The next morning, Santana woke up with a killer hangover. Blaine walked in with coffee, orange juice and toast on a tray-table. "Morning, sleepy head.."

"Morning.."

"Sebastian is out running.." He said, placing the tray next to her and sitting on the bed. "I-I wanted to apologize for last night.."

Santana sighed. "I'm sorry.."

"Why?.."

"Yelling.. Being that way.."

"You were upset.."

Santana rubbed her head as she sat up. "I had the greatest dream.. I just wish it had been real.."

"What was it about?.."

"I think he tried to say he.. He felt the same.." Santana whispered.

"How do you know he doesn't?.."

"It was a dream." Santana sighed. "He sang to me.. It was perfect.."

Blaine nodded, pouring sugar into her coffee. "Well..last night, I did hear singing before you started throwing up.."

Santana took a sip and raised an eyebrow. "I don't know.. It's so fuzzy.."

"You were..pretty far gone when you got home.." Blaine chuckled.

"Was I?"

"Oh yeah.." Blaine chuckled. "Um..Who was that guy that brought you home?.."

"He's a bartender. He was really nice to me." Santana said.

"Do you remember his name?.."

"Umm.. I think it was Kurt."

Blaine nodded, biting his lip.

"Why?" Santana asked.

"Just wondering." Blaine said quickly.

Santana ate her toast and groaned. "I feel like shit."

"Well..I brought you some aspirin too.." Blaine said, pulling a little paper package from his shirt pocket and handing it to her. He leaned forward, kissing her forehead softly.

"Thank you, Blaine." She took the medicine before grabbing his hand. "Do you like him?"

Blaine sighed softly, playing with her fingers.

"I do..But I know he doesn't like me. It's just because he wants my first time to be good.."

"I'm sorry.." Santana says quietly. "I just don't want you to get hurt. Even though you could give him more than me.."

"I don't think I could." Blaine said seriously. "You two have this chemistry.."

"And yet it's you that he holds hands with and is sweet with. He just likes to fuck me."

"Do you not watch how you two act with each other? How he holds you and looks at you?.."

Santana shook her head. "What're you talking about?"

Blaine just shook his head. "Just. Try to pay closer attention."

Santana leaned against Blaine. "Thank you."

Blaine stroked her hair slowly before giving her a light kiss. "You're welcome..Believe it or not, you're really special to me, Santana..I want you to be happy.."

"You mean a lot to me too. You're one of my best friends." Santana said. "Wait.. Why did you ask about Kurt? Do you..want him?"

Blaine blushed. "Um..I-I just saw him and I waved, but..S-Sebastian closed the door before I could..Um..I mean, I don't know him, but.."

"Oh god.. I think I might've told him about you.."

"W-What did you say?"

"I told him about you, me, and Sebastian.."

"Oh my god.." Blaine sighed. "W-What did he say?"

"He didn't say much. He just helped me get home safe.." Santana explained.

Blaine nodded, sighing with relief. "Okay.."

"I'm going to take a bath." Santana groaned as she stood.

Blaine nodded as they heard the front door open.

Santana froze. "Oh god.."

"What?" Blaine asked.

"I'm hungover. I look terrible and smell like puke."

Blaine sighed as Sebastian walked in, shirtless and glistening with sweat. "Hey guys.."

"Hi.." Santana said quietly. She couldn't keep her eyes off of his chest and abs.

Sebastian smiled. "I'm gonna hop in the tub..I could use a bath. Anyone wanna join me?"

Blaine cleared his throat. "Sorry, but I have to go..I have to study."

"I was just telling Blaine I could use a bath." Santana said.

"Well that's perfect then." Sebastian said as Blaine said goodbye to them and left. Santana gave a small smile before walking to the bathroom. Sebastian followed, watching her as she turned on the water.

"I'm sorry about last night.." Santana whispered.

"Don't be. I've been way worse than that." He chuckled.

Santana smiled. "Thanks."

They undressed and Sebastian climbed in first, moaning as the hot water relaxed his muscles. Santana sighed with relief as she sat in front of him. She grabbed a rag and dipped it into the hot water before pressing it to her face. Sebastian gently moved her hand and took the rag, rubbing it down her neck and over her shoulders.

"That feels so good.."

Sebastian smiled. "Good.."

Santana leaned forward so he could rub her back. He rubbed over the tan skin slowly before pressing a soft kiss between her shoulder blades.

"Bas.."

Sebastian smiled. "Yes?"

Santana turned around to face him. "Thank for taking care of me."

"You're welcome.." he said sweetly.

"Do you have plans today?"

"No..You?"

Santana shook her head. "I thought I'd stay in bed and watch movies."

"Would you mind if I joined you?" Sebastian asked.

"Only if you take me to dinner." Santana said shyly. "I'm not up for cooking. But tomorrow, I'll make you my favorite enchiladas."

"Deal." he said, kissing her softly and rubbing down her back slowly.

"Let's go watch a movie." Santana smiled.

Sebastian nodded, carrying her out of the tub and drying them both off. He climbed into the bed and groaned. "I think I pushed myself too hard on that run..My legs are so sore.."

"Want me to rub them?"

Sebastian looked up at her. "Oh, you don't have to." He said sweetly.

"I want to." Santana said as she moved to the end of the bed.

Sebastian nodded, looking down at her. She was so gorgeous. Her skin was still slightly damp and the way the light hit it made it look like she was glowing.

Santana gently massaged his legs. She looked up and saw him watching her. "What're you thinking right now?"

"About how gorgeous you are." He said simply.

"You're crazy."

"No I'm not. You're beautiful Santana..Especially like this..Bare..Wavy just washed hair, no makeup..Perfect."

Santana moved to sit by him. "I have to ask you something."

"Ask away.."

"Did I dream last night? I don't remember if it really happened or not.."

"What happened in your dream?.."

"It's all unclear. I don't remember everything. But there was singing. It was..beautiful.." Santana looked down. "You said something. I can feel it. But I was so tired.. I don't remember."

"Well..I sang to you.." Sebastian said softly. "And you told me how Kurt's lesbian friend was in love with him..And he was with her too..But she didn't know.."

Santana's eyes went wide as she looked down.

"Don't worry about it too much..You got sick but I helped you clean up and got you in bed.."

"Do you think it's possible? For him to actually like her?" Santana asked quietly.

Sebastian gave a little smile. "I think it's very possible.."

Santana looked at him from under her long lashes. Sebastian grabbed her chin and leaned in to kiss her softly. Santana climbed into his lap. "I've never done this before.."

"Done what?.." Sebastian whispered.

"Whatever this is.."

Sebastian nodded. "Don't think about it.." he said before pulling her down for a kiss. Santana moaned quietly as she melted into his touch. Sebastian's hands roamed over her skin and the room melted away as they moved together. Before he knew it he was inside of her, thrusting deep and slow.

"Sebastian.. Oh my god.."

Sebastian moaned against her lips, pressing their bodies close together as he thrust into her. Santana cupped his cheek and looked into his eyes.

"Santana.." he panted, running a hand through her hair.

"S-So good.."

Sebastian leaned down, sucking her nipple into his mouth. Santana moaned as she arched her back. Sebastian moaned deep in his throat as he pushed deeper. Santana rocked her hips down slowly. Everything in this moment felt right. Sebastian looked up at her with something deep in his eyes. Santana took one of Sebastian's hands and placed it on her chest, just above her heart. He gasped softly, his hand trembling. Santana gave him a warm smile before kissing his forehead. Sebastian closed his eyes, pulling her closer and pressing their foreheads together. Santana's hot breath mingled with his. "Bas.."

Sebastian whimpered, "Baby.."

Santana whined at the name. She leaned in, kissing him passionately. Sebastian moaned into her mouth, speeding his hips. Santana squeezed her eyes shut. She was so close. Her orgasm built higher and higher. Sebastian thrust up faster. "S-Santana..I'm gonna.."

"Me too.. Make me come, baby.. Come with me.."

Sebastian gasped, arching his back as he came inside of her. Santana scratched his back roughly. She let out a loud cry as her orgasm hit her harder than ever before. Sebastian grunted deeply as he pushed deeper into her, helping them both come down.

"Holy shit.. Sebastian.."

Sebastian smiled, kissing her softly. Santana giggled as she pulled back.

"It's gets better each time.." Sebastian said, his voice soft.

"It does." Santana smiled. She blushed as her stomach growled. "Well, Smythe. You worked up my appetite. You did agree to take me out."

Sebastian nodded. "I did.." He smiled. "I'll go get ready.."

"Dress up. I want seafood."

Sebastian got up and stretched before walking to his room.

Santana couldn't help but grin. Maybe things were working out for her. She walked to her closet. She didn't want to do slutty tonight. She wanted to look classy and perfect for Sebastian.

A bit later Sebastian sat in the living room, waiting for Santana. He wore a gray suit with a black tie and some nice black dress shoes. Santana walked out in a tight, almost knee length, red and black sweater dress. She wore a black and white smokey eye with red lips. She had her favorite black boots. They went to just below her knees with a five inch heel. The boots clung to her legs perfectly and had a small belt detail around the ankle. Santana curled her hair and ruffled it to make it a little messy. "What do you think?"

"Wow...You're gorgeous.."

"I'd say we look pretty good together."

"We do.." He said, standing.

"So.. Do you like Red Lobster? I'm craving it."

"Sounds good." He said, wrapping an arm around her waist. They took Sebastian's car and asked for a booth. Santana had butterflies in her stomach. She never felt this way with a guy.

Sebastian ordered them some wine and smiled. "So..What happened with you and Blaine last night?" He asked.

"He didn't tell you?"

"He said that while you guys were fooling around, he called you bitch..You didn't like it, apparently."

Santana laughed lightly. "He didn't call me a bitch. Look, if I tell you this.. Please don't get mad at me."

"I won't.."

Santana took a deep breath. "I told him he could fuck you while I was gone. But I asked him to not let you fuck him.."

Sebastian raised an eyebrow. "What?..Why not?.."

"He should save that for someone he loves. I don't want him to fall for you. He already has a crush."

"A crush?..On me?.."

"Don't act like you don't see it. He uses those innocent eyes and stares at you all the time." Santana said seriously.

"I thought he just looked like that all the time.." Sebastian said. "He looks at you like that too.."

Santana shook her head. "He's my best friend. We talked this morning. He likes what he and I do.. Or did, I guess. But he told me he likes you."

Sebastian nodded, looking up at her. "Maybe it is best if I don't.." He said, placing his hand over hers.

"I'd rather you not.." Santana admitted.

"I just..Wanted to make sure he would do it with someone that cares if he's enjoying himself or not."

Santana nodded. "I think he might be interested in someone.."

"Really? Who?"

"Kurt. The guy that walked me home. Blaine only got a glimpse of him. But that was enough." Santana chuckled.

Sebastian smiled. "Well..Maybe we should set them up."

"I think we should."

"Do you..Not want me to fool around with Blaine?" Sebastian asked carefully.

Santana looked down before looking at him. "Not really.."

"Okay..I won't anymore. But will you tell me why? Other than the crush.."

"I like what we have." Santana said simply. "I don't want it to get weird."

"So does that mean you won't have sex with him either?"

"Right."

"Well..What about other people?"

"I'm not really interested." Santana shrugged.

"What if when you go to your cheer competition and you meet a guy and you..Wanna mess around?"

"Well.. If you weren't busy, we could always have phone sex." Santana grinned.

Sebastian smiled back. "San..You don't get what I'm saying.." he said softly.

"If anything were to happen, it wouldn't be with a guy." Santana said. "But.. I don't know. Are you saying you want me to fuck another guy?"

"No, I mean you can, but..I'm just saying. I don't want you to feel like you can't fool around with other people..I'm always here when you want me."

Santana pulled her hand away. "I don't feel like I can't. I can do whatever I want. Maybe you're the one that doesn't get it."

"What do you mean?.."

"Nothing." Santana said as their food arrived. Sebastian sighed softly, looking at the Latina with sad eyes.

Blaine walked into the bar and sighed deeply. This was a long weekend and he needed a beer. He sat at the bar and grabbed his wallet as he waited for a bartender.

"What can I get you?" A light, friendly voice said.

"Just a be-" Blaine looked up and gasped. It was Kurt.

Kurt gasped as their eyes met. "O-Oh..Hi.."

"Hey.. I didn't get to introduce myself. I'm Blaine."

"I'm Kurt.." Kurt said, brushing a hair out of his face.

"It's a pleasure." Blaine smiled.

"Um..So..A beer?.." Kurt asked, giving a shy smile.

"Please."

Kurt poured Blaine a beer and brought it to him. It was a slow night and there was only two other people at the bar.

"Are you in school?" Blaine asked.

"I am. I go to NYADA." Kurt said, resting his elbows on the bar. "You?.."

"Same. I want to act." Blaine said. He couldn't take his eyes off of Kurt.

Kurt grinned. "Wow..I can't believe I've never seen you around..I want to perform on Broadway."

"I bet you're amazing. I tend to stick to myself." Blaine chuckled lightly.

"Well maybe I'll see you around.." Kurt said, giving a warm smile.

"I hope so.."

A guy across the bar called Kurt and Kurt sighed. "Sorry, be right back.."

Blaine nodded. He drank his beer and watched Kurt. He was very interesting. The way he moved..He was tall with muscles, but he was still thin. What Blaine noticed most about his body was his legs. They were long and toned. He'd love to see them without the pants. But there was something about this guy. Blaine wanted to know him. Everything about him. He looked up to his face and noticed his warm smile and the way his eyes wrinkled up when he laughed. It was such a joyful laugh. This guy was genuine. Blaine had a couple of beers, laughing and talking with Kurt all night. Before he knew it, the bar was closing.

Kurt was cleaning up and looked to Blaine. "So..You want me to walk you home?"

"I'd like that." Blaine smiled.

Kurt smiled back. "Alright. I just gotta clean up."

He flipped all the chairs onto the tables and flipped the barstools over on top of the bar. Blaine watched how his arms worked, the muscles expanding and contracting as he lifted the furniture. He imagined those strong yet delicate hands gripping his hips. Blaine shook his head to try to keep calm. Kurt finished and wiped his hands on his jeans. "Okay..Ready?.."

"Yeah." Blaine said as he stood. Kurt looked at Blaine and sighed deeply before pulling him close and kissing him fiercely. Blaine gasped. He was shocked. When he realized it was Kurt's lips against his, Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt's neck and moaned. Kurt grabbed his hips and pressed Blaine against the wall. Blaine's head was spinning. Kurt's tongue danced with his own. He melted against the bartender and lifted his leg, wrapping it around Kurt's hip. Kurt thrust against Blaine, kissing down to his neck.

"Kurt.. You're so hot.." Blaine whispered.

Kurt moaned softly before pulling back slightly. "Blaine..I-I'm sorry ..You don't deserve this."

"No.. I want you. You're not hurting me." Blaine said, trying to pull Kurt closer.

"Blaine.." Kurt said softly. "I want you too..But I want to take you on a date..I want to know you.."

"You want to go on a date? Like.. A real date?" Blaine asked.

"Yeah.." Kurt smiled. "A real date.."

Blaine blushed. "When?"

"How about tomorrow night? After school. We can go get coffee."

"I-I.. I'd love to.."

"Okay..Come on..I'll walk you home."

Blaine nodded. He took Kurt's hand as they walked.

The night before Santana left for her competition, they decided it would be fun to go to Callbacks. She called Blaine to invite him. To her surprise, Blaine had asked to bring a 'friend'. She didn't ask who it was. If it failed, she planned on introducing him to Kurt.

They dressed up and Sebastian grinned. "You look great, babe.."

"Thanks. You do too." Santana said. She had been pulling back a little. For the life of her, she couldn't figure out what Sebastian wanted from this.

Sebastian sighed softly. "Hey..You okay?" He asked, grabbing her hand.

"Of course. I just have a lot on my mind. You know.. Being cheer captain and all." Santana said.

Sebastian pulled himself closer to her. "Don't stress tonight..You're amazing.."

"Thank you. I'm ready for a night of fun." Santana smiled.

"When we get back..You and I can have some fun.."

Santana nodded. "Okay."

Sebastian smiled, kissing her forehead. "Let's go.."

They got to the bar and ordered their first drinks as they waited for Blaine. After their second drink, Blaine walked in with Kurt. Santana's eyes went wide as she ran to hug her friend. "No way! We were hoping Kurt was working so we could hook you two up!"

Blaine smiled wide. "Well, here we are." Blaine chuckled as Kurt wrapped an arm around him.

"Nice to see you again, Kurt." Santana grinned.

"Nice to see you sober." Kurt chuckled, giving her a hug. "Hey Sebastian."

"Hey." Sebastian said softly. "Grab a seat."

Kurt sat next to Blaine as the performances started.

"Oh my god, Santana. You have to sing."

"No. Oh, no." Santana said quickly. "Not happening."

"Santana, you have to!" Blaine said seriously."In highschool, we were in glee club and Santana always blew the house down."

Sebastian nudged her shoulder. "Come on. One song."

Santana sighed softly. "Okay. But only if you sing a song too."

"Okay. But you have to sing it with me." Sebastian grinned.

"Okay..But I have a song I want to sing first."

The current song ended and Sebastian kissed her cheek. "You're up."

Santana smiled and stood at the microphone. "I'm Santana Lopez, and I'd like to sing Crazy About You, by Adele.."

Blaine and Kurt were practically bouncing in their chairs as Sebastian turned to his roommate.

Santana swayed her hips to the beat slowly as she started to sing.
"Found myself today
Singing out loud your name,
You said I'm crazy,
If I am I'm crazy for you.
Sometimes sitting in the dark
Wishing you were here
Turns me crazy,
But it's you who makes me lose my head.
And every time I'm meant to be acting sensible You drift into my head And turn me into a crumbling fool.."

Sebastian kept his eyes on her. He listened carefully to the words. He had no idea she could sing so well.

" Tell me to run and I'll race,
If you want me to stop I'll freeze,
And if you want me gone,
I'll leave,
Just hold me closer, baby,
And make me crazy for you.
Crazy for you.
Lately with this state I'm in
I can't help myself but spin.
I wish you'd come over,
Send me spinning closer to you.
My oh my, how my blood boils,
It's sweet taste for you,
Strips me down bare
And gets me into my favorite mood.." She sang. Her voice was deep and beautiful. Perfect for the song.

Blaine turned to Kurt. "They are so clueless."

"Tell me about it.." Kurt whispered.

"I keep on trying,
fighting these feelings away,
But the more I do,
The crazier I turn into.
Pacing floors and opening doors,
Hoping you'll walk through
And save me boy,
Because I'm too crazy for you.
Crazy for you.." She finished.

The entire room burst into applause as Sebastian stood. He shook his head as she headed back to them. "Nu uh. We're singing right now." He said. He told the DJ what song to play and grinned when the music started.

Sebastian looked at Santana.
"Now I've had the time of my life
No I never felt like this before
Yes I swear it's the truth
and I owe it all to you.."

Santana grinned wide,
"'Cause I've had the time of my life
and I owe it all to you.."

Sebastian danced around Santana as he sang.
"I've been waiting for so long
Now I've finally found someone
To stand by me."

Santana smiled.
"We saw the writing on the wall
As we felt this magical fantasy.."

They sang the rest of the song, flirting and dancing the whole time. When the song ended, Sebastian pulled Santana close to kiss her deeply. Santana gasped as the small audience clapped. Sebastian took her hand as they walked off stage. Santana smiled as they sat down. They ordered another round of drinks. Sebastian leaned in. "I'm not positive about you.. But I know I'm crazy for you."

Santana looked up at him. "W-What?.."

"You heard me." Sebastian said, pulling back.

"What do you mean?.."

Sebastian shrugged. "I like you."

"I..I like you too.."

Sebastian couldn't help but grin. "It's about time you said it."

Santana blushed deeply. "Whatever.." she giggled.

Sebastian laughed as he sat back and sighed happily. Santana grabbed his hand and Kurt smiled knowingly.

"You want to dance?" Blaine asked Kurt.

"I'd love to.." Kurt grinned.

Blaine grabbed Kurt's hand as they headed to the crowd of dancers. Kurt wrapped his arm around Blaine's neck and smiled.

"Do you know how beautiful you are?" Blaine asked.

Kurt smiled. "No, I don't.."

"Well, I see it.."

"I just see how beautiful you are.."

Blaine smiled. "You're sweet."

"Honest.." Kurt said softly. Blaine turned around and pressed their bodies together. Kurt smiled, kissing the spot behind Blaine's ear. Blaine bit his lip as they danced together.
"You have to stop making me want you like this.." Kurt whispered.

"Like what?" Blaine asked, pressing his ass back.

Kurt pulled Blaine closer. "Blaine..Fuck..Like that.."

"But it feels so good.."

"I know.." Kurt said in Blaine's ear, his voice low with lust. Blaine looked back at Kurt with those beautiful innocent eyes. Kurt turned him around and kissed him. The kiss was soft and gentle. He could feel how much Kurt cared about him.. Blaine blushed as the kiss ended. "I really like you, Kurt.."

"I really like you too Blaine..Um..Do you..Want to be my?.." Kurt said shyly.

"Boyfriend?" Blaine asked with a smile. "Yes."

Kurt grinned. "O-Okay.."

Blaine leaned in for another kiss. Kurt kissed him deeply, smiling wide.

After a while, a pretty blonde walked over to the table. "Hey San! Wanna dance?"

"B-Brittany?.."

"Hey." The blonde grinned.

"What are you doing here?.."

"I came to visit."

"Wow..Well, hi.." She smiled.

"You don't seem happy to see me." Britt said.

"I am!" Santana said, smiling. "Sebastian, this is Brittany."

"Hi, Brittany." Sebastian said softly. Brittany smiled, giving a wave. "You two want a few minutes alone?" he asked.

"I'm just gonna go dance with her." Santana said, standing.

"Okay."

Santana grabbed Brittany's hand and walked out to the dance floor with her.

"How have you been?" Santana asked.

"Good..I missed you.." She said, wrapping her arms around Santana's neck.

"I missed you too, Britt.." Santana sighed as they slowly swayed together. "How's college?"

"Great! They say I'm a visionary..But I don't wear glasses so I don't know what that means.."

Santana couldn't help but laugh. "It means you're smart, Britt. I'm glad I'm not the only one that sees it."

Brittany grinned, "I love you.."

"Britt.. We should talk.."

"Why?..I'm here with you now..There's no temptation anymore..We can.."

"I'm kind of with someone.." Santana said quietly. "He makes me happy.."

"He?.." Brittany asked, freezing.

Santana nodded. "Britt.. You'll always be my first love. But you don't live here.. I'm sorry.."

"And what if I did?..What if I moved here?.."

"I-I don't know. You have school. You can't just quit just to see what would happen."

Brittany looked at Santana with the hurt expression she hated.
"You don't love me.."

"I'll always love you." Santana said, grabbing her hand. "But things have changed. We barely talk anymore. Then I started getting feelings for him.. Britt, please don't look at me like that.. I thought you had moved on."

Brittany shook her head. "I-I told you that you were the one I always wanted to be with.."

Santana had tears in her eyes. "We stopped talking, Britt.. Did you want me to wait and hope you'd come back? That's not really fair.."

Brittany wiped her eyes as she pulled away. "No.."

"Brittany.."

"I have to go.." She got out, almost running out of the bar.

Santana didn't move. She felt terrible for hurting Britt. All she ever wanted to do was protect her. But they had grown apart.

Sebastian walked over, grabbing her shoulder. "Hey..Are you okay?"

Santana shook her head.

Sebastian pulled her close. "What happened?.." he asked, moving with her to the slow song.

"Britt.. She was my first love. And I just broke her heart.." Santana whispered.

"What'd you say?.." Sebastian asked quietly.

"I told her I had feelings for someone else. Then she offered to move here.."

Sebastian looked down at her. "You couldn't wait forever, Santana.."

"I know.. But since we met, all I wanted to do was protect her. And I'm the one that hurt her."

Sebastian kissed her forehead. "It's okay, Santana.."

Santana rested her head against Sebastian's chest. Sebastian stroked her hair, sighing softly. "Can we just go home?"

"Yeah.."

Sebastian told Blaine they were leaving before taking Santana home.

"Are you okay?.."

Santana nodded. "I'm just worried about her."

"Why don't you call her?.."

"You didn't see the look on her face. She wants nothing to do with me now."

"Just try?.."

Santana took a deep breath as she took her phone out. Sebastian sat on the couch with her, his hand on her knee. Santana's hand was shaking as she called Britt.

"H-Hello?.." Brittany answered.

"Don't hang up."

"Santana.."

"Are you okay?"

"N-No..I'm actually really sad because I feel like I'm never gonna see you again."

"What? No. Britt, I want you in my life. It'll just be different."

"B-But..I love you.."

Santana sighed. "And I love you. But more like a friend now. I'm sorry. But I can't hide how I feel about him." She explained before glancing at Sebastian.

Sebastian gave a weak smile.

"I thought..It would always be us..W-When we broke up you said..It wasn't an official breakup.."

"Because we never had anyone serious. We always dropped whoever just to be together. I thought it would be us too.. I'm not trying to hurt you."

Brittany sniffed. "O-Okay.."

"I really am sorry.. Do you..hate me?" Santana whispered.

"No.."

Santana gave a sigh of relief. "I'll still be here for you. Always."

"I just wish..I-I could have you.."

"I know, baby girl. You'll get through this. I promise. You'll find someone who will treat you better than I ever did."

"No one understands me like you do.."

"And I'll always be here."

Brittany sniffed again. "Okay.."

"I'm sorry.."

"Don't be..You really like him?.."

"I do." Santana said, unable to hide her smile. "I can't explain it, Britt."

"I understand.."

"Are you going to be okay?" Santana asked.

"I think so." Brittany said quietly.

"If you need to talk, you have my number."

"Thank you.."

"Always."

Brittany nodded. "Bye San.."

"Bye, beautiful."

Sebastian looked at Santana as she hung up. "You okay?"

Santana wiped a tear from her eyes. "Yeah."

Sebastian wrapped an arm around her. "It's okay.."

"I'm sorry.."

"Don't be.." Sebastian said sweetly.

"I'm going to miss you this weekend.."

"I'm gonna miss you too.." Sebastian whispered.

Santana turned to face him. "What do you want from this?"

"What do you mean?.."

"Do you just like how we are when we're fucking?" She asked quietly.

"No..I mean I-I like it..But..I just like being with you too.."

Santana sat on her knees and took Sebastian's hands. "I'm terrified. But I want you."

Sebastian gasped softly. "I-I want you too.."

Santana blushed lightly as she squeezed his hands.

"Kiss me.." Sebastian whispered. Santana smiled as she slowly leaned in. Sebastian cupped her cheek and kissed her softly. Santana climbed into his lap. She had never cared for kissing that didn't lead to sex. But this felt good. Sebastian held her close, sighing happily.

The next morning, Santana woke up with a killer hangover. Blaine walked in with coffee, orange juice and toast on a tray-table. "Morning, sleepy head.."

"Morning.."

"Sebastian is out running.." He said, placing the tray next to her and sitting on the bed. "I-I wanted to apologize for last night.."

Santana sighed. "I'm sorry.."

"Why?.."

"Yelling.. Being that way.."

"You were upset.."

Santana rubbed her head as she sat up. "I had the greatest dream.. I just wish it had been real.."

"What was it about?.."

"I think he tried to say he.. He felt the same.." Santana whispered.

"How do you know he doesn't?.."

"It was a dream." Santana sighed. "He sang to me.. It was perfect.."

Blaine nodded, pouring sugar into her coffee. "Well..last night, I did hear singing before you started throwing up.."

Santana took a sip and raised an eyebrow. "I don't know.. It's so fuzzy.."

"You were..pretty far gone when you got home.." Blaine chuckled.

"Was I?"

"Oh yeah.." Blaine chuckled. "Um..Who was that guy that brought you home?.."

"He's a bartender. He was really nice to me." Santana said.

"Do you remember his name?.."

"Umm.. I think it was Kurt."

Blaine nodded, biting his lip.

"Why?" Santana asked.

"Just wondering." Blaine said quickly.

Santana ate her toast and groaned. "I feel like shit."

"Well..I brought you some aspirin too.." Blaine said, pulling a little paper package from his shirt pocket and handing it to her. He leaned forward, kissing her forehead softly.

"Thank you, Blaine." She took the medicine before grabbing his hand. "Do you like him?"

Blaine sighed softly, playing with her fingers.

"I do..But I know he doesn't like me. It's just because he wants my first time to be good.."

"I'm sorry.." Santana says quietly. "I just don't want you to get hurt. Even though you could give him more than me.."

"I don't think I could." Blaine said seriously. "You two have this chemistry.."

"And yet it's you that he holds hands with and is sweet with. He just likes to fuck me."

"Do you not watch how you two act with each other? How he holds you and looks at you?.."

Santana shook her head. "What're you talking about?"

Blaine just shook his head. "Just. Try to pay closer attention."

Santana leaned against Blaine. "Thank you."

Blaine stroked her hair slowly before giving her a light kiss. "You're welcome..Believe it or not, you're really special to me, Santana..I want you to be happy.."

"You mean a lot to me too. You're one of my best friends." Santana said. "Wait.. Why did you ask about Kurt? Do you..want him?"

Blaine blushed. "Um..I-I just saw him and I waved, but..S-Sebastian closed the door before I could..Um..I mean, I don't know him, but.."

"Oh god.. I think I might've told him about you.."

"W-What did you say?"

"I told him about you, me, and Sebastian.."

"Oh my god.." Blaine sighed. "W-What did he say?"

"He didn't say much. He just helped me get home safe.." Santana explained.

Blaine nodded, sighing with relief. "Okay.."

"I'm going to take a bath." Santana groaned as she stood.

Blaine nodded as they heard the front door open.

Santana froze. "Oh god.."

"What?" Blaine asked.

"I'm hungover. I look terrible and smell like puke."

Blaine sighed as Sebastian walked in, shirtless and glistening with sweat. "Hey guys.."

"Hi.." Santana said quietly. She couldn't keep her eyes off of his chest and abs.

Sebastian smiled. "I'm gonna hop in the tub..I could use a bath. Anyone wanna join me?"

Blaine cleared his throat. "Sorry, but I have to go..I have to study."

"I was just telling Blaine I could use a bath." Santana said.

"Well that's perfect then." Sebastian said as Blaine said goodbye to them and left. Santana gave a small smile before walking to the bathroom. Sebastian followed, watching her as she turned on the water.

"I'm sorry about last night.." Santana whispered.

"Don't be. I've been way worse than that." He chuckled.

Santana smiled. "Thanks."

They undressed and Sebastian climbed in first, moaning as the hot water relaxed his muscles. Santana sighed with relief as she sat in front of him. She grabbed a rag and dipped it into the hot water before pressing it to her face. Sebastian gently moved her hand and took the rag, rubbing it down her neck and over her shoulders.

"That feels so good.."

Sebastian smiled. "Good.."

Santana leaned forward so he could rub her back. He rubbed over the tan skin slowly before pressing a soft kiss between her shoulder blades.

"Bas.."

Sebastian smiled. "Yes?"

Santana turned around to face him. "Thank for taking care of me."

"You're welcome.." he said sweetly.

"Do you have plans today?"

"No..You?"

Santana shook her head. "I thought I'd stay in bed and watch movies."

"Would you mind if I joined you?" Sebastian asked.

"Only if you take me to dinner." Santana said shyly. "I'm not up for cooking. But tomorrow, I'll make you my favorite enchiladas."

"Deal." he said, kissing her softly and rubbing down her back slowly.

"Let's go watch a movie." Santana smiled.

Sebastian nodded, carrying her out of the tub and drying them both off. He climbed into the bed and groaned. "I think I pushed myself too hard on that run..My legs are so sore.."

"Want me to rub them?"

Sebastian looked up at her. "Oh, you don't have to." He said sweetly.

"I want to." Santana said as she moved to the end of the bed.

Sebastian nodded, looking down at her. She was so gorgeous. Her skin was still slightly damp and the way the light hit it made it look like she was glowing.

Santana gently massaged his legs. She looked up and saw him watching her. "What're you thinking right now?"

"About how gorgeous you are." He said simply.

"You're crazy."

"No I'm not. You're beautiful Santana..Especially like this..Bare..Wavy just washed hair, no makeup..Perfect."

Santana moved to sit by him. "I have to ask you something."

"Ask away.."

"Did I dream last night? I don't remember if it really happened or not.."

"What happened in your dream?.."

"It's all unclear. I don't remember everything. But there was singing. It was..beautiful.." Santana looked down. "You said something. I can feel it. But I was so tired.. I don't remember."

"Well..I sang to you.." Sebastian said softly. "And you told me how Kurt's lesbian friend was in love with him..And he was with her too..But she didn't know.."

Santana's eyes went wide as she looked down.

"Don't worry about it too much..You got sick but I helped you clean up and got you in bed.."

"Do you think it's possible? For him to actually like her?" Santana asked quietly.

Sebastian gave a little smile. "I think it's very possible.."

Santana looked at him from under her long lashes. Sebastian grabbed her chin and leaned in to kiss her softly. Santana climbed into his lap. "I've never done this before.."

"Done what?.." Sebastian whispered.

"Whatever this is.."

Sebastian nodded. "Don't think about it.." he said before pulling her down for a kiss. Santana moaned quietly as she melted into his touch. Sebastian's hands roamed over her skin and the room melted away as they moved together. Before he knew it he was inside of her, thrusting deep and slow.

"Sebastian.. Oh my god.."

Sebastian moaned against her lips, pressing their bodies close together as he thrust into her. Santana cupped his cheek and looked into his eyes.

"Santana.." he panted, running a hand through her hair.

"S-So good.."

Sebastian leaned down, sucking her nipple into his mouth. Santana moaned as she arched her back. Sebastian moaned deep in his throat as he pushed deeper. Santana rocked her hips down slowly. Everything in this moment felt right. Sebastian looked up at her with something deep in his eyes. Santana took one of Sebastian's hands and placed it on her chest, just above her heart. He gasped softly, his hand trembling. Santana gave him a warm smile before kissing his forehead. Sebastian closed his eyes, pulling her closer and pressing their foreheads together. Santana's hot breath mingled with his. "Bas.."

Sebastian whimpered, "Baby.."

Santana whined at the name. She leaned in, kissing him passionately. Sebastian moaned into her mouth, speeding his hips. Santana squeezed her eyes shut. She was so close. Her orgasm built higher and higher. Sebastian thrust up faster. "S-Santana..I'm gonna.."

"Me too.. Make me come, baby.. Come with me.."

Sebastian gasped, arching his back as he came inside of her. Santana scratched his back roughly. She let out a loud cry as her orgasm hit her harder than ever before. Sebastian grunted deeply as he pushed deeper into her, helping them both come down.

"Holy shit.. Sebastian.."

Sebastian smiled, kissing her softly. Santana giggled as she pulled back.

"It's gets better each time.." Sebastian said, his voice soft.

"It does." Santana smiled. She blushed as her stomach growled. "Well, Smythe. You worked up my appetite. You did agree to take me out."

Sebastian nodded. "I did.." He smiled. "I'll go get ready.."

"Dress up. I want seafood."

Sebastian got up and stretched before walking to his room.

Santana couldn't help but grin. Maybe things were working out for her. She walked to her closet. She didn't want to do slutty tonight. She wanted to look classy and perfect for Sebastian.

A bit later Sebastian sat in the living room, waiting for Santana. He wore a gray suit with a black tie and some nice black dress shoes. Santana walked out in a tight, almost knee length, red and black sweater dress. She wore a black and white smokey eye with red lips. She had her favorite black boots. They went to just below her knees with a five inch heel. The boots clung to her legs perfectly and had a small belt detail around the ankle. Santana curled her hair and ruffled it to make it a little messy. "What do you think?"

"Wow...You're gorgeous.."

"I'd say we look pretty good together."

"We do.." He said, standing.

"So.. Do you like Red Lobster? I'm craving it."

"Sounds good." He said, wrapping an arm around her waist. They took Sebastian's car and asked for a booth. Santana had butterflies in her stomach. She never felt this way with a guy.

Sebastian ordered them some wine and smiled. "So..What happened with you and Blaine last night?" He asked.

"He didn't tell you?"

"He said that while you guys were fooling around, he called you bitch..You didn't like it, apparently."

Santana laughed lightly. "He didn't call me a bitch. Look, if I tell you this.. Please don't get mad at me."

"I won't.."

Santana took a deep breath. "I told him he could fuck you while I was gone. But I asked him to not let you fuck him.."

Sebastian raised an eyebrow. "What?..Why not?.."

"He should save that for someone he loves. I don't want him to fall for you. He already has a crush."

"A crush?..On me?.."

"Don't act like you don't see it. He uses those innocent eyes and stares at you all the time." Santana said seriously.

"I thought he just looked like that all the time.." Sebastian said. "He looks at you like that too.."

Santana shook her head. "He's my best friend. We talked this morning. He likes what he and I do.. Or did, I guess. But he told me he likes you."

Sebastian nodded, looking up at her. "Maybe it is best if I don't.." He said, placing his hand over hers.

"I'd rather you not.." Santana admitted.

"I just..Wanted to make sure he would do it with someone that cares if he's enjoying himself or not."

Santana nodded. "I think he might be interested in someone.."

"Really? Who?"

"Kurt. The guy that walked me home. Blaine only got a glimpse of him. But that was enough." Santana chuckled.

Sebastian smiled. "Well..Maybe we should set them up."

"I think we should."

"Do you..Not want me to fool around with Blaine?" Sebastian asked carefully.

Santana looked down before looking at him. "Not really.."

"Okay..I won't anymore. But will you tell me why? Other than the crush.."

"I like what we have." Santana said simply. "I don't want it to get weird."

"So does that mean you won't have sex with him either?"

"Right."

"Well..What about other people?"

"I'm not really interested." Santana shrugged.

"What if when you go to your cheer competition and you meet a guy and you..Wanna mess around?"

"Well.. If you weren't busy, we could always have phone sex." Santana grinned.

Sebastian smiled back. "San..You don't get what I'm saying.." he said softly.

"If anything were to happen, it wouldn't be with a guy." Santana said. "But.. I don't know. Are you saying you want me to fuck another guy?"

"No, I mean you can, but..I'm just saying. I don't want you to feel like you can't fool around with other people..I'm always here when you want me."

Santana pulled her hand away. "I don't feel like I can't. I can do whatever I want. Maybe you're the one that doesn't get it."

"What do you mean?.."

"Nothing." Santana said as their food arrived. Sebastian sighed softly, looking at the Latina with sad eyes.

Blaine walked into the bar and sighed deeply. This was a long weekend and he needed a beer. He sat at the bar and grabbed his wallet as he waited for a bartender.

"What can I get you?" A light, friendly voice said.

"Just a be-" Blaine looked up and gasped. It was Kurt.

Kurt gasped as their eyes met. "O-Oh..Hi.."

"Hey.. I didn't get to introduce myself. I'm Blaine."

"I'm Kurt.." Kurt said, brushing a hair out of his face.

"It's a pleasure." Blaine smiled.

"Um..So..A beer?.." Kurt asked, giving a shy smile.

"Please."

Kurt poured Blaine a beer and brought it to him. It was a slow night and there was only two other people at the bar.

"Are you in school?" Blaine asked.

"I am. I go to NYADA." Kurt said, resting his elbows on the bar. "You?.."

"Same. I want to act." Blaine said. He couldn't take his eyes off of Kurt.

Kurt grinned. "Wow..I can't believe I've never seen you around..I want to perform on Broadway."

"I bet you're amazing. I tend to stick to myself." Blaine chuckled lightly.

"Well maybe I'll see you around.." Kurt said, giving a warm smile.

"I hope so.."

A guy across the bar called Kurt and Kurt sighed. "Sorry, be right back.."

Blaine nodded. He drank his beer and watched Kurt. He was very interesting. The way he moved..He was tall with muscles, but he was still thin. What Blaine noticed most about his body was his legs. They were long and toned. He'd love to see them without the pants. But there was something about this guy. Blaine wanted to know him. Everything about him. He looked up to his face and noticed his warm smile and the way his eyes wrinkled up when he laughed. It was such a joyful laugh. This guy was genuine. Blaine had a couple of beers, laughing and talking with Kurt all night. Before he knew it, the bar was closing.

Kurt was cleaning up and looked to Blaine. "So..You want me to walk you home?"

"I'd like that." Blaine smiled.

Kurt smiled back. "Alright. I just gotta clean up."

He flipped all the chairs onto the tables and flipped the barstools over on top of the bar. Blaine watched how his arms worked, the muscles expanding and contracting as he lifted the furniture. He imagined those strong yet delicate hands gripping his hips. Blaine shook his head to try to keep calm. Kurt finished and wiped his hands on his jeans. "Okay..Ready?.."

"Yeah." Blaine said as he stood. Kurt looked at Blaine and sighed deeply before pulling him close and kissing him fiercely. Blaine gasped. He was shocked. When he realized it was Kurt's lips against his, Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt's neck and moaned. Kurt grabbed his hips and pressed Blaine against the wall. Blaine's head was spinning. Kurt's tongue danced with his own. He melted against the bartender and lifted his leg, wrapping it around Kurt's hip. Kurt thrust against Blaine, kissing down to his neck.

"Kurt.. You're so hot.." Blaine whispered.

Kurt moaned softly before pulling back slightly. "Blaine..I-I'm sorry ..You don't deserve this."

"No.. I want you. You're not hurting me." Blaine said, trying to pull Kurt closer.

"Blaine.." Kurt said softly. "I want you too..But I want to take you on a date..I want to know you.."

"You want to go on a date? Like.. A real date?" Blaine asked.

"Yeah.." Kurt smiled. "A real date.."

Blaine blushed. "When?"

"How about tomorrow night? After school. We can go get coffee."

"I-I.. I'd love to.."

"Okay..Come on..I'll walk you home."

Blaine nodded. He took Kurt's hand as they walked.

The night before Santana left for her competition, they decided it would be fun to go to Callbacks. She called Blaine to invite him. To her surprise, Blaine had asked to bring a 'friend'. She didn't ask who it was. If it failed, she planned on introducing him to Kurt.

They dressed up and Sebastian grinned. "You look great, babe.."

"Thanks. You do too." Santana said. She had been pulling back a little. For the life of her, she couldn't figure out what Sebastian wanted from this.

Sebastian sighed softly. "Hey..You okay?" He asked, grabbing her hand.

"Of course. I just have a lot on my mind. You know.. Being cheer captain and all." Santana said.

Sebastian pulled himself closer to her. "Don't stress tonight..You're amazing.."

"Thank you. I'm ready for a night of fun." Santana smiled.

"When we get back..You and I can have some fun.."

Santana nodded. "Okay."

Sebastian smiled, kissing her forehead. "Let's go.."

They got to the bar and ordered their first drinks as they waited for Blaine. After their second drink, Blaine walked in with Kurt. Santana's eyes went wide as she ran to hug her friend. "No way! We were hoping Kurt was working so we could hook you two up!"

Blaine smiled wide. "Well, here we are." Blaine chuckled as Kurt wrapped an arm around him.

"Nice to see you again, Kurt." Santana grinned.

"Nice to see you sober." Kurt chuckled, giving her a hug. "Hey Sebastian."

"Hey." Sebastian said softly. "Grab a seat."

Kurt sat next to Blaine as the performances started.

"Oh my god, Santana. You have to sing."

"No. Oh, no." Santana said quickly. "Not happening."

"Santana, you have to!" Blaine said seriously."In highschool, we were in glee club and Santana always blew the house down."

Sebastian nudged her shoulder. "Come on. One song."

Santana sighed softly. "Okay. But only if you sing a song too."

"Okay. But you have to sing it with me." Sebastian grinned.

"Okay..But I have a song I want to sing first."

The current song ended and Sebastian kissed her cheek. "You're up."

Santana smiled and stood at the microphone. "I'm Santana Lopez, and I'd like to sing Crazy About You, by Adele.."

Blaine and Kurt were practically bouncing in their chairs as Sebastian turned to his roommate.

Santana swayed her hips to the beat slowly as she started to sing.
"Found myself today
Singing out loud your name,
You said I'm crazy,
If I am I'm crazy for you.
Sometimes sitting in the dark
Wishing you were here
Turns me crazy,
But it's you who makes me lose my head.
And every time I'm meant to be acting sensible You drift into my head And turn me into a crumbling fool.."

Sebastian kept his eyes on her. He listened carefully to the words. He had no idea she could sing so well.

" Tell me to run and I'll race,
If you want me to stop I'll freeze,
And if you want me gone,
I'll leave,
Just hold me closer, baby,
And make me crazy for you.
Crazy for you.
Lately with this state I'm in
I can't help myself but spin.
I wish you'd come over,
Send me spinning closer to you.
My oh my, how my blood boils,
It's sweet taste for you,
Strips me down bare
And gets me into my favorite mood.." She sang. Her voice was deep and beautiful. Perfect for the song.

Blaine turned to Kurt. "They are so clueless."

"Tell me about it.." Kurt whispered.

"I keep on trying,
fighting these feelings away,
But the more I do,
The crazier I turn into.
Pacing floors and opening doors,
Hoping you'll walk through
And save me boy,
Because I'm too crazy for you.
Crazy for you.." She finished.

The entire room burst into applause as Sebastian stood. He shook his head as she headed back to them. "Nu uh. We're singing right now." He said. He told the DJ what song to play and grinned when the music started.

Sebastian looked at Santana.
"Now I've had the time of my life
No I never felt like this before
Yes I swear it's the truth
and I owe it all to you.."

Santana grinned wide,
"'Cause I've had the time of my life
and I owe it all to you.."

Sebastian danced around Santana as he sang.
"I've been waiting for so long
Now I've finally found someone
To stand by me."

Santana smiled.
"We saw the writing on the wall
As we felt this magical fantasy.."

They sang the rest of the song, flirting and dancing the whole time. When the song ended, Sebastian pulled Santana close to kiss her deeply. Santana gasped as the small audience clapped. Sebastian took her hand as they walked off stage. Santana smiled as they sat down. They ordered another round of drinks. Sebastian leaned in. "I'm not positive about you.. But I know I'm crazy for you."

Santana looked up at him. "W-What?.."

"You heard me." Sebastian said, pulling back.

"What do you mean?.."

Sebastian shrugged. "I like you."

"I..I like you too.."

Sebastian couldn't help but grin. "It's about time you said it."

Santana blushed deeply. "Whatever.." she giggled.

Sebastian laughed as he sat back and sighed happily. Santana grabbed his hand and Kurt smiled knowingly.

"You want to dance?" Blaine asked Kurt.

"I'd love to.." Kurt grinned.

Blaine grabbed Kurt's hand as they headed to the crowd of dancers. Kurt wrapped his arm around Blaine's neck and smiled.

"Do you know how beautiful you are?" Blaine asked.

Kurt smiled. "No, I don't.."

"Well, I see it.."

"I just see how beautiful you are.."

Blaine smiled. "You're sweet."

"Honest.." Kurt said softly. Blaine turned around and pressed their bodies together. Kurt smiled, kissing the spot behind Blaine's ear. Blaine bit his lip as they danced together.
"You have to stop making me want you like this.." Kurt whispered.

"Like what?" Blaine asked, pressing his ass back.

Kurt pulled Blaine closer. "Blaine..Fuck..Like that.."

"But it feels so good.."

"I know.." Kurt said in Blaine's ear, his voice low with lust. Blaine looked back at Kurt with those beautiful innocent eyes. Kurt turned him around and kissed him. The kiss was soft and gentle. He could feel how much Kurt cared about him.. Blaine blushed as the kiss ended. "I really like you, Kurt.."

"I really like you too Blaine..Um..Do you..Want to be my?.." Kurt said shyly.

"Boyfriend?" Blaine asked with a smile. "Yes."

Kurt grinned. "O-Okay.."

Blaine leaned in for another kiss. Kurt kissed him deeply, smiling wide.

After a while, a pretty blonde walked over to the table. "Hey San! Wanna dance?"

"B-Brittany?.."

"Hey." The blonde grinned.

"What are you doing here?.."

"I came to visit."

"Wow..Well, hi.." She smiled.

"You don't seem happy to see me." Britt said.

"I am!" Santana said, smiling. "Sebastian, this is Brittany."

"Hi, Brittany." Sebastian said softly. Brittany smiled, giving a wave. "You two want a few minutes alone?" he asked.

"I'm just gonna go dance with her." Santana said, standing.

"Okay."

Santana grabbed Brittany's hand and walked out to the dance floor with her.

"How have you been?" Santana asked.

"Good..I missed you.." She said, wrapping her arms around Santana's neck.

"I missed you too, Britt.." Santana sighed as they slowly swayed together. "How's college?"

"Great! They say I'm a visionary..But I don't wear glasses so I don't know what that means.."

Santana couldn't help but laugh. "It means you're smart, Britt. I'm glad I'm not the only one that sees it."

Brittany grinned, "I love you.."

"Britt.. We should talk.."

"Why?..I'm here with you now..There's no temptation anymore..We can.."

"I'm kind of with someone.." Santana said quietly. "He makes me happy.."

"He?.." Brittany asked, freezing.

Santana nodded. "Britt.. You'll always be my first love. But you don't live here.. I'm sorry.."

"And what if I did?..What if I moved here?.."

"I-I don't know. You have school. You can't just quit just to see what would happen."

Brittany looked at Santana with the hurt expression she hated.
"You don't love me.."

"I'll always love you." Santana said, grabbing her hand. "But things have changed. We barely talk anymore. Then I started getting feelings for him.. Britt, please don't look at me like that.. I thought you had moved on."

Brittany shook her head. "I-I told you that you were the one I always wanted to be with.."

Santana had tears in her eyes. "We stopped talking, Britt.. Did you want me to wait and hope you'd come back? That's not really fair.."

Brittany wiped her eyes as she pulled away. "No.."

"Brittany.."

"I have to go.." She got out, almost running out of the bar.

Santana didn't move. She felt terrible for hurting Britt. All she ever wanted to do was protect her. But they had grown apart.

Sebastian walked over, grabbing her shoulder. "Hey..Are you okay?"

Santana shook her head.

Sebastian pulled her close. "What happened?.." he asked, moving with her to the slow song.

"Britt.. She was my first love. And I just broke her heart.." Santana whispered.

"What'd you say?.." Sebastian asked quietly.

"I told her I had feelings for someone else. Then she offered to move here.."

Sebastian looked down at her. "You couldn't wait forever, Santana.."

"I know.. But since we met, all I wanted to do was protect her. And I'm the one that hurt her."

Sebastian kissed her forehead. "It's okay, Santana.."

Santana rested her head against Sebastian's chest. Sebastian stroked her hair, sighing softly. "Can we just go home?"

"Yeah.."

Sebastian told Blaine they were leaving before taking Santana home.

"Are you okay?.."

Santana nodded. "I'm just worried about her."

"Why don't you call her?.."

"You didn't see the look on her face. She wants nothing to do with me now."

"Just try?.."

Santana took a deep breath as she took her phone out. Sebastian sat on the couch with her, his hand on her knee. Santana's hand was shaking as she called Britt.

"H-Hello?.." Brittany answered.

"Don't hang up."

"Santana.."

"Are you okay?"

"N-No..I'm actually really sad because I feel like I'm never gonna see you again."

"What? No. Britt, I want you in my life. It'll just be different."

"B-But..I love you.."

Santana sighed. "And I love you. But more like a friend now. I'm sorry. But I can't hide how I feel about him." She explained before glancing at Sebastian.

Sebastian gave a weak smile.

"I thought..It would always be us..W-When we broke up you said..It wasn't an official breakup.."

"Because we never had anyone serious. We always dropped whoever just to be together. I thought it would be us too.. I'm not trying to hurt you."

Brittany sniffed. "O-Okay.."

"I really am sorry.. Do you..hate me?" Santana whispered.

"No.."

Santana gave a sigh of relief. "I'll still be here for you. Always."

"I just wish..I-I could have you.."

"I know, baby girl. You'll get through this. I promise. You'll find someone who will treat you better than I ever did."

"No one understands me like you do.."

"And I'll always be here."

Brittany sniffed again. "Okay.."

"I'm sorry.."

"Don't be..You really like him?.."

"I do." Santana said, unable to hide her smile. "I can't explain it, Britt."

"I understand.."

"Are you going to be okay?" Santana asked.

"I think so." Brittany said quietly.

"If you need to talk, you have my number."

"Thank you.."

"Always."

Brittany nodded. "Bye San.."

"Bye, beautiful."

Sebastian looked at Santana as she hung up. "You okay?"

Santana wiped a tear from her eyes. "Yeah."

Sebastian wrapped an arm around her. "It's okay.."

"I'm sorry.."

"Don't be.." Sebastian said sweetly.

"I'm going to miss you this weekend.."

"I'm gonna miss you too.." Sebastian whispered.

Santana turned to face him. "What do you want from this?"

"What do you mean?.."

"Do you just like how we are when we're fucking?" She asked quietly.

"No..I mean I-I like it..But..I just like being with you too.."

Santana sat on her knees and took Sebastian's hands. "I'm terrified. But I want you."

Sebastian gasped softly. "I-I want you too.."

Santana blushed lightly as she squeezed his hands.

"Kiss me.." Sebastian whispered. Santana smiled as she slowly leaned in. Sebastian cupped her cheek and kissed her softly. Santana climbed into his lap. She had never cared for kissing that didn't lead to sex. But this felt good. Sebastian held her close, sighing happily.