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Moving On and Moving In

It had been a couple week since my showdown with Mike and things have been okay. Christmas was approaching and I didn't have that much cash to get Jess all the gifts she wished for. I felt like such a horrible person. The only other bad thing is I still haven't spoken to my mom since she found out I had an abortion.

"Okay, so what is on her list?" Beckie asked me as we walked down the aisles at target. I pulled Jess' big note out of my purse and handed it to her. "A bike, barbies, crayons, coloring books, damn this is the most boring Christmas list ever."

I laughed "She's three." I told her taking the note and putting it back in my purse. We strolled passed the baby section and I stopped and look at some of the baby clothes.

"Hey," Beckie said walking over to me. Other then Mike, Beckie was the only other person to know about my abortion. "you okay?"

"Yea," I said "just remembering it makes me regret it more and more. And taking care of Jess' makes me want to have my own kids."

"With Jake?" she said nudging me. We found the bikes hanging on the wall, but they where way too much money. "Why not ask Jake to spot you? He's like the 'baby daddy' in the situation."

"I can't do that. Oh, shit." I said leaving my cart and walking away.

"What?" Beckie said running after me.

"I just realized I have to get Jake a gift too, and to top it off I know for a fact I didn't pay the electric bill this month." My life was hell.


"Mama, why can't we turn the lights on?" Jess asked as I tucked her into bed. I've started sleeping on the couch because I've started to roll around in my sleep and I get scared I'm going to crush her.

"I have a headache and the light hurts my head." I told her. "Go to bed, Jess." I kissed her forehead and went to lay down on the couch in the living room. A couple candles were lit and I didn't think it's a good idea to keep them on all night. There was a knock at the front door and Jake was standing there when I opened it.

"Hey." he said leaning in to kiss me. "What's with the darkness going through a depression?" he walked in and tried to flip on the lights and nothing turned on. I broke down crying, maybe it's because I've been holding it in or stress, maybe both.

"I'm sorry." I said waving my hand in front of my face. Jake came over and wrapped me in a hug. "I-it's just I forgot to pay the bill, and I'm barely making it here, I don't e-even have a freaking car. I can't even afford to get Jess' the Christmas gifts she wants."

"Renesmee, calm down." Jake said rubbing my back "You're fine, she doesn't expect all that stuff."

"I know." I said pulling back and wiping my eyes. "It's just I want this Christmas for her to be special and I feel like I'm ruining it."

"You're not ruining, you're making it ten times better by just being her mom." Jake looked at me for a good two minutes without saying anything.

"What?" I asked him. "Did I do something?"

"What if I told you I had a crazy, but amazing idea?" he said taking my face in his hands. I shrugged my shoulders. "Move in with me."

"Excuse me?"

"Move in with me, come on. I have the space, and we still haven't found out who broke into your apartment so this will make me sleep easier at night knowing your with me. Please?"

"Jake, I can't ask you to do that."

"Why not?" he asked "I love you, your my girlfriend, it seems like an amazing plan to me." Wait did he just say what I think he did.

"You just called me your girlfriend." I told him. He smiled and nodded.

"I guess I did." I reached up took his face and kissed him.

"Yes." I said breaking the embrace. "Yes, I'll move in with you."


"This is the last one." Emmett said setting a box down in one of Jakes spare rooms that was going to be Jess' room.

"Thanks' Uncles Emmett." I told him and set the box I was carrying also on the ground.

"You know I'm proud of you right?" he looked at me and smiled "I know your moms not here, but she had to work. If she could she would've been here."

"I understand, I just wish she would talk to me. Ever since the dinner she hasn't returned any of my calls or texts." Jess ran into the room with her teddy bear.

"Look Em, my own room!" Jess said climbing on the bed and jumping on it. She jumped over to Emmett and jumped into his arms.

"Emmett aren't you so excited for Christmas?" Jess asked him

"I am, what did you ask Santa for?" he asked her. Oh god.

"Dollies, a bike, and now I want skating lessons." she said clapping her hands together. Skating lessons, really?

"Wow, those are quite some gifts." he said setting her on the bed and looking at me.

"I know, but I've been very, very good this whole year so he should get me everyone." Jess said smiling.

"Come Jess, let's walk Emmett to the door he has work tonight." Jess hopped of the bed and grabbed Emmett's big hand with hers and attempted to drag him to the front door.

"Thanks for helping." I told him as he walked to his car.

"Call me if you need anything." he said as he got into the car. I shut and locked the door and walked back up to Jess' room to start unpacking her stuff. Jess grabbed a princess book sat on the bed and began looking at the pictures.

"Mama, did any of the princesses have babies?" she asked while I folded some clothes on the bed.

"Ariel did." I told her. "She had a beautiful baby girl named Melody."

"Oh, that's pretty. Mama, can you have a baby and name her Melody? We'll be sisters!"

"Haha, well I don't know you'd have to talk to Mr. Jake about that." I told her.

"I will and about how I want to start calling him daddy." she said flipping another page in her book.

"What?" I asked her

"Yes, it's not fair that you get to be called mommy and he doesn't get to have a special name." I leaned over and kissed Jess on her cheek.

"I think that's a brilliant idea."

"Where is papa?" Jess asked

"He's at work, he'll be home soon." I said and I put her clothes in the dresser. "Let's go get something to eat I'm starving. I'll race you." Jess darted off the bed and ran as fast as she could I slowly trailed behind her. "I'm gonna get you." When I ran into the kitchen I stopped short when I noticed Jess talking to someone. Billy.

"Why hello Renesmee." he said when he saw me. "It's nice to see you."

"It's nice to see you too." I said walking over and hugging him.

"Who might this be." Billy said picking her up and setting her on his lap.

"I'm Jess." she said smiling.

"I'm Billy, it's nice to meet you Jess." The front door opened and Jake's voice rang through the house.

"I'm home!" Jess jumped off Billy and ran into the living room. Jake walked in carrying Jess.

"Dad, what are you doing here?" he asked setting Jess on the floor.

"I just wanted to stop by and see if you wanted some company tonight, but I see you have a full house." he said wheeling around to the door

"No, Billy stay." I told him.

"No, no." he said smiling "I have a lady of my own to keep company." and with Billy left.

"Your dad has a girlfriend?" I asked Jake

"I guess so, he's a ladies' man."

"Kind of like you" I said wrapping my arms around his waist and kissing his chin. Jess was pulling on Jakes pant leg until he finally gave his whole attention to her.

"We need to talk." Jess said. She grabbed his hand and pulled him into the living room. Since I wasn't need I went back up into my room, or should I say mine and Jakes room, and started to unpack some of my clothes. After unpacking two whole boxes Jake finally walked into the room and laid on the bed.

"What happened?" I asked crawling up and sitting next to him.

"She's going to call me dad." he said with a big smile over his face. "I'm going to be her dad, she trusts me enough to call me that. And," he said pulling me on top of him "she said we better give her a sister soon."

"Hmm, I'll think about it." I said smiling, and I knew that I was finally in a good place with my life.


So, what to you think? Christmas is approaching what is Jake goes to give Renesmee?

What is Jess going to get :) Ahh secrets, secrets !

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