A/N: Sorry it took me so long to update this story, but I guess in a way I was really stuck. I have tried to write this chapter over and over again for a couple of times, but never liked how it came out. It took me up to now to get it right the way I wanted. As you probably already figured out, Logan is my favorite BTR member. I hope he never ever even remotely has to deal with anything like this! Nobody should ever be bullied for what so ever reason. It's just plain wrong! The person being bullied can be hurt severely by all of this …

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Chapter 9

The boys left on tour and Logan was slightly heartbroken. He already missed Camille a lot. The boys tried everything they could to cheer him up. Logan was pretty stressed to perform as well. Luckily, Gustavo had managed to get a therapist to join them on tour. Logan spent some time talking with this new therapist about his anxieties to perform again. He gave Logan some relaxation techniques which he could try.

The first concert was tonight. Logan was still very stressed and had spent hour on hour with his therapist that day. He had finally gotten him to calm down just enough to perform. Kendall, James and Carlos were worried sick about their friend. It was finally time to go on stage and the group came together for their usual ritual before the start of every show.

"Are you okay, Loges?" Kendall asked his friend.

"I guess so," Logan said hesitatingly.

"Don't worry, bud," James said patting his friend on the back. "You'll do just great! There is nothing wrong with your singing or dancing. It'll work out! Trust me! Just try to enjoy yourself!"

"Am I too late?" A soft female voice rang to the room.

"Cami!" Logan exclaimed happily.

She ran up to him and he wrapped her up in his arms and twirled her around.

"I'm so glad you're here," he whispered in her ear as he hugged her even closer if humanly possible.

"I had a hunch that you would need me," she said. "And I also got a call from Gustavo. I was so worried about you. Are you feeling okay?"

"I am okay now that you're here," he said softly.

Camille cupped his face in her hands as she looked into his deep brown eyes.

"You are such a great performer, Logan," she said. "Don't let anyone try to tell you you're not! You have a beautiful voice when you sing and I just love to see you dance. I know that you're a perfectionist and you want everything to be just right, but you're only human too. You're allowed to mess up every now and then. Just go out there and show the world how good you really are and stop worrying what everyone will think about you! You'll be great as usual! Just enjoy yourself with the guys on stage."

She put her arms around his neck and kissed him. Logan snaked his arms around her waist and kissed her too.

"Have I told you lately how much I love you, gorgeous?" he whispered in her ear.

"Every minute of every day," she answered smiling. "But I love to hear you say that. I love you too, handsome!"

"It's time to go, Logan," a stage hand told him.

Logan nodded his head and sighed.

"Stop worrying and give it your everything," Camille said. "I'll be right here for you if you need me."

They briefly kissed before Logan followed his band mates onto the stage. Millions of young girls were screaming their lungs off as they entered the stage. It must be because of the others, Logan told himself. His heart was pounding heavily in his chest and his hands were shaking when he grabbed his microphone like all the others did. His throat went dry and he felt a little light headed. I would never be able to pull this off. Gustavo immediately noticed how tensed up he was.

"Hey, smart dog," he said in Logan's earpiece. "You'll be fine! Trust me! You're a damn good singer and you'll definitely rock this crowd. And remember … We're here to back you up. Now go for it!"

Logan smiled softly. He was very grateful to be surrounded by so many friends. He sighed again and decided to just do what they told him to do. Enjoy himself ! Kendall was currently introducing James to the public. The crowd of mostly girls went wild! James thanked his friend and started to introduce Carlos. Again the crowd cheered loudly. Logan closed his eyes for a second and mentally prepared himself for what was about to come. He suddenly felt Kendall's hand on his shoulder and looked up to him. Kendall gently squeezed his friend's shoulder to reassure him.

"And off course Big Time Rush wouldn't be a band without the amazing Logan Mitchell," Kendall said to the audience. "Now our best bud here has been going to a difficult period and we all stood by his side to get him through that phase. But he still needs all your support and your love. So, how about a big loud cheer for Logan?"

The crowd nearly went insane. Logan could hardly believe what was happening. Tears pooled in his dark eyes as he desperately tried not to let them fall. The audience really loved him! He swallowed and tried to re-gain control once again as he slowly lifted his mike.

"Thanks," he said his voice all trembling with emotions. "You guys have no idea what this means to me. I love you guys so much!"

The crowd cheered even louder and all clapped their hands. Kendall, James and Carlos ran up to their friend and bro hugged him while the crowd kept cheering. It gave Logan the chance to wipe away the tears that threatened to spill all over his pale cheeks. He was more than ready now to start performing.

The first part of the concert was a huge success! The guys took a much needed break and disappeared of the stage. Gustavo and Kelly were super thrilled and congratulated the boys immediately. Camille also waited for them and nearly jumped into Logan's arms.

"Oh, baby, you were so good," she said. "I'm so proud of you right now."

"Yeah. We all are," Kendall chimed in as he softly patted his friend's back.

"Thanks," Logan answered. "I never did expect the crowd to cheer for me like that."

"Why not?" Kelly said. "You're a great singer and you're one hot boy!" She looked at Camille apologetically.

"I know he is. I think so too," Camille said smiling at Kelly. "I'm the luckiest girl alive to have him as my boyfriend."

Logan blushed a beet red and the rest all laughed. The guys rested for a bit and drank some more water before they had to head back on stage. Logan was a lot more relaxed by now. The boys started the second part of their show and the crowd cheered loud once again. They sang a few of their up tempo songs, until it was time for a slow love song.

The crew brought 8 high chairs on stage and the guys were supposed to pick out a girl for the World Wide song. Kendall, Carlos and James immediately went into the crowd, but Logan trailed a bit behind. He didn't really want to pick out someone from the crowd. Suddenly he decided he didn't care what everyone thought and ran off the stage. Camille who was watching the whole show backstage, held her breath. Logan ran backstage straight towards his girlfriend. He pulled her in his arms and kissed her passionately.

"Baby, what's wrong?" She asked gently. "You were doing so well up there."

"I just don't want to pick a girl from the audience," he said softly. "I want you to be my WWG instead."

"What?" Camille asked surprised.

"Please?" Logan said while giving her his puppy dog eyes who he knew she couldn't resist.

"I'd love that," Camille answered him smiling brightly.

He took her hand in his and they both ran on stage again.

"Oh, that's where you've disappeared too, Loges," Kendall said as relieve washed over him. He had also been worried about his friend's disappearance from the stage.

The guys had all picked out girls by now and were introducing them to the rest of the crowd. Finally it was Logan's turn.

"I have chosen a very special girl today," he started saying in his mike. "She means the world to me and I don't know what I would do or where I would be now without her. That's what I wanted to share with you guys today. I want you all to meet my girlfriend Camille."

The crowd cheered and yelled loudly once again and Camille couldn't help but wipe away the tears that escaped from her dark brown eyes. Logan lovingly wiped them off of her cheeks and tenderly kissed her which made the crowd go crazy. When everything calmed down once again, the boys started singing their song. Every boy sang for his lady at that time. When Logan's solo came, he knelt down before his girlfriend as he once again gazed into her eyes.

Yes. I may meet a million girls that know my name. But don't you worry, 'cause you have my heart.

The crowd absolutely went crazy by now. As the song ended everyone stood up and cheered again. The guys said goodbye to their WWG's and Logan cuddled his long term girlfriend once again.

"I love you, Cami," he said tenderly.

"I love you too, Logie," she answered him.

"Aw" was all they heard from the crowd.

Everyone was very happy with the outcome of the concert. The guys, Gustavo and Kelly and Camille were also very proud of Logan. He achieved to overcome his fear again and gave the audience an impeccable performance. He couldn't be happier himself! Gustavo had promised them a dinner in a fancy restaurant to celebrate and the boys went to the tour busses to get ready. Kendall decided to give his best friend and his girlfriend some room to themselves and got ready in the other tour bus.

Logan opened the door to his tour bus and allowed his girlfriend to step on board. He followed closely behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist as soon as they were in the bus. He pulled her closer into his arms and kissed her passionately.

"Baby, I love making out with you," Camille giggled. "But you really should take a shower first."

"I thought you couldn't resist me," he teased her.

"I can when you're all sweaty," she teased him right back.

"Okay, okay. I get the message," he said smiling. "I'll hit the shower first."

He winked at her playfully and pressed a kiss on her lips.

Camille sat down on one of the benches and decided to read her script some more. She heard Logan starting to sing in the shower and she couldn't help but giggle. He so loved to sing!

A little while later, he stuck his head out of the shower.

"Baby," he said softly. Camille was startled. "Could you get me a clean towel? I kind of forgot to take one. And .. uh … I also forgot to take something clean to wear."

"Sure," she said. "I wouldn't want to see you running around all dripping wet and naked." She got up, but sat back down again immediately. "On second thought," she teased.

"Cami!" He exclaimed blushing furiously once again.

"Don't worry, babe," she laughed out loud. "I was just teasing you." She got up and got Logan a big towel. "I'll bring you some clothes to wear too," she said still smiling.

She went to his closet and decided on some skinny jeans, a light blue button down shirt and a striped cardigan. Meanwhile, Logan had excited the shower with the towel wrapped securely around his waist. Camille nearly dropped his clothes as she saw her handsome boyfriend with his black hair still wet. She let her eyes wander over his toned upper body.

"Like what you see," he now decided to tease her.

"You know I do," she answered smiling while handing him the set of clothes.

"I know," he smiled too. "I won't be long." He disappeared into the bathroom once again.

When he was done, Camille decided to freshen up too. Logan sat down in the chair while waiting for his girlfriend and decided real quick to check his twitter. He read a bunch of sweet tweets about his performance. Most fans congratulated him on his great singing and dancing or told him they were stoked that he felt better again. As usual he also got a bunch of tweets of girls saying they were head over heels in love with him, because he was either cute or hot or mostly both. A few fans also tweeted about his WWG Camille and how cute they thought the couple was. Logan merely smiled. Suddenly he noticed he got a pm. He was really curious and decided to check out the message. He read it at first and immediately felt as if someone was throttling him. It couldn't be! Could it? He sighed deeply and read the pm message once again:

You didn't think it was over now, did you? You still suck big time, Mitchell. I was at the concert and you were a worthless singer and a horrible dancer. The only reason you're successful is not because you're cute and hot but because you're such a wimp. People merely feel sorry for you! You really are a crybaby. And that stunt you pulled with your girlfriend. Was that supposed to impress people? Think again, dude! She merely pities you and she's probably just in it for the money.

His heart hammered away in his chest. It wouldn't start all over again, right? He tried to think about all the positive comments he got earlier. This is probably just one hater and not a fan, he said to himself trying to calm himself down. Just ignore it, Logan. Take deep breaths and simply ignore this. It will probably just be a one-time message anyway. And you know he or she is completely wrong about Camille.

"Okay, I'm ready. Let's get going," Camille said as she emerged from the bathroom.

Logan was still in deep thoughts and had therefor not heard his girlfriend come out of the bathroom. He freaked out and nearly fell off his chair.

"Baby, no need to be jumpy," Camille said laughing. "It's just me!" She watched closely as her boyfriend scrambled to his feet and immediately noticed how pale he looked.

"Logie, are you alright?" She asked worriedly as she softly stroked his cheek.

"Uh … Yeah," he lied. "I .. uh .. must have dozed off and you woke me up. I guess this concert wore me out."

"Poor baby," Camille said. "Let's go and have a quick bite and then come back so you can rest. Okay?"

"Will you be staying?" He nearly begged her.

"Yes, handsome. I'll stay with you," she reassured him. She hugged him and Logan cuddled even closer towards her.

She had no clue he was feeling awful once again.