It was probably 5 seconds before Edward came back and trying to compose myself would be the nearest to impossible. So I just let myself cry and heard Rosalie growl when she came in. It felt weird how she was protecting me, but I know most of it was just for the baby. She might not even care if I die. But in the end I know she'll watch my nudger like he/she was her very own.
Edward looked composed as always, but I knew I was hurting him and that just made me cry harder. I saw him glance at Jasper and I knew that they probably had a silent conversation as to why my crying went up a few notches.
He started walking toward me human pace, before we all heard a crack and my scream. It was getting closer to the time that I was going into labor and the nudger was just getting stronger.
What hurt the most was that he ran away from me. Edward ran away from me. In the very corner of my eye I saw his direction was toward the stairs but beyond that I could only guess. I cried more.
Pregnancy hormones are overrated. Here I am in pain from my baby, and all I could think about was Edward. Everyone was surrounded by me asking questions I could not hear. I faintly heard Jasper say it was useless because I am not listening only wondering where Edward had gone.
"Edward!" I half managed to scream.
He was beside me in an instant and game a cup while on the phone.
The cup was covered and he was speaking to fast before I could hear. So I took it and started to drink but after I started, I couldn't stop. I haven't eaten all day because the fetus won't accept anything and I throw it back up.
Wonderinf what was inside the cup, I decided it was blood. What else would a half vampire want. It was so simple, that we couldn't figure it out.
I was done the cup in half a minute.
"More." I'm hungry and now that I know what I could eat I let them know. The pain was still there so I could speak very little.
"Okay my love, Rosalie go get her more. Carlisle will be here in a minute to help you Bella." He said this with out looking away form my eyes.
I knew Rosalie would know what to get. Super senses…
"Don't you ever run away from me again unless I know where your going." My eyes were on fire I could see it in his eyes.
"Okay…" he whispered and took my hand then kissed my cheek.
Rosalie came back with the cup and I tried not to think about it otherwise I may grow faint. I didn't look at it or smell it, just put it into my mouth.
I drank that one more slowly and I started to feel stronger. Not enough to walk but maybe soon. I doubt it, the family won't even let me go to the washroom on my own. But I know it's what's for the best.
Jacob is gone.
I guess I'll have to live with it and just accept that we made our choices. I cannot keep hurting the two people closest to me.
Everyone is quiet, so I think I'm going to go for a does and try and forgot the ache in my ribs.
Well that is a cheap update since I don't know how long just glad Christmas holidays are here. I know not much people are into reviewing and such but it would be flippin awesome if someone did review and can see that this story is going somewhere. Anyways enjoy your Christmas and I will try and update on a regular basis.
