Lilchibchib: So no I am not dead!

Ruka: Damn it ur not?

Lilchibchib: Yeah so I am sad that Yugioh 5ds is ending, and I know that it had a good run. I will finish this story it's just that it really takes me time to get to this sometimes with how hectic school is now. If you want an explanation for the end of this chapter please read what i said at the bottom. Anyway enough explanation READ!

Ruka: Don't tell them what to do, and she definitely doesn't own Yugioh 5ds otherwise it wouldn't be ending so soon.

Each time I would duel a person, I would win, and watch them beg for mercy on the ground. Each time there was a small chuckle that escaped my lips as I walked off to my cell. Every person was guilty and every person desesrved to die. When the guards would come for me I would roar at them, not wanting them to see any weakness. I wanted them to know that I was going on a rampage and everyone was guilty. Dueling was only a way to kill, and for no other reason did I duel. Each day more people would die by my hand I would just return to her side. Was this desperation wrong? Maybe but I didn't really care. It was all for her. This was the first couple weeks or months, who really knows. Eventually I began to refuse duels because I saw no use in them. They were not bringing her back. This killing rampage was not working, the people who died didn't care about me or Aki, so the death wasn't giving me fulfillment. Now I just sat in the cell with no expression on my face, all that was left was confusion and pain.

Each day seemed to represent her; cold, unfeeling, unmoving. The darkness was the only thing to hold me adrift in the waves of sanity. They would come asking for a duel, and I would respond with a fist straight to their nose. So far I've messed up five guys' faces, and yet dissatisfaction is all I feel. It's as if with each jolt of anger I see her getting worse. Killing didn't help and anger didn't help. It's not like I didn't try to be calm and understanding and allow her to distract me from this hell, but the memories kept flowing in. The memories of who did this to her and that she and I continued to be tortured just by their presence. The fact that I really didn't know who did this in the first place mixed with the annoyance that there was no one to pit my vengeance created an explosion of fury. Ren tried to talk to me the first couple days, but eventually he gave up. Sometimes it felt like he just blended into the cold motionless wall. What else could he do, when he didn't know what I would do, if he so much as thought about disturbing my time with her.

Aki if only I could peer into your mind and see what it is you're thinking about. Do you think about me the same way that I think of you? Are our feelings the same or am I simply feeling a simply deluded one-sided fantasy. If only you were to awake and realize that I have realized what I think of you. I realized what Ren has been talking about all this time. I lo- care for you deeply and if there is anything more than that, I would love to find out. When I talk to you it's not like I'm crazy or angry, but at peace because we are together, no matter the circumstances. It's funny how the stoic Yusei is suddenly showing you all of his emotions at one time, but I want you to know everything about me. Aki I want you to know I care.

There was a shift in movement, and I turned quickly ready to strike the intruder. It was simply Ren,who had decided to grace us with his presence.

"Don't tell me you forgot I was here lover boy" I kept quiet, not needing to respond to his taunts. He was not important if he couldn't help Aki. "Who knew how easy it was to cross the border of obsession" Again I didn't need to respond, when I knew he only spoke lies. Aki was the only truth now. "You know that if you continue to refuse duels, then they could decide to execute you. Then when she wakes up, there will be no one to greet her but good old Ren" Why was he even still talking, when he knew I wouldn't respond. His threats and lies were not needed, and he was only wasting the air. " Do you hate her so much that you would die and leave her alone to mourn for you? Do you even care?" In a split second he was pinned to the wall staring into my eyes filled with rage.

"YOU SHUT UP, you have no idea what you are talking about! Of course I care. I I …."

"You what! Want her live wondering why you didn't try to save her. Why all you did was use violence when you could have been out there looking for answers. Why the Yusei she knew was gone" I dropped him to the floor my hands shaking. He was right, about everything. She would wake up, and she wouldn't like who she saw. I would be rejected as her friend and anything else. I felt the water flow from my eyes.

"Ren, please tell me what I have to do" my voice cracking with sadness and desperation.

"What a simple question. Of course you have to duel my dear deluded boy" Duel, as in for enjoyment. It had been a while since I did that. How could I enjoy these duels I thought to myself, but if I really tried couldn't I? I smiled, the first smile in the longest time. The answer to saving her was right in front of my face and I had been too blind to see it. I would duel anyone I could until I could come in contact with the leader. I would give the audience such a show that the leader wouldn't be able to help himself from reaching me. I would be their robot of entertainment, until the day came when I could get answers and revenge. Dueling was all I had for the time being, but soon it would bring me more.

As I had my revelation, there was a silence in the room. An abrupt silence, that told me that something was missing, something important. I rushed to Aki's side immediately and realized that the hum from the sound of her breathing had stopped. She wasn't breathing anymore! Was she dead? I put my head to her chest to see if I could hear her heart. Even the slightest thump would give me hope, but there was nothing but silence left within her. There was no Aki left to live.

How could this happen as soon as I had my revelation? How could this have happened when I had finally realized that i could save her? Why was the world so cruel as to have something like this happen? I hunched over her and started bawling like a baby. I didn't care if I was a grown man because when something this awful happens nothing else matters. What else could I do but shed tears. I was so useless that I couldn't even save her in time. Aki was gone. She was no longer her by a hair, but completely gone. The devastation completely filled me to the core. I didn't even notice the men who came in to take her away. I only saw them when they tried to pick her up. My hands reached out for her as they pried her from my hands but she was far out of my reach. I tripped on myself and stayed huddled on the floor holding myself. I was alone, with no one to care for. I would die in this hole with no slither of hope. Aki was my hope, my light at the end of the tunnel. It's like watching your heart shatter into pieces over and over again. Each fragment continues to break into smaller unattainable pieces. Aki was no longer attainable. Death. Was that the only other option I had to join her on the other side? Could I just end this miserable life of mine when I knew that life without her could be so unbearable? Questions! That was all I had! More and more questions and it irritated me to the core. Now that I thought about it the creator of these Eternal duels had the answers. They did this to her and they would pay. No I could not kill myself just yet. I would continue with the plant to be their puppet, no matter how unbearable it would be. I would grab their attention until, I could finally gain my revenge. I will bring them to hell, no matter what it takes. Aki will not die in vain.

I awoke to a pounding headache from sitting up too quickly. The pounding was unbearable but I knew that it couldn't be the worst thing that had happened to me so I shrugged it off. I pushed my red hair away from my face in order to see my surroundings. Confusion filled my mind as I tried to consider the situation. I turned and in the corner I saw a shadow just watching me. The only thing I could see was their smirk and wide eyes constantly following me.

"Yusei?" I asked hoping that I would be right, but I knew I was wrong when the shadow lunged for me and I let out a scream.

Lilchibchib: Omg! It seems that I like making Yusei depressed and alone.

Ruka: You sadistic writer you

Lilchibchib: haha guilty! So guys please review and if you don't at least send some love to Japan because they sure need it. Donate some money to help all the families because I am sure they want everything back to normal as soon as possible. No matter your views ( because some people seem to have gotten sick of hearing this), no one wants a tragedy like this to happen to them. Any way REVIEW!

Lilchibchib:ALSO! for those of you who are curious. (pls correct me if i am wrong), but i believe that there are some implantable cardiac drugs that can temporarily stop the heart for a couple minutes. That is how Aki was seemingly dead.