Everybody got settled in their classrooms, however Roxas nor Namine remember a thing from yesterday. Roxas couldn't stop glaring at Namine, she caught his glare and she glared at him back. "What?" She whispered.
"I love you, I don't want you to-"
He got cut off by their teacher's sobbing. "Class I should inform you. Xion committed suicide this morning."
The room filled with gasps and tears. Namine was the only one who sobbed. She slammed her forehead on the hard desk and she sobbed loud. Roxas rubbed her back for comfort. "I loved her."
"Roxas, do you mind, taking Namine out for a walk? Just bring her back when she's ready."
Roxas nodded and the both teens left the room and they walked the hall ways. "Namine, I'm so sorry that you lost Xion."
Namine held onto Roxas as they walked. "It's not fair!"
Roxas held her close. "It's life, people chose to life or die."
"I could've helped her!" She sobbed her words.
Roxas sighed, he didn't know her, but he feels bad for Namine and he feels hurt. "I'm sure everybody would've." He reached over and placed a kiss on her lips.
The kiss felt somewhat comforting to her. It helped her sobbing calm down, she took a deep breath and she wiped her tears. She kissed Roxas back. "Now I know why Xion didn't show up to school today."
"Yeah... So ready to go back to class?"
Namine really didn't want to back, she wanted to stay with Roxas. It was somehow comforting when they're alone. "I guess."
Namine returned home from school; she ran up to her room and she shut the door and she plopped as she sobbed. She really misses Xion. She reached for her nightstand, she opened the drawer. She grabbed her knife and she closed the drawer. She sat up and she cut off the skin of her arm.
"Xion why did you have to go?" She watched as she craved away the skin, and blood appearing out of the broken skin. "I loved you," she whispered. "I could've given you a second chance."
She sobbed loudly. She turned on her phone, the screen lit up. She unlocked the screen and she tapped on Spoitfy. She looked through her play list to find a certain song her wanted to hear, once she found it, she tapped on it.
The song I wanted To Love You by: Digital Summer played.
The chorus jumps in:
As if they feel the pain in my thoughts
These streets lights blink in time as I walk
Consumed by images of you
What would I give just to relive
Every single second without you
To make this right and true I'd give anything
She sang alone as she sobbed. "I wanted to love you for so long."
Namine would ignore Roxas' calls. She'd lock herself in her room all day crying and cutting.
A knock echoed throughout her room. "Namine, are you okay?" It was Roxas.
"Go away," she sobbed.
Roxas shook his head. "I won't! Let me in!"
"You don't want to see me," she said.
"Yes I do! I want to know if you're alright!"
She sighed, she rose form her bed and she walked over to her door and she opened it. Roxas gasped as he saw her face; her eyes are red and puffy, her face is full of scars and he arms too. Her hair is all messy and it looked like she hasn't slept in days.
"Told you, you didn't want to see me."
"What happened?"
"Roxas, I live in misery everyday. I want it all to stop. I can't live like this." She backed into her room, grabbing the knife and pointing it at her heart.
Roxas rushed over and he took the knife out of her hand. "I won't let you go!"
"I want my misery to end!"
"Namine, I can help you. If you let me."
"Listen I can never get better, even if you try."
Roxas forced her into a hug. "Namine, it hurts me that you're this way; I love you."
"I love you too, please take me out of my misery."
He looked her in her eyes. "Ending your life, doesn't solve anything."
Namine sighed. "You're right, I'm sorry."
He sat Namine on the edge of her bed. "Don't be sorry." He kissed her.
Namine kissed him back. "I can't get over her death. I want her back."
"I know you do, please don't hurt yourself." He wrapped his arms around her. "I don't want to lose you, not ever."
Those words clanged to her heart and stook in her mind. "I promise I won't hurt myself."
Roxas pulled away and he waved the knife. "Just to be safe, I'm going to keep this with me. I want you to stop cutting yourself."
"Roxas."
"Yeah?"
"I want you to sleep over, all I want is cuddles. Are you okay with it?"
Roxas nodded with a smile. "Of course I am!" He kissed her on her cheek.
Namine laid on the bed and Roxas wrapped his arms around her, holding her close. "I love you too much, that I don't want to lose you. I couldn't imagine my life without you."
"I'm not going anywhere."
"Good, I want you to stay here." He pulled her into a kiss. "Namine, I love you."
"Roxas, I love you too."
Aww dat fluff though!
I'm so sorry it's short! I promise the next chapter will be longer!
