Serve, save …
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Warnings are the usual^^
and I still didn't give back Rowling her characters, I love playing with them. XD
"I can't believe that you did that" said Severus.
"I can't believe either" said Remus. Sirius just shrugged.
"So... let's make tea" said Sirius.
The next few days were quiet and peaceful. Nobody from the Order bothered them and they could just sit in the library or in Severus's case making potions. But there was some disturbance between them. They felt like the gravity was trying to throw them together, but their personalities clashed when meeting, specially Severus and Sirius. They were more than civil with each other but neither would make the final step. And there were Remus, he was mostly silent and helped Severus with the potions and played chess with Sirius. And Lupin knew that he have to take that final step before the world outside came back to haunt them.
Three days after the fiasco with Dumbledore he made a fantastic dinner with all the favourite foods of Severus and Sirius and there were some wine. After they finished the delicious dinner they went to the living room and sat down before the fireplace with a good red wine and talked. First they talked about school, friends, Dumbledore even Voldemort, and before they knew they were talking about love.
"I never had any" said Severus "I mean romantically, I messed around some with some slytherins in school, but Lucius was too protective of me, so nobody dared to risk anything with me. And truthfully I am not handsome, so..." said Severus, than realised that he said too much and blushed. He wouldn't meet the other's eyes.
"Well I had a lot of girl and boy during Roxfort" said Sirius. Severus couldn't believe it. Sirius messed around with boys too "and I had and have love too" continued Black. Remus smiled at him. They were together since before the seventh year and they came back together after Sirius escaped from Azkaban. It wasn't perfect at first, and they felt like they are missing something.
Severus watched the look between the other too and saw the love. He stared into the fire. He wanted to belong to them, but they belong to each other. He was getting tired, tired of being alone (except the Malfoys ) and wanted to rest, to let somebody else taking care of him.
"Thank you for these last days" said the ex-spy. Remus and Sirius looked at him questioningly. "I couldn't do it alone, getting better after Voldemort, resisting Dumbledore and just being" he said, but still couldn't look at them. Remus hugged him from behind and Sirius lifted his chin up to look into his eyes.
"You don't need to thank us. We would do it again and more" he waited for the other's reaction. Severus looked in awe of what Sirius said. Black slowly, to not frighten Severus and to give him time to stop him, leaned down and kissed his lips. Severus moaned into the kiss. When Sirius let his lips go, Remus turned his head and claimed it.
"Is it... is it true? Not just some cruel game? 'Cause I can't take it if..." said Severus. He looked Remus and Sirius into the eyes, but couldn't find any deception there.
"It is true, and if you want we can do so much more" said Sirius. He was smiling and gave Severus a quick kiss. He tried to lean into it, but Sirius stood up and helped the other two up too.
Remus guided Severus up the stairs as they kissed and let Sirius open the doors for them. When they arrived into the bedroom Severus became nervous.
"What's the matter?" asked Remus soothingly "We won't do anything that you don't want, not tonight, not ever."
"It's just... I have never did anything with another man" said Severus ashamed.
"We will teach you if you want" said Sirius. Severus shyly nodded. He wanted to learn and the other two became his everything in this last week.
TBC
In the next chapter there will be some action ^^
