A/N: Thank you for all reviews/follows/favorites. They mean a lot to me. This one is shorter than previous chapters, because it's only one world showed here. Only Alec (shadowhunter) POV. Enjoy the new one. And of course R&R if you want


For the past week I was feeling numb. I didn't want to do anything. I couldn't bear a thought that this is happening to me again. I couldn't…no I didn't want to feel anything but sadness. My sister and my mother cried every night for my little brother, but I couldn't anymore. I have no tears left. So I just sat in my room, engulfed by darkness, and I thought about Max. I was remembering all again every memory. Even my last words to him, back there in Alicante. Even I was remembering the last words of Max from this world. I kept asking myself why the world is so cruel to me? Did I do something wrong? Why did I had to suffer again, when I barley come to terms with one death of my brother. I just wanted to feel better.

"Alec" I heard a familiar, melodic voice behind the door "It's me Magnus, can I come in?"

"Yeah…"

He waltzed in slowly, closing the door behind him. He came closer to me and sat on the bed, right in front of me. He was looking rather plain today. Not so much glitter in his hair, simple red t-shirt and a pair of yellow skinny jeans. Little make-up and his hair were in spikes. He put his bag on the floor and looked at me with a concern.

"How are you?" I just shrugged my arms, and again stared at the ceiling. "Alec please talk to me."

"Why?"

"You're my friend. I don't care that we met just two weeks ago. I care about you. I want to help you" He was being so nice to me. I wanted him to help me somehow, but I wasn't so sure if he can do something "I brought your homework, and your teachers ask about you…I mean about Alec. And your…Alec's friends are asking when you're coming back"

"I don't know." I said emotionlessly. He sighed and sat next to me. He put his arm around me and draw me closer to himself. I put my head at his shoulder. It felt just so good. I wanted to stay like this for a long time "Can you stay the night here? Please. I don't want to be alone"

"Of course" He said after a short pause "Just let me call my mom first"

I nodded and he called his home. After a quick chat he hung up and turn toward me. He took of his jacket, hang it on a chair and sat again next to me. He looked at me a bit awkwardly. I got up from the bed and went to mine closet. I picked some pajama pants for him and some grey shirt to sleep on. I handed it to him and shoved him to the bathroom. Twenty minutes later he was back. I patted place next to me on the bed and he laid lightly at it. He was laying so far away from me, like he was afraid to touch me. I rolled my eyes and grab his waist. I draw him closer to myself and snuggled up to him. He put his arm around my waist and kissed my forehead. I didn't want to sleep yet, but I wanted him to hold me tight this night.

When I was laying in his arms I felt incredibly good. He took some pain away from my chest. He kept drawing circles on my back. It felt so good. I put my head on his chest, right where his heart was beating. It was slowly, steady, beautiful sound. Something what calmed me. Something what I've been longing for in a long time. Something what keeps me still here, far away from home. Sometimes I thought that I could stay here, that I could find myself in this world. But on the other hand I missed my family, my friends, but most importantly I missed my warlock. The only person, who could always make me feel better.

"What are you thinking about? I can feel you're thinking" Asked me Magnus, as he looked down at me. I raised my gaze at him.

He was so beautiful. Just like my warlock, except for the cat eyes. But I could live with it, if I had to stay here. Sometimes I had this strange feeling of a racing heartbeat and butterflies in stomach whenever he looked at me. Could I have some strong feelings for him too? Is it even possible to love two the same people yet so different? He was so attractive like my boyfriend, he had the same great advantages, yet his character was so different. He was able to listen to me, to talk to me, to stay with me. Not that my warlock didn't do it. He used to do this all stuff too. It's just lately I had a feeling that we're growing apart. And no matter how much we love each other there is a chance that we might split again. And I didn't want that. That's why I tried my best to fix everything. But I can't do that on my own. He supposed to be all in too. And with this Magnus everything was easier. I didn't have to be jealous about his ex-lovers, there's no immortality issue between us. There's no one who is against us, even if we're not dating here.

"Nothing important. Just miss my home" I sad in a bit sadder voice.

"He misses you too" I looked puzzled at him "The other Magnus, from your world. He misses you too. I'm sure of it."

"Yeah…you probably right. Although he might love the new Alec. I mean I bet that he's staying whole days with Mags. And my warlock would've love it. Having me just for himself. That's what we've been fighting about." Magnus was looking at me with a concern in his amazing eyes "I don't even remember when we had time for each other for the last time."

"What do you mean?"

"It's always something. Even now, when we're living together…we barely have time for one another." I sighed loudly. I liked that someone finally could listen me. "Either I need to go on some demon hunting, or there's the Clave meeting. And since I'm an adult Shadowhunter I need to attend them. Or he has so many clients, that he's coming back home so exhausted and he falls asleep on the couch. Or he needs to go to some warlock's convent. Or some Council meeting. Sometimes, even if we're both in Idris we just meet in the Gard."

I made a long pause. Magnus was in thoughts and he was looking at me rather suspiciously

"And why Magnus is in this Council? In that Idris. This is a Shadowhunters' country, right?"

"He took that seat so he could be with me, so the Clave wouldn't forbid us to date. He did that for me. Now he's some kind of Clave's warlock." I hated that he was using because of me. I tried multiple times to tell him that he doesn't have to do it. "And believe me I tried to talk him out of it."

"I bet he said that he'll do everything he can to be with you" I looked shocked but I nodded.

"How do you know?"

"When you're talking about him…It seems that he must really love you. Like you're the love of his life. And I would do everything for someone who I love. So I figured out that the other me did the same."

"I would do everything for him too" I said after a long pause in a silent voice. That was true I would do anything for my warlock. Anything.

"Then why won't you sit down and talk things over?" He said lightly "You love each other so much…you can work this out."

"But how?"

"I think that you should talk about what's important for you the most." He started "You should say what you don't like in yours relationship, and Magnus should do the same. And somehow try to work this out for better."

"I wish…" I whispered. "But right now I don't even know if I'll ever go back home"

"You have me" he said, as he kissed my hair "I'm here for you"

With this words we both fall asleep. Little did I know, what hell I would have in the morning.