It does not belong to me.. It's all SM

O, beware, my lord, of jealousy! It is the green-eyed monster which doth mock the meat it feeds on.
William Shakespeare *

My father's temper was both frightening and comical. My mother had always been able to handle him, so well. I remember one day mom invited a few friends of hers to our house for dinner, He didn't know about the dinner party ,so he continued on with normal routine, of grabbing a beer, sitting in the recliner and waiting until mom called him to the kitchen for dinner .except that when he attempted to do that he came to a house full of people he didn't know., One woman's husband was sitting in HIS chair and another was drinking HIS beer, He was so angry steam billowed out the top of his black hair. He bit his tongue and suffered through dinner and dessert, but once they left all hell broke loose.

"What the hell Renee, don't you think it would be kinda important to let me know I was gonna have a house full of damn people, next time call and ask me if strangers can come over and for Christ sake tell them to bring their own beer and NO ONE sits in my GOD DAMN chair!" my dad ranted.

My mother was quiet and then asked him very sweetly if he was done, when he nodded she began, "You know I don't allow people in my house who I don't know, so they are not strangers to ME! And yes I should have called you to tell you but certainly not to ask for PERMISSION!. You had plenty in the fridge so giving one to company isn't the end of the world Charlie and forgive me my lord I did not know your throne of relaxation was so sacred". Renee yelled. "Now that you had your I am man and you are woman conversation, you can do the dinner dishes" Mom laughed and headed upstairs.

My dad was so easy going and laid back. He would rather lay down his own life instead of allowing my mother or I to experience and ounce of pain. Family was so important to him. The frightening part of his temper I had only seen once, but it was the type that made a lasting impression. We were at a barbecue when a guy grabbed my moms ass as she was preparing the dinner with the other wives in La push. My father was so quick to grab his hand and pull it back so hard his elbow made an horrible crunching noise.

I never saw the man again.


A loud crash of glass breaking could be heard downstairs, voices yelling and I was met with a very angry Edward leaving Carlisle's office heading towards the front door. He eyes bore into mine, the intensity and anger made my brain scream at me to look away, but they held me and I was entranced. Edward slowly put his lips to my ear, I closed my eyes and melted into his touch. I couldn't help it.

"James can try all he wants to touch you, but your body knows who it belongs too, who it craves, I send those waves of pleasure through you and tonight when your in bed touching yourself, it will be my face you see in your fantasies," Edward whispered. He was gone when I opened my eyes.

It wasn't long after that Rosalie and I were called into Carlisle's office. We walked in to him picking up pieces of a broken vase, muttering random curse words.

"I guess from the mess Edward made, he isn't to thrilled about you going with James to Marcus's tomorrow night" Carlisle stated.

"I guess not, but I can go with who I choose," I replied determinedly.

"Edward tells me, that James and he exchanged words at Thanksgiving. He thinks James asking you to this New Years party is just a way of him telling Edward to go fuck himself," Carlisle explained with amusement. "If you're not comfortable around James, then I can tell him not to come."

"No, he hasn't done anything to me. He was just introducing himself at Thanksgiving and Edward overreacted as usual" I responded.

"James came to me and asked if Bella had a date, I told her I didn't know; but, I sent him to you to see if it was okay that he go in the first place. I don't think him wanting to go with her is malicious daddy," Rosalie added her opinion on the matter.

"Yeah. He came to me before my trip and asked, I told him it would be up to Bella, but that I saw no problem with it. He has been instructed to be on his best behavior and that Bella isn't some whore off the street, that he would be respectful at all times. He is fully aware of the consequences if he isn't," Carlisle said, with a slight hard edge to his voice.

"Bella, if you have no reservations on going with James, then I don't see a problem with it. Edward is a grown man. He can work out his own issues regarding that."

"Carlisle, I've also been meaning to ask you, if the position over at Cullen construction was still available?" I asked, changing the subject.

I saw a faint glimmer of a smile. "Yes of course Bella. It's yours if you want it."

"Thank you. I would love too take the job."

"Should we call Edward and let him know? I am sure he will be pleased by this news."

"If it okay with you, I want to tell him myself."

"Of course"


My dress fit like a glove. It embraced every curve I had, it exposed a slight bit of cleavage while still being classy. James was very handsome in his black tux. He brought me red roses. I graciously accepted them, he didn't know how much I hated the red ones. He could have come with nothing. I had to give him an A for effort.

Marcus and Marcella's home was similar to Carlisle and Esme's. They both weren't flashy and ostentatious . They were inviting and warm homes on the inside. I loved how close they all seemed to be. It was very rare to see new people around all if us. It was the same group of us always. I noticed this more around the holidays and I would imagine tonight would be no different.
James and I were having a good time, we talked and I even danced with him for a song or two.

He treated me very well, almost too well. It was like he was deathly afraid of falling out of step with me. He relaxed a bit after a couples glasses of champagne. I sipped my glass, I didn't want to get trashed and become an embarrassment.

That idea went to hell in a hand basket when Edward walked in with a tall, blond on his arm. She was wearing a tight pink dress. I could feel the a tinge of pain in my chest it seemed to take control of my emotions.

Esme must have noticed a change in my demeanor walked over to me. "I can't not believe he brought that slut here," Esme spat.

"Who is she?" I asked.

"That's Tanya Denali. She used to work as Edward's P.A at Cullen Construction. She is what we call an Equal opportunity Hoe. She attaches her self to anyone who has money and status. Carlisle had her removed not long after we got home. Carlisle and Marcus are not gonna be happy at all that he brought her," Esme explained.

I couldn't take my eyes away from him or her.

I watched that whore kiss, grind and grope Edward all night.

God let the man breathe.

I could feel my body shake with anger. I felt possessive and jealous.

I was conflicted between wanting to mark him, stake my claim all over his cock and the desire to rip his tongue out of his mouth for the bullshit he'd done earlier.

It took about four glasses of liquid courage to get the nerve to walk over to him. If I wasn't getting laid then I was going to make damn sure Edward Cullen didn't either

"Hello My name is Bella" I said shaking Tanya's hand,"I wanted to introduce myself to you . It's only fair since you've been licking what's left of my pussy off his face the whole night."

Her eyes went wild and he stood in shock his mouth slightly open. I didn't stick around long enough for him to hear his reaction.

If he wanted to play this game then so would I. I showed James a bit more attention then I did before. I touched him on his chest. Laughed at his jokes, and danced a bit more closely then I normally would. I took a chance and looked over at Edward. He was livid and now alone. I'm sure his date left. The thought that I could invoke the same amount of jealousy in him, that he riled in me, made me smile. I hated that I was using James as payback, he did nothing to deserve this but I couldn't feel guilty. I decided to go in for the kill and leaned to kiss him.

The kiss never came though. I was violently jerked away from James by my elbow.

"Tell James good night Bella" Edward hissed.,

"He is my date and I decide when my night is over," I said through gritted teeth.

"I don't want to start any trouble, thanks for a beautiful evening Bella" James said graciously to me without taking his eyes off Edward.

I tried to resist but he was so much strong then me. He was so fucking lucky I couldn't find a place for a gun in this dress. He roughly lead me out the door and towards the car, and then practically through me in the passenger seat of it.

"Who do you think you are, your aren't my father if I wanted to fuck the entire population of Chicago, then you cant stop me,"

He drove in silence. The only sign of his anger were the white knuckles present from gripping the wheel too hard. It didn't take long to get home. He was at my door before I could even get out myself, dragging me to the house and upstairs and finally letting me go when we entered my bedroom.

"What is wrong with you Bella? Did you have to show your ass while in a room full of people?"

"I wouldn't of done that had you in fact finished what you started yesterday. It was only fair since you cock blocked me that I do the same to you"

"Bella you don't want to fuck with me," Edward yelled.

"And you don't want to mess with me mother fucker!" I spat back.

I don't know what came over me but I pushed Edward so hard he stumbled into a chair I had across from my bed, I stalked towards him lifting my dress and straddling his legs. I crushed my body against him, kissing along his jaw and neck. I could feel him get hard against the thin fabric of my panties. I needed some friction and began to grind against his bulge. I loved the small moans that escaped his perfect lips. I started to pick up the pace. We kissed tasting the champagne we both had consumed.

"Damn… Edward. You feel so fucking good," I panted into his neck. The licking an nibbling of my collarbone and neck was sending me over the edge. I rotated my hips and slammed back down on his erection. I didn't give a shit if it hurt him. I was determined to get mine.

"harder… baby, I can smell how wet you are, you want my cock..." Fuck.

I could feel my orgasm coming, my back was arched and my movements were becoming erratic .
"Oh .. Fuck.. That s it.. Shit.. I'm coming" I screamed as my orgasm ripped through me. I could feel my wetness come through the panties and on Edward nice expensive Tux.

When I could feel my heart and breathe come back to normal .I checked the time and noticed it was midnight. I gave him a sweet peck on the lips and said " Happy New Years, baby."

I got up off of him and pointed to the door

"Are you fucking kidding me with this shit Bella, You're going to finish!"

" I did finish…Myself. So thank you but I am tired now so please leave. I have to get my rest for work tomorrow. My new boss is somewhat of an asshole and I cant have him mad at me the first day." He got up called me a fucking bitch and slammed my bedroom door behind him.


I loved working at Cullen Construction. I didn't work under Edward or Emmett but I handled payroll and contracts for the company. I made sure the guys had financing and permits in place. My first project that I handled with Emmett was the rebuilding of the Copelli's restaurant. The fire was blamed on a faulty electrical panel. I am so glad that I got to be around Tyler again. He had finally graduated from school and was going to run it full time.

I loved hanging around Emmett. He was a breath of fresh air. I could see why Rosalie loved him so much. I could see his face light up as he talked about her.

"I'm thinking about asking Rose to marry me," Emmett blurted out while we were looking over contracts one day.

"That's awesome Em, I know she loves you and you make her happy"

"You know Bella, you deserve to be happy also. I'm gonna tell you something and if it ever got back to Edward. I will deny it." Emmett leaned back in his chair and propped his foot on the desk "Edward has a lot of faults but he is a good man. I see how he looks at you and it's the same way I look at Rose, like she is the only person in the room. He is completely in love with you. You scare him, keep him on his toes. These feelings are foreign to him. I know when you two get together it's like oil and water." he cocked a brow at me "You both are stubborn as hell. I've known him all my life. I've never seen him so rattled as the night you were assaulted. That's the only time I have ever seen him cry. He blames himself and his mind goes over what might have happen all the time… If you both could get past the fighting, I know you both can make each other happy."

"Wow Em, your serious?" I asked astonished.

"Very!"


In the news tonight the body of a man with severed fingers was found in abandoned warehouse he was discovered when a group of local kids went to play in the old building. The police are not yet saying if the man has been identified. We will be updating this story as more news comes available to us for WGN-TV I am Erin Mcelroy." The news reporter informed before going to the next story.

"Damn, that has to be a painful way to go. Wonder what he did," I muttered to myself.

"Maybe he touched something that didn't belong to him," Edward said making me jump at the tone of his voice.

"Damn it Edward, If you keep doing that shit, I'm gonna tie a bell around your neck" I said panting.

"Baby you can tie me up anytime you want," he cooed.

"I'd be careful saying that Edward, I know how to make a noose," I chuckled evilly.


It was now March. I was enjoying my new job. I didn't see the guys much. The pay was excellent but I suspected the reason it was so high was because of Carlisle. I didn't complain.

One of the worse days of my life started with a knock on the door at home. I got up to answer and was greeted by a man in a suit and a uniformed officer.

"Hello, can I help you"? I asked the man in uniform.

"Yes, ma'am. We looking for a Isabella Swan."

"I'm Isabella," I said timidly.

"I'm officer Johnson and this is Detective Humphries, " the cop said pointing to the guy in the suit.

"We need to ask you a few questions downtown if you don't mind."

"Um…"

"She may not mind, but I sure as hell do. Do you have a warrant to take her in?" Carlisle questioned angrily.

"Long time no see Mr. Cullen," Detective Humphries said with a smirk.

"Well I wish I could say I enjoy seeing your dumbass but that would be lying so gentleman if you do not have a warrant I suggest you leave my home and come back with one and not a minute sooner" Carlisle directed.

"We will be back, I assure you," Detective Humphries replied.

"We will be waiting." Carlisle slammed the door, just as I started freaking out. I've never been in trouble. I know I didn't do anything. Oh God I took the man's gun and he must have reported it stolen… that had to be it right? "I looked up to Carlisle with more questions then answers in my eyes, but he looked calm and confident.

What I am reading

1. All the days after .. By iheartrpattz

Edward is a 30 year old widower trying to figure out his life after losing his beloved wife. Can 18 yr. old Bella start over and forget her past. This is a story of All the Days After trying to move on..

2. Realize by RaeSl88

What happens when widower Edward Cullen and pregnant prostitute Bella cross paths? He kidnaps her, with good intentions of course. Will Edward help Bella realize she is worthy of happiness, or will it be too late? BxE AH

AN: a huge thankyou to one of eddies girls, there is a facebook group for this story, all teasers and character bio's with pictures can be seen there. Bammers, kitty and trish. keep me in laughing over there www dot facebook dot com/groups/131712836923973/

NEXT : We will find out why the cops are there and her connection to the Cullen's see you in 2 weeks