"well aren't you an eager beaver" I said nervously moving away from him slightly, he closed the distance again.

"well I thought before you changed your mind and tried to avoid me... again" he said looking into my eyes.

"and why do you want to do this so badly again?" I said trying to bide some time.

"to help out a friend... don't worry I know what I am doing" Randy said sincerely.

I sighed, "fine... let's do it then... but if this ruins anything I will kill you in your sleep"

"I will like to see you try" he replied cockily, I rolled my eyes,

"of course cos you are some sort of ninja now are you" I muttered before looking at him, "lights on or off?"

"on" he replied simply, "now lie down and relax" I did what he told, feeling really nervous, half of me was jumping up and down as my dreams were about to be fulfilled but at what price.

- Line Break - (A/N Warning: Smexy Time coming up)

He slowly closed the gap between our lips and kissed me slowly, I sighed as his mouth caressed mine, he took that opportunity slide his tongue into my mouth, he groaned as one of his hands went into my hair and the other one enclosed round my waist, pulling me closer to him.

I whimpered as his mouth moved from mine, down my neck kissing and sucking in different places. His other hand moved my top up, he moved away and pulled my top off, his eyes had darkened and I was so glad I had put what I call sexy underwear on today, it was a black lacy bra and I had the matching panties on aswell. He groaned before he moved back towards my neck and kissed himself a trail down my neck to my chest, he moved his hand behind my back and undone my bra with ease, before throwing it in the corner.

Then he latched onto my nipple, making me throw my head back moaning, "Randy" I whimpered,

"that's right moan my name" he mumbled against my breast, "moan it for me" I moaned again at the sound of his voice, his wonderful mouth continued sucking and licking at my breast before giving the other one the same treatment.

He then quickly got off me and pulled off his top, I gaped at his naked chest, I could never get used to seeing that.

He pulled me ontop of him and kissed me again, both of his hands on my lower back, just above my bottom. He then rolled us over again, with him being on top. He then trailed a hand down my body, before pulling off my leggings and panties in one go, he then got up and looked me up and down, before licking his lips.

"beautiful" he mumbled before kissing me on my lips again, his hand went down my body again and onto the top of my thigh, before moving upwards slowly before he touched where I had never been touched before.

I gasped into his mouth, as he groaned.

"so wet... bet your so tight aswell"

his finger then moved to my entrance and before I knew it, it was pushed inside me, I moaned at the intrusion, it was pretty uncomfortable, not painful but uncomfortable. He started pumping his finger in and out of me slowly, my body started getting used to it a bit more, before he added another finger... the uncomfortable feeling coming back, I whimpered.

"don't worry baby it will feel good soon" he mumbled, kissing around my mouth, he pumped his fingers in and out of me before I started to feel it turn to pleasure, I moaned as I could feel something tighten in my stomach.

"Randy" I moaned, wrapping my arms round his neck, he groaned as he pulled away from me, pulled off his trousers and boxers and my eyes widened, he was big... it was beautiful but god it looked painful.

"don't worry baby it will only feel uncomfortable for a bit" he said smiling slightly, before slipping on a condom, I groaned.

here's the big moment.

He slowly climbed on me and kissed me slowly, I could feel him pulsing against my entrance,

"relax"

I willed myself to relax but my nerves felt like they were going haywire, he slowly pushed himself into me and it stung, I could feel tears forming in my arms and then he reached my barrier, he kissed me harder this time as he pushed himself through it.

The tears in my eyes had now started to run down my face, he was fully inside me, not moving. He looked at me and started kissing the tears away.

"don't worry baby" he mumbled into my hair, as he kissed my face a couple of times before going back to my lips.

"let me know when I can move" he whispered, sounding quite tense, I looked and nodded.

"you can move"

he sighed in relief as he started moving slowly, kissing me on the lips softly, I gasped as I felt the feeling in my stomach get worse.

"Randy" I moaned loudly, he groaned as he picked up the speed.

"ngh... I'm..." I started before I saw white and pleasure clouded my vision, on my down from the high, I heard Randy moan

"Jodie"

before thrusting into me a couple of times before coming to his own release.

- Line Break -

He slowly pulled out of me, and collapsed next to me,

"you okay?" he said looking at me,

"yeah I'm fine... bit achy but ok" I panted

"was it up to your expectations"

"it was good"

"sorry I hurt you a bit"

"it's okay"

"right I'm going to have a shower if you don't mind"

I nodded as I watched him pull the condom off, put it in my bin and walked off to go into the bathroom, I felt tears forming in my eyes again as I turned over and grabbed my Cena top. I got my phone, which was on the side of the bed.

'Just done... the deed'

John text back immediatly

'you okay? how do you feel?'

'no idea... bad atm'

I sighed and ran a hand through my hair, hopefully this doesn't fuck things up.

and with that thought I fell asleep.