A few hours later as Penelope was working on searching through Tony's background which she hated for the team and printing out papers she saw it. The blue dot from the app on his phone that was meant to pinpoint his location if he couldn't make a call. Then she said "Derek, I found Tony. Or I think I did, that blue dot right there says he turned his phone on but he can't make a call. We both have one on our phones for when we are under duress."
Derek said "Ok, can you tell me where he is from that?"
"Yes I can just one minute." Penelope pressed some keys and then an address popped up. "He's here on an abandoned marine armory station. But that doesn't make sense. If his half-sister has him she isn't a marine. So someone else is helping her."
"We're going to bring him back Baby Girl just give me the address and you will see him soon."
" Be careful ok, this could be a trap or something."
"I will." "Hotch, Rossi, Alvez we found where Tony is. Come on with me."
Penelope watched them leave with Roxy Alvez's search dog and suddenly felt herself begin to shake in her seat.
JJ came by her open door and looked in. "Hey Pen, you're ok. Take a deep breath for me. That's it."
"I don't know if I can do this anymore JJ. This job. Everytime someone I love is in jeopardy it breaks a little more of me. This is my world we're talking about not just a case. And I had to help you profile my husband who has never hidden anything from me from when I first met him as a boy. " Tears began to run down her cheeks. "And please don't tell me how to feel or some profiler shit about shock and trauma and post traumatic stress. I'm living this it's not someone else's life. "
She gulped in air. "I could go to NCIS and be a cyber geek in their white collar division, hell I could do that here but right now I need out of this room and away from these computers more than almost anything."
JJ put her arms around her friend and just hugged her. "You're ok Pen. I'm here. I am not going anywhere. I won't tell you what to feel or not feel. People tried that with me not long ago. I pretty much wanted to tell them to bite me the whole time. You do what you need to do. Nothing is wrong from your heart okay?"
"But what if I can't find my heart. I don't know anything anymore."
