sorry for such a short chapter...wanted to gets omething going...i have decided to extend this story i have too much more to write to fit it in one chapter.


Adam POV

I woke up feeling lost and alone. One of the closest people in my life was killed by on of my best friends. It all seemed to weird. I grabbed my phone and texted Eli. I had to check on Clare. I still didn't know what happened and shes the only one who can clarify

"hows Clare doing"

Eli responded almost immediately

"its touch and go man, she barely made it through the night. She lost way too much blood. Shes not conscious right now"

I was going to go see her today but first I had to make a stop. I had to see Alli who had no idea what happened last night.

I walked downstairs and saw my mother screaming on the phone to police…yep that's how my mom dealt with misery…made everyone around her miserable too. I was still in a state of shock like I was watching this happen to someone else. It just didn't feel real. I walked right past my mom she didn't even notice me. She was screaming and threating the police department. I walked to Alli's house wishing I could turn around and never look back.

I knocked on the door.

"Hey…Adam?" she was sniffling and she was surprised I was there….OH GOD did she find out what happened

"Alli…what wrong" I asked stepping inside.

"Clare was shot…shes not doing well…..i heard drew might have been in the building when shots were fired…I am so worried…..i tried calling him but he still hasn't picked up." She finished through her sobs

My stomach dropped and my heart slowed I felt so bad right now

"Alli….I know why drew never answered his phone" I said quietly looking at my feet

"WHAT….IS HE OKAY….WHERE IS HE?" She was yelling

"Alli….drew…..is…D..D…dead" I finally got the words out. I looked up at Alli's face and I have never seen more despair on any persons face than on Alli Bandari.

She fell to her knees

"your….your….your LYING that CAN'T be true….Drew ISN'T Dead" she was sobbing uncontrollably I dropped to my knees and held her, then after seeing and feeling alli's anger and rage and sadness it started to feel real. I couldn't hold it in anymore and I broke down in a fit of tears.

"how did he die….do you know" she asked sniffling after she calmed herself down

"lets go sit down okay" I suggested we sit before I recant the ENTIRE story to her. Im not store she could stand.

I told her the parts I knew about, like Eli being threatened, Clare being threatened, and when I got to the part about Jenna I didn't know how much more she could take

"Fitz…..ki…ki…killed Jenna!" Alli Exclaimed through her sobs.

The police arrested Fitz when they found Jenna's body the other night I explained, choking back sobs of my own

I then got to the hard part, I had to tell Alli that Drew was killed by Clare when she shot him from behind

Alli looked at me in disbelief

"how is Clare…have you heard from Eli" Clearly she wasn't going to hate Clare until Clare told her what happened

"shes in REAL bad shape….shes not even conscious." I said and Alli resumed Crying.

"I am going to visit her today…..do you want to come" I asked

"yea" she stood up and we headed to the hospital

Eli POV

I have been sitting in this hospital room for over 24 hours, I have not left Clares side for more than a minute. I can't stop blaming myself. I should have just gone to the cops or Simpson when Fitz threatened me and murdered that girl. I let Fitz scare me and now my friend who I love more than anything in the world is lying unconscious because of me.

I took her hand "Clare Please wake up!" I stroked her hand and I swear I felt he squeeze my hand. The doctors said not to get my hopes up though because it may just be a twitch from her pain medication.

I was still mentally kicking myself…"why does every girl I love die…or come close anyway…"

The doctor said that she can still hear me went I talk to her so I never shut up

"I love you Clare and I NEVER meant to Hurt you…I did what I did so I could protect you" I was saying

"please wake up I NEED you!" as I said that her heart monitor started to drop…..IT STARTED TO FLATLINE AND I WAS PUSHED OUT OF THE ROOM BY A TEAM OF DOCTORS AND NURSES. I watched in horror while they tried to revive Clare…they shocked her and shocked her…I saw the doctor look at her watch like she was about to call the Time of death. My heart plummeted. Suddenly I had no reason for living,

THEN as if by a miracle her heart monitor was beeping again….normally. doctors looked relieved and confused. They wrote all over her chart and did a bunch of tests. I was eventually allowed back in but they weren't allowed to tell me anything because I wasn't family

"Clare" I wasn't hiding it anymore I was sobbing

Then I felt her hand brush against my face I looked up at her with my bloodshot tear stained eyes. I saw her beautiful blue eyes staring back at me.

"Clare!"

"Where am I" she said looking around then she remembered

"DREW!" she screamed

I tried to calm her down but she started thrashing…doctors came rushing in and gave her a sedative. They said she couldn't be moving a lot or she would tear out her stitches from when they removed to bullet from her stomach.

She drifted back to sleep

Just then Adam and Alli walked in the door

I got up and hugged Adam and Alli went to Clares bedside.

"how is she" Adam asked, his voice full of pain but also anger.

"she woke up a few minutes ago" I said. Adams eyes rew wide…."did she say anything!"

I saw alli looked up too. I was hoping to avoid bringing up this up but they asked

"she comforted me asked where she was then when she realized it was a hospital she screamed Drew's name and went into a panic attack so severe they had to calm her with a sedative" I answered

Alli was hugging Clare and Adam looked confused.

"whats wrong" I asked Adam

"besides the fact that my brother was murdered…." He spat

"sorry I thought something else may be bothering you too" I said quickly. The fact that he looked at his feet told me I was right

"Adam lets talk outside" I said giving Alli some time alone to talk to Clare.


again sorry for the sshortness please review...there will be a few more chapters