Save Me Usagi

Chapter Eight: Some Flowers Have Thorns

Warning(s): Yaoi, mentions of rape and torture. Don't like then I insist that you should not read.

Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own Junjou Romantica

A/N: This chapter is from Damien's POV. It'll give some insight into why he's doing what he's doing. (^_^) Enjoy


~It hurts most when the person that made you feel special yesterday makes you feel unwanted today.~

Damien

We met eight years ago.

I fell for you and you...let me crash down to the pavement.

But it's alright...

I got right back up again.

I thought that I could make you love me. Love me more than the oblivious man who somehow stole your attention. It didn't go as I had planned. While I was pursuing you somehow you strayed. You distanced yourself from me and found someone new that could never love you as much as I did. Distracted yourself with another before settling on that green-eyed little shit.

HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU LIKE I DO!

Don't get me wrong Aki-Chan. I'm still overly infatuated with you. You'll always have some place in my heart even if there isn't room for me within yours.

When you got your heart broken by that man, Takahiro I believe his name was, I thought maybe you'd let me pick up the pieces.

I just...

I don't understand...

How the hell did this happen?!

What the hell does this Misaki kid have that I don't? His brother breaks your heart so you go after him. He makes you chase him. Similar to how I've been chasing you all these years. Yet it's like you don't even remember what we had.

I confronted you, but you brushed me aside. You always brush me aside.

I was always around you know. Yeah, it's a bit creepy following you and that little shit around, Day after day seeing the way you look at him. The way he looks at you clearly unsure of his feelings for you.

What do I have to do to get you to look at me that way?

Will you ever look at me that way?

You've taken so much from me Aki-chan. It isn't fair. You get to be happy while I suffer here. Aki-chan stole my heart, my time, ruined my life, destroyed my sanity. You couldn't care less though could you?

But I guess you have always been a cold person. Your cold heart unobtainable and unavailable to show me even a bit of your love.

It hurts...

It really fucking hurts... but you don't really care. Do you?

It isn't fair that you get to take without consequence. That you get to hurt others without being reprimanded for your behavior.

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Well, guess what... I'm your consequence.

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You broke my heart and ruined my life. It's only fair that I get to take from you now. I get to break you, bend you, play you, and leave you hanging by a thread.

You deserve a little pain.

He's here to pay for what you've done to me. If I break and bruise him it will destroy you. You can have him back when I'm done with him. He really does love you. Which makes this all the more entertaining. More satisfying for me.

Misaki...

A beautiful flower in bloom. So delicate, and defenseless. You'd never survive in the wild now that I've removed your pathetic weak thorns.

You will wilt.

You will wither.

You will fade.

You will wane.

Like the sad pathetic weed that you truly are.

I'll see to it that you never see the light of day again.

Your suffering is only the beginning...

You will not escape this darkness.

...Aki-chan will help you pick up the pieces and fall apart in the process.

My work here is nearly done. I'll see you in hell Aki-chan.

With love, Damien.


Sooo...that was sinister and depressing. Not to mention short and long overdue. Sorry about that. Damien has some issues that he needs to deal with in a more professional setting.

Damien: You are seriously twisted. Why am I always the bad guy? I mean seriously. Do you actually get off on this?

Me: ...I plead the fifth... With that being said let me know what you think. This story still has a bit of drama left in it. The next chapter will be from Alex's POV. An escape is in progress. Who's going to make it out alive? You'll find out in due time lovely readers.

Until next time lovelies...Toodles! (^_^)