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"See you tomorrow."

"Yeah, see you!" Johanna said before the elevators doors closed in front of her. About an hour earlier Finn and Annie had left, because Finn needed to sleep, but they didn't leave before Annie promised that he could meet Peeta again tomorrow. Now I was alone with Peeta, Haymitch probably was drunk somewhere and apart from him we were the only ones living at that floor. I looked at him and he was smiling.

"It was very nice meeting them again." He said, I nodded and agreed, he was looking at me with his ocean blue eyes, he smiled a little, and it seemed like he could see right through me.

"You were really good with Finn." I said and he smiled again, he seemed to be in a good mood.

"He is very nice…" he said, and when I looked in to his eyes I saw what I expected, his eyes told me, clearly, that he one day wanted kids of his own, but I already knew that.

"He was so cute, almost as cute as you when you were playing with him." I said and gave him a little kiss, when I leaned back he grabbed my hand and we started walking through the room towards the sofa, he sat down and I sat down next to him, leaning my head against his shoulder.

"You know that I want kids someday…" he started, and I knew where this was going, he wanted kids, I didn't, but I still wanted to give him kids, and it's not anything wrong with children, just that I'm too afraid to bring them to this world.

"Peeta, do we have to talk about that." I said.

"Yes, sooner or later we have to, and why not now?" he said, he sounded serious.

"Okay."

"Yeah, so you know that I want children someday. Not now, maybe not in five years, but someday." He said, I nodded slowly and looked up at him, he was looking at me, and he kissed my forehead.

"I don't know Peeta… I mean, we've been through so much, and I don't want anyone, ever to go through that." I said.

"No, but Paylor is president now, and she would never let that happen." He said. I knew he was right, but it still felt wrong.

"Already when I was 16 I said that I never wanted children, and it hasn't changed, because I'm too afraid…" he cut me off with a kiss.

"Let's talk about that some other time, for now; I just love you." He said and smiled again, I smiled to and kissed him, again I ended up in his lap, kissing him, losing my hands in his beautiful blonde hair. When we broke apart to breathe, I saw nothing but love in his eyes, I leaned forward to kiss him, but soon we had to breathe again, I started kissing his neck and up to the spot under his ear, when I heard the expected moan I couldn't help but smile, I loved to make him feel good. Now the only question was if we would take it one step further, I was still a virgin, and probably he was too, I had no idea, and I didn't want to ask, but now would be the perfect moment, to actually do it. I thought about it for a few more seconds.

I went back to kissing his lips and he wasn't late to answer the kisses, I decided that this was a good time to bring up if we should have sex here; or not here at the couch, but when we were in the Capitol. I almost started to lean back from the kiss, and unbutton his shirt, when I heard the door; Haymitch came in to the room and stared at us. He was drunk, as expected and he didn't do anything else than stand there, staring at us, with a bottle in his hand.

"Could you two do that some elsewhere?" he asked, and Peeta started laughing, I didn't think it was funny, it was my chance to take the next step with Peeta, and Haymitch ruined it. But after a second thought, it probably wasn't my last chance. "Well? Will you move or are you just going to sit there at the sofa, making out?" he asked and sounded impatient, that just made Peeta laugh more, but he still told me to jump off of his lap and of course I did that.

"I think we're going to our bedroom now." Peeta said loudly, most to tease Haymitch I think, he took my hand and started walking.

"I don't want to know." Haymitch mumbled when we passed him.

"Goodnight Haymitch." I said with a smile now when I started to think that this was a little funny.

"Yeah whatever…" He said and started walking towards the sofa; there he would probably sit, drinking until the early morning hours, and then he would fall asleep. I felt a little sorry for him, he had nightmares, just like me, but I had Peeta to comfort me, and he had no one… I wanted to do something for him, but I couldn't, he wanted to be alone, that was his life style, and I wouldn't try to change that.

When Peeta closed the door to our room behind us I sat down at our bed. He came over and sat down next to me.

"Is anything wrong?" he asked, and all the humor was gone.

"No…" I said and smiled a little at him. "I just feel a little sorry for Haymitch, he's just drinking, I have you, and you have me, but he, he has no one." I said and Peeta smiled weakly at me.

"It's just the way it is, he is that kind of person." He said, I nodded, and thought about it, and it was true, it was just that kind of person that Haymitch was.

"You want to sleep?" he asked, I smiled a little and kissed him again.

"I think we were up to something when we got so rudely interrupted." I said and he kissed me, one of his hands wandered down my back and to other one disappeared in to my hair. I wanted to get closer to him, and a few moments later, we were lying next to each other, still kissing. When we had to breathe, he moved down to my neck and I couldn't stop the little groan that escaped my mouth. Again; my hands tangled in to his hair and I just lay there, feeling inside how much I loved the man next to me. I wanted him, and I wanted him to take me, but as the gentleman he was, he wouldn't do it without my permission. He had been waiting for that night for a very long time, so of course he wouldn't do anything out of the ordinary this night.

I pulled him back up to me, he started kissing my lips again, and I really felt the same hunger I had felt in the cave, at the beach and almost every time we had been kissing the last few years. I felt that I wanted more. I opened my eyes -I never really realized that I closed them- and I looked in to his deep blue eyes, I felt that he smiled a little before he leaned out of the kiss, immediately my lips felt abandoned. He just looked in to my eyes for a while and I looked back at him, his eyes were so deep, I could stare at them forever.

We continued the kissing and I took me the courage and started to unbutton his shirt, he grabbed my wrist and looked in to my eyes.

"Are you sure?" he whispered, I didn't trust my voice so I just nodded. "Are you really sure?" he asked again.

"Of course I am, I love you Peeta, and I want to do this, with you." I said, and before he could say anything more I started kissing him again, but this time he didn't disagree when I took off his shirt. I started kissing his chest, every single one of his scars got a kiss and then I kissed his mouth again. He took off my shirt too, and then he got unsecure, but just because I was very impatient I took off my bra. He was looking at me, but not in a disgusting way or a way that made me feel self-conscious, but in a way that made me feel beautiful, like I was special, and to him, I was.


A while later we lay next to each other, looking in to the others eyes. Now I wasn't a virgin anymore, his eyes were sparkling; I knew for sure that he loved me. He was an amazing lover, not that I had something to compare with, but still, his touch was soft and gentle, and we really made love not just had sex. One thing I was thinking about was that we had been pretty loud, so we would probably hear about that from Haymitch the next day, I blushed a little at the thought. Peeta smiled at me.

"You are so beautiful." He whispered and kissed my forehead. I put my head on his chest so that I could hear his heart, and I felt his arms around me. I kissed his chest.

"Thank you for tonight." I said with a little smile, I felt him laugh a little.

"No, thank you." He said.

"It won't be the last time…" I warned him.

"Oh, but I don't mind at all." He said and I felt him laugh some more. Still I was curious if he had been a virgin before this. I had to ask.

"Have you… or, eh… have you been with anyone, like this, before me?" I asked him.

"No, never, this was new to me, have you?" he asked.

"No, of course not, I've ever felt like this for anyone else before." I said.

"I just thought that…"

"If you say Gale, then I leave the room." I said, a little hard, but he needed to know the truth. "I would never have been with him like this, it took us five years to get here, I could never have…" I couldn't come up with a good way to say it.

"Okay." Peeta said quietly, I looked at him, and he looked a little thoughtful I leaned forward and kissed him.

"Are you okay?" I asked him.

"Yeah." He said and kissed me back.

"We should sleep now." I said and put my head back at his chest, and a few minutes later, we both fell asleep.

When I woke up I rolled over and found the warmth of Peetas body there, I carefully opened my eyes and looked at him, he was already awake, and he was looking at me, he frowned a little when I looked at him.

"Is something wrong?" I asked him, his face expression immediately lighted up and he even smiled a little.

"No, nothing, I'm just trying to figure out… If last night… We made love, real or not real?" I smiled at him.

"Real." I said and gave him a small kiss.

"Good, I already thought that I had dreamed it all…" he said with a little smile.

"No, it was all real, and it was amazing." I said, truthfully, that made him smile some more.

"But if I remember right, we were quite loud… and Haymitch will probably have some wise words to share about that." He said, I blushed a little again.

"I'm surprised that he didn't storm in to the room in the middle of the act." I said and Peeta laughed a little.

"Okay, but now we should get up, it's already 9:13 and we should probably get something to eat."

"You just want to meet Finn." I said as a joke, but it was partly true, he really liked that little boy.

"He's a very sweet kid." Peeta said, I couldn't help but smile a little.

"Okay, you can play with Finn today, but only if I can come with you to meet his mother." I said like I would be his mom. He laughed and got up from bed, I looked at him, when he stood next to the bed, completely naked, when I saw him like that I blushed a little, he put on a pair of boxers, but it didn't help. His upper body, his arms and his chest, they made me weak, he was just perfect, and he was mine.

We put some clothes on and then we went out from our room, we sat down and started to eat breakfast, a while later Haymitch joined us, he looked at us for a while, and I waited for the comments that I thought would come.

"If you at least could be quiet…" he said, I had expected a lot more, but it ended there, he looked a little tired.

"Haymitch, are you okay?" I asked him.

"Yeah, why?"

"No long, embarrassing speech about… everything." I said and blushed a little.

"What is there more to say?" he asked while putting cheese at a piece of bread. He looked at Peeta. "I should have teased her from the beginning, five years with you, no wait, maybe more, but after saying one time to her, something happens." He said, and grinned. That was a little closer to what I expected, but not really enough to be him. "She makes things happen…" he said and looked at Peeta. I just wanted to leave the table, it didn't disturb me, but I didn't like to talk about what he usually teased us with, and it felt wrong, him talking with us like he would have been there, but I was used to it.

"Well? Was she at least good, was it worth the wait?" he asked Peeta, I couldn't believe he asked that, but before I could say anything, Peeta did.

"Yes, it was definitely worth the wait, she was amazing." He said, and even if it felt nice hearing it, I didn't like to discuss this with my former mentor and father-figure, because that was more or less what Haymitch had become to me.

"Peeta; I'm very flattered, but please, could we discuss something else?" I asked. He smiled at me.

"Of course." He said.


A while later Annie and Finn came over to us, Finn was so happy to meet Peeta again.

"Is it okay for you Peeta, you don't have to, it's okay to say 'no'" Annie said to Peeta, we all laughed a little.

"It's okay, I love this little kid." He said and smiled.

"And be nice to Finn now." I said to Peeta and pecked him on his lips.

"Uuh…" Finn said "Watch out Peeta, you can get girl germs!" he said, and we all laughed again.


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