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(Mel's POV)

In the morning, I woke up and started walking to Jen's room. I needed to talk to her. I opened the door quietly in case she was asleep. I looked in and gasped.

Aw...how sweet... Bill had his arm wrapped around her, keeping her warm. They were all snuggled up together. I closed the door and went back to my room.

I really wanted to talk to her but...they're too cute to disturb. My little baby sister finally found love. She would kill me if she heard me call her that, but it's true. Bill would never break her heart. I wondered about Tom and me.

What if he gets sick of me? Will he go back to his one nights? Either way, I'd be spending my life chasing after him. Even if he hurts me, it won't change the fact that I'm in love with him.

I'd love him forever...even if he didn't love me back. I'd better enjoy it while I can because for now...he does love me. I'm not planning for failure, because it's not possible for someone like him to end up with someone like me in the first place.

It's too late now though. I'll love him when he breaks my heart, when he kills my soul. I'll love him past the point of insanity...because loving him is all I know how to do.

It doesn't really matter if I talk to Jen. What's coming is gonna come anyway. No one can help me. I can't help myself. If he hurts me I'll beg for more just to be close to him. Love is dangerous...but in my eyes, it's worth it.

I love you, Tom Kaulitz. I love you even if it's gonna kill me.

(Tom's POV)

Today we were going to the zoo. Yup, the zoo... We got up and dressed in disguises again. We drove for like an hour until we finally got there.

Mel was really excited. As soon as we got there she took my hand and pulled me through the gates. I gotta admit, she was really good with animals. They responded to her like she was one of them. I spent most of my time throwing peanuts at the monkeys. Of course eventually they got pissed and threw them back at me.

Bill and Jen laughed as they rode horses. Then Jen pulled Bill to see spiders! Bill actually went in... and came out screaming 10 seconds later. I laughed as Jen tried to make Bill go back in again. But he wouldn't go near her. She had a snake around her neck. A Python.

Georg was holding an Eagle on his arm. I went to drag Bill back.

'Stop being such a baby, Bill!' I said dragging him along.

'But there are snakes and spiders and it's so gross!' he said, trying to run away again.

Of course, Bill was getting revenge when he told Mel I love elephants. She made me ride one! It's... ugh... they stink.

I got off as soon as I could. I found her riding a stag, looking every single bit of the goddess I knew she was. I walked slowly, enjoying the sight of her. She hopped off the stag and walked to me. She held my face in her hands.

'Tom? Are you okay?' she asked, worried.

I kissed her as she held on to me. I pulled away and finally, she opened her eyes.

'My goddess. You look beautiful.' I said.

She kissed me again. Then Gustav coughed and 'ahemed' till we broke apart.

'What is it?' I asked. I was really enjoying myself.

'Nothing.' He said innocently as he walked away.

Eventually we went back to the hotel but Jen and the guys said they wanted to check out this place so me and Mel took showers and sat down together.

Doing nothing meant I had to do something and something means kissing. So we kissed until Mel pushed me down off the bed and kissed me again.

I wrapped my arms around her while she played with my lip ring. It drove me wild... I deepened the kiss and her hands wrapped tight around my neck. There was no space between us.

The she pushed at me. I let her go and she got off of me, looking panicked. She opened her mouth like she was gonna say something... then she left. I sat up. What have I done? I must have done something wrong. She doesn't want me anymore. She left because she's not in love with me.

I hugged my legs to my chest and leaned my head on my knees. I sat like that with tears running down my face. She doesn't love me. It was all I could think about. She's not in love with me.

(Mel's POV) Rescue me plays in the background

I ran out of his room, I threw myself on my bed. Sprawled out on the covers, I cried my eyes out. I didn't mean to run out of the the room like that but I just can't face him now... knowing if he wants it, I'll give it to him.

I don't want to be just a one night stand. I'm in love with him and I'll always want more than just one night. I'll always want him. If I go back now, I'll give in to him and I'll never be with him again after that. I can't let him go. I'll never let him go.

I am an idiot and a hopeless case and I'm in love with him. I didn't look up, I didn't stop crying when I heard the door open.

'Mel? What happened?' Jen asked.

I looked up at my baby sister and tried to smile.

'I'm okay, sis.' I said.

'Don't you dare tell me you're okay when you are clearly not. Now tell me what happened! She demanded.

I took a deep breath and told her what happened.

'I don't want to be just a one night stand.' I said, finishing the miserable story that is my life.

She wrapped an arm around me, rocking us like we used to do when we were kids.

'You're an idiot.' She said

'I know.' I said. Even my sister knows it.

'You're an idiot to think you would just be another tramp. Tom would never hurt you like that. Don't you get it? He loves you, you idiot. He's in love with you and he always will be. I don't know why the hell you can't see that. You must be totally blind.' She said

'Love is blind. It doesn't see when it picks someone for another person.' I said

'Love is blind but it's never wrong. So shut up and don't argue.' She said, pissed with my pessimism. She left the room.

I swear sometimes she's the elder one. I thought about it. She's right. I know she's right.

Then right on cue, Tom burst through the doors.

(Bill's POV)

We got back with je and heard Mel crying. Jen immediately went to her sister's room. I froze, the only reason Mel would be crying is...Tom. Like she read my mind, Jen turned before going into Mel's room.

'Bill, go check on Tom. He's too quiet.' She said. Then she turned and went to Mel.

I went to Tom's room while Georg and Gustav whispered and walked to their rooms, worried about us. I opened the door quietly. I sat on the side of the bed. He didn't even notice. I've never seen anyone so lost...and broken...

'Tom?' I said

'She doesn't love me.' He said, looking at me with tears still flowing down his face.

'Don't say that. She loves you more than you will ever know.' I said gently

'You didn't see how she reacted.' He said as his expression turned heart-breaking.

'Reacted to what?' I asked

I listened and knew what went wrong as soon as he told me.

'Tom, she's just a little startled. Don't worry. I can't believe you never notice the look in her eyes every time she sees you...there is no way she's not in love with you.' I said

'It's not that I don't believe you, Bill...I need to hear it myself.' He said, clearly in depression.

Jen walked in. She stopped, seeing Tom's tearstained face. Her face turned sad too, when she saw his pain.

'Okay, Mel thinks she's just gonna be a one night stand and she loves you and wants to have you forever. She's crying her eyes out and she needs you.' She said, all in one breath.

Tom got to his feet, looking worried. 'Mel.' It was the only thing he said before he ran, really ran to her room.

(Tom's POV)

I ran to her room. She looked up as I came through her door. The moment she saw me, tears fell down her face again. I sat beside her and took her into my arms. She didn't fight me, she just cried as I held her.

'You will never be just a one night to me. I love you.' I said

'You love me now. Once it's over, I still won't let you go. I'm the only one that's gonna be screwed.' She said

'You have no idea what you mean to me...I'm in love with you. I'll always be in love with you. If you don't let go, I won't either. If you do let go, I still won't. I will never stop loving you.' I said

'You can't leave behind your playboy life...' she said, not believing me but desperately wanting to.

'I already have...it's easier than you think.' I said

'How? Why?' she asked

'I was looking for true love and didn't know how. Every girl I met just wasn't the right one. Not even close. I became a playboy because I didn't want to feel lonely and empty like Bill. But even with those girls...I didn't feel any better. I didn't feel anything but pain. When I met you...I found everything I was looking for...I'm not letting go now. I'm not letting go ever.'

'Do you promise?' she asked

'I promise I'll always love you.' I said

'I love you, Tom Kaulitz. Forever.' She smiled

We kissed as I held her in my arms. My goddess, my true love for forever...