-'When you're young you're stupid and make mistakes. A year or two passes and you still make mistakes but you're more careful.'
Monday 5th
Dear whoever it may concern,
I was told to write letters to someone but I won't be sending them to anyone. So it's more a journal? I don't know however this is an attempt to overcome my mental disorder by testing my limits. My case includes the inability to read because when I look at words and/or numbers my brain rearranges them making it impossible to understand it. An example?
I cnat beelive taht I cuold not raed tihs! Or something like that.
Writing for myself I have no problem but if I have to read what I wrote then we have a problem. Either way the whole point of this is so write my deepest feelings Lies! Lies!
I am simply writing letter to no one so enjoy them.
Sakura
Tuesday 6th
Dear whoever it may concern,
Day 2. My name is Haruno Sakura. I am eleven years old. I belong to a Genin team known as Team 7. We are lead by Hataka Kakashi and my teammates include Uchiha (I have no idea why I wrote his name first) Uzumaki Naruto and Uchiha Sasuke.
We're not perfect but we make due. Sasuke is the only one who is somewhat aware of my mental disorder and I hate him for that.
Sakura
Monday 14th
Dear whoever it may concern,
So it's been a while. My team went on a mission in Mist where everything went wrong. It was suppose to be a simple body guard mission but somehow jumped to an A-rank mission. It was horrible and thanks to that idiot Uchiha and his stupid rumor about how he likes girls with short hair (no I didn't let it get to me so shut up) my hair kept getting in the way. It has gotten so long suddenly. It's horrible! And what's worse Okaa-san LOVES it. The last thing I needed to do was please her!
In the end, the mission ended up being successful and at the moment, I am trying to forget me crying over the 'dead' Uchiha. I honestly thought he was done for and I got scared. Kami-sama knows why I was upset. I should have been happy however I don't regret it as much as I should.
Sakura
Tuesday 15th
Dear whoever it may concern,
Expect another time gap. Short and simple. On the bright side Sasuke and I are on better terms. We are more honest with each other not because we want to but because we have to. We have a weird relationship and I like it like that. It's better that way because we have our own struggles. But still I have one regret about today I never told Sasuke why I started to hate him. It was never really him but his' actions' not towards me but playing with other girls' hearts all those years before. His habit seemed to have stopped when he heard that someone hated him or toned down at least. Most of the time I seem to forget that Sasuke is human to and I need to forgive him for his faults.
Saturday 1st
Dear whoever it may concern,
I just came out of the hospital and my wrist is still killing me. Team seven took part in the Chiunin exams and whoever told Kakashi we were ready for that was out of their mind. The entire team made it to the final part of the exams and we have two months to prepare. Naruto met with his God Father a Sannin name Jiraiya who is going to train him. Kakashi is going to take on Sasuke while little old me is left alone- well somewhat. The only good thing is that Tsunade-sama finally made it to the village- she came with Jiraiya-sama. She's a lot more timid than I expected but she is firm. She treated me for my injuries and was there for the small one on one fights we had to do at the end of part two of the exams to bring down the numbers.
I was so happy! But I am worried. This exam revealed the dark sides of both my teammates. Naruto has some seal on his stomach that I noticed when I was healing him while more light is shed on Sasuke's brother recovery. It would seem as thou a man name Orochimaru is involved. We still don't know who healed him exactly but whoever they are, they're in big trouble.
Sakura
Friday 5th
It's been a while. Two months. On the bright side I finally had my surgery! With a price of course I can't take part in the exams! The day after I wrote my last letter Otou-chan came home and told me that Tsunade-sama had agreed to join the surgery however it would have to start the next day. She feared a war was going to happen and she wanted to be to alert and ready for it. The surgery was successful and I am not in the rehab session. Bit by bit- with the help of Tsunade-sama- I am making through it. Reading is not a task again! I am cured!
Before the surgery and ran all the way to Sasuke's apartment hoping that he was still there. He wasn't and I regretfully disappointed. I told Mikoto-sama that if he told to her soon to tell him that I went into surgery. She promised to tell him. When I woke up two weeks after the surgery he was there. From what I understood from the nurses he had been there for a while waiting for me to wake up. It was somewhat sweet of him.
He left shortly afterwards leaving two dozen roses for me. The idiot. That was overdoing it! Either way tomorrow the matches begin and I got permission from Tsunade-sama to watch from the audience. She however warned to not to try and fight. She was still pushing that theory that a war was about to start and I fear she may be right after all.
Sakura
Saturday 12th
Dear whoever it may concern,
The village was attack and the third passed on. That man Orochimaru, he was the one who took the third away from us. He's a horrible man. Minato-sama was suppose to step up now as kage but he doesn't seem eager. I did end up fighting and got scolded by Tsunade-sama. Well it wasn't exactly fighting but taking a hit for Sasuke from that mysterious Suna boy Gaara attack. Sasuke was defenseless and I had to do something. So I choose to get crushed by the sand. Sasuke wasn't too happy either, I heard after I was saved by Naruto, he caught me and went off to help Naruto finish off Gaara. He then never left my side until I came to.
I am walking on dangerous grounds now.
Sakura
Monday 14th
Dear whoever it may concern,
Minato-sama has refused the Hokage position once again and then it was passed on to Jiraiya-sama who did the same. Then Tsunade-sama was chosen and she agreed. Currently, she's the fifth hokage. She asked to see me the other day and told me if I was prepared to become a student. I was shocked. I had only recently learnt that Tsunade-sama had a student already-Shizune-san. However, she explained there are things she can't teach Shizune-san and she believes I am the one who will succeed her.
I am very anxious. Plus new information have been released about Itachi-san. Naruto found out about it when he and Jiraiya-sama met up with Orochimaru and started to fight. Kabuto- a clumsy medic we met in the Chiunin exams. He revealed himself to be Orochimaru right hand man. He admitted to healing Itachi but said the entire thing was temporary and he was going to serve Orochimaru until Itachi betrayed him and left to join the Akatsuki!
Of course all of thing almost drove Sasuke insane but he's working along with his clan and the village to find out his brother's plan and who is working with now. He's making it his aim to bring Uchiha Itachi home. It won't be long before we find out more information but until then we wait.
Sakura
Thursday 27th
Dear whoever it concerns,
It's been two and a half years. I recently came back to the village after some major R&R. Tsunade-sama is a cruel teacher. Over the past two years a lot has happened. Sasuke went on a secret mission as a double agent to Oto. We were able to get ahold of the medical reports on Itachi that Kabuto had made when they operated on him. It was amazing. As odd as Kabuto was the man in brilliant. Naruto was still off with Jiraiya-sama. I managed to keep in contact with him but as much as Hinata-chan. Those two are closer than ever. According to her, Naruto would be home any day now.
As for Sasuke I have no idea when he will be home but I hope it's soon. I hate to admit it but I kinda miss him….
Sakura paused in her writing when she heard her window beginning opened. She opened the draw in her desk and pulled out a kunai when she recognized the charka. She stood up suddenly.
"Sasuke…"
"I'm home."
-'You never realized how much you're value something until it's gone. Sakura learnt that they hard way.'
