Miss me Eddie…
EPOV
"What's going on guys?" the sweet voice of my angel asked.
"Izzy sweetheart we have some news." Esme told her daughter.
"What is it mom?" Bella inquired.
"Well baby girl, Tanya is coming to visit this weekend." Esme said softly.
Bella let out an audible groan, looked at me quickly with longing eyes and then looked away just as fast; a human wouldn't have even noticed the movement.
"Really, well that'll be nice for you all." Bella understood that Tanya was family but it didn't mean that she had to like it any more than I did.
"Well that's all really darling what would you like for breakfast? I could make you pancakes?" Esme tried to cheer her up with an offering of her favourite food.
"Thanks mom. Edward?" she asked shyly.
"Yes princess?" I always tried to use pet names when talking to Isabella, they told her what I did not have the courage to say more clearly.
"Could we go to the meadow today? Just us, I have some things I would like to tell you." The sweet voice asked while her eyes pleaded and her teeth sank into her lower lip.
"Of course we can sweetheart. As soon as you've had your breakfast we will go all right." I was rather excited by this development and wondered what she had to tell me.
Isabella was on my back as I was running through the forest like a bat out of hell, little delicate fingers were working their way through the hair at the nape of my neck, and stroking down the side of my cheek. I loved this ever since Bella was fifteen she would always find a way to touch me in an innocent gesture, now after the information Alice had given me I read more into those touches. I preyed with all my heart that in the meadow Bella would tell me she loved me, I vowed to myself that even if she didn't tell me her feelings I would tell her mine, my angel was shy and someone had to take the first step.
I came to a stop at the edge of the meadow and Bella loosened her grip on my neck and torso, she slid down my back in the most delicious way, her breasts pushing against my back muscles making them twitch. She walked around me and flopped onto her back in the centre of the meadow, surrounded by lilac wild flowers. I followed her slowly and collapsed next to her; she turned onto her side to look at me and brought her hand to my cheek. I leaned into her palm and she stroked my cheekbones gently with her china white fingers.
"I, I have something to tell you Edward." She began the shake in her voice indicating that she was nervous, "I don't know if you are going to like what I have to say but I promised myself that I would say it anyway. I've waited to long ass it is."
She dropped her hand from my cheek and I felt cold from the lack of contact, she fiddled with her fingers in her lap and chewed on her lip. I picked up one of her hands and held it securely in mine, giving it what I hoped was a gentle, reassuring squeeze.
"You can tell me anything sweetheart, you know that." I whispered to her, inching closer to her warm, soft body.
"I know that I'm just worried about what your reaction is going to be, I couldn't bare it if you ever left me." She whimpered and it made my dead heart wrench in my chest.
"I could never leave you Bell. It would hurt too much; I don't think I could survive it." I told her honestly, I had thought about leaving on more than one occasion but even entertaining the idea sent painful shivers raking through my body.
"Ok, well here goes," she began, "Edward, I …" she was cut off when a huge rock flew at me and hit me in the side of the head.
"Miss me Eddie?" the culprit giggled obnoxiously, obviously aware that she had interrupted the most important moment of my existence.
Tanya
