Between the days of Boxing Day and New Year's Eve, myself and Jacob were running off like a pair of teenagers every chance we got! My parents didn't even find it strange when all of a sudden I was 'hunting' a lot more, which I was very glad I didn't really want to explain the real reason. Being with Jacob was amazing we couldn't keep out hands of each other, he was so gentle like he was scared of breaking me but at the same time so passionate it was truly amazing. I was so excited for tonight too, seeing the new year in with my Jacob, there was a party at Sam and Emily's house which everyone was going too. I was sat in the big house with Rosalie and emmett watching TV when my mom skipped down the stairs.

"Nessie, jake will be here soon and I know he loves you unconditionally but going to a party in sweats and over sized t-shirt is proberaly a little informal don't you think?" I glanced down at the clothes I was wearing and laughed.

"Sure, I'll be right back" I said and got up and started running to the cottage to get changed, once I was there I changed into a pair of jeans and a t-shirt, my hair hung in loose curls. I sprayed some of the perfume Jacob got me on myself and took off running back to the big house, as I was running I suddenly started to become very dizzy, and seeing black spots in front of my eyes. I came to a stop and leaned against a tree, I was breathless and I slid down to the floor. What the hell was that? I thought to myself. I gave myself another few minutes till I felt sure I was okay and started walking back to the big house slowly, I couldn't tell anyone what happened or they would all freak out and I wouldn't be aloud to go tonight, it was proberly nothing anyways I thought, I just needed some blood proberly I could go tomorrow I thought as I walked up the porch steps and into the lounge where everyone was waiting for me.

"Hey" I mumbled as I was wrapped up in a hug by Jacob, I clenched my fists tight together and I hugged him, I couldn't let him see that. I noticed my father starring at me, looking concerned.

"Nessie can I have a word?" He asked and I nodded and followed him outside.

"Want to tell me what just happened?" He asked and I looked up at shocked.

"What are you talking about?"I asked and he smirked at me.

"Your mothers shield isn't up 24/7 Nessie, I know you almost passed out coming up here" I shook my head.

"I didn't, just a little lightheaded, just need to hunt I'll go tomorrow" he raised an eyebrow.

"Nessie you hunt all the time now" he said and I looked way and blushed.

"Oh!" He said suddenly realising.

"I'm sorry daddy" I said and he chuckled.

"Don't apologise Nessie, you and Jacob are both grown ups I understand" i felt my skin boiling as my father said that, and I smiled a little and headed back inside and state over to Jacob.

"Everything ok?" He asked and I nodded.

"Let's go" I said and he chuckled. Mom and dad and the rest of the family were coming too. We got in the cars and drove to Sam and Emily's house. When we got there I went inside with Emily, Rachel and Kim to help them out in the kitchen whilst everyone else was outside, chatting and the guys where setting up the BBQ, yes a BBQ nobody got cold in this huge family apart from Emily, Rachel, Kim and Claire and they all had there imprints to keep them warm. I sat down at the kitchen table with Rachel who was feeding Annabelle.

"Hey" I said and she grinned at me.

"Hey cutie" I said soothing a hand over Annabelle's head.

"Paul's parents are coming to pick her up soon so I can get drunk" Rachel said and I chuckled. Once Annabelle had been picked up and Rachel and Paul said there very sad goodbyes we returned to the kitchen preparing food.

"Here take these outside won't you ness" Kim said handing me a tray full of uncooked chicken breasts and I nodded taking it, I caught the sent of the uncooked meat and my stomach turned, I trust the tray back into her hands and ran for the nearest bathroom and threw up, I felt two hands on my neck and then pulling my hair back. It was Rachel I could tell my her sent.

"Don't tell jake" I said leaning my back against the wall and she nodded and flushed the toilet, she handed me a towel.

"Nessie, are you okay?" I was about to tell her I was just fine but I knew I wasn't this wasn't normal for me, I glanced up at her and burst into tears.

"Rachel I don't know what's happening to me" I blubbed and she pulled me tight into a hug.

"Tell me sweetie" she whispered in my ear.

"I was running today and I almost passed out, that would never happen to me, and today I've been throwing up I didn't even know I could throw up! I've never been sick" I said and Rachel looked confused.

"Ness you need to tell jake, what if something is wrong with you" and I shook my head.

"No!" I said almost shouting "he'll freak out we can't" she nodded and helped me stand up, and suddenly something flashed over her face I stared at her and she smiled a little.

"Nessie, do you think that you could maybe be... Pregnant?" I looked at her blankly.

"I.. I don't know, I don't even know if I can have kids" she smiled.

"Well throwing up at the smell of food, almost fainting, your ticking the boxes for me ness" my heart rate increased and my palms suddenly got very hot and clammy.

"Take a test" Rachel said grinning.

"Fresh out sorry" I said sarcastically

"Emily has some, she bought loads before she got pregnant, use one of hers I don't think she'll mind" my eyes followed her around the room as she pulled open a drawer and trust a pregnancy test in my face.

"I'll give you some privacy" she said about to leave and I grabbed her arm.

"Don't go please, I'm scared" she nodded and I took the test, I sat it down on the counter and Rachel wrapped her arms around my shoulders.

"What am I going to do Rachel? I mean if that test says I am" she smiled at me,

"Well ness, your going to a mommy" I snorted a laugh.

"I know that but I mean, what about jake does he even want kids, what if this baby does to me what it did to my mom" she kissed my cheek

"Jake wants kids I can tell by the way he acts around Annabelle, and your a lot stronger than your mom ness you'll be okay" I nodded and she checked her watch.

"It's time ness" I nodded and peered over at the test and instantly burst into tears, Rachel hugged me so tightly.

"Oh Ness come on shhh, it's alright, everything's going to be okay... You just need to tell Jacob" I nodded and pulled away and wiped my eyes.

"He's going to freak out" I asked looking at Rachel's reflection in the mirror, she was grinning but nodded.

"Proberaly but he'll be happy trust me" I nodded and we left the bathroom, all the other girls where watching us as we left.

"Hey Nessie I'm sorry are you okay?" Kim asked and I nodded.

"Don't apologise it was me and I'm fine" she nodded and I walked outside on the decking to see Jacob playing with emmett, jasper and his brothers. I caught his eye and he stood up and smiled at me, I managed to smile back weakly at him and whispered.

"I need to talk to you" I knew he'd hear me and suddenly he was at my side.

"Ness?" He said looking concerned.

"Come on" I told him dragging him over to the woods, after we'd been walking for a few minutes we were far enough in so nobody would hear us, I started pacing up and down.

"Nessie your scaring me, what is it?" He asked and I turned to him I stopped passing, I tried to get the words to leave my throat but I could I just kept choking on them and tears pouring down my cheeks.

"Show me, if it's easier" jake said and I nodded I placed a hand on his cheek and showed him, me almost fainting and then me throwing up a flash of worry crossed his face and I turned away when I showed him the last seen, me and Rachel looking at the positive pregnancy test. I pulled my hand away and glanced back at Jacob he looked shocked to say the least, just staring at me.

"Is that... Test yours?" I nodded and I pulled me into a tight hug.

"Jake I'm so scared" I whispered and he stroked my hair.

"Shhh, ness it's okay we can do this right, me and you we'll be great but this does kind of ruin my plans for tonight" he said and I pulled away I wiped the tears out of my eyes and looked at him.

"Plans?" I asked and he nodded.

"Suddenly I feel like I should do this now, instead of waiting" he said and I raised an eyebrow at him and he got down on one knee.

"Jacob what are you doing?" I asked and he grinned and pulled a small box out of his pocket.

"Renesmee carlie Cullen you are the love of my life, I love you unconditionally and I was kind of planning to do this at midnight but now you've told me we've created this" he placed one hand over my flat stomach and I grinned at him crying once again. "It just felt right to do this now, Nessie so Renesmee will you marry me?" He opened the small box and there was stunning diamond ring inside.

"Of course I will jake" I said and he slid the ring onto my finger and he stood up and pulled me tight against him and I kissed him, when we both pulled away breathless he used his thumb and wiped away the tears on my cheeks.

"Come on mommy, let's go back" he said and I smiled at him and we walked back hand in hand, Rachel was on the decking watching as we approached, she must of guessed my the smile on Jacobs face I'd told him because she ran across the grass and crushed us both into a hug, if either of us where human it would of hurt Proberaly. Everyone was outside so Jacob wrapped an arm around my waist and got everyone's attention.

"Everyone me and Nessie are engaged" he said and everyone was clapping and cheering, before everyone came up to hug us I stopped them.

"Wait" I said "that's not all" and suddenly aunt Alice squealed she'd obviously seen what I was about to say and I smiled at her and then to turned to everyone else.

"Well I'm pregnant" I announced and suddenly was bombarded by everyone.

"Oh my baby's having a baby" mom said sobbing, if she could cry she would of been.

"I'm so excited" aunt Alice said squeezing me and swinging me side to side.

"Alice she's delicate now" aunt rose said and she dropped her death grip on me and aunt rose kissed me cheek.

"As long as it doesn't come out with four legs and fluffy, I don't mind" she said smirking and Jacob chuckled.

"Well that would be a story to tell" he said and aunt rose glared at him but I just laughed. I took Jacobs hand and walked over to daddy.

"Edward I-" Jacob started but daddy cut him off.

"Jacob I trust you, every instinct in body tells me not too, but I do and I trust you to look after my daughter and grandbaby" Jacob nodded

"With my life" Jacob said and I leaned further into his arms. As the night went on more everyone was celebrating mine and Jacobs news and of course the new year fast approaching. When it was 10seconds to the new year, Jacob pulled me so I was tight against him, everyone else was coupled up and I grinned him.

"This is going to be the best year ever" Jacob whispered and I nodded.

"I love you Jacob black" he smiled.

"I love you too Renesmee Cullen" he replied and then the clock struck midnight and he pulled me into a passionate kiss, my arms linked around his neck and his around around my waist, the moment was filled with magic, at first I thought the fireworks where going off in my head but they weren't, some of the wolves without Imprints had set them off, I pulled away from Jacob and leaned my head against his and we turned to watch the fireworks.

"Happy new year baby" he whispered to me.

"It is huh" I replied and he chuckled and kissed my temple and went back to watching the fireworks.