Nikki's Notes 12/10/2015

Sam's POV

The next few weeks were crazy, it was all a blur of normalcy. Work then school, then studying for the impending finals, and of course some wedding planning. I couldn't believe I was finally getting married, part of me was so excited, and another part of me was nervous. I wasn't nervous to marry her I was nervous about the soul mate bond. I had never shared that type of bond with anyone and Dean and I had always had secrets. So for someone to know everything about me made me nervous. Katarina had been hanging around despite my cold attitude and obvious disapproval; she senses my nervousness and says I will like it, I will crave it even, it will make us stronger. It kills me that Nicolette trusts her so much and while she only stayed with us that first night, she's around a lot. I have a weapon so close to where I sleep and I lock the door, something about her seems off. I was mulling all this over while getting my books together for one of my last classes when I ran into her and her eyes were black as night. My instincts took over and I pulled out the angel blade on her.

"You're a demon?!"

I knew it, I knew she was evil and this had been her punishment, Michael had made her the thing that angels hated the most. It was kind of funny but I had no time to think about this because she said

"Yes okay, please don't hurt me! I really don't want to hurt you, but if you don't get that thing away from me I will hurt you."

I lowered the weapon but didn't put it away to let her know that if she tried anything I would use it. I looked over at the clock behind me and realized that if I didn't leave now I would be late and miss the final. I needed to go to I threw my backpack over my shoulder and said

"Listen stay here, and don't do anything until I get back with Nicolette and you can tell her."

I bolted out the door and jumped in my car and made my way to school. I knew Nicolette would be there waiting for me and wondering why I was so late. As I parked and ran across campus, I burst through the door just before the exam started. I quietly made my way to the back of the room and took my seat next to her.

"Sam are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine we just need to talk after the exam."

She nodded her head and became silent as the final was passed around. We had two hours to complete it, but weird things kept happening during the final. It was when I got to a question I didn't know the answer to, the answer suddenly popped into my head and it was something I'd never studied. It was so strange but I was pretty sure I aced it and Nicolette and I both left our last final beaming. I turned to her to ask about the test, but before I could even ask she said

"Why didn't you study the Pure Food Act?"

How did she know that was what I didn't study and that's what I would have gotten wrong on the test?

"How did you know that I didn't?"

"Oh I uh just… okay well for the past two weeks I've been reading your mind more and more easily, sometimes without even thinking about it. I didn't mean to I was going over the question and I knew the answer and then I wondered if you did and suddenly I knew you didn't so I thought of the answer and you seemed to just know it. Katarina say's its because we are getting closer to sealing the bond… I don't know Sam everyday that passes I feel it getting stronger, I am sorry and I will try and control it better."

I could feel and tell she felt bad, but I wasn't mad. Hell she saved my ass on that exam, and instinctively I wanted to make her feel better.

"Hey I'm not mad, I just haven't had it happen so effortlessly before, ya know? Remember I've never had someone know me on such a deep level before so I'm adjusting a bit. But now we focus on our wedding this weekend."

I knew that would make her feel better to talk wedding stuff, she had done such a good job planning it all in two weeks, and getting ready for finals, part of me wondered if she was actually wonder woman. Even though it was a late May afternoon there was still a chill in the air. We made our way back to her car and turned on the heat.

"Now that we have a moment to talk without anyone overhearing us, there is something I have to tell you…"

I could see the look in her eyes of curiosity, I could also feel her trying to penetrate my mind to find the source of my worry and anxiety. She was getting better at this whole connection thing a lot quicker than me. I did my best to push her out, I wanted to tell her and have her see it for herself not through my memories.

"It's Katarina… she….she a… well this is hard to say but she's a…. um demon."

Nicolette's POV

DEMON! He had to be joking, but as soon as I searched his expression for the joke I saw none. He had to be mistaken, her and I had finally become close again, she wouldn't keep something like this from me… would she? I was in such shock, but I could tell Sam was waiting for me to process this info and waiting for my reaction. I didn't want to believe him, but through the bond I could feel that he truly believed what he was saying.

"Sam, how…? When…? Why…? What…?"

That was all I could muster, when my true reaction hit me, I turned the car on threw it into reverse, then drive and drove so fast back to the apartment that Sam had his eyes closed in fear of my driving. Wuss he lived. As I pulled into my designated spot in the garage for my complex, and threw the car into park then cut the engine, I was fuming. I was making my way up to the apartment so fast and in such a fury the perfectly cloudless day had suddenly turned to thunder and lightning. As I stomped through the doorway I saw her sitting there and I threw every last bit of grace and power I had at her. I came down upon her with all the fury I had,

"How could you not tell me you were a DEMON! The very thing we were made to kill and rid the earth of and your one of them?! You never thought to mention that 'sister'?! I want you out! NOW! And never come back you have hurt me for the last time."

She didn't say a word and just left out the door passing by Sam, and giving him the dirtiest look.

"Don't even think about hurting him, I will kill you."

I had never been more angry but the truth as I was less angry with her and more angry with myself. I knew how Katarina was so I wasn't overly surprised. But I was the one who had been so naïve to fall for it again! Sam came over and wrapped his arms around me, and I just sobbed into them.

I had plans for tonight, my bachelorette party the night before flying to Hawaii tomorrow for the rehearsal and rehearsal dinner, and then the wedding on Sunday. Then we get 3 weeks in Hawaii to relax and "honeymoon". I knew I needed to pull myself together and get ready for tonight. Something just felt weird, like parts of the universe were coming together. I ignored this feeling with a showered and turned myself into a normal looking 25 year old, by the time I was done, I looked like an excited bride to be. A few girls I had made friends with at school came and picked me up in a limo, I turned to Sam and said

"I promise I'll be good, I will be home I swear it, just don't wait up."

I smiled and waved, and the girls hooted and hollered at my sexy fiancé. We went to an all male strip club, I had never been to this type of thing so to have males that weren't Sam put their bodies against mine made me very nervous. Plus the girls kept putting new glasses of champagne in my hands every chance they got. I was quite drunk by the end of the night. I had told them I was going to the bathroom to freshen up, but really I had gone out the back door to get some fresh air. I decided to call Sam and see how his night was going, since he was also having his bachelor party tonight, but it just rang and went to voicemail. I had been out their drinking in the fresh air, when I heard the last voice I would ever want to hear say

"Why hello my love, long time no see."

"Yes sister it really has been too long and if it weren't for you and Katarina coming together we would have never put aside our differences and found a way out of the cage."

I had been frozen, unable to think, move, process, but eventually I did and I moved upon instinct. I turned to see if it was truly them or just the alcohol. No they were standing before me with large smiles on their faces.

"You see my love we both decided that you should not be allowed to live any longer, you pose a threat to the new rule in heaven we would like to make."

Lucifer's voice felt like ice had been dumped all over my body I replied as confidently as I could

"Neither of you will rule heaven."

Michael chuckled "Well see about that, well I guess you wont."

They came down on me so fast I barley saw what happened until I felt blinding pain on my head, back, and ribs. My vision was starting to go black before I saw the red of her hair and her lips. The last thing I could think about was Sam before falling into unconsciousness.

Sorry it took so long to post this chapter guys. Same as the characters I had been going through finals week, so I was super busy but I'm back and going to be writing consistently again! enjoy! this chapter has some major plot twists! reviews always helpful!