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"We should try to figure out what your power is." Kai said as he wrapped his arms around my waist from behind me and rested his chin on my shoulder.

I smiled. "How exactly do we go about doing that?" I asked turning in his arms to be face to face with him. His beautiful crimson eyes bore into mine full of emotion, and I knew mine did the same back.

"We just try different things until you do something amazing." He smiled and winked down at me.

I put my arms around his neck and pulled his mouth down to mine. I had now been a vampire for about a month, and Kai had helped me with everything. He helped me control myself when around a lot of humans, explaining that we couldn't let them know what we were. We had become extremely close in the past month, we had no one else, and then there was the love pouring through my entire body. I still couldn't remember anything from my human past, but I was sure that this had to be the most amazing time of my life.

Kai smiled under my lips. "Well that's definitely amazing but I don't think I want you doing that to anyone else."

I laughed. "What ever you say."

He smiled down at me. "You want to see what you can do?" he asked.

"yes." I smiled. Ever since he had told me he had a power I wanted to know if I had one. It had been driving me nuts.

"Ok well, usually we bring something about us from our human selves into our vampire self when we change, were you extremely good at anything? Have any abilities?" he asked.

I stared at him. "I can't remember anything! My past is a blank remember?!" I screamed. I took my arms from around his neck and pushed him in the chest as I walked away.

"Yes I understand." He said quickly, following me where ever I walked. "But can you try to remember anything?"

I loved him dearly but he was never safe from my mood swings. Any time he mentioned my past I would become very defensive and irrationally angry. I can't help it. I had tried to remember! Every single moment I had tried to remember something! And now he was going to ask me to try? What did he think I was doing!? Maybe he should take a look back at his memories! See how hard I had been trying!

Suddenly my mind was full of memories. They weren't mine but I could sort through them; it seemed like I could pick one out or look for a certain one. I could faintly hear screaming coming from the ground in front of me. I opened my eyes to see Kai lying on the ground at me feet. He was panting and had his head in his hands. He looked exhausted and like he was just coming out of a lot of pain.

"Kai! What's wrong?" I asked as I dropped to me knees beside him.

"What the hell was that?!" He asked.

"What? What happened?"

"You!" he said staring up at me. "You closed your eyes, and then I could feel all my memories coming up and swirling around in my mind; it hurt! It hurt like hell! And my instincts told me to fight to get you out of my mind and I tried, it took all my strength and then I couldn't move! I just fell to the ground in pain! I haven't been tired in 150 years and suddenly I'm emotionally, and physically exhausted!"

"What?" I was shocked. "I did this to you?"

"Yes!" He would have yelled it but he was way too tired to move or scream. "I could actually see you like flipping through my memories like you wanted to find something to use against me!" He tried to sit up but fell back. "God!"

I sat back. This was messed up! I could see his memories but not my own? Why? Why could I not see my own damn memories!? I wanted to know what I was like, where I was from; I just wanted to know who I was! But no. I could do that to everyone else, I could see who they were, see what they loved, what they lost, I could bring out their worst memories and put them through the pain of that as well as the pain of having me enter their most sacred memories. I would punish them for having memories when I couldn't!

"Well." Kai said finally sitting up. "Congratulations! I think we just found out your power." He smiled. "Just please don't use it on me anymore!"

I laughed. "I'll try not to, just don't tempt me!"

I helped him stand up and he wrapped me in his arms. "I'm so proud of you." He laughed. "It hurt but it was amazing! You are amazing!" He bent down and kissed me with more passion then he ever had. It sent shivers through my already cold body, and made the hair on the back of my neck stand. "I love you." He smiled. "You crazy, amazing, beautiful, vampire"

I stared up at him in shock. "I love you too Kai." I laughed.

"Ok, we should teach you how to fight." He said suddenly. "Just not using your power cause that seriously hurts more then anything!"

I laughed. "Too much pain for the big bad vampire?" I teased.

"Yes." He said simply. He walked me over to a clearing and told me to stand still. He then ran over to the other side of the clearing so we were about 100 yards apart. "I want you to know what it's like if people start doing things back to you, so I'm going to attack you with my powers to show you ok? I'll start out easy and when you think you're ready for more just tell me."

I nodded. "Ok." I stood watching him hoping it wouldn't hurt too much.

I watched as fire started to radiate from his hands. He nodded at me telling me he was about to throw them at me. He threw both at once with more strength then I would have thought possible. I watched the two fire balls fly toward me. I braced for the impact but was amazed as I watched the fire go out and disappear a few feet in front of me. I looked up at Kai. "Uh… you missed." I informed him.

"Yeah." He said. "I must be too far back." He walked a couple of yards closer, this time I was certain I would get hit. He threw again, and again the balls went out and disappeared at the same place in front of me. "What!?" He screamed in exasperation. "Ok let's try wind." I nodded telling him I was ready. He glared at me and I could see the wind pick up. The trees all around started to sway violently but not a hair on my body moved.

"Why isn't it working?" I asked.

"I don't know!" He said. Suddenly the ground all around me started shaking I saw a crack form in the ground and watched it come straight for me. when it was about the same distance away from me that the fire had been, the crack split and went around me leaving me on a lone platform with a large crack 360 degrees around me.

"Are we done?" I asked as Kai came running up to me.

He shook his head back and forth. "You truly are amazing you know that." He laughed.

"Why?"

"You're invincible, untouchable." He smiled. "I don't have to worry about anyone hurting you." He laughed. "I love you Bella!"