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Within the first five minutes of walking through that metal door I had been offered four drinks that were different neon colors and several packets of the crazy colored pills. Tynan ignored them all, putting his hand up to block them off and ushering me more towards the warehouse center. Without the strobe lights flinging about the entire room it would have been completely dark. I was grabbed and had hands run over my body as I walked through the crowd. This normally would have bothered me, but the vibe of the rave was intense; the music was threatening to burst my eardrums but my insides seemed to love the beat of the different tones of the music vibrating through my entire body. I hadn't ever felt like this before – and I really hadn't ever gone to a party like this either. The ones I had been to were quaint with people I had met before and my brother had known for years. Never more than 20 to 30 people – unlike this place where there had to be at least 400 people. They were all dressed in black with splashes of colors. I saw a few girls and guys dressed in all white scattered around the room, but they still had the same dark style make-up and stand-on-end hairstyles. I'd have to give them credit – Goths knew how to throw a party.
We were in the center of the floor and I was still gawking at everything around me when Tynan slipped his hands around my middle from behind. His hands moved right below my bra line and slowly slid their way down my front. My heart picked up, more than it had already. Every hormone in my body was lit and flowing easily. Tynan's hands were now on my hips and were gently putting pressure on them moving my body to the beats of the electronic movement. I hadn't realized we were actually dancing. It was a different kind of dancing rather than what I had done at school dances and such. It wasn't even considered grinding... His hands drifted down and were now resting on the sides of my thighs pressing me into him. I had been lightly holding his arms, just following where his hands wandered about my body – but now I put them up and behind me so they were linked behind my head. I think if we weren't in a public place we would have been ripping one another's dark clothes off and getting a little intimate. Tynan must have been thinking along the same lines because his head leaned down and traced his tongue down the side of my neck.
Wow. That sparked a few things deep inside of me so I turned around to face him. His eyes were lidded heavy and I could see a few glimmers of sweat dotting his neck. It was hot in here… I didn't really care to notice at the moment because he was looking at my lips hungrily. Ah, so we were thinking the same thoughts. I felt my eyes wandering from the rim of his shirt around his neck and then up, all around his face, and finally back to his eyes. We were standing still in the middle of the warehouse floor and probably both contemplating to rip off each other's clothes. And possibly one of us might have if it wasn't for the change in the song. A hardcore metal-ish one – and the entire crowd turned into a giant mosh pit. Everyone was jumping and we were pushed out of our intimate moment and pushed together and against everyone else. His front was against my back again. All hands were up in the air, mine included. It was such a cool feeling being in the middle of this. Why hadn't I gone to one of these this sooner? I was having the time of my life right now.
But then I realized where Tynan's hands were – not up in the air like mine and everyone's – but slowly sliding their way up the sides of my thighs, poking under the edge of my dress. I didn't stop him; it's not like anybody would be paying attention anyway, it was too dark. His fingers found the top of my fishnets and he slid his hands inside and hooked his thumbs around the band of my underwear, a thong of course. The rest of his hand rested towards the front of my body, like when someone holds onto belt loops on their pants. His pointer finger was tracing circles on my skin where my hip joint would connect to my pelvis. It was weird how my body reacted so quickly to his simple touches. I had never had sex before… I hadn't actually have done much… I've gotten to 'second base' with a boy (you know, the handsy stuff – not third base, which is mouthy… and home base… you know… like sex – well not 'like' sex – it is sex). Nope – haven't had sex with a guy yet. I used to think that it was pathetic and I just needed to get it over with. I could have just done it with one of my brother's friends even. But then I read some fact somewhere that girls release some 'obsessive-like' hormone when having sex with a guy that they never even release until they bond with their kids… which makes sense when girls can't really ever just be friends with a guy and have sex.
Anyway, I hadn't ever had a guy to anything to me. I gave a guy a hand-job once at some stupid party last year, and then blabbed to my brother's friend about it – they made a bet. Mature, right? Jason was pissed – and I felt him creep back into the corner of my mind. I thought about what he would think if he saw me right now here with Tynan. What he would say if he noticed Tynan's hand sliding further downward, and noticed that I was enjoying myself a lot more than I probably should have? I leaned back into Ty, arching my back slightly. I felt him kiss my shoulder and laugh slightly. He was just teasing me… He wouldn't actually do anything in public, even though he very well could right now – I mean his hand was practically all the way down there anyway. He turned me around by my hips so I was facing him again and he pulled me toward the side of the crowd. There was a bartender at the side of the building mixing drinks and I saw a couple of girls walking away with the neon colored drinks. One of them shot a look at Tynan – obviously checking him out, and winked at him. He didn't even seem to notice as we walked by them and she brushed her hand a little too close to his already 'excited' body part. What a bitch! My mind became filled of jealous thoughts and I thought about ways that I could take her down. Tynan was looking at me, amusedly confused and started laughing when I met his gaze. Was I really that easy to read?
"Do you want something to drink Blay?" he had to shout so I could hear him over the music though we were so far away from the nearest speaker. I had to seriously contemplate it before I nodded hesitantly.
"Sure… but nothing too strong," I pleaded, "I want to remember most of whatever trouble we get in tonight," He smiled, winked, and talked to the bartender over the counter. I looked around, with his hand still attached to mine of course. It was crazy packed inside, and even if I tried I don't think I would ever be able to remember who was who – everyone looked so alike with the style choices. I turned back around to Tynan handing me a teal blue drink in a black solo cup – fitting, no? We locked eyes as I sipped it, and I was amazed at the flavor. It tasted like a blue raspberry sucker or snow cone or something. And I smiled as I brought the cup down and noticed it was already half gone. Wow, whatever it was it wasn't that weak. I already felt a little something going on up in my head, but the drink was amazing! I tilted the rest of the cup up and felt the bright drink slide down my throat like silk. I crushed the cup, laughing, and tossed it in a nearby garbage can. I wrapped myself around Ty, nearly spilling his bright orange drink that I didn't notice he had in his hand.
"Whoops," I giggled out like a little girl, "Come ooonnn, dance with me!" I felt light, carefree, and I wanted Tynan touching me again. I pulled on his belt loops, tugging him toward the dance floor and he downed the rest of his drink and tossed the cup aside. I normally would have yelled at him to pick the cup from the ground – but tonight wasn't a normal night, and all I cared about right this instant was my body and Tynan's grinding together on the dance floor. I wanted him so bad.
