Rose

Rose. She turned out to be a good person. Despite of some coments. Every single day I would stay amazed by her clothes, everything made for her to fit.

Two weeks after we returned to New York I asked her about that. „You know, when I first saw you you weren't reminding me of a country girl at all." Subject that I was touching was really tricky.

„I am not like that anymore. For long time now."her eyes same as mine were observing the sun down from the sofa. „You look so 'I am town girl' more then 'I am from the farm' girl." „Only reason I know what the farm is, is because of my parents." That is how our deep talk started.

„Do you remember them, your parents?" „I do, but why do you care? I am like a creepy stalker to you, why are you beeing nice to me?" „Because now, you are my friend Rose. Even though the thing that you have to sit in front of my room is creepy." We laughed, together and it was real. „When I turned, Iw as all alone so I had to fight to live and I've learned the cost of living. Don't let yourself care, you will just got hurt in the end." „No, that's not true. If you don't care why would you want to live at all?" „To survive. I am not a hero Ally, I am a survival." She left to got in my brain. „But ofc I broke my own promise, once. I fell in love, it was the most beautiful thing in the world to feel normal. Just it wasn't. He learned what I was and trapped me in his basment, torturing me every second of the day. I was loyal to him, doing everything that he asked. He would of take the venom from my teeth, and cutting wy fur what is my skin. Imagine someone taking of your skin. One day he had to leave me and I was screaming for help and someone heard me. Person whose name I don't even know broke the window and the lock. It was a men. Vampire. He let me go and leaded me to the woods. I was so thankfull to him and he just fade away. I run like hell. I knew sth from that day on. No caring, no getting hurt. After few years I heard stories about an imortal hybrid searching for werevolves and I ,et him turn me without any regrets. And no, no one can hurt me ever again." „Taht's why you didn't want me to talk with you… But then why are you telling me that?" „Because everyone knows that so why wouldn't you? If I have to be stuck babysitting you, you should know." „So I am like a toy for you? You are now talking to me so wouldn't get bored?" „You thought, taht I want to be your friend? With a human…" I didn't think about what I was doing, my hand flewed to her face and with the element of suprise I slapped her as hard as my arms were letting me. „You will regret this." „You can't hurt me, right? So I think that I won't." She walked out of a room, slaming the door. „Then I thought we can be friends."

„And just for you to know, you made an enemie." She sad trough the door, laud enough for me to hear. „I care?" If she is such a good guard she would already know that I am stalked by a vampire.

I haven't sad that is so wierd without him constantly coming uninvated to my room. Two more weeks and I will know what do I feel for him, hate or friendship. It's so weird when in my hearth I don't know do I like him or not. I mean he is bad and he kills people but he is also funny and when he arrives I forget about life problems.

But I can't like him, it is wrong. Like Max sad in a movie „Only thing worse then a boy you hate is the boy you like." He can't never know that between love(friend love) and hate my hearth is more into love. I will try everything to stop him from learning the truth, I will practice. Two more weeks.

I am sorry that the chapters are so short, it's because I am so busy with things that are happening now, you will find about it soon.

Love you all, Ally.