a/n: You guys!!!!!! Trl is over!! I'm really sad :( so in honor of trl I decided to update!!! BUT this story is still on hold 4 now!! :(... sorry! Oh and I wrote this really quick and didn't really go over it... so it might suck!!!! *Sobs* its over! :( thanks for all your support and Happy reading!!!
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Chapter 9: Broken
As the weeks passed, Miley just couldn't let what Lilly said go. She didn't understand how someone could just go through girlfriends like that. As much as it pained her to admit it, she was starting to have serious doubts about her and Nicks "relationship".
She couldn't imagine how you could just throw away a person like… like …like yesterdays newspaper! Is that all she was? A moment of entertainment, until he meets someone else and she was no longer relevant. Is that what she was to become, nothing more than …yesterday's news?
Suddenly, her thoughts were interrupted by a loud knock at her bedroom door.
"Um…come in" she hesitated for fear it might be Nick. She new that if they talked long enough, she'd be tempted to ask him about his past relationships and she wasn't sure she was ready for his response. Much to Miley's dismay her fears were answered as she saw a tall figure, curls bouncing up and down as he walked towards her and planted himself on the bed beside her.
"What do you want?" she said as gently as she possibly could, without revealing her true feelings to him.
Nick studied her face. He definitely knew something was wrong, but what was it. Did he forget something? Did his mother say something mean to her again? Was she still upset about Demi?
He watched her face form into the fakest smile he had ever seen, while she was pushing a loose strand of hair that had fell from her ponytail, out of her face. She was obviously waiting for him to say something, but what? What could he possibly say to make her feel better, if he didn't even know what was wrong with her? Nick decided it was best to just ask her what was wrong, instead of trying to guess and accidentally saying the wrong thing.
"What's wrong" he asked slowly and gently, rubbing his hand up and down her arm in an effort to comfort her.
"Nothing!" she responded, a little too quickly. Nick sighed.
He climbed behind her and moved his legs so that one was on each side of her, then he slowly wrapped his arms around her waist.
"Come on babe, you know you can tell Me." he said as he rested his head on her shoulder, which was covered by the bright green and purple hoodie that she was wearing.
"How do you even know something's wrong?" Miley asked as Nick nibbled on her ear. She giggled a little and started to forget about what she was mad about to begin with.
"Because whenever you're mad you get that weird, creepy "trying to hard to be happy' look on your face"
Miley hated the fact that Nick new her so well, especially considering the fact that they had only known each other for a few months.
"Fine!" Miley grunted, giving in and snuggling closer into Nick.
"So…what is it?" he asked while placing open mouth kisses up the side of her neck.
"Do you know your reputation at school?" asked Miley cautiously while nick was practically making out with her neck.
"What… do… you… mean?" Nick asked in between kisses.
"I mean everybody thinks you're a player Nick!" Miley yelled turning around to face Nick.
He laughed and slowly rubbed his thumb against her cheek "So?" he asked placing a gentle kiss on her lips.
"So that's a big deal Nick!" she said annoyed that he was trying to make out with her, while she was trying to have a serious conversation.
Nick smirked. "Your cute when your irritated." he said scooting closer to her and placing another kiss on her lips.
"Niiiiiiiiccccccckkkkkkk" Miley whined. She knew that she would give in any minute.
"You don't think I'm a player do you?" Nick asked as he placed feather light kisses all over her face.
"K…k…k…kinda." Miley stuttered as Nick pinned her down on the bed.
"But you love it, don't you?" Nick whispered in a low seductive voice into Miley's ear, by now he was completely on top of her. Miley shivered as she felt Nick's warm breath on her ear. Before Miley could respond, Nick kissed her more forcefully, immediately, sliding his tongue into her mouth. Miley lay motionless, for a minute, still thinking about what she was trying to ask Nick until eventually giving in, and starting to kiss him back.
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After a while things were getting really heated between them… a little to heated for Miley. As Nick reached for the bottom of her shirt and his hand began to roam up her stomach, Miley couldn't get Lilly's words out of her head "He plays with a girls feelings, gets what he wants and then, dumps them" Those words repeated in her head over and over, almost as if they were haunting her. "Gets what he wants. " Miley began to panic "dumps them" Was she just some kind of toy? Did he really care about her? Was he just using her?
As she felt Nick start to tug at her shirt, she quickly pulled away and blurted out, "What happened to the girl you dumped in front of the whole school!" her thoughts getting the best of her. All of a sudden her heart started thumping so loud and so fast that she was sure nick could hear it. Bu… bump…bu… bump… it continued. Why was she so scared of Nick's reaction, I mean there in a relationship right? They should be able to talk to each other about this kind of stuff! Shouldn't they? These are the thoughts that wondered throughout Miley's head as she waited for Nick's response.
Unfortunately, Nicks reaction, to her question, didn't help to ease her worry. If anything it made her feel worse. He quickly sat up, climbing off of her. The expression on his face, was a look of shock (which she had expected) but he also looked sad, it was that 'somebody just ran over my puppy' kind of look that took her for surprise.
Nick gulped "What?" he asked softly, with tears forming in his light brown usually unfazed eyes. It was almost as if he was…broken.
So what did you think? Ive been reading alot lately so tell me if you think my writing has gotten better... or worse! Please review!! Oh and feel free to cuss me out for writing such a crappy chapter or for taking so long to update!!!!! *braces for impact* lol you guys are so awesome!! I really appreciate all the support and I got alot of ideas from you all, so I have a pretty good idea of what's gonna happen... so thanks alot!!!!!!
*Sigh* ... Its over! I'm really depressed, so you guys tell me your thoughts on MTV canceling trl!!! ... personally I'm really pissed off!!!!!!!!! *evil glare MTV* :(
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