shintarou," he said in a way that sent a shiver down my entire body, he leaned down and kissed me deeply. I pulled away and I pulled off my jeans, "you didn't even wear underwear."

"Idiot," I stated as I took of my glasses and handed them to him, "they would just get in the way."

He placed my glasses on the nightstand, "you are so beautiful, Shintarou."

"Shut up," I responded as I crawled back on top of him, grinding my erection down on his and my breath hitched at the familiar feeling.

"Did you even prepare yourself?" He stated as his hands moved from my hips back to my butt giving it a slight squeeze.

"Yes," I panted as his one of his hands moved and started to stroking our erections together.

"Shin-chan," he practically groaned, "it is hard for me to kiss you from here, you know?"

"Think of your hands as your lips then," I stated to my own embarrassment. His hand that was on my butt slowly moved to my hip bone, to my navel, then my waist and finally landing on my nipples, which were slightly hard.

"They are so pink, just like I remember," he stated as he softly ran his thumb over my sensitive nub, "you even shaved. I loved running my fingertips through your curly, green pubic hair Shin-chan."

"Shut up," I moaned as he rubbed down across my nipple. Twisting it between his fingers, squeezing it. His hands moves from our aching erections as the other hands goes up to my other nipple. I continue to thrust my erection against his as played with my nipples, "Kazunari," I panted his name, "enough."

"Hmm," he hummed as he squeezed them both, sending a shiver down my body, "okay," he removed his hands from nipples and back down to my waist. I sat up slightly, holding his member in my hand as I positioned it next to my hole, "Shin-chan" he groaned as I sat back down, causing him to go deep inside of me.

"Shit," I said leaned over holding onto his shoulders.

"Are you okay?" He kissed me down my neck.

"Yeah, I'm very happy, I have not been the same without you," I whispered into his ear. I leaned away and placed my hands on his lower abdominal muscles. I started to move slowly, enjoying the feeling and getting used to his size again. I took his hands into mine intertwining our fingers together as I began to increase my speed, "Kazunari," I panted as the tip of his cock brushed against that sweet bundle of nerves.

"Shintarou," he grunted as he leaned up suddenly, pushing him deeper into me. He kissed my mouth, which soften my cries. He kept leaning, pushing me down until I the only my upper body and my head was lying on the mattress, "I love you," he stated as he look me straight in the eyes.

"Idiot," I stated as I turned my head.

"Shin-chan," he groaned, "look at me. I want to see your face while we make love."

I turned my head looking back at his eyes, my arm extended going through his hair. He finally is starting to move. It feels very good. Kazunari starts off slow, not thrusting all the way in but it stills amazing. Kazunari, increased his pace thrusting into me faster driving me crazy "Kazunari," I moaned his name loudly as I could feel my insides twitch around him and I cried as I came, my semen hitting me directly on my face.

"Did it feel that good, Shin-chan," he grunted as he continue to moved inside of my tight walls, "so tight, I bet your friends have no idea you are a screamer but some of this people in the hotel are going to find just how loud you can be," he stroked my sensitive cock back to full hardness as he stilled inside of me, "I'm going to make love to you until you pass out, Shintarou."

I moaned as he slowly pulled out of me. I slowly moved back letting my body slowly fall onto the mattress. I quickly flipped myself around, my ass in the air.

"Shin-chan" Kazunari whimpered as he hands roamed across my rear, "I am definitely an ass man, you know me so well," he spread my cheeks apart and my breath hitched as I felt his wet tongue circle my hole, "you want to carry my child," he licked across the hole which made me quiver, "made me so happy to hear that you want to carry our child in this beautiful body," he pressed his tongue inside as his hands grabs tighter on my cheeks.

I clenched the sheets in my hand as he worked his tongue inside of me, which has me panting and attempting to keep my voice down.

Kazunari slowly removed his tongue from inside of me, he licked the hole, "let me hear your lovely voice, Shin-chan," I felt the bed shift as he moved and I felt the head of his burning head next to my rear. Slamming inside of me, I let out all the moans and cries I was trying to hold back, "keep screaming like that and you will lose your voice," he continue to thrust inside of me, drawing out all my moans, "you are making me it harder for me to hold back."

"Don't… hold… back," it followed by a scream as Kazunari finally snapped, thrusting into me quickly and hard, my ass constantly slapping against his hip bones, echoing in the room. He grunted as I moved in time with his thrusts, his left hand moved from my hip, and up to my face, in the saliva that was dripping down my chin and around my lips. "More," I screamed after he finally started to go in deeper.

"Fuck," he grunted while I spread my legs wider, "Shin-chan," his intensity increased along my screams as he plunged inside of me. One of the thing I noticed after we had sex a few times that as Kazunari speed increases dramatically and past a certain point he snaps and it is a total personality change. He is sadistic and is very vulgar; I want him to shut up and concentrate but the it is hard for me to tell him if I can't get any words to come out. I know within a few seconds his second personality will come out but I do not care because I secretly like it.

"Do you like that, Shin-chan?" He asked driving his cock inside of me, "You want me to fuck you until you pass out? Do you want me to continue to pound you, filling you up with my seed until it pouring out of you? But you want to carry our child in this sexy ass body, huh? You want me to buy a parasite and spend an entire week filling you up, fucking you like this? Is that what you want Shin-chan?"

"Please" I shouted as I drooled down onto the sheets, clenching it between my fingers.

His hand ran down my sweat back, into my hair tightening around and yanked my head out of the sheet, "beg for it."

"Please," I got out in between my cries, "I want, I want."

He went deeper inside of me than ever before, causing my thighs to shake and for my vision to become even more blurry. I felt his chest press down on my back and he twisted the handful of my hair in his hand causing my face to turn and meet his. I met his passioned filled eyes and I stared down at his lips. I sticked my tongue out and licked at his lower lip, which he took inside of his mouth and started to suck on it roughly. Our lips met in a hungry kiss as his paced only seem to increase to point where I could no longer keep up and my body is trembling uncontrollably.

"Shin-chan," he said softly as he against my lips, "look at me while we cum, baby." Just from that I know, he only says that line in this state when he is seconds away from fucking me like he is an incubus and hasn't eaten in years. That also means he is about to cum. Our eyes stay lock as my hands clawed the sheets to the point where I could rip them between my grip. Our eyes are still locked as I scream when he snaps and begins to excessively pound me, a smirk lands on his face while I strain to keep my opens. I know I'm close too, I can feel my heat pooling up in my lower stomach, "go ahead and cum, baby. I'll be right after you," he grunts out as I reach climax; screaming as he let's loose and continues to thrust throughout both of our orgasms. His hips slow down as I am panting heavily and he slowly pulls out of me and my raised hips suddenly collapsed.

"Shintarou," he whispered as he lightly kissed the bottom of my neck, "come here," he rolled away from me and I looked up and saw his arm extended, "let me hold you."

"You idiot," I stated as I slowly moved over and I collapsed as my arms wrapped around him, my head resting on his arm, "I bought ten body pillows to compensate for only a fourth of this feeling that I missed so much. I love you, Kazunari."

He gently stroked my hair and he kissed me gently on the forehead, "I love you too, Shintarou, now let's go to sleep."

"No, what if I wake up and you are no longer here and this has all been a dream?"

He chuckled, "when you open those pretty green eyes I will be right here," he pressed his lips against my forehead, "I am not going anywhere, I am not leaving you ever again. Now, stop fighting it and go to sleep."

"Sweet dreams," I mumbled as I finally let my eyes close and I drifted to sleep.

We spent another day and another night in that hotel room, making love, eating, and planning our wedding. The next few rounds were not as intense as the first night, which my body is thankful that Kazunari is not like that all the time when we make love. He told me more stories of his time as a host and how much money earned from one single night. I felt a pang of jealously when he told me that one of them kissed him but I would never admit that to Kazunari. He was the bartender at that host club and the owner is going to let him revert to being a bartender until he can find another job that he wants. However, recently the owner and one of his friends want to open just a bar and would like Kazunari to manage it. He even looked up the AV's that he featured in, which didn't really hurt as much as the kiss because I knew he had sexual partners before our relationship.

"I have something I want to tell you both today," I stated as I stood in front of my parents, who were sitting on my couch and Kazunari is in the bedroom putting on clothes but I decided to start without him, "I love you both very much," I crossed my arms, tucking the hand that had the ring so they could not see it, "you both are my parents and you provided for me and cared for me throughout all of my years of living," I heard the bedroom door open, "However, no matter what you do or say I will still love him," I saw the glare my dad tossed towards Kazunari, and I reached out for him to hold his hand, "I am going to marry this man. I would love if we have both of your blessings but if we do not it will not stop our wedding," I turned and gave Kazunari a soft smile, "dad, if you want to disown me then go ahead because even though it means you two no longer love me nor see as your son. I will always love you two and always will see you as my mom and my dad."

Kazunari let go of my hand as he handed my dad the large envelope of cash, "that is all the money that Shintarou owes you. You can count it now to make sure it is all there," he turned around and walked towards me as he kissed me on the cheek, "Shin-chan I'm hungry, are you hungry? I'll cook enough for two."

"How are you going to pay for the rest of your medical school?" My dad stated.

"We will find a way," I shrugged my shoulders, "I guess you do not want to see the ring."

"We will take our leave now," my dad stood up with my mother who did not say a word.

"Goodbye mom, dad," I said as I held the door opened from them.

I walked back over towards the couch, "they didn't even take the money," Kazunari stated as he stood there in a black apron holding up the large brown envelope, "maybe they are giving us their blessing."

"Guess we will see if they come to our ceremony," I stated as I sat down and I closed my eyes, "I can feel you staring you know?"

"Do not mind me," he stated, "I'm just picturing what you would look like in that kimono."

"You are such an idiot," I stated as I crossed my long legs, "you have already seen me wearing a yukata."

"I wish you was wearing one right now and showing off those nice legs of yours," he said teasing.

"Shouldn't you be cooking?"

"Want to help me?"

"We wouldn't be able to cook the food properly."

"That is, very true, Shin-chan."

It was a very simple ceremony, nothing extravagant as the one Kise held when he married his senpai. I did not want us to exchange our own personal vows because I knew that Kazunari would have had me blushing in front of everyone. The only one ones who could not attend the ceremony were Kagami, Aomine, and Kuroko, which Kuroko if you get married without informing any of us even I will be pissed and hunt you down.

"What is that?" I stated as I watched Kazunari crawled into bed holding two pill looking bottles.

"They came today… your parents," he stated as he the bottles down on the nightstand ignoring my question.

"Yes, I know I saw them too."

"Did you talk to them after the ceremony?"

"Yes, but not at once I do not know where my dad was when my mother approached me."

"He was talking to me."

"What did he say."

"Nothing but good things, I promised that I would take care of their precious son. You are mine to love and to hold for the rest of our lives."

"You are such an idiot."

"On our certificate they gave me your family name, your parents even added me on the family register."

"They what," I looked at him shocked, "why does everyone assume all because I'm taller by a couple of centimeters that I play the role of the seme."

"Do you want everyone know how we make love?"

"No," I groaned.

"Shin-chan," he stated seriously, "I want to start a family with you but I do not want you to carry any children right now. You are in the middle of your medical school program and the stress would not be good for the baby. So, I am going to be the carrier," he held up the bottle, "this is the parasite, it doesn't look as scary as I thought it would and the doctor said that after I've taken all these that is when it would be best to put the parasite in so please take good care of my body in the future."

"Kazunari," I looked at him in disbelief, "have you already started to take the supplements?"

"No, I wanted to tell you first. Is this okay?"

"Idiot."

He chuckled lowly, "but for now let us go to sleep," he turned around and placed the two bottles back on the nightstand. He moved towards me wrapping his arms around me, "I know how hard it is for you to move now, Shin-chan."

"Whose fault do you think that is?"

He laughed, "yours. You kept moaning and the words you spoke were throwing fuel into the fire."

"You are an idiot," I mumbled, easing into the warmth of his body.

"I love you, sweet dreams," he kissed me gently on the lips as he held onto me tighter.

After five years you have been gone and you finally decided to reappear in our lives like you have not been missing and only giving us what I like to consider a half ass apology. Even after last night, those hoodlums raided you and your friends home and attempted to rape you. The fact that it seems that you are in relationship with Murasakibara Atsushi, but is it only sexual? Do you still love him? Does he also loves you? Are you happy? Are you going to stay? Will you be leaving us again? Would you be there for Nana's birthday because she really wants you there. There are a lot of questions that I want to ask you, where did you go? What all did you do? What did you see? Whom did you meet? What did you eat? I want to ask you but the words will not come out. I want to scold you for making us worry the way we did and even though it may appear to be that I am giving you a cold glare I know I can tell from the way your eyes soften that you understand.

"Papa!" Nana cried as she was running away from Kazunari, "Papa, save me!"

She jumped and I catched her in my arms, "I am a vampire now let me drink her blood bleh, bleh," Kazunari stated while wearing a vampire costume.

"I won't let you touch her," I said dramatically, wrapping my arms around her.

"I will drink you dry too," Kazunari stated waving his arms in the arm.

"NO!" Nana shouted and looking over my shoulder, "you can't daddy, you love Papa."

"I'll turn him into a vampire and we will stay together forever," Kazunari made a few steps towards us.

"Run, Papa!" Nana shouted as she giggled and I took off running in our home. I ran while carrying her down the stairs, through the living room, Kazunari caught up and jumped right in front of us as when I stepped in the kitchen, "Ah, turn away Papa," I love these moments when the three of us spend time together. Since I am a full fledge doctor now I am mostly at the hospital and some nights I am on call; therefore, Kazunari is a stay at home dad but he works from home on his computer by designing and setting up web pages for companies. When I am at work for hours Kazunari always sends me pictures of our daughter and her new master pieces and once he even sent me a video when she finally went to go use the potty by herself.

We ran outside to the backyard and Kazunari is right behind us, "You both have tricked me, the sun in is my natural enemy," he grabbed his throat, "Oh no! I am melting, melting!" He dropped his knees and pretending to melt, "Nana, Shintarou I love you both always," he finally collapsed on the grass, his tongue sticking out and his eyes close shut.

"Daddy!" Nana stated as I sat her down and she ran over to him, poking him everywhere with her fingers.

"Ah!" Nana screamed as Kazunari jumped up.

"I am alive," he stated dramatically rising up and while Nana attempted to run away he grabbed her and pulled her in tickling her and kissing her on her cheek and forehead, "you are all mine now. Mwhahahahaha."

"Papa!" Nana squealed stretching her arms out to me.

I walked over and as I reached for her, "I will save you-," Kazunari pulled me down and held us both in his tight grip, giving us both kisses.

"Mwahahahahahaha! You are both mine forever!" He called out between Nana's squeals. They both finally laid down on the ground exhausted from their play time.

"Do you guys want some lemonade?" I asked them as I stood up from the ground.

"That sounds lovely Shin-chan," Kazunari said flashing me a smile.

"Lemonade is good," Nana said as she sat up.

"Before you go," he reached out and grabbed a hold of my wrist, "Nana, Papa and I have something important to tell you."

"I listen," she looks between us.

"Sometime soon you are going to be a big sister," Kazunari stated as he winked at me, "the further Papa is pregnant he won't be able to play with us like this."

"Oooh" Her eyes lit up, "will I have a brother or a sister?"

"We won't know for a long time," I stated, "do you want a brother or a sister?"

"it does not matter," she stated as she clapped, "I am just happy."

We heard a car honk from the driveway, "it sounds like grandma and grandpa are here, Nana."

"Yay!" She jumped up and ran in towards the house.

Kazunari stood up slowly from the ground, "that went well," he chuckled.

"Yes it did," I stood there as he walked over and he kissed me softly on the lips, his hand gently laid on top of my stomach, "we still have three more weeks before I have to insert the parasite and one week after that… the timing could have been better when we told Nana."

"We already told both of our parents," he stated as he took out the fake fangs, and then he held my hand, "I'll go change and start cooking for our family bar-b-que," he kissed me on the cheek and I stood there watching him go into the house.

"Shintarou," I heard my father called for me, he slowly walked outside, "It is nice to see you my son."

"I'm glad you both could make it, even though you are a little early," I stated as I walked towards him and hugged him tightly.

"Are you happy?"

"Yeah."

"He treats you both well?"

"Yeah."

We both sighed as we look towards the house and I could hear more people arriving for our family bar-b-que.

"I am still going to have another grandchild?"

"Yeah, I still have a month to go before I can insert the parasite."

He hummed softly, "I can not wait, I hope for his sake you are not like your mother when she was pregnant," his eyes soften as Nana and my mother stood in front of the door.

"Grandpa! Papa!" She waved at us, smiling widely.

He opened his mouth multiple times but words didn't come out. I wrap my arm around his shoulder, "I know dad, I know," I knew exactly what he wanted to say and I know how hard it can be to say what you really mean.

"I'm stubborn, and sometimes I regret what I did; however, I'm glad it worked out for the best, son," he gave me a soft smile as he patted me on the back and then he made his way towards inside the house.

"Shin-chan," called out while walking outside, wearing his kiss the cook apron carrying a tray of meat, "you okay?"

"Yeah," I responded as I walked towards him and the grill, "Kazunari," I mumbled and he turned around and I kissed him passionately on his lips, dragging my hands through his black hair. I cupped his face while nibbling his lower lips, not wanting to break the kiss just yet. He wraps his arms around my waist, pulling me in closer.

"Awwwwww, Midorimacchi and Kazunaricchi look soo cute!" I heard Kise say very loudly.

"Die!" I yelled at him as I threw an empty plate towards his head unfortunately he dodge it.

"So, mean Midorimacchi," I saw him standing there pouting, almost like an overgrown child.

Kazunari chuckled, "you are just too cute," he whispered in my ear and kissed me softly on the cheek, "I love you."

"Idiot," I huffed as I walked away from Kise and Kazunari. I love you too, Kazunari. I love you so much.