Later that day Sasha's POV

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"Huh?" Rubbing my eyes I slowly began opening them only to be blinded by the bright sun. "Son of a-" As I went to move the ground moved and that's when I realized I wasn't on the ground. In fact I'm floating in the pool. "Oh fuck!"

"Shut it I'm sleeping." Murmured a thick Irish accent coming from next to me.

"Becks wake up we're in the fucking pool."

"Huh? What? Ah oh gah!" She panicked.

"Babe!" And that was all I could get out before she flipped us and we both went in. "Wow thanks." I smiled as we both surfaced.

"How the fuck did we end up on this swan?" She asked pushing the giant inflatable swan out the way and swimming toward me.

"The hell if I know, I didn't even know we had one. Good morning though."

"Morning." She then gave me a kiss.

"Even when I'm hungover you still manage to instantly make me feel better." I grinned putting my arms around her waist.

"Well a little bit of chocolate in the morning after partying always makes me feel amazing." She smirked kissing my nose.

"Well I am always a fan of a vanilla frappé whenever I can get my hands on it."

"Oh yeah well then I sure hope you need an energy boost." That got me to smile and pull her in for a kiss. I can't explain it but everytime I wake up and see her smiling face I immediately get washed over with this sense of love and it consumes me. I've never felt this way about anyone and every chance I get to indulge in it I take it.

"What are you doing to me huh?!" I whispered jokingly in her ear. Getting her to giggle and cup my cheeks.

"I'm not doing anything but loving you."

"Don't ever stop."

"I wouldn't if my life depended on it." Hearing her say that almost brings a tear to my eye. It might be all the weed from last night controlling my emotions right now but my heart is literally skipping beats hearing her say this to me. I couldn't help but to hug onto her for dear life I'm so glad she's mine. "You're the piece of me that I never knew I was missing. And now that I got you I'm not letting you go.. I can't, no I won't ever let you go. I promise-"

"Dani please don't do this to me! I love you more than my own-"

"If you loved me you would have owned up to me! Not ignored me like one of your little fans!" She growled looking anywhere but in my eyes.

"Baby I know it was fucked up of me but please give me another-"

"No more second chances Sasha! I'm sick and tired of you saying you love me-"

"I do love you."

"And then you turning around and telling the whole world that we're not dating. We do this over and over again and I'm so over this!" As she said that she grabbed her suitcase out the closet and began going through our drawers. "I can't do this anymore Sash. I'm done."

"No Dan you don't mean that. You're my everything and if you leave it'll be like stabbing me in the chest with a knife. You promised me you wouldn't leave!" I sniffled grabbing her hand in an attempt to make her stop packing. "You promised you'd be with me to the end. Please don't break our promise." I cooed wrapping my arms around her from behind and hugging her. "I'm really going to try next time."

"Well you don't have to worry because there isn't going to be a next time." She murmured shaking me off and going back to packing her stuff.

"Sash? Baby you okay? Babe you're crying what's the matter?" Cooed Becky pulling me out of my memory. I didn't know I was crying until she pointed it out. "Sasha?" She asked softly letting me know she is genuinely concerned and all I could do was look at her. "Come on." She then pulled away and interlaced our fingers together and leading us out the pool, being we were standing in the shallow end. I don't know where she's taking me but I'm not going to stop following her. Eventually we made our way inside and up to our room. Once there she took me into the bathroom and started to run a bath the same way she always does it for me. She then sat me down on the edge of the tub and began to strip me. Starting with my heels all the way up to my earrings. She even took the time to tie my hair up in a bun for me and take off my makeup. "In." She stated pointing to the now full tub. Listening to her I got in. I liked this part because she stripped down and got in the tub behind me. Once she got comfortable she pulled me backwards into her grasp. "You wanna tell me what's wrong?" She whispered in my ear softly.

"I know the reason you left breakfast early yesterday. When you're stressed there's a small vein that pops out of your neck and it wasn't there yesterday morning."

"What?"

"Yesterday morning when they started to talk about what happened in my past. I know I never told you about any of that and that was the reason you were crying." I don't have to see her to know she knows what I'm talking about. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I made you feel like I don't trust you or something because that was never my intention. I trust you Becky and I love you so much so that I risked my career for you. It's just the last time I told someone I loved them, they hurt me and it broke my heart."

"Well if I've told you once I'll tell you a million more times. I love you and I have no plans to leave you any time soon." She cooed. To that I turned around and looked her in the eyes.

"I know besides even if you wanted to I'm not going to let you. For all I care one day you could hate me with every fiber of your being but I'm not going to let you go. You could try and run away that's fine because I'll hunt you down and bring you right back. Hell you could go out and fall in love with someone else, but you best hope I don't find out because I'll kill them and make you watch. Our relationship isn't going to be over until I say it's over. If I'm still feeling you then you're still mine end of story. There is no seeing other people if you wanna see other people I'll put on a wig and you can see me. You wanna go back to seeing men fine I'll shave my head and act like a slob. No matter what you want you're always going to be mine until I get tired of you, and even then you're still not allowed to talk to anyone but me. You're trapped with me forever and there's nothing you can do about it. You aren't allowed to leave me" I can't exactly read her reaction to what I just said but I know she knows I'm serious. "You remember that blonde you knocked out last night?"

"It's hard to forget her after we tapped her to the wall."

"Well before you she was the last serious relationship I had. But it was right before my music started to really take off, when I was still living in Boston. I've always known I liked women since middle school. I'd see all the pretty girls in my grade and one day some of them started to look really extra cute to me. I mean I had a boyfriend or two but the girl two seats ahead of me was more appealing to me than the guy wrapped around my waist kissing me. Then one day I remember watching a movie on one of those movie channels and I fell asleep, and when I woke up this show called The L Word was on. You ever hear of that show?"

"Sounds familiar but I've never watched it."

"Well it's basically about a group of friends who are all lesbians. We'll have to watch it together sometime think you'll like it. Anyway on there was a girl named Jenny and in the first season she has a boyfriend, but eventually she got seduced by another woman. And it confused the hell out of her because she had a boyfriend. It caught my attention because that's how I was feeling at that moment. I had a boyfriend but there was this girl in my Earth science class and I just thought she was so beautiful. She was that one person that everyone knew and loved the sweetest girl I've ever met. And I'd find myself thinking about how if she were my girlfriend that I'd show her off to everyone. Spoil her to the best of my ability, treat her like the princess she is. So I found myself talking to her on a regular basis every now and then I would buy her something from the after school store because we played soccer together and stayed after school for practice and stuff. So if depending on if it was a practice or a game I'd buy us both a Gatorade or something to munch on and every time I did it she'd give me a kiss on the cheek. And every time she kissed me it gave me a feeling I've never felt ever before compared to when I was in a full blown makeout session with my boyfriend. I craved that feeling so much that eventually I ended up borrowing money from Trin and E and them just so I could buy her a Poptart.. Cherry Poptarts were her favorite. Then one day I didn't buy her anything because I was having a shitty day and I couldn't make it to the store in time to get something. So when I went into the locker room and sat down next her she looked at me and I guess she must have sensed I was having a bad day because she immediately asked what was wrong. You know the situation about my parents when I was growing up, anyway I told her how my mother's stupid boyfriend at the time was treating her like shit again that morning and how she snapped on me for trying to protecting her. Anyway when I finished telling her what happened she pulled out an Airhead and gave it to me. So switching the roles I went in to kiss her cheek and at the last second she turned her head and we kissed. When our lips touched that was when I knew that I was for sure gay. And from that moment on I decided I'd keep that fact to myself, I mean the gang knew because I tell them everything and they promised to keep it a secret until I decided I wanted to come out."

"What happened with the girl?"

"It was a few months later when some undeserving peasant asked her to senior prom and then they started to date and we kinda stopped talking besides at practice. They broke up three months later because he cheated on her, had she given me a chance there's a good chance her life would be going pretty well right now. But I'm over her and I found me a new thing to play with." I smiled poking her in the stomach getting her to smile back at me. "Come here I can't focus with your eyeliner running like that. Why didn't you take off your makeup?" I asked grabbing a washcloth off the rack wetting it and wiping her face clean.

"I was more concerned about you that I forgot." She mumbled earning her a kiss. I swear sometimes I feel like royalty the way she spoils me.

"Well good thing I'm concentrated on you now. I'll always make sure you're well taken care of." Once I got off what I could I threw it outside the tub with the rest of our wet clothes. "Kay where'd I leave off?"

"About how your first girl kiss got cheated on."

"Oh okay. Anyway by that time we all graduated and I decided I'd rather focus on my music. So I started to perform in local bars and pubs and stuff like that. Then one night after a show I get approached by this beautiful blue eyed blonde-"

"I assume that was Danielle?" I nodded.

"Yup. You know how I have a soft spot for beautiful big eyes, so she starts telling me how she thought my voice is amazing. Me being me I get to chatting her up and I find out that her dad is friends with the guy who is in charge of booking talent at one of Boston's biggest clubs. So it was only right that I got her number because she could be my golden ticket to the top. I was so confident about it... But my pride wouldn't let me do it I don't believe in using people to get ahead. So I never called her. Flash forward a week and she shows up again at one of my gigs. Only this time she wasn't alone and she brought her dad and his friend who booked talent. Then we got into a conversation about my music and then we exchanged numbers and he said to be on the lookout for if he books me one night. Excited I waited by the phone every day even when I'd be doing a gig somewhere. Every gig I played Danielle would be there in the back watching and probably singing along she followed me so much. My very first groupie she was, so one night I was packing up and I noticed her staring at me from afar. Anyone else I would have been creeped out but I thought she was cute so I offered to take her out for a late night bite to eat at the dinner I worked at during the day. We probably were sitting in that booth talking all night basically until it was two hours before my eight am shift there. I had to go home and shower and such so we began going our separate ways.. Not without her kissing me on the cheek first and making me promise to call her later after my shift. I only made it five hours into my eight hour shift before she showed up for lunch. She stayed there until I got off that day."

"Wait so she borderline stalked you?"

"Thinking about it yeah but I didn't care she was cute I was into her and she was into me. Anyway when I got off she offered me a ride home since it was raining and being I didn't have a car so I mostly took the bus or walked everywhere. I accepted and she drove me home. When we got there she insisted she come up and use my bathroom and then she'd be on her way. I don't know how or when but the next thing I know we're laying on my sofa watching a movie. Then she's on top of me and the next thing I know we're having sex on the floor in front of the couch. I'm telling you that because she was the first woman I ever slept with... Hell she was my first actually and it was something I'll never forget. After we finished we just kinda hungout for the rest of the night being I didn't have a gig that night. We just sat and talked and cuddled and kissed until we fell asleep. Next morning she drove me to work and then she went off on her own thing. I personally was sort of sad because I really liked her and I felt like we had a thing but you know how it goes in the movies one and done. That was until an hour before my shift ended and she texted me asking if it'd be okay for her to pick me up from work again. I almost knocked over my tray full of drinks I was so excited. Anyway so she picked me up and we ended up at her place where we only watched tv for a bit before she had to take me home because I had another gig. It was weird because she told me to pack extra clothes and my uniform, I didn't question her on why I just did it. Then like all my other gigs she sat in the back and watched me do my thing. Then this time we ended up at her apartment and we had sex again only in her bed this time. I spent the night there and the next morning she dropped me off at work and kissed me goodbye calling me babe as I got out her car. By this time I completely adored her and sorta started to consider her my semi-girlfriend slash friend with benefits. I wasn't sure what we were but I was enjoying myself spending time with her. We continued on like that for maybe a month before one day we were driving to go somewhere and one of her friends called asking if she was free to hang out. Her response to them was, No I can't I'm spending time with my girlfriend right now maybe tomorrow. Then that's how we became a couple."

"You know if I didn't know better I'd start to say this sounds a bit familiar. Being harassed and seduced. Then just sex and spending time together, then one day you're suddenly dating."

"No what we have is totally different because you were playing hard to get and I was going insane because you wouldn't give into me. But once you did I made sure you wouldn't escape. Besides I didn't hear you complaining whenever I'd come on to you."

"You right but in my defense I was being hit on by a celebrity so how else was I supposed to react?"

"Take me now Sasha, fuck Finn he's not you. Ha would have saved me a fuck ton of time." I spoke effortlessly because it's true.

"Well the chase is half the fun and you seemed really eager to show off to me."

"I was giving you a taste of what it'd be like when you got with The Legit Boss. Actually you know she was the one who gave me that nickname."

"Why? How?"

"Umm it was maybe two months after we started dating that the talent booking agent guy called and booked me to perform. We got there and I was excited to go, then twenty minutes before it was my time to go I just started to get really nervous because this was my first time performing in front of such a large crowd of people. It was a full house that night and I was starting to second guess my music and thinking about just singing covers like I did from time to time. She wasn't having it that night so she sat me down in a chair that was facing the light up vanity mirror in my dressing room. And she starts telling me that basically everyone else in the building is beneath me and I ran that club. That I'm in control of the stage tonight and that I was the legitimate boss of the night. And for some reason it stuck with me every time after that when I would go to perform she'd tell me I was the venues Legit Boss for the time being. It stuck so much that I started to sign my name The Legit Boss Sasha Banks. And when I'd introduce myself I'd say Sasha Banks Legit Boss. It stuck and now I'm known as Sasha Banks The Legit Boss."

"Wow seems she was a pretty good sized piece of your career."

"Yeah as much as I hate to admit it she did help me get my name out there around in Boston. But it was actually thanks to someone posting a video of me singing on Twitter. That video went pretty viral next thing I know I get a bunch of phone calls from different record labels wanting me to sign with them. After that it was nothing but me my pen and the continuous melodies in my head. I went from winning singing competitions in random bars, to winning Moonmen on MTV. Then you came along and those Moonmen doubled and produced Grammys that were served on a platinum record. Best part about it all is in all that haste I managed to become a business owner. For real though thank you for not quitting on me because I haven't the slightest clue on how to run a business. If it weren't for you I'm positive I would have ran Mattson's into the ground."

"I only stayed because I loved my job and because I had a crush on you. It was your confidence that drew me in you were so sure that you'd make me yours that I eventually started to believe you. And now here we are."

"Well when I see something I like I do whatever it takes to make sure I get it. I wanted you and I got you. Probably one of my best accomplishments to date. You made me do something that I thought I would never be able to do and be comfortable about it." I cooed caressing her cheek. She leaned into it and kissed my palm. Eventually interlocking our hands together.

"What'd I make you do?"

"I came out because of you. For years I was scared to do it because I thought it'd ruin my career. It ruined almost every relationship I've ever had since I realized I was gay. It was the reason Danielle left me. And every girl after her they all either were just trying to use me or wanted me to come out for them."

"What made me so different?"

"You were the only woman who wasn't at all phased by my fame status. When we first met you only ever heard one of my songs whilst the other girls knew all my songs word for word. I never had to work to get them because they basically offered themselves to me so I just took, all of them except you. You made me put in work, so much so that I wrote songs about how I wanted you for myself. That didn't work so I fucking brought the company you were working for all in an attempt to get closer to you. A whole fuckng business Becks! I brought an entire grocery store chain just to get into your pants. I'm telling you by that time I was already falling for you and it all made sense in my head. Then when I finally had you the way I wanted I fell deep in love that night. So when you shut me out for the next month I was heartbroken. I thought I moved too fast with you and I blew it and I thought I lost you. You made me experience so many different emotions that there was no way I could not show you off to the world. When you finally sent me the text that you were done with Finn for good I damn near crashed speeding over to scoop you I was so happy. You're just too damn gorgeous to not let everyone know you were mine and the only way to do that was to come out, so I did. But most of all you never pressured me to come out, you just let me be me and I liked that."

"Well then my beautiful girl you're very welcome. But you ready to get out my fingers are starting to go wrinkly?" She asked holding up her hand and showing them to me.

"I suppose. After you my lady." I smiled pushing the drain to drain the tub.

"Thanks." She gave me a kiss before standing up to get out. Before she could step out I grabbed her around the thighs and bit her on the ass. "AHH SASHA!" She hollered hitting me, all that did was make me bite down even harder before letting go. "What the fuck?!"

"Love you." I grinned because now my teeth marks are on her ass.

"I ought to kill you." She growled. She's so hot when she gets mad and threatens me.

"You say it but you know damn well you'll miss me." I retorted stepping out the tub behind her. Grabbing a towel off the rack I handed one to her first before grabbing one for myself.

"My arse though babe? Of all places you could have bit you choose my arse?" She sighed looking at my bite mark in the mirror.

"Fine come here then." Latching on to her neck I bit down getting her to elicit a sexy moan. I sucked on her skin for about a minute making sure her hicky was nice and deep. "There happy now?" She smiled and nodded her head. "I gotta stop spoiling you you're getting too damn use to it. You damn brat." I grumbled walking out of the bathroom and into our closet.

"Well you're the one who turned me into a brat so you can't complain."

...

"Bruh I'm telling you she had an ass hand sculpted by the gods it was so big. Nice and jiggly I almost could have became a father last night." Smiled Kofi as we're all sitting in the kitchen to regroup after last night. It's roughly noon right now. "I couldn't pull out I didn't want to. I was thinking about getting her pregnant that way she'll be in my life forever."

"Man none of those girls at the party were my type and the ones who were were too gone." Sighed Xavier.

"What did you expect for it to just be a sea of snowbunnies to show up here last night?" I asked because let's be honest if there's going to be a bunch of black rappers and singers at a party odds are there's going to be a lot of black people who show up.

"Actually I did see a beautiful brunette at some point last night. I think her name was Vanessa and she was damn fine." Smiled Becky sipping her water.

"No! The hell were you doing talking to another girl?!" I asked because I'm dying to hear her answer.

"Me and Charlotte were killing it in beer pong. Her and her friend stepped up to try and beat us."

"They lost." Chimed Charlotte.

"Yeah but they gave us a run for our money though. We almost lost but Char has the magic touch. Don't you worry boo she has nothing compared to you." She cooed kissing my cheek.

"Last night I learned that the guys out here do not play around when they're trying to take a girl home. This one guy literally would not take a hint no matter how many times I told him I wasn't interested." Spoke Tamina. Out of all of us she's the only one who actually has her life together. She's the one who is engaged and has a daughter.

"Oh man I bet if T came he would have killed that guy." Spoke Kofi.

"Yeah probably." She shrugged going back to being on her phone.

"You know what though I think I'd be okay out here in Cali. I mean when I woke up I had like seven different numbers written on my arm. Yeah I don't remember what any of the owners looked like it's good to know my game works out here too. But I'm not ready to leave my dicks back home yet." Charlotte randomly admitted.

"Thank you for sharing that Char." Smiled Becks. "Speaking of back home where's Bay?"

"No where's E?" Asked Xavier and those are good questions.

"I have a confession. I don't remember when but it was before you knocked Danielle out.. I did let Bay do a couple bong rips." Everyone looked at me in a disbelief way. "Yeah Snoop came and asked her if she wanted to smoke with us and she said yeah. So her and E were with us outside smoking with him and a few others. I don't know how long they smoked because halfway through I got horny and went to look for Becks. So don't be surprised if those two are lost or off doing some freaky shit."

"Really?" Asked Becky, I nodded.

"Yeah she was nervous but after like the second rotation of the blunt she calmed down. And then the bong came out and she hit it to my surprise. She took it like a champ too." I grinned thinking back to that moment last night.

"Wow I never thought I'd see the day." Smiled Charlotte.

"I know I'm proud of her. Hey is it me or are E and Bayley so cute together?"

"I was thinking the same thing!" Spoke Tamina.

"Oh he's totally into her. When we were getting ready he asked us if we thought if she would like his outfit." Spoke Kofi nonchalantly with Xavier nodding in confirmation.

"Good they deserve each other they both are child's trapped in an adult's body." I added.

"Where are they though?" Asked Becky again.

"Dunno let me check the cameras and see." Opening my phone I went to the app that lets me monitor the cameras in my house. Going through last night's events it showed a lot. "Well I can tell you guys that French did show up and that's probably why Trin isn't here right now. So we'll see her later I hope." Continuing to watch I was able to locate E and Bayley. "Yeah they are in the bounce house right now."

"Damn still?! It's like ninety degrees out there I know they are hot!" Exclaimed Xavier.

"They are either still sleeping, still tripping balls, or fucking. At this point I wouldn't be surprised if it were all three." I spoke still looking at the cameras because I'm trying to see how the hell me and Becks ended up in the pool.

"If it is I'm really fucking proud of her. She doesn't ever have any fun when we party so I'm happy she did last night. I remember one time we went out for her birthday she took two shots and was done. Me and Becks were going back to back downing shots. We even did body shots and Bay just sat and watched."

"Oh I remember that night. When I got home and ate my Taco Bell, I had great sex with Finn... Or you know at least it was at that moment in time." Murmured Becky.

"Awe you poor thing, you must have been really fucked up that night huh?" I cooed pinching her cheek referring to the time I first admitted to Becky that I knew her sex life with Finn sucked and that she should let me be the one to fuck her right. And it was probably after that that she started to become more attracted to me.

"Yeah we were really lit. But then again I didn't know better back then and we hadn't met yet." She smiled looking me in the eyes so I gave her a quick kiss.

"That's right he doesn't know how to fuck you right like I do." I cooed getting her to nood. I really do love her because she is so obedient towards me. "Anyway who wants to go check on them to make sure they aren't dead?"

"I'll go I wanna go see if they're doing something dirty. X you come with me since last time we caught those two in the act or about to." Smirked Charlotte getting up and heading out to the back with Xavier behind her.

"We we're about to but you guys busted in talking about some stupid pancakes ." I growled because I'm still a little bit heated over that.

"Why does it matter y'all still finished anyway." She sassed.

"You know I'm glad you two love each other and everything but we don't need to know about your sex lives. I'm not saying there's anything wrong with having sex often because that's a good thing. However we don't need to know when you guys do. I don't need those images floating around in my head." Tamina said in a calm urgent voice.

"Don't look at me I can go a day without out sex that's Sasha who is constantly in dying need of a release. If she doesn't get her release she'll probably turn into Godzilla and destroy the entire universe."

"You guys know me I'm easily turned on sometimes. And everything she does for some reason turns me on and I'm not going to just ignore it." I reasoned defending myself.

"See that's the definition of a sex addict babe. You're a sex addict." Becky stated.

"No I'm not I just find you attractive and I like having sex with you as often as I can. I don't see the problem here." Becky only giggled and kissed me.

"I guess I am a little irresistible sometimes." She shrugged.

"Sometimes? More like all the time. Like right now I want you but you don't see me acting on it."

"Yeah because they are all sitting here, if they weren't you'd probably have me sprawled out on this table right now."

"Awe guys! I'm trying to eat!" Whined Kofi pointing to his bowl of cereal.

"Well what the hell do you expect from me you have good pussy. It's like mac-n-cheese and I can never get enough!" I explained because it's true.

"Okay I'm done." Murmured Tamina getting up from the table and walking off somewhere.

"Right behind you Mina." Added Kofi following behind her with his bowl.

"See now look what you did!" Whined Becks motioning to the now empty table besides us.

"Whatever I was just being honest. They're just jealous of what we have. But since there gone you know I've been thinking."

"Oh gosh is it good or bad?" She asked in a worrisome tone.

"I mean I think they're good but the side effects might be a bit strenuous."

"Okay do you need to speak to Becky, or Rebecca?"

"Rebecca. I need to talk to you about our career together."

"Mkay I'm listening." She smiled moving closer to me and attentively looked at me.

"I wanna go to school and get my business degree that way I don't have to be completely dependent on you to run my company. I want to know how to properly run my stores." I spoke seriously because I really don't like having to depend on people to do things for me.

"Oh that's great I'm happy to hear that Sash!" She smiled excitedly before hugging me. "Do you know where you want to go? Are you going to go to a university or do online classes?"

"I dunno because that's where my next thought interferes. I was going through the comments on ITunes for My Goggled Orange and there were quite a few people who said that I should go on tour."

"Like a world tour?" She asked a bit wearily.

"I don't know I just know I wanna go on tour I've never had my own tour before and I think it'll be fun."

"Okay I can look into it and see what we can do."

"Only thing is though I want to go on tour by at least the end of the summer. So like at the end of August or sooner if possible."

"Alright I don't see why we can't make that happen. Starting Monday I'll look into it and talk to Mitch. And you know what else that's perfect because I still get emails from all those tv shows requesting you come on their shows. It's been almost a month since we came out and you've yet to break your silence. So I don't see a better reason to make a tv appearance to tell the world about us and announce the.. The Legit Boss world tour!" She smiled using her hands to motion an imaginary banner in the air. "We'll work on the name of the tour but I'm sure it's going to slay!"

"Damn why do you have to be so fucking smart and adorable at the same time?"

"It's what you hired me for. To help you keep your shit together and make sure you get to where you need or want to be. Damn I have so much to do I'm excited now!" She's a workaholic sometimes when she wants to be. You can give her a task and depending on the depth of it she'll have it all worked out by the end of the day. "Huh babe you wanna do a concert in Ireland?! Awe babe that'd be so cool and if you want we can go visit my parents I don't know if they'll approve, but I'd still like you to be able to say you've met them. Ooh and then I can take you and show you where I grew up and all the places I hung out! And my beach! My beach! I wanna take you to the beach I always went to as a kid with my parents. You know the beach I have a bottle of sand from on a necklace?"

"Yeah it was the necklace you were wearing the first time I ever met you. How could I forget." She grinned and kissed me. I love how excited she is about this it's making me excited.

"Ahh babe are you sure you wanna go on tour because if you back out last minute-" I silenced her by planting a kiss on her.

"I really want to see where my princess was born and raised. Besides you meet my mom so I would love to meet your parents. I mean I'm going to be their future daughter-in-law anyway so it's best to meet them now rather than later."

"Okay good. This really is so exciting to me and we gotta find you a tour bus now too." She smiled staring at me lovingly.

"Yeah we got work to do. But the most important decision to be made right now is deciding what show I'm going to go on first. Is Ellen still sending us emails?" I asked because I'm still dead set on being on her show because I haven't been on her show before. Plus she's the top candidate to talk about coming out to because she a lesbian just like me and I think I'll feel comfortable there.

"Yeah think so. Should I return their email?"

"Yeah not yet though. Let's talk to Mitch and see what he says about the tour. And the same day we finish getting at least the first leg of the tour dates then we can go on her show. You know I like having everything figured out before I announce things." Mitch is my agent who mostly books my events and other major things. Becks is my assistant and her main job is to just make sure I get to where I need to be, get me something that I might want, etc., it's just she's an overachiever and is basically my second agent to some degree.

"Alright sounds like a plan."

"Oh god I'm so damn thirsty!" Exclaimed Bayley charging in the house with E right behind her.

"Water!" He yelled for some weird reason. They then both went into the fridge in search of something to drink.

"No they were just cuddling." Sighed Charlotte coming in.

"I'm very confused on why you're sad about that." Xavier asked closing the door.

"Because I'm waiting for Bayley to finally have an exciting story to tell us." She spoke sitting down in her chair from before.

"Well unlike you Char some of us have morals. Something you don't know anything about." Rebutted Bayley drinking a Sprite.

"Hey I embrace my sluttiness. I know I'm a hoe, it's just I'm a hoe who likes to have fun. Something that you don't know anything about."

"Oh what are you talking about I had lots of fun last! Right E!"

"Yeah let me tell you Sash that bounce house has been properly broken in. We jumped our hearts out last night."

"See and Sash you were there you saw me clear that bong." Added Bay.

"Wow you got high and then jumped in a bounce house. Big whoop!" Sassed Char in a sarcastic tone.

"Okay can y'all like not? You see us trying to chill and here you guys come arguing about the same thing y'all always argue about. Char leave Bay alone not everyone wants to run around gargling dick like you do. And Bay if you had fun last night then you had fun don't let her tell you otherwise." Settled my girlfriend. I love it when she does that. "Damn y'all give me headaches."

"Whatever what's for lunch I'm starving?" Huffed Char.

"I dunno but the maids should be here shortly so we gotta let them in and then we'll go from there. Honestly thought I just want some comfort food." I spoke because now that I think about it I am hungry. All the food I ordered for the party was cleaned out last night. They didn't even leave the aluminum pans they came in.

"Ugh I can go for some ribs and collards with a healthy piece of cornbread." Grinned E rubbing his stomach.

"Great now I want Mrs. Tootsie's. I need a to feel my arteries start to clog with grease." Groaned Xavier.

"I want candied yams and Mac-n-cheese. No offense to your cooking babe but I'm tired of this Hollywood food. I need black people food." I spoke.

"Please tell me they have a soul food place somewhere nearby here. If not it looks like we gotta throw down up in this bitch." Spoke Xavier.

"I'm looking one up right now." I murmured opening my phone and looking up for any soul food places nearby.

"Soul food?" Asked Bayley.

"Wait you guys have never had soul food before have you?" Asked E turning Bayley to look at him.

"I don't know about them but I haven't." She answered shaking her head no.

"I did once that time I went with Sasha to Boston, her mum cooked a fuck ton of food. I haven't had a meal that dangerous since." Answered Becky. Hmm I forgot I took her to my mom's and she cooked a lot of food. It was so funny because my mother insisted she keep eating to in which I quote, 'Put some meat on her bones'. I would have protested her because Becky is already kind of thick in her own right, but a little extra meat on her thighs wouldn't hurt. Becks seemed to enjoy it because she kept eating and she got the itis. It was so cute because when we finished eating she went to go sit on the couch while my mom and I were cleaning and probably five minutes after sitting down she fell asleep. That was another one of the moments where I fell deeper in love with her.

"Mmhmm that shit had you knocked didn't it?" Asked Xavier smiling because they've all been victims of my mom's cooking.

"Like a light."

"See now I want to try this black people food. If it managed to put Gingie to sleep then I want in." Demanded Charlotte.

"Got one right here it's twenty minutes away called Soul Boat. It has good reviews and four out of five stars."

"Alright it's a wrap. I'm going to go get ready now." Xavier then got up and left the kitchen.

"I'm going to go shower." Char then got up and went upstairs.

"I guess I'll go do the same then." Spoke E moving to go upstairs. It was cute because Bayley followed right behind him.

"Agreed."

"Hey if you see Mina and Kofi tell them to get ready too and one of y'all text Trin to find out where she is and of we have to go scoop her." I spoke after them.

"Okay!" One of them yelled back.

"Good thing we're already dressed so that means quality Becky and the Boss time." I cooed getting up from my seat and going over to sit on my girlfriend's lap. "Our friends really are a group a characters. I love them."

"I know I told you you'd like them. I can only imagine how we'd all be acting ten years from now." She laughed.

"Probably still doing stupid shit for no reason other than because we can." I giggled because we do a lot of stupid unnecessary stuff.

"I sure hope so I love our life."

"Me too, but I love you more." I purred kissing her neck.

"No I love you more." She spoke in a low voice moving so we were looking each other in the eyes. I always like it when I look in her eyes because I always get butterflies. When I look in her eyes I see a lot of my future in them and I think of all I had to go through just to be able to do this whenever I wanted. When I look her in the eyes I see my paradise and I know she's probably the closest thing I'll ever get to what it's like to be in heaven without dying. But my favorite part about moments like this is I know she's probably thinking and feeling the same things. It's a very comforting feeling knowing she's most likely thinking about our love like I am. "I just had an oh wow moment." She whispered not breaking our eye contact.

"Really?" She nodded and kissed me very passionately.

"I've been fucking you for almost a year now and I still can't believe you're my girlfriend. For some reason I keep forgetting you're an international popstar, and every time I think about how we met I remember that you have three Grammys and a platinum record. And every time I remember that it blows my mind that out of all the other good looking A-list celebrities you chose me. A random girl from Ireland just trying to get by living in Florida, and now I'm living in this palace with you."

"I chose you because you're beautiful obviously. And because you didn't give a shit about who I was and it let me know that you wouldn't just use me because of who I was. That's another reason why I never had luck finding love since being famous because it's hard to tell who's there for me and not just my name."

"When was the moment you knew I was really there for you? Like the exact moment you realized I loved you?"

"The moment I knew you were really here for me was probably the time you were out somewhere on a date with Finn and I texted you telling you to come see me. I remember it because you said you guys were in the middle of watching a movie at the theater, and you ditched him to see me."

"Oh yeah I remember that, the one where you met me at the movies and we did it in the back of your car."

"Yup that night. You left your boyfriend who you supposedly loved in a theater by himself on date night to have sex with me. So after you kissed me goodbye and I watched you walk back in I realized that you were probably actually really into me. Then the fact that you probably went in there kissed him on the mouth after eating me out is still funny to me." I grinned because I really do think it's funny. It's disrespectful on her part but I still think it's funny.

"Yeah I did actually.." She sort of cringed probably just now realizing how fucked up that was. It only made me laugh harder. "Damn I really did do Finn pretty dirty huh?"

"You dragged him through the mud but I think it was for a good reason. Anyway the moment I realized that you were really actually in love with me was the day you finally decided to leave Finn for good. You said it yourself he suspected nothing so if you wanted you could have just kept going behind his back to come see me. But instead you broke off a four year relationship with the man you said you thought you were going to marry for me. You're very first true love you cheated on him and left him for me. That was a huge risk you took for me and that was how I knew you loved me."

"Yeah I guess that was a big event for me. I gave up an actually really good guy for you so I think that's all the proof you need to know I'm really really into you. I mean he was nothing but good to me and I threw it all out because of you."

"Well to you everything was fine between you guys, but to me he didn't treat you the proper way you deserved to be treated. So I took it into my hands to love and treat you the right way. I bet you never had cute conversations like we are now with him did you?" She shook her head no so I gave her a soft kiss. "I didn't think so. You're my beautiful orange and I love you." When I said that she didn't say or do anything. "Becks?" I asked softly in a worried voice why didn't she say it back? She's just staring at me and it's making me really nervous and not the good kind either. "Babe? You love me too right?"

"Last night when she kissed you did you kiss her back?" She asked in almost a whisper. I don't even want to answer because I'm scared of what she'll do. If she leaves me I think I'm going to die, she such a big part in my life that if she stopped loving me it'd kill me to even keep Mattson's anymore. That's our empire that we built from little to nothing and I don't want it to crumble over something I did when I wasn't sober. "Sasha answer my question and don't lie to me. I won't get mad."

"Yes." I answered looking away from her. She didn't do anything or make a sound. "The first time she kissed me I didn't kiss her back I was too overwhelmed seeing her that I didn't believe it was actually her. But then she kissed me again and it was exactly the same way she'd kiss me when I was acting up and she was trying to calm me down... And then that's when I lost it and gave in to her kiss. It only lasted for a few seconds before you called and that's when I remembered who my heart belongs to. It's you, you still own my heart." I explained trying to plead my case.

"Do you still have feelings for her?"

"Out of respect of our relationship and that I can't lie to you I'll be honest and tell you that I do. I do still have feelings for her she was my first love and you can't really ever get over those. So obviously when we kissed last night it brought back all the memories and feelings I had with her. However just because I still have feelings for her doesn't mean I want her back. I don't want her back yeah she was my first but she wasn't my best. The second time that we kissed-"

"Stop telling me that you guys kissed because now it's starting to annoy me. It was a stretch listening to about how you and her first got together. But now I'm starting to get jealous and I'm this close to stalking and killing her for touching you. I know I said I wouldn't get mad but I am now. I don't like it when people try to take you from me, it's not cool." She interrupted pushing me off her and standing up. "Obviously it's clear I have to help you move on from your stupid little first love. I'm your love now and that all you need." Growling she roughly grabbed my wrist and began taking me up stairs. I have no idea what she's about to do to me, I just know it's going to make everyone mad that we're going to make them wait longer before we leave. I'm okay because my hunger just turned into lust and that'll keep me full for the next hour or so.


Itis- it's a term used when you eat a lot of food to the point of where you don't want to do anything but sleep.

Keep it a bean- it means to keep it a hundred, to tell the truth.

Oh wow moment- it's a moment where you're thinking about your life and everything that has happened to you and it's so overwhelming that all you can think is oh wow.

Scoop you- just another way to say you're going to pick someone up.

Snowbunnies- slang for white girls.


Well this was quite the interesting chapter. We finally got to see into Sasha's past. So that's how Sasha and Danielle got together, and some of why they broke up. Really I just needed a reason to put in a little bit of Bosha fluff because it always does the body good. So what's good with Bayley and E? I mean you can't tell me they wouldn't be kinda cute together their personalities are perfect for each other. Oh and apparently the girls are going on tour now so that's going to be fun for them to meet Becky's family. Hope that goes well if not it's gunna get awkward. There's already three strikes against them as a couple so hopefully it will all go smoothly. Now if we go visit Becky's family down the road somewhere do you guys wanna go back to when Becks first met Sasha's mom? Or fuck the families let's get to when they start fucking? I just don't want to waste time if nobody cares you know. I mean I don't know about you guys but the story of Sasha's first female kiss had me wondering about the situation with her parents. I dunno let me know if you are curious about diving deeper into Sasha's past because I bet you it's going to be a good one. Anyone down to see Bosha takeover Ellen? Regardless we are because I love Ellen. Ellen Degeneres is my Queen. I worship her, deadass ask my friends. Anywhore I'm gunna take a nap now because I was hanging with my best friend today but then I had to take her to work and now I'm bored. So tell me do you guys want to meet the families or are we good? And don't worry next chapter we're going to continue on with our quest to rescue the bee population. All bee lives matter! ~Joz #FuCKitUp