Red As Blood
Chapter 9
putting pieces together
The sun was starting to set, the forest went eery quiet as kagome ran through it. Her eyes stung with tears and the wind whipped across her face as she ran.
I have to find him loose tree branches scratched her skin, and unseen roots came from the ground making her trip every often. Getting back up she closed her eyes and ran until she bumped into something hard but soft. More tears streamed down her face as she looked up, eyes widened and heart beating fast. Golden eyes watched her carefully then he turned, ready to run as fast as he could.
"N..no! Don't leave." Kagome cried out. He stopped but stayed turned around. Minutes passed as he just waited for her.
"I..I was scared, im sorry!" his eyes darkened and soon later widened as he felt warmth from his back. Turning slightly he noticed she hugged him from behind. Turning in her arms so her could hold her, he pulled her tighter onto him. This time he could feel her body pressed against him without his armor to block it.
"Why did you do that?" he nearly hissed, but tried to control it. Her eyes closed and she inhaled his scent, well tried, sense she was human now.
"I got my memories back." she said quietly, snuggling into his chest. He pulled away enough to look into her eyes. Tears were still streaming down her cheeks, he rubbed his thumb across her cheek. Wiping her tears away and watching her eyes move from his chest to his eyes.
"Thats not all." he stated and growled, instantly regretting it. Kagome whimpered and tried to back away.
"I...in my last life. The one near the beginning of the world, I was the first miko. The first demon...was...was you well your first or..last life. An..and I had to...seal your..s...soul, so you wouldnt let out the demons, I did, but then I used all my strength and I was ganna die so was the demon but...but...but he r...raped me." she said the last part as fast as she could making him stand there letting everything she said sink it. He backed up, making her look into his eyes.
"No please, no don't leave." he didn't say anything only watched her.
"I understand now that it was my last life, it wasn't me. It was Katsume! Not me, I know and im not scared of you! Please don't leave me!" she yelled while crumbling to the ground. Sesshoumaru stood near her, watching and listening, no emotion played on his face, but only regret. He wanted to leave, he hurt her in his past life. Kagome saw he wanted to leave and started crying again.
"You cant leave! It wasn't us, you never raped me! I know you wouldnt hurt me! Please I lo-.." she was cut off when sesshoumaru pinned her to a tree, his claws at her throat.
"How do you know I wouldnt hurt you! I could kill you now!" he hissed out making her flinch.
"I know you wouldnt sesshoumaru, and if you want to then kill me because then I know you didn't care, and I would want to die if I didn't have you. I love you lord of the western lands, I love you!" she yelled. He lowered his claws and pulled away. Shock written all over his face. After reality set into Kagome her eyes also widened and she looked at him with hurt. Shaking her head, letting everything slip from her mouth was horrible so she turned the way he was going and ran deeper into the forest. Letting more and more scratches scrape her soft skin.
stupid stupid stupid! Look what you did! He doesnt love you, he will never love you, your human now! Not demon! Now I scared him away! I cant live without him. What if he tries to kill me! What do I do? she then ran harder trying to leave the love of her life back were he was, but it seems like she couldn't get that far from him. Kagome's legs burned and hurt from all the running and scratches, her throat throbbed and she was close to collapsing. Picking up her pace just a little until a small clearing came into view and she dropped to her knees. A little pain came to the side of her leg, slowly she pulled out a small dagger she always hid under her skirt. She smiled sadly and put the dagger to her heart. (Not stabbing herself yet just putting it to her chest, ok.)
I died before and they brung me back, but this time im going to die with free will, and then they cant bring me back because then I will be too far gone. Anyways they wont find me, sesshoumaru wont come for me either. another tear streaked down her cheek and hit the dagger. Slowly and shakily she rose the tip of the dagger to her heart. With a shaky breath and pulled back ready to plunge the dagger into her heart. Before she could think or blink, her arm was held firmly by her side and a light weight was on her. Opening her eyes she wished she ran further.
"What are you doing?"
"Get off of me. Its none of your business if I die!"
"Why do you want to?" he yelled over her violent panting. She looked away from his golden eyes and laid her head to the side.
"Because...I know that you cant...love me back, im...im human now." Kagome was starting to get sick of the tears that shed from her eyes.
"You don't know this sesshoumaru then!" He tightened his grip on her hand that held the dagger and she dropped it. He then let her hand go and kissed her deeply. Kagome's eyes widened then closed as she melted into the kiss. The kiss went deeper and deeper as his tongue raced laps in her mouth, and his rough but soft hands roamed her small frame. Kagome's hand tangled in his silky silver hair and her other hand scrapped down his back. A tingling and burning came into her lower belly making her moan into his mouth. She wanted to feel more close to him so she wrapped her legs around his waist and her body hung from him. Sesshoumaru lowered himself even more, feeling his member grow hard. Her lower thighs pressed against his hard member making him groan, pressing her more to the ground. His chest was pressed hardly to hers, her legs draped over his waist, both trying to be so close, when there body practically was smashed together. Sesshoumaru felt his beast growl ro get loose and mate the girl already but he fought it. Slowly he pulled away so she could breath and he trailed kisses and licks down her neck and jaw. A shiver went down her back as he kisses and sucked the junction of her neck.
"Will you be my mate kagome?" he breathed onto her neck, she mewed in return, knowing thats a yes he trailed even hotter and tingling open mouth kisses down her neck once more and then down her chest, back up to her mouth. After a while she panted like crazy, and he panted every so often. He wanted her so bad it hurt, literally it hurt.
" brother clame her, mate her til dawn or I will do it for you!" the beast growled in his head.
no, she's never bean touched like this, I want to be her first but not her last!
"you know I can brake free! I will if you don't rut her NOW!" sesshoumaru shook his head, pushing the demon down once more. His hand trailed down her leg and up her skirt, he felt a cloth wrapping around her lower half and pulled back from the kiss.
"What is this." he asked huskily on her skin referring to her underwear. She giggled and pressed against his member on accident, making him groan, she felt it and her eyes widened. She felt bubbly in side so she started to giggle.
"There my underwear." she giggled out. Sesshoumaru felt amused and confused to why she giggled.
"What's so amusing, Kagome?" he said her name seductively making another shiver go down her back. She then giggled more and he bit her neck lightly which made her stop but then start up again, slowly and heatedly he trailed new kisses and licks down her neck turning her giggles into moans and mews. He then pushed up her skirt a little and was about to pull her 'underwear' off when something caught his scent. Not her arousal but someth-
"KAGOME!" yelled sango in a distance getting closer with the group. Growling sesshoumaru kissed her one last time and sat up pulling her in his lap to hide his hard arousal. It pressed against her bottom and she grabbed the side of his pants. Sooner than they thought the group emerged from the forest and into the small clearing. The sight that met them was amusing and heated. Kagome on sesshoumarus lap, hair a mess, lips swollen and red, small hickeys down her neck and vanished before her shirt, and her eyes wide and innocent.
"Maybe we came at the wrong time." miroku said with his lecherous grin and received a hit over the head. Shippo didn't get what he said but bounded to kagome and leaped into her embrace. Kohaku was at his sisters side with the same smile miroku had. Sango was shocked but soon brushed it off.
"We thought something happened to you cause we heard a scream off into the forest and thought it was you."
"I think it screamed sesshoumarus name." miroku smiled bigger, but fell once again on the ground.
"Well kaede wants to see you, but if your too busy then yea, we will leave."
"No, I'll be there in a minute you guys start walking and we will catch up." Kagome smiled as shippo pulled back and nodded going to Miroku's side once more. The group turned and started walking back into the forest.
"I don't think it will take a couple of minutes but a couple of hours." miroku then fell on the ground again. Kagome groaned and laid back against his chest. He growled softly and grunted when kagome shifter to the side.
"Sorry." kagome said sheepishly.
"Dammit they had to come." sesshoumaru growled out. He was in pain for not releasing his self on the girl. An idea struck him and he wanted to share the embarrassment and feeling to be released. Slowly his hand glided up her inner leg and into her skirt, he pressed his finder against her wet underwear, that covered her from him. Kagome groaned and grabbed his arm. He then swirled his finger around on top of her underwear, she groaned and pressed against his finger.
"No bad sessho..um..aru." she moaned out trying to turn away from the bliss and need to have him. He held her in place, his finger finding a way to her wet entrance and stuck the tip of his finder at her entrance which drove her crazy. Her breathing hitched and she tried to move onto his finger but he stopped.
"sesshou..maru take me please!" she moaned.
"This is what I feel like right now. We must get back though." with a smirk his finger retreated into his mouth and he let her watch him, in a blink of an eyes he picked her up and ran back to the hut, it only took 5 seconds. He put kagome to her feet and she was about to fall but he put a steady hand on her waist, her hair was still a mess and a passion was in her eyes. Slowly he patted her but to make her get into the hut. She blushed and turned to glare at him.
"Miko?" he said seductively.
"Youkai." she said with equal seductiveness before going into the hut. Kaede sat by the small fire making stew, she smiled as the younger miko came into the hut.
"Weres sango, miroku, kohaku, and shippo?" she asked trying to hide a blush left over from sesshoumaru.
"They still on there way. Kagome you got all your memories back am I right?" kagome nodded.
"I do not need to know, but you must use it and try to pull up as much information you can get, because there will be new enemies." kagome nodded and smiled.
"I am perfectly trained and I can remember it I want to." she said with proudness.
"Ye may leave if you want." Kagome nodded and left the hut. Not thinking she once again hit something in front of her and fell on her butt. Looking up she rubber her bottom and glared.
"Do you like bumping into me Kagome?" he asked with a smirk. Kagome growled a very humanly growl and glared daggers at him.
"You coulda' caught me or something, now I have a bruise on my butt."he out stretched a hand for her which she took. He pulled her up to his chest and smirked showing his fangs. A shiver went down Kagome's spine and she pushed away from him and started to wait for the group.
