I know the title says chapter 9, but this is the alternate ending of the whole story!! This is for those reviewers who want Robin to suffer!!! Enjoy!
As Starfire fell she thought about her whole life and what she would miss. Her friend's faces in the mourning, enjoying all the earth customs, and although she wouldn't admit it she would also miss Robin. Even though he was so mean to her and she still hated him, she couldn't get the thought out of her head that she had to tell him how much he hurt her and end her confused feelings towards him for good. Realizing she didn't want to die…not now Starfire gained her happy emotions and started to fly back up to the top of the building. She reached the top, slowly and gently dropping herself onto the soft ground of the building breaking down crying.
I am glad I did not kill myself, but Robin…oh Robin. Why was he so mean to me? Did I deserve it? Did I do wrong? As these thoughts filled her head she cried even harder to be stopped by a gentle hand placed on her shoulder. Starfire looked up to see the concerned face of Robin.
Oh of course. Now he is sad because I almost killed myself. Why couldn't he have been sorry before? It's only when actual harm comes to me that he is sorry and concerned. Robin stared at her with worry.
"Starfire I'm…" he began to be interrupted by Star's harsh voice cutting in.
"Save it. Do you know what you have been putting me through? Since the day of my mistake don't you think I regretted it? Don't you think I felt bad about it? No because you only think about yourself." She said brusquely.
"But Star…" He said reaching his arm out in a loving way. Starfire brushed his arm off of her trying so hard to hide her tears.
"That day of my mistake was the worst. Not only was my mistake bad and saddening, but then you did the breaking up with me very rudely. You didn't even look at me when you talked and it seemed as if you didn't care, so I decided to leave this world. But as I was falling I realized I would be leaving earth and my friends, so I flew back up knowing that I would still have them, not you though. I wouldn't save myself for just you because you don't even care about me unless there is harm due!" She yelled now tears coming to her eyes.
Robin looked at her in utter concern.
"But Star I shouldn't have broken up with you…I love you." He choked out in between his tears now streaming down his face. Starfire looked at him with even more anger.
"YOU LOVE ME? YOU LOVE ME? That's what you say after all this. That's all you can say." Starfire takes a big sigh, trying to subside her anger.
"I only saved myself for my friends, not you. I shall still live in the same quarters, but we will never be anything more than friends." She said. She saw a glimmer of hope on Robin's face.
"So we can be friends?" He asked hopefully. Star couldn't help but smile at this request. Surely she was still mad at him, but she couldn't resist his hopeful face.
"In due time Robin." She replied looking at him without anger at all.
"I shall go home to my friends. You can join later if you like." She said and flew off leaving Robin to his thoughts.
Robin bent down on his knees onto the floor crying once again.
Why had I messed up? Things will never be as they were. I will never be able to hold her again. Never be able to kiss her moist lips, never be able to hold her hand, or be her shoulder to cry on. I am now just her friend. He thought still hopefully. But coming to reality he thought. No I won't be her friend either, not after how I treated her. How could I be so stupid? Starfire was my only love and I lost her. I will live with this regret forever and as much as I try it will never go away. Seeing Starfire at the tower will haunt me for the rest of my life. I won't be able to hold her ever again.
With that thought Robin began to cry harder as the moon finally raised. He remembered that he and Starfire used to watch the moon rise, not anymore though. Not ever again. His thoughts of Starfire grew stronger and stronger as the moon shined its light onto the Wayne industries building. Hours went by and Robin finally let go of his thoughts and fell into a deep sleep still dreaming of Starfire.
Tada!! There is the alternate ending!! I hope you liked it!! My new stories will be up soon!! I hope you read them. Well bye and please review!!!
