OHEMGEE! You guys, I am SOOOOO sorry for this being like, 2 months late! D: It was probably more late than that. I was SOOO busy! I had family over, and then I was barely at home half the time! And when I was home, I had friends over, or was working out, or avoiding this story! The only reason I was avoiding it, was because there were some parts that I didnt know how to write. I've never written Smut. And still haven't. ;D I didnt want to change the rating. I also didnt want to have to read like a jillion stories of Smut. Anyhoodle, go on and read this short chapter. XD
Toris just sat there, wide eyed at what had just happened. He raised a hand to his lips, touching right where Feliks had kissed him. During the kiss, Toris' lips had been tingling. Like lightning. How long had Feliks wanted to kiss him? When had this happened? Before now they had just been friends, so when had that changed for Feliks? Toris didn't know what to think. It was weird to think of his best friend as anything other than that. There were too many questions, and he needed answers.
"Feliks," Toris said, taking his friends shoulders and shaking them gently. "Feliks, wake up. Wake up."
One almond shaped eye opened. "Like, what Liet?" Feliks asked groggily.
"We need to talk. C'mon wake up." Toris continued shaking Feliks shoulders, knowing that if he stopped Feliks would just fall back to sleep.
"I'm like, up Liet! Stop like, shaking me." Feliks meekly tried to move Toris' hands. Toris let go once Feliks' eyes were completely opened. "Like, what do you want?"
"I just told you. I need to talk to you."
"Then, like, talk! Gosh, you take like, forever." Feliks rolled his eyes.
"Y-you just kissed me Feliks. You don't think we need to talk about it?" Toris asked.
Feliks stared, wide eyed and terrified. "I-I . . . What? I-I kissed you?" Feliks' eyes began to tear up.
Toris had almost never seen Feliks cry. "F-Feliks, don't cry! W-why're you crying?"
Feliks hiccupped. "Be-because, I-I l-like k-kissed you w-while I-I was l-like d-drunk a-nd n-now it's t-too late to do i-it right!" Feliks wailed, having hiccupped before almost every word. He buried his face in his hands, not wanting Toris to see him this way.
Toris was confused. Awkwardly, he raised his arms and pulled Feliks to him, patting his friend mechanically on the back. "I-it's okay . . . Uh, it's fine, Feliks . . ."
"Like, no it's not!" Feliks screamed, jumping off the bed and out of Toris' awkward comforting gesture. "It's all 'cause I got drunk, and so I like, messed it all up, 'cause I like, had a whole plan set up on how to tell you!" Tears streamed down his face as he continued. "I was gonna totally have an awesome time at the club with you, and then like, I was gonna tell you that I loved you, 'cause Lizzie said that it could work, and I like, told myself not to drink, but then when we were there I thought, 'Oh, I like, totally won't have that many, I could like sooo have just one!' but I had like, a bunch so I got drunk! And then I messed it all up!"
Toris' eyes widened as Feliks continued wailing what his plan had been. "F-Feliks . . ." he interrupted in a quiet voice. "H-how long have you felt this way about me?"
"For like, a while I guess," Feliks replied shakily, sitting down on the other side of the bed.
"Why didn't you tell me before?" Toris asked calmly.
"B-because it totally would've sucked. I would've just like, called you up and been all, 'Hey, Liet, I totally like-like you, so like, how d'you feel about me?' And it totally wouldn't have bee-"
"Feliks," Toris interrupted. "Shut up for a minute." Feliks shut his mouth and narrowed his eyes. Toris thought for a moment.
Feliks' kiss . . . It was . . . pretty good . . . But, he's my best friend, how could I feel this way about him? Well, then again, he feels strongly about me . . . I could try it . . . Wait, maybe I need a test . . .
"Feliks," Toris said, turning to the blonde. "I want to try something. Come over here."
Feliks pouted, but crawled over, and sat down next to Toris. Slowly, Toris moved his face toward Feliks'. "Close your eyes," he murmured. Feliks obeyed. Toris' lips pressed against Feliks', kissing him awkwardly and shyly. Feliks kissed him back, but didn't intensify the kiss, knowing that this was an experiment for Toris and that it wasn't up to him to change the rating.
Toris parted his lips, letting his tongue slip into Feliks' mouth. Their tongues danced around each other, swirling and circling each other. Toris slipped his arms around Feliks' waist, and Feliks' arms went around Toris' neck. Toris let his tongue explore Feliks' mouth a little more before pulling away.
Feliks opened his eyes slowly, eyelids still covering half of his eyes. Toris opened his eyes quickly, and thought about the kiss.
"Well? Like, how was it?" Feliks asked somewhat impatiently. Toris stared at the floor for a minute.
"It was . . . . Intoxicating. And good." Toris was surprised that he could feel this way about a friend as close as Feliks.
"But, what I'm asking is, were there, like, any sparks? Did you actually feel something for me, or was it just my perfect kissing skills?" Feliks asked, his green eyes narrowing slightly.
Toris took a minute to respond. "Yes," he admitted, "there were sparks. And not just for your 'perfect kissing skills'. I think . . . I might like you back."
Feliks grinned smugly. "So you admit that I have perfect kissing skills." Toris rolled his eyes at that. "But, you like, totally like me back? Like me back?"
Toris, whose eyes had previously been fixed at the floor, looked up at Feliks, eye to eye. "Yeah, Feliks. I like you back. And, yeah, I do admit to your awesome kissing skills." Toris chuckled. "You know, I've never considered being gay. I've never thought of someone like this. But, now that I think about it, I guess I did have these feelings for you, just buried under the years of friendship."
For once, Feliks actually listened to Toris' words instead of doing something completely A.D.D. "It was like, the same for me. Except that I like, found out first."
Toris laughed, and Feliks snuggled up against his side. "So, what now?" Toris asked, looking down at the blonde.
Feliks looked up and two sets of green eyes met each other. "Well, I think I have an idea . . ." Feliks said, looking so catlike Toris thought he might even purr. Feliks moved to sit on Toris' lap, and pushed Toris down so that he was lying on the bed with Feliks straddling him.
"Oh, no. If we're doing this, Feliks, I get top," Toris said, rolling so that he was on top of Feliks.
"But, Liet, I found out first!" Feliks whined, pushing out this lower lip in a pout.
"But, Feliks, let's face it. You're a total uke. Making me the seme." Toris lowered himself so that his face was only a few inches from the blonde's face. Feliks stopped pouting and raised his head so that their lips touched.
Toris may not have started it, but he soon took the lead. He slipped his tongue into Feliks' mouth, much like he had earlier. The kiss was long and hot, and when they pulled away they were both gasping for breath. Toris bent down again and sucked on Feliks' neck, in turn making the Pole arch his back.
Toris made his way back up to Feliks' lips, gently leaving a trail of kisses from his neck to his mouth. Feliks moved his hands under Toris' shirt, placing his hands on the brunette's chest. Toris shivered slightly, but intensified the kiss, while also fumbling with his shirt, struggling to get rid of it. Feliks helped him, and soon Toris had gotten Feliks' shirt off as well.
Toris took off his shoes, and unzipped his jeans, getting them off quickly, while Feliks struggled to get his heels and pantyhose off. Finally, after a few minutes of stripping the rest of their clothes, Toris was in his boxers, and Feliks was only covered by his pink briefs. Toris caged Feliks in with his arms, and continued kissing him. Feliks raised his hands and weaved his fingers into Toris' hair, making it impossible to pull away.
In the weeks that he had known that he loved Toris, Feliks had wondered what kissing him would be like many times. Would it be sweet and innocent? Dark and sexy? Or wet and sloppy? Well, now Feliks knew. It was filled with sweet innocence, but there lurked a sexiness that had to be unlocked. Kissing Toris was sensual intoxication. It was wonderful and filled with a desire that went past the physical realm. Love.
Toris pulled away slightly, and his eyes scanned Feliks' face. "You know, Feliks . . . I never really realized how . . ." He swallowed, feeling a little awkward. "How, beautiful you are." He cupped Feliks' cheek for a moment.
"Liet, you're like, totally hot too," Feliks said, grinning.
"And you look even better when you're smiling." Toris grinned back. He went to resume kissing, but Feliks stopped him.
"Liet . . . I like, totally love you, but . . . I've never had sex before. And . . . I'm not saying that I'm not ready, 'cause I totally am and all . . . But, I want our first time to be like . . . Really special. And, you know, for me to like, know what I'm doing. So, do you think we could like . . ." Feliks looked up at Toris shyly, his green eyes sparkling like gems.
"Wait?" Toris finished with a half-smile. "Of course. If you're not ready yet, then we can wait as long as you need to." Toris smiled at him.
"I like just said that I am ready . . ." Feliks muttered, before looking back at Toris. "I feel like such a hypocrite. I like, totally started this and I'm stopping it too. I'm like, such a tease," Feliks said, smirking a little.
"You're not a tease. You just got . . . Caught in the moment. We will do it sometime. But not until you're totally ready to."
Feliks just stared at Toris for a minute. Then he said, "You're totally awesome, Liet!"
"Well, I guess I am," Toris said with a smile. He checked the clock on Feliks' nightstand. "Its 1:30. I think we should get to sleep."
Feliks yawned. "I'll like, go put some PJ's on. Do you wanna borrow some?"
"No, I'm fine sleeping like this. But thanks for the offer."
Feliks shrugged and went to his closet, pulling out pink silk pajamas. He slipped them on quickly, and skipped back to bed, jumping to the spot next to Toris. "So, like, sweet dreams"
Toris pulled him in for a sweet kiss on the lips before turning off the lights. Feliks snuggled up next to Toris again, and fell asleep within minutes.
Yeah, I got pretty sappy there for a few minutes. :P Really sappy. XD
Uhmm, I totally know what I'm gonna do for the next chapter, so you guys don't need to try giving me ideas! (Not that many of you did anyway. XD Doesnt matter, I pull shtuff out of mah life. XD)
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