Chapter 9
R.V.H hospital
(EPOV)
Alice and Jasper sat on the small chair's in the far back corner of the room. Jasper remanded calm while Alice looked like she was going to pass out from stress. I on the other hand was dieing inside slowly with ever minute that passed.
The big clock on the far right wall kept ticking reminding me of how long it has been since the last time I was in contact with a doctor. Over and over again in my head I kept seeing her frail distorted body under the badly broken car, the blood that coated her flesh and hair, the way she did not respond to my pleads of mercy.
I heard a chair grind underneath the clean hospital floor's making all my disturbing thoughts scatter and my gaze turned sharply to the noise. Alice was walking toward me with her head bent low, her movements were so slow and zombie like I cringed at the reality of the situation. When she finally was right in front of me she looked up. Her eye's were read and puffy, they held a hurt undecidable
" What are we going to do if we lose her Edward?" she whispered.
I quickly looked away from her intense eye's.
" Don't even think that." I told her my voice risen a little louder then intended.
Alice's eye's snapped fire.
" This is all your fault, you are nothing more then a cheating bastered!" she yelled.
I Could not agree more completely. This was all my fault, so I stood there in silents while Alice took her grief out on me.
" She was pregnant too. Now if she die's or the baby, you are going to live with it for the rest of your miserable life and you bloody well deserve it!" she yelled.
I new her words were spoken with truth but inside they killed me on a level that could never be repaired. Jasper walked over to us and grabbed her softly by her arm and Interrupted Alice's next words.
" Alice that's enough. You need to calm down and think what you are saying, this is tuff on us all." She yanked her arm away from him. " No, this would have never happened if you hadn't stepped back into her life, she cried. Why could it have not been you who got into the accident." Jasper grabbed her arm again and yanked her against him. "That's enough Alice. he said as he dragged her back to the far corner.
Heart sick Edward sank to the floor unable to control his mind or body. This was a hell that I could never escape, never in my life have a felt so hurt, so a shamed. I looked up just in time to see a doctor walking throw the room. I immediately jumped to my feet and rush him.
" doctor, I said breathlessly. Is she alright." I felt Alice and Jasper's presents now behind me.
The doctor flipped open his blinder.
" She made it but she is currently unconscious, she has suffered several broken bones."
At that moment of my life I was the happiest man on the planet. I wasn't to run and jump, sing and dance. Hell I wanted to kiss the doctor. Alice started crying in relief while Jasper hugged her and then my joy turned into dread.
"What about my baby?" I asked my voice cracking.
The doctor sighed.
" The baby is still alive but over time she could loss it, the best thing for her to do to help is make sure she has lot's of rest and is well nourished."
I nodded.
"Can I see her?"
The doctor nodded his head and gave me a small smile.
"she is unconscious but it always helps to talk. I believe that they can her what you are saying."
He patted me on the arm before I made my way to Bella's room. Jasper and Alice followed me. When we reached her room the door was slightly ajar. I swung the door open and walk to the other side of the room where there was a curtain blocked my view of her. When I opened the curtain my heart broke. She was laying on her back with her hair in her face, she had a cloth rapped around her head and her arm and lag were casted. Her face was completely covered in buries. I heard Alice whimper behind me.
"Bella. she breathed before she ran to her side. This is all your fault you bastered."
Jasper did not intrude this time instead me and him stay back and let Alice comfort herself with Bella's presents. After about a half an hour of Alice hugging me and talking to her Jasper when to her.
"Alice you need to give her space and let her and Edward be alone."
she looked up at him with hated.
"hell with freeze over the next time I will allow him near her alone again."
Jasper took Alice into his arms and lifted her up. "you need rest." she struggled against him. "I need nothing, I am not leaving her." Alice was a stubborn women but Jasper was her love and if anyone could calm her it was him.
"Alice you need rest and Eward and Bella need each other right now even though he is totally in the wrong in the hole situation, Bella is pregnant with his child. If you and me were in the same situation wouldn't you want me there for comfort."
Alice's face changed a shade softer. "come on Alice." He grabbed her by the hand and lead her away from the room, she did not protest this time.
once alone with Bella I made my way to her bed and took a seat on the hospital chair, laying my head on her cheat while I cuddled her as closely to me as possible. I was so thankful my child and my angel are going to be OK if taking care of properly and I was the man who was going to do that. No matter what anyone had to say about the issue, I own it to Bella to step forward and take action. I held her as tight as I could with out hurting her frail bones and though of a beautiful Bella in a white night grown, her stomack big like a huge balloon, Her beautiful face light up with excitement. I went over that image in my head until my eyes were heavy and my brain was ready to complely shut down. The last image I had was Bella lying under me while I made sweet love to her and then everything went black as the midnight sky.
Next morning.
I woke up to a soft hand in my messed hair. looking up I saw a beautiful pair of big brown eyes.
"Bella," I breathed.
She offered me a small smile.
"Your awake, How are you?"
she shifted a little in the bed and patted the place she wanted me to take a seat. I obeyed immedantly and took a seat. To my surprise she rubbed my four-arm.
" I'm OK, I am not really in that much pain but then again drug's help, she laughed. But the best thing of all is that are baby is going to be ok."
Yeah this was defiantly a good ending but why in the name of the lord has she not screamed or torn my hair out yet perhaps she can not remember.
"Bella," I said softly. She raised her hand and put it to my mouth to silents me.
"I don't want to talked about it OK, maybe later." I nodded my head.
"Alice and Jasper were already in," she told me. I scratched my head in confusion. " How is it that I did not wake up?" she gave me a duh stare.
"Edward when you sleep not even a blow horn could wake you up," she laughed.
I savoured her laugh, it was the most beautiful sound in the whole world. Her voice was a thing that you never got sick of.
"Bella I just wanted you to know that the kiss never meant anything, my heart as always and will all ways be with you."
Her face turn sad, hunted.
" Sometimes it's hard to believe in a relationship, if you know the person's past and then actually get a taste of it, she whispered. but I understand that I had made you very hurt and upset of me because I was keep things from you and my actions toward you in the last past two weeks has been terrible, That does not give you the right for what you did to me but I am willing to try and move on with the relationship, in time I will be completely healed."
Her words rung in my head like a church bell. Was she really going to let me still be with her. I was almost positive that this was the final nail in the coffin for us and yet her love and trust still stood strong. I became suddenly gitty.
" You would do that," I said softly. She nodded her head. " Don't get me wrong, a big part of it is for the little light in my belly, She explained. I not sure what would happen to us if not for her or he."
I took that with understanding and decided to brush to the subject away. "Are you and the baby hungry?"
" No, we had breakfast about a hour ago, the only dam thing I am hungry for is escaping this dam hospital," she whined.
I laughed at that. "In time my love in time."
1 month later...
(Bpov)
I heard the door Bella ring. " I'll get it, I yelled not that anyone heard me, once the food hit the table everyone became almost impossible to communicate with. As I reached the door it swung open. "Holy crud, does anyone no how to answer the door or has the food hit the tables," Alice said behind clenched teeth. I laughed. "The food of coarse." Alice made a very unlady like sound. Jasper stepped in right behind her and handed me a present. "Hear is you baby shower present, I hope you like it," Jasper said with a smile. " I'm sure I will." I looked at Alice and she was scanning the room with a devilish smile. " So, Where's your good for nothing fiancee, I have to give him my daily beating." I put my hands on my hips. " Will you leave him alone, he still has not recovered from the last one." Alice huffed. "For now," she warned. After the food and drinks where all gobbled up, Everyone sat around and watched me open my presents. I was very grate full and shocked at how many wonderful gift's there were for me and the baby. It was a grate baby shower. I looked around the room and saw how many people loved me, my life was not perfect but at least there was love and I was very content with that. After hour's on hour's of talking, sharing joke's and Meany glares from Alice toward Edward Everyone was on there way home. " I shoved Alice out the door thankful she was the last person. "Call me." is all she said before vanishing with Jasper. I shook my head in irritation. Edward was cleaning up. "That was some baby shower eh," letting out a tried breath. He laughed. " yeah you can say that again but the best part is now because me and my sweet our alone." he moved closer to me and kissed me gently on the lips. " I love you." Before I could say anything back to him I felt a rumble in my tummy. " Did you just feel that?" he looked confused. "No. Feel what?" I grabbed his hand and place it on my stomach. " Wow, is that. Is that the baby?" I nodded my head. he smiled warmly at me. " And what a beautiful baby boy he is going to be." Edward looked at me then. "Where having a boy." I laughed at his excited voice. "Yes." he released me and ran around the room like a little boy at Christmas. " I'm having a boy. I'm have a boy."
