I woke up in a room I thought I would never wake up in again, partly because I didn't need to sleep anymore, but something was wrong I could feel it.
My body was weak again, and it was painful when I lifted my head, I also couldn't see or hear as well as I used to. I didn't know what was wrong, it's like my entire life has disappeared.
I was so focused in my thoughts that I didn't realize Edward and Carlisle walked into the room, watching me with worried eyes.
"Bella," Carlisle said, "how are you feeling?"
I stared at him with confusing for a second, before realization struck, I felt sick.
"Terrible," I mumbled, but they could hear my voice.
Edward walked over to me, and grabbed my hand, kissing my head lightly, but I still cringed away because it hurt.
Edward looked at me with a pained look on his face that killed my heart; I hated seeing him in pain.
I couldn't hear him breathing like I used to, nor could I see the light, delicate features on his face perfectly.
My hand went to move a hair out of my face when I stopped suddenly where my heart was, and I gasped. My pulse was back, but I thought it had burned away like the rest of my insides.
Edward heard my heartbeat too, and started pacing the room, burning a hole in the floor. I started breathing like I was going into labor, but what did this mean? Did all my vampire abilities just fade away?
I didn't want to lose the life I had lived for so long, and I certainly wasn't giving it up, and I knew Edward wouldn't allow losing me either.
"Edward," Carlisle called, "you will have to bite her again."
Edward stopped pacing, and looked at Carlisle like he was stupid, and I mirrored Edward.
I jumped out of the bed for no reason, causing myself to fall over like I used to, and Edward catching me. He looked at me, and I felt a shiver go down my spine at how warm I was.
"Bite me, please Edward," I pleaded, "I don't like this life, and I want back my other one!"
I started to cry, but paused because it had been forever since tears have fallen from my eyes.
I walked over to the mirror on the wall, and studied myself like I had with my vampire life. I had back my deep brown eyes, my light, thin hair, and my uneven bottom lip. It was all so strange for me, but then I had the sudden feeling that I had done this before, and then remembered this was exactly how I was entering my vampire body years and years ago.
I wanted my old self back, and I was going to get it. Edward wouldn't be able to hold me back because I knew what it was like to have me in his world.
I looked up when someone entered the door, and then I had sudden fury at who stepped in the door. Tanya walked over to Edward, smiling at me, and kissing Edward's cheek. I growled, but she just laughed at me.
"Lost your old self, huh?" She asked with a few laughs escaping her lips.
I glared at her, but she laughed again.
"You're not as scary as you think, you know, Bella?" She asked, while me and Edward stared at her, ready to kill.
Edward was ready to kill, but I was in no shape to fight against a vampire as a human. Edward, seeming to have noticed this, stepped in front of me, and leaned down into a crouch. I blushed at the sight of him protecting me like he used to in my human years, and he noticed at smiled a grin ear to ear. He always loved it when I blushed, but now I wasn't all that happy to be blushing, I'd rather have cold, hard skin.
I let out a whimper, and Edward looked at me, fear taking over his face before he knew what was happening to me.
"What?" Edward asked, confused.
"We won't be able to kiss like we used to! It'll be my human years all over again!" I said about to cry.
He smiled at me again, realizing what I was mad about, "Oh, Bella. I won't let you stay human again for much longer if you don't want to," He said, an even bigger smile forming on his lips.
I was happy again, and focused my attention back on Tanya, the evil girl trying to steal my husband.
"Now that that's over," she sighed, "Edward, we should leave this pitiful human, and have some of our own fun," she winked.
Edward shivered with fear, and I bit my lips in a straight line, trying to hide back my smile.
Tanya was mad now, and she wasn't worrying about hiding it, so she started shaking, and Edward stood, pushing me back a little farther. Edward stood in front of me, hiding my human body from Tanya's sight. I stood there, frozen, watching the two of them hiss and growl at each other. Part of me was slightly amused, but part of me was terrified.
Tanya stepped forward, and snapped her teeth at me causing me to jump back, and her to laugh. I glared at her, refusing to be protected now, as Edward grabbed me, and moved me next to the window. I had forgotten he was stronger then me now, and he did too because he almost crushed me in his hands. When I was released to the ground I sighed in relief, glad I didn't get crushed to a million little pieces by my own true love.
Tanya sighed, most likely wishing I had been crushed, but I ignored her, and watched Edward launch at her, causing her to widen her eyes in fear. She launched herself at me dodging Edward, knocking me against the wall in the back of the room. Edward growling, snapping at her, but she jumped back, growling as well. She had an 'I'm-going-to-kill-you' look in her eyes as she stared at me, trying to get to me but Edward pushing her against the wall. She wasn't going to back down as she ran past Edward, and threw me against the wall. I heard a shattering sound with my dull ears, and my arm was in pain along with my head. Everything happening was too much pressure for me, and as I lay there, bleeding to death, I was sure I was going to be ripped apart by Tanya, or die from lack of blood. Maybe I would get lucky, and one of the vampires would slip, drinking me dry, but I was sure about one thing – I was going to die.
