Oh my days. So long without an update. I appologise. Its been a busy few months, Christmas, then I moved home and then my daughters 1st birthday! So here you go, enjoy

Chapter Nine

Edwards POV

The past few weeks have gone by in a blur. My head has been in the clouds with Jacob being around. I can't believe how lucky I am to have found him, to have found love again. He makes me feel alive, really alive. The heat that radiates from him actually warms my ice cold skin, and almost makes it feel like my heart is beating again.

I love how he blushes at me when I stare at him in thought. I love looking at him, even his flaws make him beautiful.

Today he is sprawled on my bed with his head in his homework. I smile as I see a crease form on his forehead. It doesn't take much to get him confused. It's hard to believe that outside our world we have school and a façade to keep up. It's nice to have that in common with him. That we both have to pretend to be something that we are not.

I continue to watch him, his frown get deeper and deeper set into his face. "Urgh! I've had enough" He barks throwing his book across the room. "Need any help?" I ask "No thanks" He snorts "I just need some fresh air" He stretches flexing his muscles, I smirk slightly moving to his side in one fluent movement wrapping my arms around his waist looking up into his deep brown eyes. "Are you sure that's what you want" I purr, trying my best to seduce him, and to be honest that doesn't take much!

I hear his heart start to beat faster but he gently pushes me away. "Not now" He frowns. "I really need to get out for a bit, ya don't mind do you?" I did, I felt like a dying man when he wasn't with me. He was like oxygen to me. "Of course not" I tell him moving away from him. I don't want him to know how I feel when I know that he loves to be in wolf form.

"Thanks" He says punching my arm and going over to my open window. "I won't be long" He jumps and I feel my heart sink.

An hour later I was still stood in the same spot, looking out of the window that he had jumped from. I could quite happily stay here until he came, unmoving. I was like a pet pining for his master. I heard a noise outside of my door, it was Alice. It appears Carlisle has had some progress in his research, she tells me in thought.

In Carlisle's office both Alice and I sit at his desk. He hasn't looked up at us, his head still in a huge and ancient book. I scan his thoughts and its nothing of interest; he's reading an old book about medicine from the 16th century.

"I've found little out about a pairing such as yours Edward" He finally speaks, setting the book aside. "What I have found out, will most deffinatly not concern you, but I know you would like to know"

It sounds interesting, but why is there a sudden concern about mine and Jacobs's relationship? We were fine, we were more than fine. I'd never been so happy in my whole existence; I loved him with every particle of my being.

"All I have found are female wolves and male vampire pairings, nothing more. No male of their species has courted with ours, nor male and male. At least, nothing has been written about those couplings in the texts I have found. However considering what I have found it would not affect those couplings either" Carlisle told us sounding like a teacher to his pupil.

I envied Carlisle for many things, but his vast knowledge was a gift that benefited everyone. He had learnt so much in his travels, even before he found me he had adventures that made my mouth water.

I look into Carlisle's amber eyes, and cant help but laugh. Alice smirks, already knowing what Carlisle was going to say before he did. "That is indeed interest but yes as you say, no concern for me and Jake"

Carlisle smiles, "Yes I am aware of that but I know my son, that you would want to know what I have found although it very little"

I nod my head to both Alice and Carlisle as leave the study. I race back to my room not wanting to miss my beloved's return. He's still not home, I feel my face fall and I start to feel a little down. I start to tidy up his mess, chuckling to myself as I pick up his homework book and find that he was stuck on the simplest of maths equations, I wont brag to him, it would make him feel worse.

I hear a noise outside my window and can already feel his warmth radiating the room, my mood lightens instantly.