Lily Pov:

Looking over the rail of the Jolly Roger, we entered back into our realm and back into Storybrooke. We landed and docked watching everyone come around cheering, happy that we were home from the journey to save Henry, or so they thought. I got off the ship looking around and watching everyone hug Henry, Emma, Snow, and Charming. I watched as Rumple was greeted by Belle and I watched Wendy find her brothers. I looked up to see Regina walking off the ship with a look on her face as if she knew she wasn't going to be welcomed as the others were.

While standing back and observing, I saw Peter look up at Felix as he got off the ship and he glanced over to me winking at me. Peter being in Henrys body was weird, It felt a little creepy having a twelve year old winking at me and looking at me knowing he was undressing me with his eyes. I went and stood over in my own corner. "And we owe a lot of it to her…." I looked up and Snow was nodding to Regina who looked up at a crowd staring at her. "Regina helped save us all…" I saw Regina look up surprised by what Snow said about her.

I continued to stand awkwardly as every continued to greet the savior and her family home, when I saw Regina walk over to me, "So…." she started "have you decided on weather or not your going to come to my house?"

I looked down to the ground. I didn't really give it much thought. But the thought of a decent house and nice shower was nice. " I…..uh….ask me again in a little bit, maybe I'll decide by than." Regina quietly nodded at me as she continued to say something else but I wasn't paying attention as I saw Peter walk over to Felix muttering something. They both looked over to me.

"Lillian?"

"What?" I looked up and drew my attention back to Regina

"I was saying, we have a lot to discuss…. sometime….when your ready." she at me with actual concern in her eyes.

"Oh yeah…" I responded "that'd be great." I gave a slight smile to her. As Regina and I walked over to join the group. I here 'Henry'

"Hey mom dad! What about Felix He's still free." I here Peter pretend to be scared of Felix.

We all walk over to where they were standing. Regina was out in front " Henrys right….." she started as she looked up at Felix, who had grim expression on his face. " We can't just let Felix walk away freely."

"Oh no….don't worry we've got plenty of cell space left for this guy." Charming grabbed Felix and walked away with him.

"You're safe now Henry.." Emma put an arm around Henry.

"And what about Lily?" I turned around seeing that it was Hook that mentioned me.

I grinned at him "What… still don't trust me Hook?" Regina stood by me and I saw Rumple walk up to us.

"I trust Lily with my life…..as should you all." Rumple said as he stood in front of me. " Lily doesn't need to be punished for anything…" he turned to look at Hook, "So no matter how you feel about her…." he than looked at Emma "I suggest you leave Lily be." Rumple turned and walked away with Belle at his side. I nodded at Rumple and gave him a slight smile.

"Who are you anyway?" Leroy randomly stuck his head over Snows shoulder into the conversation.

"Yeah you were the young lady who wanted to rent a room from me that one night…." Granny said as she stood on the other side of Snow.

Regina stepped forward "She's my daughter…..Lillian."

Granny raised her brow and Leroy made a smart comment by saying "You got started early didn't you?" Leroy looked at Regina as she start to step forward to him, I stopped her.

I Glanced back to Regina. "Its fine…..I don't expect anyone to trust me." Regina walked away with a grim look on her face.

"I do." I looked up and it was Snow, she said to me with great compassion. I smiled at her. Everyone started to follow Rumple to his shop, where he was going to keep Pan. As they walked away Peter turned and looked back at me. I wasn't going to go to Rumples shop with them. I walked over to my bike, it was still where it was when we had left. " Lily…." Snow called my name as she came over to me,

"Yeah?"

"Um…..we uh…we're going to Grannys after….." she stuttered because she knew I was hurt after what she thought they did to Peter. " Well anyways…..um would you come and join us?" Snow had asked hopefully.

"I don't know….."

"Please…" she begged again hopefully with a smile on her face

I nodded "Yeah sure…can't hurt right…" she nodded to me and went off with the others to Rumples shop.

Later that night, after I drove around on my bike for a couple of hours to clear my head. I walked into Grannys and sat down at a booth. Everyone walked by and standing at the bar was looking at me. As I sat in the booth in the back corner, I saw Emma walk up to Peter ,who was sitting in the booth in front of me, with a big book and set in down in front of him. I could see her look at him funny, when Snow walked up with a beer in her hand and set it down in front of me as she sat down in the booth with me. " I take it your old enough to drink?"

"Right now I am." I took the glass of beer and took a big swig. The cold beer felt amazing going down my throat. "Thanks."

She nodded and grinned at me when Leroy came up to the table " Soooo …..what are we supposed to call you?…The Evil Princess?"

I looked up at him like I was going to say something than I looked back down.

"Go…..Away." Snow simply said to him, I saw Leroy shrug his shoulder at her and walk off.

Snow went to open her mouth "Don't…" I cut her off " Its fine.. I'm used to the different titles….. The Black Widow, The Apprentice, The Queen of Neverland, now I have the Evil Princess to add to my long line of titles." Snow she looked down at her mug of beer and furrowed her brow I smiled slightly "go ahead …"

"What?" she looked up

"With the questions." I said " I know your dying to know something."

She nodded and looked up at me " How did you get here?" I looked at her "I mean…..How did you come here and ….know who you are….where you came from?"

"You really don't know?" she looked at me blank faced "Rumple sent me here…..This was his whoooole plan." I exaggerated "He had Regina cast the curse just so he could find Bae." I said leaning my head back against the wall " When I didn't come back in the timely manner he wanted….he pulled me out of Neverland, by using blood magic." I held back the tears in my eyes "pulled me out of my happy ending I thought I had."

"He pulled you out of Neverland?" Snow questioned "But why did he even pull you back?"

"Because he needed me to keep you alive." I sat up looking at Snow

Snow furrowed her brow and realized "Thats why you were always there when I needed you…" By this time Emma caught on to our conversation and sat down next to Snow. I smirked at Snow and she smiled back at me.

"What are you two talking about?" she asked awkwardly

Snow looked at her daughter "About how Lily saved my butt sometimes."

"Sometimes? HA!" I said out loud "I was always saving your ass." I looked at her " You got yourself in some sticky situations."

"Not always!" she protested while she laughed "but yes, sometimes….."

"Yeah….Its amazing what you'll do to survive." Emma said out of the blue.

I looked at her with disgust "Really?" I looked at her " do you know what its like, to not know where your going to sleep night after night?"

Emma looked at me hard "Yes I do. I know whats its like to be that girl,…" she leaned forward " to not have a family, to not know where your next meal is coming from…..to not know where you'll end up next."

I leaned forward as well. " Do you know what its like to take a life…" her look softened while mine hardened " Just so they won't take yours…."

Emma didn't say anything, she got up and walked away. I looked at Snow who didn't know how to respond either, but she knew what I was talking about. She gently smiled at me and got up walked over to Charming. I looked up to Peter who kept looking at the book that Emma set down in front of him. I than saw Regina who was standing with Tink and blue fairy and apparently the blue fairy said something that Tink didn't like because she stormed off. Looking back over to Emma, I saw her talking to Bae.

After sitting there for another hour and few beers later. I see Emma walk up to Peter " Sorry kid, its time for something you didn't have in Neverland…bed time." He got up from the booth with the book in hand. "Oh…..lets say goodnight to Regina." Emma rubbed his back taking a few steps forward to Regina who was standing there.

"Goodnight?…." she looked at the clock " I didn't realize it was getting so late." she put her hand underneath his chin "its gonna be hard letting you out of my sight."

"Maybe you don't have too…..maybe I can stay with you tonight?" Peter gave a counterfeit smile at Regina.

"Oh!" She suddenly had a big smile on her face "of course."

Emma looked surprised "Yeah, just call me tomorrow to let me know what time to pick you up."

Regina turned to pick up her coat and than turned to me with her arm around Henry. "Lily, you know that offer to come to my house is still on the table."

"Yeah." Henry said " you could use a good night sleep after what you've been through." Sneaky little bastard, I knew what Peter was playing at.

I got up from the booth, "Yeah… I'll come." Regina gave the biggest smile to me as I stood and. I walked outside and to my bike, I watch as Regina and Peter get into her car and drive off. I quickly grab my helmet off the handle bar and put my gloves on and follow them to Reginas house, I was thankful that while I was driving around earlier I had stopped by the abandoned manor and grabbed my backpack full of minimum clothes I brought. Pulling into the drive way, I pulled my bike right up beside her car in the driveway. While getting off my bike and taking my helmet and gloves off.

"Is that thing even safe?" Regina says to me while walking around her car and up to the sidewalk with her arm around Peter.

"Its safe enough for me." I said when I walked up to her. We walked inside and I looked around. This place was nice and cleanly decorated. I can see where I get my expensive taste from. I stand there awkwardly and I watch Regina set her things down on a table in the foyer. The three of us walk up stairs and Peter goes into Henrys room and turns to look around at me.

Regina walks me to a room "this can be your room." she motions me to walk in. "if you want it to be." she give me a slight smile.

I smile back. "Thank you."

"The bathroom is right down the hallway if you want to shower." She looks me up and down knowing that I'm dirty from being in Neverland. "I'll…..be down stairs making some tea, if you'd like some." I nodded and she walked off. I put my helmet on the dresser, and threw my back pack on the bed. Looking around the room it was cool grey and with elegant white crown molding and with a wood burning fireplace. I wouldn't expect anything less with this being an older home and Regina being the decorator. I walked down the hall a little ways to the bathroom. Walking into the rather large guest bathroom, it was in true Regina style, the walls were black and with white crown molding and tiles, complete with an all glass shower and claw foot tub. I look into the mirror and notice how worn out I looked from the dirt of Neverland.

I start to unbuckle my corset and I run my hand along my tattoo I had on my torso. With my upper body that was naked I see all the bruises that were on me. I turned away from the mirror, and continue to undress. I get in the shower and turn the hot water on. Standing there letting the hot water run down my naked body and sooth all the soars and bruises. I was thinking about Peter. About how we almost had our happy ending. But than again our happy ending was manipulated by figure that was using an innocent boy to survive. Maybe it was better this way. But I had to get Peters body back.

I stepped out of the shower, dried my hair and wrapped myself in one of the white towels that was on the shelf. Walking back to my room, I see Peter poking his head out of Henrys room and watching me walk back, I get to the doorway to my room and I slowly start to lower the towel showing my lower backside. I turn back around walk back out into the hallway and up to Henrys room and bend down to him. "Something to look forward to when you're…..uh …..well age appropriate." I grin evilly at him.

He smirks back at me "don't worry love, I wont be like this for to much longer." I turn back around and drop my towel completely, walk back to my room and shut the door behind me.

Back in my room I find pair of silver silk pajamas on the bed. I continue to dry myself off and put on the pajamas. The silk felt luxurious against my skin, I button the shirt only half way down just pass my bust; I comb out my hair and walk down stairs.

I hear a tea pot whistle as I find the kitchen and see Regina tending to it. I see her already changed into her own silk pajamas complete with a robe. She turned around began pouring the tea into two cups. " I see you decided to come down." she says as she looks up at me with my hair still slightly wet. "Do you feel better?"

"Yeah I do…." I said feeling the pjs against my body " Thank you for these….I didn't bring a lot with me."

She gave a small smile to me. "Your welcome." she slide the tea cup over to me, I reached for the cup and sat down on the stool and she sat down across from me. I knew she was fixing to start with the questions, as everybody did. for a moment there, there was a long awkward silence. I didn't know what to say to her and she didn't know what to ask me. "So…..How did you come to Storybrooke?"

"You mean why did I come here?" I said. She was silent. " I came here because, Rumple sent me a post card. He owed me a debt." I didn't dare speak of the shadow coming to see me.

Regina looked up at me stunned " Gold owed you a debt ?"

I took a deep breath " he did….he ripped me away from my happy ending….." I continued to look down and twirled my finger on the rim of the teacup, I than I looked back up to Regina.

"You're happy ending….." she raised her brow " you're referring to and with…."

"Peter." I said blankly " I was finally happy…than it was just….."

"Ripped away from you in the matter of seconds." Regina finished my sentence. I looked up at her and realized that it had happened to her as well. " I know how you feel." she looked down and back up at me. " How did you meet Pan exactly?"

Looking up at her " I actually met Peter when I was still living with the farmers, I called my parents." Reginas look on her showed that she was remorseful. "I was young…probably about seven…." I look down to reminisce the first time I saw Peter. " I heard a pipe playing, and being the nosey little girl that I was, I got out of bed and followed the music." Looking at Regina and her watching me as I told the story " and thats when I saw him…Peter continued to visit me over the years. Than one day he stopped when I was abandoned."

" You met him when you were seven?" Regina arched an eyebrow at me.

"Yeah…and?" I answered with the same attitude she responded to me in.

"Well its just strange." Regina said " That Peter Pan meets you when you're seven, than years laters you had this thing with him." She looked around and looked towards my torso as I had an itch on my side that moved the silk fabric and revealed my tattoo. "What is that?" she questioned as she arched her eyebrow at me.

"Oh its a tattoo."

"I see that," she sarcastically " When in the hell did you get? who gave it to you?….Don't tell me that Pan branded you."

"No…." I said right away " I got it when I was younger, I got it from a tribe that I helped along time ago." Even though that it was true, I didn't expect her to believe me. She still gave me a look that said she was disgusted with it. "Are you seriously judging me by the guy I love and a damn tattoo, after all the things you've done?" I questioned " by the way…..why didn't you come look for me?"

I hit her hard with comment. I could see the nerve I struck pulsing in the side of her forehead; the evil glare I got from her. "thats not fair." she said harshly

"How is that not fair!" I yelled " you had the power of the entire kingdom to find me, but you didn't!"

"Keep you voice down," she said harshly " I want to disturb Henry."

I now I was even more livid. I got up off the stool and paced in the kitchen she got off the stool as well.

"Fuck Henry! You went and replaced me with the brat that the fucking savior had when she was teenager as well."

"I didn't replace you." Regina said calmly with tears welling up in her eyes.

"Yes you did! Even after the fact that you found out that your long lost daughter was alive…all you cared about was that little brat! You still didn't care." I continued to pace as Regina continued to spill tears. " I went through my life thinking that no one cared about me, not knowing who I really was." I continued " WHY DIDNT YOU GO LOOKING FOR ME!"

"BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD!" Regina finally bucked up and yelled back at me with her tear stained face staring at me. My face softened in shocked of what she just yelled at me. " When my mother killed the man I loved, I decided when I became queen I would try to find you," Tears continued to stream down her face. " When I told my mother what my plan was, she told me that you had died, a couple months after birth….than I found out it was Snow who told my mother about my plan to run away with the man I loved, because of that my mother killed the man I loved and I put all of my energy and focus into destroying her."

I was speechless for a few minutes after what Regina had just told me. I didn't know what to say to that. To the fact that she thought I was dead. " the man…that you were planning on running away with….is he….."

"Whats going on?"

Regina and I both turned to see Peter or ….Henry in her case standing there. I looked at Regina "Nothing Henry…" She stated " go back to your room." I nodded to Peter letting him know that everything was fine. She looked over to me after Peter walked up stairs. " We'll talk about this tomorrow." she walked out the kitchen and I followed up the stairs and I see her standing outside of Henry's bedroom. "good night Lillian." as she gives me a slight smile.

"Goodnight." I smile back. Closing the door to the bedroom; climbing into the bed, and in-between the plush sheets and lying there thinking about what Regina just told me. About her happy ending getting ripped away from her. About how her mother told her I was dead. Maybe we weren't so different. Maybe we were more the same than I thought we were.

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The next day, I quickly got up and got dressed, throwing on a pair of skinny jeans my grey boots, a green sweater dress and my black leather jacket. To not be obvious I grabbed my throwing knives and stuff them into my jacket. I went down stairs grabbed my helmet and left to go to grannies. I walked in and sat in the usual corner I sat in. I saw Snow and Charming eating breakfast and Neal sitting in a booth by himself. I ordered a coffee and sat there for a little while by myself thinking about my next move. I didn't know what Peters plan was…well really what the shadows plan was. I didn't know what was going to happened next. I also didn't know what was shadows doing and what was Peters. I heard the door open and saw Rumple walk in with a vile. He walked up to Snow and Charming table and set it down. Rumple had made the elixir for dreamshade. Once he said his two cents to them, he came over to me. "My I?" he motioned to the seat across from me.

"Be my guest."

"How are you Lily?" he asked with concern in his voice.

"As good as I can be I guess." I leaned back putting my feet up on the seat beside me. I continued to sip on the coffee I ordered.

"Lily, I'm sorry it had to come to what it did." he said " but I paid my debt….I got you back to Neverland."

"and yet he was ripped away from me…..just like you ripped me away from him." I said arching an eyebrow at him.

He sighed and got up from his seat " I truly am sorry Lily…. I'm always here for you if you need me." with that he walked off. I than saw Charming get up and walk out of the diner. I saw Bae sitting in a booth by himself, he looked just as depressed as I did.

I was falling asleep in the booth I was in when I heard a scream. I sat straight up and looked outside and saw Emma and Charming getting out of his truck and Hook and Tink coming from around the back. I heard a scream again. Grabbing my leather jacket, I got up and ran out of grannies to follow where the others were headed.

Running up to where the others were I saw Charming on his knee checking the pulse of the blue fairy. "She's gone." He said as he turned to look at Tink Emma Hook and myself.

"Why would the shadow kill her?" Tink said with tears in her eyes. Looking back to Hook, who I stood beside.

"No idea love," He looked up to Emma and back at me " But I do know the shadow only takes orders from one person….."

"Pan…." Emma broke the silence and of course stared right at me.

I glared right back at her. We all stood around Blues body and covered it up, by that time Snow and Bae were there with us. I moved over to stand beside Bae and looked up to see Regina and Peter walk up. "What the hell happened?" Regina questioned as she walked up

David stood "The shadow…..it killed her."

"Pans Shadow?"

I glanced down at Peter he eyed me with a glare in his eye. It was him.

Regina was looking at Charming " I trapped it on the sail."

"Yeah well it got free." Emma was still kneeling.

"Hook…" Bae finally spoke up " Lets go back to the ship and get the candle. If its free we need to be able to capture it."

Hook and Bae, along with Tink left to go to the ship. Emma stood up looking and the rest of us standing there.

"Pans behind this." Emma stated while looking at me. "I know it."

"Pans, trapped in a box under the floor of Golds shop." Regina stated back

"Who else would be doing this?" Emma continued to stare at me

"Don't look at me." I finally spoke up to Emma's glare " I can't control that thing….and I know you're just dying to blame something on me."

"Than how do you explain this?" Emma started to raise her voice.

"I can't!" I raised my voice back " Its not my Shadow to control."

"This is not Lillian's fault." Regina stepped in front of me putting her hand up to Emma. " Don't blame my daughter for something that brat did."

We all looked at each other when Henry spoke " So Pan can still hurt me?" he stepped up a stair closer to Regina.

"We don't know that." Regina said to him

"Well we have to assume he still a threat." Snow finally spoke up still looking down upon Blues body.

"And that he's after Henry." Emma finished

"Than what am I doing here?" Henry said trying to act all worried and scared. I just looked at him.

"He's right….he's not safe out in the open." Charming said as he stood by Snow.

Henry turned to Regina " You'll protect me right?"

I looked at him and at Regina I couldn't believe that she, of all people was buying into this. "yes of course." She took him into a warm embrace. I saw the look on Emma's face and she knew that something wasn't right.

"Go we'll take care of the Shadow." Emma said

"Wait." Peter stopped and turned to me " Lily will you come with us?" I knew what Peter was doing, he wanted me to be with him and of course, I wanted to be with him.

I nodded my head " I'll come with you." fixing to step foreword I was stopped my Emma's arm.

"Actually Henry, we need Lily's help to catch the shadow. she has knowledge of it that we don't." Emma finished and Peter looked up at me with a glare. Both him and Regina turned to walk down the stairs and Emma stopped them. I didn't hear what Emma said to Regina, but I could probably guess what it was. I walked over to Snow who was still by Charming.

"Are you ok Lily?" Snow asked

"Yeah I'm fine." I said trying to brush it off.

"Are you sure…you seem like….like somethings bothering you…"

"I said I'm fine!" I trying not to be mean to Snow. For she was the only one who was decent to me.

I saw Regina and Peter finally walk off. I knew where she would take him and thats exactly what he wanted. Emma finally turned back to us. "Come on….I know what we need to do."

What felt like a couple minutes later we were running to Rumples shop catching him before he closed for the day. We caught him while him and Belle were leaving. He turned to see us and put up his hand "No…I'm afraid we're closed, whatever crisis your dealing with, I'm done for today." Belle nudged him.

"Give me Pandoras box." Emma demanded

"Now why would I do that." He questioned " Especially with Lily standing right here." Looked at him with a grin.

"She won't do anything….." Emma stated as she looked back at me as I stood on the other side of Charming " we need to open the box."

"And let Pan escape…..what, are you crazy?" He looked at them and than at me.

"Some how he's controlling the Shadow from inside the box, Henrys life is in danger." Snow said in worry.

"And you think letting Pan out will change that?"

"Yes." Emma responded quickly "because we can stop him finally and forever."

Yeah you keep thinking that savior.

Rumple continued " With all due respect we barely succeeded in apprehending him the first time….and if I've learned one thing its to not tempt fate…..and with Lily right here. Who knows what he'll do to get her back as well….. or what she'll do."

I look down and back up at Rumple. He knows that I would do anything to get back what was taken from me. Rumple knew all to well to trust me with something like this.

"Trust me Gold…" Emma looked back at me "she won't do anything, because you'll be there to stop her if she does…..and I don't want to apprehend him…wouldn't you rather be sure he's gone…."

Rumple nodded his head than looked at me than, back to Emma. " What do you have in mind?"

When we were at the town line. I had squeezed into the truck with Snow, Emma and Charming. getting out and walking towards the line I saw Rumple have on the scarf that Belle spilled whiskey.

"Theres no magic beyond the town line." Rumple said walking up to the line with his cane. "If we release Pan outside Storybrooke, he'll be powerless to fight back."

"What makes you think he'll fight back with me standing here?" I said standing there beside Rumple.

Rumple didn't say anything but started to take a step foreword when Emma stepped in front of him. " uh ah….I'm doing this."

"I can cross the town line and still retain my memories." he said motioning to the scarf.

"Its not about that….theres no magic outside Storybrooke….all do respect but the real world is my expertise." she said

"Yeah your not the only one savior." I said eyeing her.

She looked up to me and took our her gun. Like that was supposed to be threatening. She stepped over the line " We're going to deal with Pan on my terms."

"He's my brother."

"Its my hunch…if I fail you're more than welcome to pick up the pieces….keep Lily behind you." Emma took her stance on the other side of the line.

"Emma be careful." Snow said with concern.

I stood closely behind Rumple. He waved his hand over the box and red smoke began poring out of the box, he took a step over the line and set the box down on the pavement. The smoke became fuller and than Peters body appeared. Everyone took a step back. Weary of what he might do.

He got up looking around and turned around to face everyone, he was startled. He looked to Emma "Mom?"

"What?" the look on Emma's face was pure confusion, but she was still pointing a loaded gun at him.

"What are you waiting for?….shoot him." Rumple said with hatred in his voice.

"Don't! Please!….I'm Henry! Pan….He switched our bodies." he was panicked

"You expect me to believe that." Emma still had the gun pointed at him

"Don't listen to him, its one of his tricks." Rumple continued. I stood behind him glaring with a evil smirk on my face.

"No its not!" Henry in Peters body continued to be panicked looking to Rumple and than back to Emma "He did it right before Mr Gold captured me in the box…..I swear ." he tried to step foreword

"Ahh…Don't come any closer."

"Shoot him!" Rumple shouted. I shivered a little bit knowing that Rumple was to yell that and not think about the fact that I was standing right there.

"Maybe he's telling the truth, maybe thats why I can't shake this feeling about Henry, somethings off." Emma said looking at Henry in Peters body.

"Maybe thats what he wants you to believe… he steps over this line, we're all dead." Rumple finished.

Well I won't be dead.

"Alright…if you are really Henry…prove it…tell me something only Henry would know." Emma continued to hold the gun up to him.

"….I…got trapped in the mines…I tried blowing up the well, I like hot cocoa with cinnamon…" he started rambling things off.

"This proves nothing!" Rumples said in frustration

Snow looked between all of us with her brow furrowed "He's right Emma, Henry could've told Pan all of this in Neverland."

She right. He could've, but he didn't. Henry was to stubborn to say anything that didn't revolve around magic and why he was there.

"Pan might know facts, but life is made up of more than that, there are moments…he can't possibly know all of them…the time me and you connected…you remember that?….not meet but connected."

He grinned and nodded "Yeah."

"Where was it?"

"My castle….right after you came to Storybrooke…"

"And what did you tell me?"

"That I knew why you gave me up."

"Why?"

"To give me my best chance."

The realization came to Emma and she put her gun down and put it in her belt. I stepped back as they enjoyed their little family time. I continued to smirk to myself as walked backwards over to the truck and leaned up against it. Emma hugged Henry and Henry hugged Snow and Charming. After there little family reunion Emma came over to me. "You knew the entire time, didn't you?"

I stood straight up from leaning on the truck. "What do you think?" I arched an eyebrow at her. She lunged at me pushing me against the truck.

"Why didn't you say anything!" She yelled at me trying to choke me. Charming, Snow and Henry, come over to pull her off. "You risked the life of my son!"

I quickly push them away from me "Do you blame me!" I screamed back her. My eyes started to tear up as I looked at them including Rumple standing there with Belle. "You ripped the only person I loved away from me! After years and years of trying to find a way back to him!"

Emma started to come forward to me again and Snow stepped in front of her " Emma don't."

Snow turned to me, " Lily…do you know what his plan is?"

I looked at Snow with a hard look in my eyes. "No I don't."

"She's lying…."

"Am I Savior?" I glared at Emma "Think about it Savior…..why did he ask me to come with him? and you knew that something wasn't right….you just didn't have the balls to tell."

"So if Henry is here…" we looked to Charming " Where is Pan?"

"Where do you think, Charming?" I smirked

It was dark out, and we had made it to the cemetery where Regina's vault was. After about a half hour out at the town line they realized that Peter wanted to be with Regina for a reason. I knew he wanted to be near Regina for a reason, but I didn't know why.

Night had finally fallen and we saw Bae, Hook and Tink trying to get into Reginas vault.

"Regina still isn't answering." Emma said with her phone out.

"I doubt she'll answer her phone right now, Savior." I said sarcastically

Bae ran up to hug Henry in Peters body. We were all outside of the vault doors. "did you find the shadow?" Charming asked with concern

Tink was leaning against the stone " Not yet."

"The Shadow cant be found unless he wants to be found." I said nonchalantly

Hook turned around with the coconut in his hands "Well we'll be ready for him when we do." he handed it to Bae.

"Its Pan that we need to be concerned about now." Rumple said " Why are we still up here?"

I rolled my eyes, I was concerned about Peter too, but not in the same way they were. I didn't know what his plan was. and the worst thing was I didn't know what was his doings and what was the Shadows.

"Its locked up tight." Bae said to Rumple referring to the vault doors.

Rumple stepped forward and put his hand up to the door. Trying to use his magic to bust it open, but nothing happened " fair enough….this is going to take some time."

I stepped back and leaned against a tree. Henry came up to me. Him being in Peters body was very very weird. " I know why you didn't say anything."

"Yeah?" I arched an eyebrow at him " Why don't you explain it to me than."

"You love him, Thats clear." he started " But you didn't know what would happen to him if they found out right away."

Who was this kid? Buddha? I turned away from him with a sour look on my face.

"You look just her, you know."

"Who?" I asked

"Mom."

I rolled my eyes. Did I really look like her? After about minute of just staring at Henry in Peters body I had had enough. "Alright!" I walked over and in front of Rumple.

"Lily what do you think your doing?" Rumple asked as he stumbled out of the way.

"You…" I looked at him are taking to long.

"Lily you might not be able to control…..…" he kept over my shoulder

I looked him and back at the doors, I but both my hands up and with my magic I damn near break the doors off the hinges. I look at Rumple " What was that about me not having control ?" I looked back at everyone else " Shall we?"

Everyone piled in after me going down the stairs into her vault where she kept all of her magic. "Regina!" Snow yelled. We looked around and saw Regina lying on the floor

"Pans not here." Charming said coming from the other side of the vault.

Rumple waved his hand over Regina's head waking her up. Meanwhile Emma yelled to everyone up stairs that it was clear. Regina woke while rubbing her head. " Wha….What happened?"

"Its Henry…Some how Pan switched bodies with him." Emma was explaining to her while eyeing me.

"And I fell for it…" Regina said defeatedly

"We all did." admitted Snow.

"Well I didn't…" I said being smart ass

Regina looked up at me " You knew?" I nodded " and you didn't say anything?" Regina stood up. Emma looked at me thinking that she was going to scold me in some way. Regina's look suddenly softened, she looked down and back up to me "I…..uh….. I don't blame you." I saw the disappointment in Emma's face. Regina sat back down on a crate and sighed " I wanted to believe him so badly…I missed all the signs….I just…wanted to believe that he still needed me to his mother."

"I still do." we turned to see Henry standing there.

"Henry?" he walked forward and hugged Regina tightly.

I rolled my eyes. I was about throw up with all this shit going on.

"So…what exactly did Pan come down here to get?" Everyone looked at charming. When I was looking at Rumple and looking at what he was. oh shit. Charming looked in my direction "What?"

"Please tell me you didn't keep it down here." Rumple turned to Regina pointing to a small box.

"Where else would I keep it?" Regina shrugged her shoulders.

"What is it? What did Pan take?" Emma looked confused

"Take a wild guess Savior." I said looking at her. I looked back at Rumple "I don't understand, Why Peter would even want the curse…..Regina already cast it."

"and I broke it." Emma finished

"Well that doesn't mean he can't cast it again." we all looked at Rumple, this was something I didn't even know about. "and this time with out your parents true love woven in, even you would be powerless to break it." Rumple finished pointing to Emma

"I don't understand, we're already in this land." Charming added

"What exactly would casting the curse do now?" Snow asked with concern

I looked to Rumple. I didn't know what would happen. With everything that Rumple taught me, he left out information about the curse. I also didn't know if this was Peter doing this or if this was the shadows influence. All I wanted was to get Peter back, and if I had to I would resort to my old ways, and that meant destroying everything in my to get what I want.

A/N: I am sooooooo sorry it took me a long while to get this up. Please leave the fire and pitch forks at home. My life turned upside down for a minute and half. I had finally had time to finish this chapter. But here it is! Enjoy! Please read/ review DO what soots your mood!

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